Canghai let out a rapid breath that he had endured for a while, and instead of going to another rattan chair a few years behind, he bypassed the divine doctor and sat on the mahogany swing. Tea caddy holding porcelain.

The divine doctor grabbed the red rope of the swing, slowly leaned closer, and chuckled, "Finally found out that I am handsome?"

Canghai moved to the right, breathing less rapidly. "So you're here, so I'm looking for it. ”

"Really," said the doctor, looking at his slender neck, "running?"

"It's not. ”

"Oh. Looking at Canghai's side face, Canghai looked at the red-leaved maple tree. "Bai, is it because your legs are too thin?" retracted his gaze from the red leaf maple tree, and looked at the sea again, "I can breathe after two steps." ”

Canghai's eyebrows furrowed very lightly. Sure enough, when the summer is too strong and the winter doesn't appear, the sun is very annoying. "Waited too long, so you were bored and fell asleep?"

The divine doctor stared at him for a long time, "No. I was already sleeping. But you, do you worry when you can't see me?"

Canghai looked into his eyes and affirmed, "No." ”

"You're lying. ”

The divine doctor withdrew from his body, lifted the old yellow pear kettle on the table, and poured it into the rosewood bowl. "The more you seek eye contact, the more you want me to believe. So, lies. ”

Raising his eyebrows, but without speaking, Canghai put the ceramic jar on the gall table, only to see that the cage of the snow-white parrot was placed on the side, and the two parrots were moving back and forth. "Che, I'll make Dongting tea for you to drink. ”

"Don't. ”

“...... Aren't you your favorite?"

The doctor handed him a small wooden bowl, "Taste this." "Rosewood has a faint fragrance, and the color of the tea is not visible, but it exudes another kind of sweetness.

Canghai hesitated and didn't answer. “...... What is this strange thing?"

After looking at each other for a while, the divine doctor suddenly sent it to his mouth. "Don't drink it. ”

Canghai was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly dragged the edge of the bowl, "Isn't it okay to ask?" lowered his head and took a big sip with the hand of the divine doctor, and his eyes immediately lit up, "...... Honey?"

"Is it good?" the doctor let go of his hand and watched him slowly dry it in one go.

"Well, another bowl. ”

The divine doctor looked at him and felt very melancholy. Who is the one who loses? Or has he never won. "Why don't you ask me why don't butterflies come here?"

"Why don't butterflies come here?"

"Are you cold?" the doctor shook his hand, not very cold, "There's an ice cellar down here." ”

Canghai couldn't help but look at the ground, "...... You made the same stove in the basement?"

"It's cold here, and there's no floral scent and no pepper trees, so butterflies don't like it here. ”

“...... Why do you want to get these?" look at him, "the backyard is actually beautiful. I ......" paused, and then said softly, "I like it very much." ”

The divine doctor folded his hands on the armrests, looked at his brown eyes lined with white cheeks, and himself in his pupils, and said seriously: "I want to die here of old age." "With Shiro.

Canghai's eyes suddenly moistened. This is the first time I've been.

Canghai lowered his eyes and looked at the honey water in the bowl. "The jar, for you. Dongting is fragrant. ”

"Thank you. ”

"You're welcome. He glanced up at him, and then quickly lowered his head, "Che, sometimes I feel that I can do anything, I can do anything, and sometimes I find that I can't do anything......"

"Then leave it alone, leave it alone, let's go. ”

"Where to go?"

"It's good to go anywhere, go away and fly high. Or go to Dongying, or any place you want to go, where no one knows us?" ”

The sweet honey in your hands is cold. Probably because of the underground ice cellar, this autumn is caused by this.

Canghai said: "...... No, I can't. ”

But when he said this, his heart was colder than honey.

The Divine Doctor sighed. Hang your head. "I know. You have everything you can't give up. ”

Clear...... Do you know that Lang Dao will be sad, why do you want to ask?

The Divine Doctor suddenly laughed quickly. Turning back to look at the scenery, "Do you know that this honey is also collected by my bees." ”

"Really?" Canghai looked up at him, trying to smile. ,

"There is a large lime forest behind this valley," said the healer, carrying the parrot stand, and his index finger caressing the white feathers of the bird's head. ”

"Linden honey?"

"Yes. I'll take you another day?" still hanging his head.

"Good. ”

"Have you ever tried to get a parrot in your hand?"

Canghai shook his head, "What's that?" and handed the rosewood bowl over.

"Just try it. The doctor took the bowl, put it on the table, untied the thin silver chain from a parrot's foot, grabbed it and put it on the back of Canghai's hand. The sharp claws immediately scratched small white marks on the skin, and the doctor took it away and frowned, "Does it hurt?" ”

"No, it's fun. Canghai took the parrot and put it in the palm of his hand, a little itchy and a little scared, but it was very interesting. "Afraid it will fly away?"

"Don't be afraid. It likes to follow me. The doctor picked up a peanut and peeled it, "They were still very small when the famous doctor teacher gave them to me. ”

Canghai's smile froze. When he doesn't mention it, no one can bear to talk about it.

"Now they're all so big. The famous doctor teacher once said that he would watch them grow up, but he left first. Maybe when I'm dead, they'll be alive too. Put the peeled peanuts in Canghai's hand, and Canghai was stunned.

"Ah......h "Don't talk nonsense, you will live a hundred years. It shouldn't be said, but they will die before you. ”

"White. ”

"Huh?"

"Promise me, if I die before you, take care of them for me. ”

“...... Good. ”

"Heh," the doctor chuckled, "Bai, I have something I can't give up." "Raise your eyes, but the sea lowers your eyes.

"The best thing in the world for me is a famous doctor teacher. He taught me medical skills, taught me how to make purple sand, sleeve stove, arm rest, taught me beekeeping, flowers, butterflies, and gave me this pair of parrots...... I've given you the best things I've ever made, but you've never taken them seriously. ”

Canghai took his hand. He has calluses on his hands. That's what was left over to make the best thing possible.

"The famous doctor teacher is old and gone, but the treatment is still so young...... There is no one around me anymore. ”

"Then I'm ......"

"You hate me, always. I know it. ”

“...... In fact...... "Canghai only dared to see his collar." I can't say it anyway.

The doctor didn't speak. The two of them were silent at the white parrot on Canghai's wrist. Canghai buried his fingers in its plump wing feathers, its body was warm, and its veins flowed.

"Che, I rarely saw you after the age of eight, and you went to Guanwai to study medicine with a famous medical teacher. I still don't understand, why are you so afraid of the cold?"

"It doesn't matter. There is also a stove buried in the ground of the famous doctor teacher. ”

"But then every time I see you, I want to ask, 'Are you cold?'"

"Then what did you never ask for?"

"When I saw you, I was so angry with you that I vomited blood. ”

"White, do you know that there is winter everywhere without you. ”

"Actually, when you weren't with me, I got used to it for a long time. ”

"Really?"

"Hmm. When I finally got used to it, you appeared again. ”

"Five years. It took you five years to get used to?"

"Maybe longer. From the first morning when I didn't see you. I've been thinking that it was obviously you who was wrong that time, but the next day you suddenly disappeared. ”

"I used to like famous doctors, but I was afraid of the cold. Later, after that time, I thought you might not want to see me again, so you made up your mind to go to Guanwai with the famous doctor. ”

"The next morning I was waiting for you to coax me with moon flowers and little squirrels, but you didn't come, and you didn't let me send you anything?"

"Actually, I left that night, not the next day. ”

"Why are you in such a hurry?"

"It's that urgent. ”

Canghai raised his eyes to look at him, "If you don't want to say it, forget it, I won't ask." Almost against his forehead, but not deliberately distanced. The lily incense on the divine doctor's body conceals the faint smell of traditional Chinese medicine, which is not so annoying, but becomes a special thought.

"By the way, Che, what did you do to become a doctor?"

The divine doctor suddenly looked up at him, solemnly and a little ruthless.

"White, for you, for you!" hugged him suddenly. The momentum was so strong that it made Canghai lean back. The swing swayed. "Bai, the ghost doctor said that he can't cure you! I thought that as long as I studied hard, I would soon be able to see you again and heal you! But after so many years, I can't do anything for you...... White...... Sorry ......"

Ah, no wonder you've been ignoring the ghost doctor all these years......

"Che...... Alas, the hug is too tight...... It hurts...... "So be it, it's much warmer." Is the smell of sweet honey on you, or on me? or on the other side of the valley where the wind blows.

“...... Che: You're crying. ”

He suddenly felt the soreness of his abdominal muscles tightening to support the weight of the two of them, and he straightened his chest and pressed his weight behind his waist, and it didn't take long for him to hold on to it. He had no choice but to raise his hand and try to wrap his arms around the doctor's back, as cautious as if he were hanging under a cliff and stepping on a protruding stone wall but still holding on to the small tree between the walls. It's a lot better. The Divine Doctor is far from being as sturdy as he seems, he is actually a little thin. If he didn't use snakes and butterflies to scare me......

That would bully me in other ways.

With one hand, he touched the long hair on the doctor's back slightly, and stroked the back feathers of the parrot with the other.

Brother Parrot suddenly shouted: "Alas, Bai, how many days have we not seen each other, do you remember......?"

"White, I miss you so much......"

"Me too. ”

The divine doctor's body trembled slightly. The heat around his neck was like a copper furnace underground, and his long hair was like ice. Canghai's hands squirmed like earthworms into his hair, sticking to his back, and his long hair was like a warm quilt.