Chapter 52
A gunshot rang out from the room, pulling the two people back to reality.
A trace of unbearability flashed in Wang Xi's beautiful eyes, but she was quickly suppressed by her, and she turned her head to look at Feng Yan, who felt the most about that miserable woman, and called him softly in the warmest voice.
"Baby, are you alright?"
Just now, when the two were in a spiritual blend, Wang Xi tasted Feng Yan's feelings at that time. It was hard for her to imagine that the woman who had only been together for a few minutes inside could cause so much damage to Feng Yan, who was guarded by a heavy heart in her heart.
At this moment, Wang Xi's timely reminder, like the gospel of heaven, soothed Feng Yan's inner entanglement and allowed him to temporarily get rid of his inner torment; his eyes flashed, and he gently took Wang Xi's hand, "Let's go, let's go in and have a look." ”
In the room, the woman collapsed in a pool of blood, with a bloody hole in her eyebrows. But it can be seen that she died without pain, and there was even a faint smile on the corner of her mouth.
Feng Yan's hand stretched out in the air, and various emotions appeared on his face, guilt, anger, confusion, fear, and finally with a heavy sigh, he suppressed all the thoughts in his heart.
From under the bed, he gently covered the woman's naked body with a quilt that was tattered like strips of cloth.
"I was also weak, I struggled, and I had an unbearable growth past. At this moment, Feng Yan lost his mind for a moment.
He was tracing the source of the bitter cold wind in his heart, where tragedy was unfolding.
The bastards in the school were beating up a person, and they didn't show mercy, and when they slapped down, a blood-red slap mark appeared on the face of a thin boy.
I could see that the thin boy wanted to cry, but even this most basic right was deprived, and he just spit out a cry, which was a slap to swallow back......
When the boy grew up a little, he also worked hard to become stronger, but after he resisted the bullying of the children of the same age in the village, a group of stronger people were called out by them, and they taught him a lesson mercilessly, and made the scarred boy kneel down to confess his mistake to the abuser......
More than once he saw the familiar pain and struggle in the eyes of that boy, that boy did not want to be indifferent to the world, he also wanted to reconcile with reality, but in fact he was like a man abandoned by God, even if he gave in to reality again and again, and prayed for the world to treat him fairly, but nightmares always came as scheduled......
He saw the boy crying silently for countless nights, and he could even intuitively feel that the boy's heart was like a jar of wine, and as he swallowed more and more garbage, the wine became more and more old......
Later, in a corner of his memory, Feng Yan remembered an introduction to depression. He couldn't tell what level of depression the boy was, but he thought that twenty years of aging should be serious.
Until that boy saw all kinds of injustices in the world, his eyes were full of indifference and numbness! That boy did not cry out for grievances like everyone else, but was a pathological contempt for the weakness of the victim!
"Abandoned by heaven and left behind by the world. Yan and the boy said the same thing at the same time, and the two extremely similar faces coincided again, becoming what he is now......
Feng Yan himself also wants to reconcile with the world, but even when he faces his teammates, he has always had an instinctive resistance, he has always used the indifference in his heart to escape the sincerity of the teammates, he knows that if he completely exposes his heart in front of others, he will have a feeling of being at a loss.
It's like a rat that lives in a sewer, suddenly exposed to low sunlight and simply unable to adapt to the sun's eagerness......
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"I was also weak, I struggled, and I had an unbearable growth past. Feng Yan touched his chest with his hand for a long time before he gasped, and finally he said calmly: "Before, I thought that a kind of person should be the most damned, that is, a person who knew that he was weak but hoped that the world would treat him fairly; ”
Speaking of this, his slightly decadent face was quickly replaced by indifference, killing intent was all over his body, his eyes bloomed with cold light, and his vertical pupils were together, and the terrifying natural disaster-like momentum rose again, and the people around him, including Wang Xi, spit out a mouthful of blood because of this boundless momentum.
"The weak should be deprived by the strong, and the weak should assume the posture of the weak, and let their master, the strong, be killed and killed!" The corners of Feng Yan's mouth raised a terrifying arc like an iron-blooded silver hook, and his voice was distorted at this moment, vaguely attached to the dragon's roar.
His strange vertical pupils were cast forward, and his bright eyes became sharp at a speed visible to the naked eye, and a terrifying mutation occurred, full of bloody and brutal aura......
Wang Xi and the others only felt that at this moment, a natural disaster had struck, and the surrounding earth's crust had collapsed and undulated as if it had been hit by an asteroid......
But in the face of this destructive force, the terrifying vastness of power made them feel that they could not see, hear, or smell, and that all perceptions and actions could not be carried out as intended, and they could only watch in amazement as this force of natural disasters raged at will.
Suddenly, this power faded like a tide, and when they came back to their senses, they found that their legs were limp and paralyzed on the ground, and cold sweat gathered on their faces into a stream.
Ahead, Feng Yan spoke again, but this time his eyes no longer revealed the horror of the catastrophe, but instead of an indescribable heaviness, he only heard him laugh at himself: "But when I faced this woman, I actually had a momentary pain, just because I thought of some past events?"
He scrutinized his hand, the electricity in his palm crackling with his mind.
"Strength is a strange thing. It always draws me in, but it stimulates my nerves and tells me not to be blinded by power. ”
Suddenly, his face became solemn, and the right hand in front of him was clenched fiercely, and the air was torn apart by the violent energy in his hand, and a burst of explosion was released!
"Twenty-eight Heavenly Chosen Twenty-Eighth, now I have great power, I can fight the world trembling! Now the misery has reappeared, and human nature has sunk, but I can't enjoy the benefits of strength, but I have to bear some bullshit arrangements to save the fate of mankind. ”
Misery reappears, and humanity sinks. It is about the coming of the end times, the balance on the planet is broken again, the will of the planet wants to erase the species on the surface of the earth again, the struggle between races, the struggle within the race, and all life is trying its best to survive.
He smiled deeply and said faintly: "The way this woman looked just now really hurts my heart, she has just been struggling like I was a child." It was like a poor fish, struggling to jump up again and again, each time thinking that she had escaped from the river, jumped into the air, and pounced on another river of life that belonged to her, but each time she was forcibly grabbed back by a big hand, and thrown back into the unchanging stream, always moving in one direction, until she had just died. ”
Feng Yan's performance all revealed a strangeness, he rejected people thousands of miles away, and at this moment he even said a touching word, if it wasn't for the fact that he was just shocked by his momentum, the girls were moved by his poetic summary.
But at this moment, the only person who can understand him is Wang Xi, when the two of them are in a spiritual blend, she sees Feng Yan's twenty-year growth history, not only to see, but also to empathize; although she doesn't want to tear the scar in Feng Yan's heart again, and say more, but after Feng Yan took the initiative to expose the pain in her heart this time, her heart is also aching faintly.
Where is the other side, where is heaven, the light has not been seen, but the sea of bitterness in his heart is boundless; but some things are brought up again, with the passage of time, there will not be the original feeling; and all Wang Xi can say is to comfort him, after all, it is all in the past, and people have to move forward after all.
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After a long time, Feng Yan sighed heavily, and said in his heart: "Guan Yue, tell me the story of that woman." ”
Hearing this, Guan Yue took a deep breath, forcibly suppressed the pain in her body, and told Feng Yan the story of the woman who fell to the ground with cold bones.
"At the beginning, this woman awakened her abilities and was regarded as a monster by her neighbors, so the neighbors reported it to the army......"
"In the end, it seemed that because the operation failed, they brought her here for experiments and other in vivo studies. ”
No one noticed that Feng Yan's hands were trembling all the time, it was definitely because of fear, and he admitted that his mind was under considerable pressure right now.
He could guess through Guan Yue's words that those people should have forcibly replaced the ability crystal for this poor man, and the result was naturally a failure.
Although she had an ability born in her body, it still didn't match her genes, so she couldn't use the power of the ability at all, and it is estimated that she was able to survive until now because of that resentment.
Everything makes sense, but for ordinary people, as the only hope in the last days - official, it actually does such a thing to ordinary people, which makes people feel chills.
Feng Yan still remembers a question - under the avalanche, whether it is appropriate to abandon the life of one wounded person in exchange for the lives of nine people. This question is a question of human nature, and now that the official behavior has told him the answer, perhaps they will answer it with high-sounding words like "I want to save the people, why should I be afraid".
But how can this be used to describe the heart of a person in the know? Especially for a person like Feng Yan who has a similar experience, he has added a lot of hatred to those officials who are vegetarian and contempt for human life.
"Let's go, we've been here for too long. Hurry up and find your way, we must rush home tonight!" he suppressed the resentful flame in his heart, got up and walked out of the room.
"Feng Yan, you're okay. As soon as Feng Yan walked with his front foot, Wang Xi quickly followed with his back foot.
Waving his hand, he said lightly, "Don't ask, I'm fine." ”
In fact, not to mention people like Feng Xian who don't have any trust in the official, even people like Wang Xi, who know a lot of shady things because of the elders in the family, have a nameless evil fire running up after listening to Guan Yue's words.
"That's good, don't hold it in your heart if there's anything, you're a typical obsessive-compulsive disorder and depression, just dredge it out. Wang Xi was also very angry, and he had just been destroyed by Feng Yan's World-Destroying Dragon Might, so he also thought of some good reason to comfort him for the time being.
It's just that when Feng Yan heard such words, there was always a sense of ridicule, but he also knew that these were Wang Xi's words to comfort him, so he didn't say anything.
In fact, the last thing depressed patients want to listen to includes these words that you are just a symptom, a disease and so on, and they have always had a logic in their hearts that they have fallen into a dead circle - thinking that they were so miserable at the beginning, but after being said lightly, there is always a very unpleasant feeling.
Suddenly, Feng Yan's eyes narrowed, he picked up a piece of white paper on the ground that had been ignored, and then looked at the position of a card slot above the white paper, which he estimated to be a log used to record the test subjects in the room.
At this moment, after the influence of the turmoil after the arrival of the stone stele, the words on it are a little unreal, but some of the content can still be vaguely distinguished.
"On November 3rd, at 2:23 a.m., we received a report that we had captured this special anomaly. Her abilities are special, and they are one of the few people who have mutated their brains. At that time, we happened to have an inspiration, so we forcibly operated on her. ”
"At three o'clock, we dissected her head and replaced her pineal gland, which had not condensed into crystals. We hope that the surgery will be successful, even if it is not as good as we thought. ”
At half-past three, she began to struggle, slowly bleeding from her seven orifices. We've detected an extreme repulsion between the Crystal and herself. ”
"By five o'clock in the morning, she was delirious and began to babble gibberish, which meant that our conjecture was wrong again. ”
"We couldn't see any hope, so we threw her into an isolation room while she was still alive and let her survive for a few more days. ”
"On November 7, more and more experiments across the country proved that people with brain domain abilities can survive after surgery failure, which may mean that brain domain abnormalities are one of the important factors in completing the conjecture. This hungry, half-dead woman has something else to do, and we'll have to use her for other experiments. ”
"Wrong, wrong! Experiment after experiment, we are wrong! Lives have passed from our hands, are we sinners? Maybe yes, but we still won't give up, we want to build a human powerhouse, at least improve the efficiency of the use of the ability crystal. Humanity needs to evolve and it needs to sacrifice ......"