Lu Zheng wiped his tears and puzzled: "What am I afraid of?"

Xin'er also walked under the golden Polo flower, sat down beside Lu Zheng, leaned on his shoulder, blinked his eyes and said, "Brother Lu Zheng, you are afraid of being sad!"

Lu Zheng's heart was shocked, and he couldn't say anything at once!

Afraid of being sad? Aren't you just afraid of being sad, what lingers in your heart, in addition to the sad death of the ninth brother, there is also an uncomfortable feeling that comes from having to live alone from now on.

If the death of Brother Jiu made me feel extremely sad, then losing the care of Brother Jiu made me feel that the whole sky had fallen, and every time I thought of living alone, boundless fear came to my heart and lingered. Sadness and fear, two emotions mixed together, made him uneasy, and gave birth to a lot of irritability, despair, and overwhelm. How many times, he wanted to close his eyes vigorously and fall asleep, and then was woken up by the noisy voice of the ninth brother. However, this is no longer possible......

In addition to being sad, Weishenme is also afraid, afraid, and irritable, is that also because of Brother Jiu's death? Lu Zheng asked himself for a long time, but when he said this sentence in his heart, he suddenly understood that he was not sad for Brother Jiu, but sad for himself! Without the protection and care of Brother Jiu, he made himself afraid!

Xin'er's words, but he said a bloody thought that he had never even noticed.

Lu Zheng suddenly remembered the two words that the teacher said, without covering up the words, there is no doubt about it. I always thought I was sad for Brother Jiu, but when Xin'er asked this, I realized that the sadness was brought by Brother Jiu, but other emotions such as fear were brought by myself.

Thinking of his pitiful crying appearance, he couldn't help but feel a little twisted, and felt that he was a little pretentious, deliberately asking for sympathy. Lu Zheng's face was hot for a while. I also thought that I always didn't want to see others, so I hid around, but I secretly hoped that someone would come to comfort me. When I first followed the ascetics, I secretly hoped that the ascetics could always take care of themselves and take care of themselves.

Now that she is going to hide in the depths of the flower garden, she will find this place as soon as she looks for it, and she still secretly wants to comfort herself when she sees her pitiful appearance! Now that Xin'er asks such a thing, does she already know that she is pretending to be pitiful?

For a while, the more he thought about it, the more embarrassed he became, he felt that his brain had exploded, and he wanted to open his mouth to defend his heart a few words, but he thought that it was not a cover-up, and he stammered a few words, but he didn't say anything: "Xin'er, I ...... I'm ......."

The teacher said that everything should be faced calmly, and if you are sad, you can find your good friend to talk about it. Little brother, Xin'er also told his little brother about his sadness. As she spoke, Xin'er grabbed and patted Lu Zheng's shoulder, her voice was so soft and her eyes were so pure.

Lu Zheng was relieved in his heart, Xin'er shouldn't have minded him pretending to be pitiful, stopped his mood, and nodded seriously.

Xin'er said: "Little brother, do you know who is the most distressed person in the world?"

Without waiting for Lu Zheng to answer, Xin'er continued: "It's Daddy! Xin'er's father is the most distressed, even the nickname of Xin'er was chosen for me by Daddy." Daddy always said that I was his most precious ...... But Daddy always his heart with a beard, which is a bit annoying. Little brother, don't use your beard to prick people in the future! Except for this, Xin'er's father is the most haode father in the world, but when Xin'er was young, his father was killed by the bad guys......"

In Xin'er's slow narration, Lu Zheng learned about Xin'er's life experience for the first time.

Xin'er was born in Cuiping Mountain, his father's surname is Yun, his name is Yunlan, and he is a disciple of Daomen Fengzong. As his name suggests, Yunlan is handsome and modest, with an indifferent personality, and never competes with others. Interestingly, Xin'er's mother is very strong and impulsive, which is very different from Yunlan's personality. Xin'er's mother's surname is Feng, called Feng Min, from the Daomen Lei Sect. The combination of the two is also a good story of the two sects of Daomen Fenglei.

Xin'er has a soft personality, like Yunlan, but with a hint of brightness and naughtiness, which should come from her mother's Fengsen.

If a Taoist disciple has achieved success in cultivation, he may not stay in the sect, or he will climb over the fence and travel to the world, enlightening the world, and if he has the fate of cultivation, he is likely to bring it back to the sect in the cultivation world; or after obtaining the consent of the master, he will leave the sect and start a sect in the cultivation world, but when it comes to the origin, it must be attributed to the Taoist gate, and the ancestor he worships must also be the Taoist ancestor.

There is also a situation like Yunlan, after the cultivation is successful, he neither stayed in the sect nor opened a sect, but he married Feng Min, a disciple of the Lei Sect, during the journey, and then built a cave in Cuiping Mountain and settled in peace. In fact, to some extent, this is no different from the life of ordinary people in the world. The reason why this situation arises is that these people do not practice for the purpose of attaining the path of attaining immortals or attaining Buddhahood, but choose another pursuit.

This is very different from the rules of Buddhism, which strictly prohibit marriage, regardless of whether monks and nuns must keep the precepts, never break the red dust, and wholeheartedly prove the ultimate position and achieve Buddhahood. Moreover, Buddhist disciples also strictly prohibit disciples from starting sects outside without permission, and often a certain monk who has achieved cultivation is appointed by the Buddhist sect to establish it, called 'Zhushan'.

When the ashram is established, that is, when the resident monk retires, he will often return directly to the original sect and will not continue to serve as the abbot of the newly built ashram. Therefore, Buddhism has always been well-organized, and the internal sects are in order, and if a disciple has a heart to retreat, violates the precepts, or betrays the sect, he will be severely punished by the precepts.

In addition to the two major sources of cultivation in Foshan Daohai, covering the eleven sects of Daomen and the eleven mountains of Buddhism, there are still many generations of cultivators and cultivators, and their sources are often formed in the case of Yunlan. Therefore, although Yunlan and Fengmin are both from the Dao Sect, in fact, Cuiping Mountain belongs to loose cultivation. Yunlan and Fengmin have generous personalities and have a wide range of friends, so Cuiping Mountain is also quite famous in the cultivation world.

Speaking of which, the combination of Yunlan and Fengmin is also an interesting conversation in Daomen. Twenty years ago, the Daomen held a Dharma Interpretation and Dao Preaching Conference, and all the eight sects and eleven sects of the First Xuan, the Two Sects, and the Eleven Sects sent a new generation of outstanding disciples to participate. The so-called Dharma Interpretation and Dao Conference is a Dharma meeting where the various sects of the Taoist sect exchange and exchange, and the participants must be a new generation of disciples, and each sect chooses its own school. It is said that it is eleven sects, but in fact, Xuanzong will not let his disciples participate, because there is only one disciple of Xuanzong, and he is the disciple of the head of the Dao Sect in the future, and it is not suitable to compete with other disciples.

The reason why the festival is called the Dharma Manifestation and Dao Conference is not a Dharma Fighting and Dao Preaching Conference, because this kind of Dharma meeting is not simply fighting each other with supernatural powers, but also focuses more on demonstrating one's own Dao realm. At that time at the Dharma Interpretation and Dao Dharma Conference, the winner was Yunlan, a disciple of the Daomen Wind Sect.

Unexpectedly, at this moment, a disciple of the Lei Sect suddenly stood up and said loudly to Yun Lan in the field: "Your name is Yun Lan, I don't think your Dao method is very good, but it's a pity that Lei Zong didn't appear on the scene, otherwise it would definitely not be you who won the championship." My name is Feng Min, you remember, in less than three years, I can beat you!"

Everyone present was shocked, Yunlan was also stunned, and when she looked closely, she was a petite and delicate little girl, about seventeen or eight years old, with a round face that was very marked. Everyone was frowning, who was so rude and spoke wildly, but at this time, when they saw such an interesting little girl, they couldn't help laughing.

One of them quipped: "Little junior sister of the Lei Sect, why is your surname Feng, I think you should worship the Feng Sect." And Senior Brother Yunlan, Yun Sheng Lei Qi, do you look like a member of the Lei Sect?"

This was said ambiguously, Feng Min's face turned red at that time, and his divine thoughts instantly locked on the person, turned around and stepped on the gang, pinching the Dao trick in his hand, and instantly a cyan thunderbolt fell from the sky.

Which Dao disciple dared to make a move in front of so many venerable elders? No one had ever done this, and all the venerable elders present did not react, and the talkative one was even more unexpected, and was directly scorched black by that green thunder. However, Feng Min handled it very well, and the man was not injured. This little girl is so bold and hot-tempered!

This time it was a commotion, and the Dharma Dojo was in an uproar, and the heads of various sects came back to their senses and stopped their disciples one after another. The head of the Lei Sect has always been known for protecting his shortcomings, but he didn't blame Feng Min at all, but instead spit out two words: "You deserve it!" The elders of the mouthy disciple also knew that they were at a loss, and they severely reprimanded the disciple on the spot.

The scene was chaotic for a while, and everyone was talking about it, but Yun Lan was stupidly left in the center dumbfounded.

This is the beginning of the relationship between the two, and even later, there were some strange fates between the two, but in the end, they really got married, and they really responded to the words of the mouthy disciple. It is said that that disciple is still a member of the Heavenly Sect, and he is the best at the Heavenly Machine.

Feng Min once asked her husband what he thought about the events of the day. Yunlan hugged Feng Min and said seriously: "At that time, I only heard a thunderclap, and I nodded secretly in my heart, well, my wife appeared!" Yunlan has always been serious, but he didn't expect to suddenly say such a love language, which made Feng Min shy.

After marriage, the two had a very strong relationship, and chose to live together in Cuiping Mountain, and soon Feng Min gave birth to a daughter, which is Xin'er. The family lives happily, not to mention how happy it is.

But fortune and misfortune are impermanent, when Xin'er was four years old, Yunlan and Feng Min had a conflict with a big demon for some reason when they went out. The big demon was powerful, and Yun Lan was unfortunately killed by a big demon, but he still managed to cover Feng Min and escape back to Cuiping Mountain.

Feng Min was extremely sad and angry, and in order to avenge her husband, she invited her friends in the cultivation world to besiege the mountain where the big demon was located and kill the big demon directly. Still puzzled, he even used the secret technique of the Daomen Thunder Sect to control the thunder, attracting the Nine Heavens Divine Thunder and blasting the entire mountain into powder!