Chapter 34: Madness
Lu Zheng was terrified in his heart, but he didn't know how to let this senior know that he was not guilty of offense, although he didn't know the consequences of destroying his divine sense, but he didn't have to think about it to know that being afraid was no different from killing himself. But in a hurry, I couldn't think of any way.
In an instant, the center of consciousness, Tang Xiaojiu, Li Yi, Le Zhongping, ascetics and other figures appeared in his primordial spirit, and Lu Zheng was sad in his heart, but he was afraid that he would have to meet them forever.
The voice urged Lu Zheng to speak a few more times, but seeing that Lu Zheng never answered, he was silent for a while, and suddenly sighed faintly and stopped talking. For a while, there was silence in his consciousness, and Lu Zheng said in his heart, this is about to start immediately! Just now, Huang Weiyang was startled by me, saying that I was a ghost, and now I was about to die, it turned out that there was an omen! Brother Jiu, Lu Zheng is coming to you! He realized that he was dying, and his thoughts could not help but become absurd.
After a long time, there was still calm in the consciousness, but nothing happened. Lu Zheng's mind gradually relaxed, and suddenly his consciousness moved, and he actually broke free from the shackles and returned to his own primordial spirit.
Lu Zheng was suspicious in his heart, could it be that the senior just now was just scaring himself? Or had he already done something on himself, and he was only afraid that it would take a while before he had a seizure? Perhaps, in a few moments, he would explode and die, and when he thought of this, his heart was like a drum, and he was uneasy.
But then he remembered Li Yi's lesson, since he didn't know anything, he should not be so afraid of ignorance, so he immediately used his divine sense to observe all kinds of situations in himself, but found that his original spirit was unhindered, his original essence was stable, and his vitality was still following the scriptures. There was nothing out of the ordinary. He remembered the sigh of the senior just now, vaguely revealing a little disappointment, it seemed that the senior had indeed done nothing to himself, so he breathed a sigh of relief.
At this time, Lu Zheng immediately thought that he could shout for help to Huang Weiyang just now, let him explain to that senior, or save himself from the predicament! Why is it that he can't think of anything at the moment of life and death! It seems that Huang Weiyang scolded himself for being stupid and stupid, and he was really not wrong at all.
But it's a false alarm, but after that, I experienced this incident. It was like a lump of cotton in my heart. So that he could no longer sit in peace. Lu Zheng was afraid that Huang Weiyang would sleep in the stone room, so he simply walked out along the passage and walked until he reached the entrance of the cave, and a cold breath blew in his face. It shook his spirits.
This cave is very high on this mountain. Look down. Under a thousand feet, the four divine winds surround the peaks endlessly, although the divine winds are invisible. But it stirred up countless clouds, forming a huge whirlpool, as if it could swallow a qiē, which was thrilling to watch.
Lu Zheng looked into the distance again, only to see the stars and the moon in the middle of the sky, and the sky was filled with blue clear light, and the scenery was quiet and gratifying, and it was beautiful. Lu Zheng forgot for a while, I don't know if he was moved by the beautiful scenery in front of him, and he unconsciously shed tears.
Tears swept across his face, and Lu Zheng immediately realized, how could he cry for no reason? And how could there be a sorrow in his heart that could not be dissolved?
He immediately reflected his consciousness with the primordial spirit, and suddenly there was a trace of sigh in his heart! It turned out to be the sigh of the senior who he sensed in his divine consciousness just now, and when he retracted his divine consciousness, he was unconsciously infected in his consciousness.
How did the senior's sigh make him cry?
So Lu Zheng simply realized that the sigh in his consciousness manifested in his own primordial spirit, and when he carefully observed that sigh, he suddenly clearly felt that this sigh contained extremely complex feelings such as longing, sadness, loneliness, sorrow, pain, resentment, loss, etc., and these feelings overlapped and overlapped, and it seemed that they could never be resolved, and they didn't know how to say it, and finally turned into this gloomy sigh!
There is such a complicated feeling in this sigh, no wonder I was moved to tears. If it weren't for the reflection of the Yuan Shen, he wouldn't know that he was crying for others, and he still thought it was his own love, then he was really confused! Knowing this, Lu Zheng couldn't help but think that he used to love to listen to storytellers in the world to tell all kinds of stories, and he was also moved or happy or sad, but in fact, he was sad and happy for others, not his true feelings!
Carefully experiencing the loneliness, sadness and loss in this sigh, Lu Zheng felt that in fact, the senior did not mind that he touched her with his divine sense, on the contrary, it seemed that because his appearance broke her loneliness and depression, she was a little happy. But perhaps it was because she never spoke to answer her, which made her feel deeply disappointed from her joy. This qiē mood is all revealed in a sigh.
It's no wonder that the senior made a threat just now, but in the end he didn't do anything, and just let himself go in vain. She threatened herself, she was afraid that she just wanted someone to talk to, right?
Single-mindedly seeking verification, Lu Zheng got up and walked back to the stone room, breathed into concentration, manifested the primordial spirit, gathered the divine consciousness and extended it directly within the mountain peak, and after a while, he arrived at the position where he heard the voice of the senior before, but this time there was no sound.
Lu Zheng thought about it, and continued to extend down to the limit that the divine consciousness could reach, compared to the first time, the divine consciousness seemed to have broken through and extended a little farther, but the senior never responded.
This is strange, is that senior gone?
Lu Zheng immediately manifested the qiē that he sensed in his divine consciousness in the Yuan Shen, wanting to see what kind of place that senior was. How do you know that the qi qi that appeared in the middle of the Yuan Shen was only a large area of darkness, and I could only vaguely feel that it seemed to be a stone room there, about the same size as the stone room where Lu Zheng was.
The perception of the divine consciousness is different from the eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body and mind, and if there is no light, you will not be able to see anything clearly, but the divine consciousness is not limited by this, and you can clearly see a qiē with and without light. The ears hear the sound if it is chaotic, and it is not easy to hear clearly, but the consciousness can lock on to one of the many noises and not be disturbed by all kinds of noises.
It stands to reason that since Lu Zheng's divine consciousness has already detected the stone chamber of that senior, the scene in the stone chamber of that predecessor should be manifested in the primordial spirit, even if it is because it has reached the limit of the divine sense. The induction of a qiē is very weak, and it shouldn't be so pitch black, which makes Lu Zheng puzzled.
"Oh, you're here again! Why do you come again and again since you don't speak, what is the purpose?" Just as Lu was about to withdraw his divine sense, the senior's voice suddenly sounded in the darkness.
Her voice carried a strong self-pity, and the tone of her voice always felt cold, with endless sighs.
Seeing that Lu Zheng didn't answer, the woman suddenly sneered and said, "I know, do you think I let you go last time." I'm not going to kill your sense?"
Her tone was firm and cold. Lu Zheng was shocked when he heard this, and he was so frightened that he almost immediately withdrew his consciousness, but suddenly sighed and said, "Actually, you guessed right, everyone has always said that I am soft-hearted. You're going to let me destroy your sense. Make you half-dead. I can't do it!" She said these words in a tone that softened again, and looked very plaintive.
Lu Zheng suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and said in his heart that this senior was really just hard-mouthed and soft-hearted. It seems that I guessed correctly. He was thinking of this, but the woman over there giggled and sneered again, mixed with a miserable scream, it was like a ghost crying, terrible and terrifying, and he could sense one of the resentments in the Yuan Shen, which made Lu Zheng's heart twitch violently when he heard it.
The woman laughed for a while, and then said, "But that was all before, and my heart is not soft now, but now my heart is as hard as iron stone! No, it is harder than iron stone, and it is colder! From the day they deceived my child and locked me up here, my heart has not softened, because my heart has been eaten by the darkness here! My cavity is empty now, you say, is this harder than iron stone, and colder! Hahahaha!"
The tone of these words was very different, she almost roared, sharp and cold, with incomparable resentment in her heart, looking like crazy, like a madman. Compared with the cold and grief before, it was like two people, and the contrast between the front and back was so great that Lu Zheng almost felt that his divine consciousness had extended too far, so that it had touched the souls underground.
Then the woman shouted hysterically, "Why don't you speak, you're laughing at me!" Do you think I'm a madman? I'm a madman, I'm a madman, I'm a madman whose heart has been eaten by darkness! I'm going to eat you too, and I'm going to eat your heart bite by bit!"
Lu Zheng's entire scalp was a little numb, and he was so frightened that he quickly withdrew his divine sense. This woman is so uncertain, it is obvious that her mind is out of order, and it is no joke if she is not happy and destroys her consciousness. Listening to what she just said, someone must have taken away her child, and I don't know how long she was locked up there, which is why she became so crazy.
She must have missed her child too much? Lu Zheng felt that this woman was extremely pitiful. He suddenly thought of his own mother, could it be the same with his own mother, who had been snatched from her arms and then locked up in some dark cave and tortured. Thinking of this, Lu Zheng felt uncomfortable in his heart for a while, as if his mother, who had never seen him, was really tortured by that woman, which made him cry sadly.
With tears in his eyes, Lu Zheng reached into his arms, took out the six-dragon jade pendant, and rubbed it seriously in the palm of his hand. At this moment, he missed his parents like never before, although he never knew what his parents were like, but he knew that there was a man and a woman in this world, and they brought themselves into this world.
Suddenly, Lu Zheng's heart moved, and he could see Xin'er in his consciousness before, because he had been with Xin'er for so many days, and his consciousness recorded those scenes. So since I was born by my parents, I must have spent some time with my parents, do I still retain the memory of that time in my consciousness?
You must have seen your parents with your eyes, you must have heard your parents' voices with your ears, and you must have smelled your parents' scent with your nose...... Thinking of this, Lu Zheng swelled up with bursts of ecstasy. Why did I never think that my parents were so close to me, hiding in the depths of my consciousness!(To be continued......