Impetuousness may be because of a kind of loss, which makes you keep searching and obtaining, until you finally find that you are still you, and you have never really taken and left anything.

This year, I was 20 and in my second year of college. I like Haruki Murakami. When I was in middle school, I still liked Xu Wei, and at that time, I played the guitar.

Sometimes I go to a love movie alone, go shopping alone, and have a cup of coffee at the coffee shop around the corner. After the new school year of my freshman year, I traveled to Lijiang alone, and spent the whole vacation there doing nothing, reading Hemingway, and then crying inexplicably one night.

I am a quiet person, autonomous and independent. I don't know when I found out that this world is very fake. Since it's hard to pretend to cooperate, I feel like I don't belong in this world.

The heart is relatively lonely, but also enjoys this loneliness. A person's world is often simple and clean.

But it's okay, when necessary, I don't speak, so there is still a normal life circle.

I am a girl, 165cm tall, 93 pounds, Gemini, blood type B. At the moment, he has long hair, likes jeans and canvas sneakers, and a plain skirt.

I used to like a guy but he didn't know about it until he graduated from high school.

I've always loved reading. In addition to popular reading, I also prefer to read grotesque biographies, which is a little secret of mine. Everyone has secret secrets, doesn't they.

There are four girls living in our dormitory, and the other three are Zhang Lili, An Xiaohui and Wang Yan. My name is Lin Yu, and they sometimes call me Yu'er.

Speaking of which, the university is a very noisy place in my eyes, with boys and girls rushing to the ground almost as soon as they enter the school, and textbooks have long been unable to suppress the inner turmoil of a large group of young people.

In the first year of entering the school, various social activities and clubs have become a stage for new students to meet friends and show themselves, and people will be very sensational and take the initiative to introduce themselves, and then they will be very moved to say to you: "It turns out that you are the person I have been looking for!"

The boys with inflated self-confidence and desire to courtship appear like roosters on various occasions, while the girls who dress up in fancy clothes and bandeau stockings are also pretentious and scratching their heads as if they were attending fashion week.

Due to the frequent social interaction and poor attendance of the big guys, at the end of the first half of the freshman year, I accompanied her to inspect the girls' dormitory at the request of the life committee member.

Every evening, some cars are parked at the school gate from time to time, from BMW, Mercedes-Benz to Land Rover, Cayenne, and sometimes a Porsche or Bentley, which makes the students who enter and exit the school gate envious. At this time, you can often see that a few high-quality beauties like Lin Daiyu and Master Li will come out of the school gate and get into those brand-name cars and go away.

After seeing a lot, the students learned to judge the head, first the car, and then the person.

If the owner of the car is a young rich second generation, and he is a little handsome and chic, then the girls he sees around will be even more jealous. But if there is a stubble uncle sitting in the car, it will be exchanged for a "tsk" sound, but although disdainful, the girls will still be lost and self-pity after returning to the dormitory, sighing secretly, why not me.

Zhang Lili in our dormitory is undoubtedly a beauty, and soon after the start of school, I met a friend of my classmates, a rich second generation who produces leather shoes at home. Within a few days, she got along with this man who was full of pimples and a bit like a lizard, so An Xiaohui nicknamed this man "Lizard Man".

Under the careful care of the lizard man, Lili's famous brands have increased, people have become more foreign, and the time to go back to the bedroom is getting less and less. Although An Xiaohui told us that Lili's view of love was too realistic, that the lizard man was too ugly, and that Lili didn't cherish herself, whenever Zhang Lili came back, she would happily ask this and that from Lili, and she was extremely envious.

I studied at a major university in the South, majoring in liberal arts. The poor are worried about the food expenses of a few hundred yuan all day, and the rich are competing for all kinds of big names.

There are also some children of broad bosses from Wenzhou and Shanxi, who continue to do business with mobile phones all day long, and they don't know whether they are here to study or do business. In short, what was once called an ivory tower is now a miasma of smoke and a mess.

Wang Yan's family is relatively wealthy, and she looks like a Korean girl, and her father is a clothing boss in Zhejiang. According to Wang Yan herself, her father sent her to study only so that she could say in front of outsiders that she had a girl who was studying in college.

Wang Yan is very rich, but she is stingy, and a few roommates sometimes go out to play. She also likes famous brands, and cheats her father out of money to buy big brands all day long, and then shows them off everywhere after buying them. Once, out of nowhere, she got a bottle of "Bi Yang" and showed it to us, this liquid that cost $300 an ounce was like a diamond in her eyes, and she was reluctant to use it, and she couldn't put it down at the bedside all day.

Another day, Zhang Lili was not there, and when the three of us had nothing to do and watched each other's albums, Wang Yan didn't let us look at her, and finally slowly pulled out a photo album from the bottom of the box under An Xiaohui's stubborn pestering. It turned out that Wang Yan went to South Korea for a comprehensive facial plastic surgery before entering college, don't look at her now a little Song Hye Kyo, Wang Yan before the rectification is called a "evil spirit". Of course, we all agreed that it was a secret that could not be said.

There are also many people who pursue Wang Yan, after all, they are little Song Hye Kyo. However, Wang Yan and Zhang Lili are a little different, if Zhang Lili likes to be someone else's car, then Wang Yan likes others to take her car, especially to call some handsome guys to take her car.

Wang Yan's father rented an apartment near the school for a long time so that Wang Yan could go to live when she didn't want to go back to the dormitory, and bought his daughter a BMW to drive. In this way, the time and place are favorable, and Wang Yan will send people.

So, our little Song Hye Kyo finally met a handsome guy after participating in various school activities, and she carefully selected among these handsome guys, and finally picked out her favorite man and asked him to get into her car, and finally went to the apartment together.

In this way, the resident population in the dormitory is left with me and An Xiaohui, in fact, if there is no An Xiaohui, it will really be clean. An Xiaohui's favorite thing to do in her spare time is right and wrong, a bag of Qiaqia melon seeds in her hand, she can talk alone for several hours, and her tone is extremely heavy, and the tone is abrupt, so that the people around her who listen to her can't help but nod their heads in agreement.

Sometimes, I feel that Xiaohui is the same as commenting on books, she can talk about the people and things around her, about a dress or a pair of shoes, and can say a little thing after association, exaggeration, and comparison, full of suspense, which I really admire.

Our lovely An Xiaohui comes from an ordinary family and is of medium appearance. After seeing the international famous brands and Korean-style plastic surgery of her classmates, and seeing such a generous famous car perfume, the chick lay in bed all day long and fantasized about what she would do in the future.

Seeing that all the female classmates around me had found their own cowherds, An Xiaohui was still pitifully being a weaver girl, so she often sighed in my ear. In fact, there was a boy in the class who sent a text message to Xiaohui, but unfortunately she refused.

It turns out that Xiaohui is still quite principled and standard in choosing a boyfriend: the ugly one is taken out to be scary, the poor one is pulled out and embarrassed, the hypocrite finds a dead person, the uninteresting is not romantic, the too interesting is blindly tossed, the too handsome is unreliable, and the too rich can't look down on their ....... In short, it is really difficult for An Xiaohui to find a suitable boyfriend.

In this way, most people's first year of college passed in such impetuosity and turmoil. One night in the second half semester of my freshman year, we had a rare meeting at a bar in our dormitory, which was because Zhang Lili fell out of love.

It turns out that the lizard man has found a new prey, and he is a school flower at another school. So Lili had to go back to the dormitory with a lot of her famous brands and a generous breakup fee from the lizard man.

At the wine table, Lili drank too much and was a little hysterical, scolding the lizard man, saying that it was not a penny or a fart, as if at this time, she found the acne on the lizard man's face and the other party's height of less than 1.7 meters.

But Lili cheered up quickly, and within two weeks, she met another man. An Xiaohui nicknamed him "Extremely Smart", because the man in his thirties had already lost his head.

Summer vacation has finally arrived. Just as we were about to enjoy our first summer in college, something happened in the dormitory area of the school, and a girl in our dormitory building actually jumped off the building on a dark and windy night!

After understanding, I learned that this silly girl's suicide was due to a broken love, a relationship of less than four months and a man who did not share responsibility. The girl and the boy began to live together outside the school after a few days of acquaintance, and then accidentally the girl became pregnant, but the boy not only did not care about the girl, but hugged the new love in front of the girl. The girl couldn't think about it, so she chose to commit suicide.

It is unknown how the matter was handled in the end, and the boy seems to have dropped out of school. It was summer vacation, and within a few days the students had gone home, and the dormitory building was empty. After a summer vacation, when the students flocked to the school again, there were few people who remembered it.

During the summer vacation, I went to Lijiang. Because a certain travel diary, from a foreigner, tells about the tranquility and tranquility in Lijiang, as well as the noise and loneliness at night. The diary book said that many lonely and physically and mentally exhausted single travelers would go to Lijiang to live for a period of time to find peace of mind, which can make people think and reflect. So I went.

The vacation time passed quietly under such a lazy and slow feeling, and when I returned to school again, I found that An Xiaohui's hair had grown long. When we met again, everyone naturally had a lively time and talked about the holiday experience.

Wang Yan said that she took her Prince Charming to Boracay Island for a vacation, and Lili also went to Paris with "Extremely Smart", and Xiaohui didn't go anywhere, so she was very envious of the three of us who went out for a trip.

Back in the classroom, it was still a sleepy class and a well-dressed professor. Now in the past few years, the professors of our school have also become popular for cave walking and commercial performances, each driving a famous car or acting as a trapeze.

Sometimes in the afternoon class, the professor with a red face smells of alcohol, standing there talking about interpersonal relations, and a phone call comes while talking, and he answers: "Mr. Li, where are you chic...... ”

Within a few weeks of the second year, there was a rumor that our dorm building was haunted.

It turned out that on the eighth floor where the girl who jumped off the building last semester was located, there were often strange things at night! At first, everyone didn't think much about it, but it wasn't until later, on the seventh floor and the sixth floor where I was located, that some classmates encountered ghosts at night, and the news spread all of a sudden.

In short, the words that were met were conclusive, and the things that were not met made waves, the more and more this matter spread, it became a big talk after tea and dinner on campus. With An Xiaohui in our dormitory, naturally all kinds of intelligence news are indispensable.

Xiaohui was very busy, and even explained the hearsay things word for word to me and Panpan. At first, I heard it fresh, but then I didn't know which one to believe because there were so many versions.