mentioned the marriage between Luo Li and Chu Zhibai, Feng Wenshu couldn't be happier.

Chu Tianji also smiled and turned his head to Tang Luoyi and said, "Luoyi, you have to be a witness to their marriage, and this position belongs to you." ”

Tang Luoyi smiled and said, "It's an honor." ”

Ling Yuan still insisted: "Since it is not bad for those days, then why wait a few more days, you two, I don't know whose father and mother it is, don't just think about Mi Li'er, but also think about Zhibai." ”

Feng Wenshu said: "Xiaobai's idea is right, why don't we have to worry about it, besides, I think the result of Hua Ling'er's incident can't affect Xiaobai's decision at all, and finally Mi Li'er is relieved, let's hurry up." ”

Luo Li said: "I agree with Master's idea, because I think the wedding may stimulate Hua Ling'er and affect my plans, so it's better to postpone it." ”

Feng Wenshu's face was disappointed.

Luo Li comforted: "Anyway, sooner or later, it's not bad for a few days, right?" ”

“...... Oh. ”

In the next few days, Luo Li ran to Hua Ling'er every day, but she didn't urge her or torture her, she just looked like she was just going through the motions to explain to others.

Suddenly, one day, Hua Ling'er asked Luo Li: "Does Zhibai hate me very much?"

Luo Li shook her head, "He not only hates you, but also pities you, so even if he hates you, he is not as decisive as other bad guys, he always remembers the memories of you being friends when you were children, after all, you also know Zhibai's character, he has too few friends, and you used to be one of them." ”

Hua Ling'er finally shed sad tears, but she stubbornly wiped them away, and said with a sigh: "I can't go back to the Valley of Hundred Flowers, the world is big, but there are not many places that can accommodate me, it turns out that it is important to have a good master, I am not as good as you, I met a master who uses me as a tool." ”

"Although the place of accommodation may need to be given by others, but other people's hearts have to rely on themselves to earn, no one will provide support to anyone in vain, but the support in exchange for mutual use will not last long, only sincerity can be exchanged for sincerity, everyone understands these truths, including you, but you are never willing to do it. ”

Hua Ling'er was silent.

Luo Li continued: "Since the great truth has been said, let's talk about it, the so-called sea of suffering is endless, turn back to the shore, put down the butcher's knife, and become a Buddha on the ground." This kind of thing is never afraid of being late, but I'm afraid of being obsessed, your life is still very long, let's realize it slowly, you understand it anyway. ”

Hua Ling'er smiled bitterly and was silent.

"Also," Luo Li suddenly reminded Hua Ling'er very solemnly: "Don't believe in your prophetic ability anymore, it is indeed convenient, and even very accurate, but abusing it will only make you lose your humanity and treat everyone as tools and chess pieces, at this point, you are no different from your master, instead of believing in foreknowledge, it is better to move with your heart, take the path you want to take, and be the person you want to be, instead of the role that God has arranged for you, then you will be much happier than now." ”

"You're saying my life is bad for me?"

"I mean, you're using it in the wrong place! You use it to plot and seize things that don't belong to you, it's a tool to harm others, you use it to guide the weak, it's a miracle to cross people and save people. Luo Li poked the position of Hua Ling'er's heart with her finger: "And the one who can decide whether your life is good or bad is not someone else, it is you." ”

"Hmph~, you really like to talk about big truths that no one wants to hear. ”

"Oh, aren't people like this, whether you listen or not, whether you say it or not, anyway, I let you go, and the reason is over, it's your business if you don't listen, the good intentions are over, what kind of bear you will be in the future, I don't have a burden in my heart." ”

Hua Ling'er said semi-sarcastically: "Will I still make you feel a burden?"

"How can I say it, you are definitely not a good cake in my heart, but you have grown up with the malice of others, I still care a little about you, but next time, if you dare to touch the people around me, I will not be so polite to you. ”

Hua Ling'er just snorted and didn't answer.

"I'm leaving," Lori said, getting up, "and you can continue to think about it, but I hope you'll give me an approximate time lately, because I'm kind of tempted to leave for a while." ”

"Why?"

Luo Li didn't hide it, "As soon as the incident that day was in trouble, the elders hoped that I would marry Zhibai as soon as possible, and they were afraid that if the crazy thing that day spread, it would damage my girlfriend's name, but I didn't want to be in such a hurry, so I had to find some excuse to delay it." ”

"Why? Don't you love Zhibai very much? You're crazy like that when I robbed you, why don't you want to marry him?"

"Are you a hundred thousand why?"

Hua Ling'er was slightly displeased.

Luo Li was more open to strangers and enemies, and she replied, "How can I say it, growing up in a place like Ten Thousand Poison Valley, my personality must be distorted, and I will always leave some heart problems." ”

Hua Ling'er sarcastically said: "You are quite self-aware. ”

Luo Li gave her a blank look and continued: "I hate unstable relationships, for me, my relationship with the people around me is in my comfort zone right now, sudden changes will make me very uneasy, I am easily anxious, irritable, and want to run away when I am uneasy, these emotions make it difficult for me to control myself, so at least now I don't really want to change the role relationship with Zhibai." ”

"You don't believe he'll love you forever?"

"It's not a question of believing it or not, it's that my heart is too sick and I don't listen to myself. ”

"How was it formed?"

"Friends are dying too much. Luo Li sat down again, her eyes seemed to look at the distant past, "When I was a child, I still loved to make friends, even in a precarious place like the Valley of Ten Thousand Poisons, I still became friends with many poison testers, very good, very good, the kind that depends on each other." ”

Hua Ling'er frowned slightly, as if she had imagined the next plot, so she muttered: "Fool!"

Luo Li didn't hear it, still immersed in her memory, and continued.

Then the next days were to watch them die one after another, all of them died tragically, and later, I was afraid to make friends, but I couldn't stand the loneliness, so I made friends again, and this experience was repeated a lot, and I gradually got heart disease, and my heart was twisted, and they tortured my friends, and I secretly tortured them, and the result was that the heart disease became more and more serious, and then I didn't have the heart to make friends, and I began to be afraid of all kinds of unstable interpersonal relationships. ”

"I see that you get along well with the people around you. ”

"So I didn't say it, now I am in my comfort zone with them, and my parents have detained my relationship with them, and the relationship that has developed on top of that, which makes me feel stable and comfortable. ”