Chapter 68: Emotional Wounds

At that moment, Wang Zheming sat on the ground, crying like a child, with a lot of tears and snot, not at all like the gentleman who had nothing to do before.

Wang Zheming walked on the road, he didn't know what he was thinking, he was about to fall to the ground at any time when he mixed garlic under his feet, and his subordinates wanted to help him, but he pushed him away and said, "Bring the wine!"

After a while, Wang Zheming came to the Moon Pavilion with tears in his eyes, looking at the bright and cold moon, thinking of his lover, looking forward to a better future, it seems that at this moment, he saw hope, swept away the decadence of the past, and no longer did the evil deeds of the children, one is nothing, his eyes are shining brightly, revealing the vitality and expectations that mortals cannot understand, and the tears seem to be dried by this amazing heat.

Wang Zheming still remembers the temple fair a few years ago, he saw the simple and lovely woman, just at a glance, he fell in love with him, regardless of appearance, regardless of life experience, it seems that there is no reason, Wang Zheming is deeply in love with that girl, he doesn't know what her name is, and he doesn't know her life experience, in the past, he was like a hooligan to go forward and talk, so that she didn't make fun of him in the days to come, so that he would make a big red face every time, and he had to find ways to change the topic.

Later, if it weren't for Lin Ying's understanding, I am afraid that this relationship would have ended before it began, when Wang Zheming remembered that time, he was always like today, sitting alone under the moon and drinking himself, sometimes laughing and sometimes crying, if it wasn't for others to know his past, he thought he was a madman.

During that time, the two often had trysts, remembering that it was really the happiest and happiest time in Wang Zheming's life. The red-sleeved incense burner sings the winter wind, and it is also in those days that the two made a private decision for life, forming an alliance under the moon, when he thought that he was about to spend his life in happiness, an accident destroyed his vision of the future, destroyed his love, and destroyed his faith, for Wang Zheming, it was an out-and-out nightmare, and it was an unforgettable source of sin when he dreamed back at midnight, and he no longer tortured his heart all the time, life is better than death, and he can only rely on decadence and alcohol to numb himself, lose his soul, and self-exile can alleviate his pain a little。

Wang Zheming still clearly remembers the nightmarish scene, when Wang Zheming happily told his father that he already had someone he liked, and asked his father to propose marriage and dowry for him, his father's reflection still makes Wang Zheming resentful.

Wang Sheng looked at the son in front of him, and heard that he already had someone he liked, although he was a little dissatisfied with their private life, but young people, they are all impulsive and like to engage in some romantic things, there is no harm, it can't hinder others, it is naturally harmless, compared to his desire to have a grandson, it is simply insignificant.

Wang Sheng can no longer have children, the eldest son died early, his only son was full of poems, books and songs in the past, and finally opened his mind, how can he not make Wang Sheng full of joy, which moment Wang Sheng even saw his children and grandchildren around his knees, and enjoyed the wonderful days of family.

Thinking of this, Wang Sheng's heart moved, and he asked Wang Zheming: "Zheming, which family do you have a crush on, you have been talking for a long time, but my father still doesn't know which family my future daughter-in-law is, if you mention the wrong relatives and marry the wrong person, don't blame your father when the time comes!" Looking at his excited and inexplicable son, Wang Sheng couldn't help but tease.

Wang Zheming laughed and said, "Her name is Lin Ying," Wang Sheng raised his eyebrows: "Ao?"

Wang Zheming didn't see his father's strange eyes, and continued: "She is from Lin Ji Pharmacy, and there is only one mother in the family, not far from our house. ”

Wang Sheng was silent for a while, which made Wang Zheming's heart a little abrupt, he didn't know what the problem was, but his father was thinking about and recalling the person he said. Immediately, Wang Sheng repeated in a strange tone: "Lin Ji's daughter.... Lin Ying.. Lin Ying... You can't marry her!"

Wang Zheming was stunned for a while, and for a moment thought that Wang Sheng was joking, but looking at Wang Sheng's serious face, Wang Zheming's heart gradually sank, and the joy on his face instantly solidified into dissatisfaction and anger, and finally turned into a sentence: "Why! Why can't I marry her!"

"Because... Because.. If you want to marry a wife, your father will find it for you, anyway, you can't marry her, except for her father, you can consider it, like this kind of decline, you still don't have to think about it, in this way, the daughter of the Su family is good, if you are interested, your father will find no one to say for you. Wang Sheng's face was very ugly, as if he had swallowed a fly, his face was flushed, and he was very excited.

"No, I am..."

"Obedient! Don't mess around!" Wang Sheng's face became more and more iron-blue, and he was even more angry when he spoke, Wang Zheming didn't know why his father's attitude suddenly changed, but Wang Zheming knew that his happiness was today, and he must fight for it, but before Wang Zheming could continue to say something, he was locked up by Wang Sheng, and he was not released until a long time later, but it was already a matter of time and wrong.

Wang Zheming was under house arrest by his father, and he lost contact with Lin Ying all of a sudden, he didn't know that Lin Ying was actually more painful than her, because she was forced to accept the unbearable reality, her lover was under house arrest, and she was not allowed to marry her, and she was promised to marry someone she didn't like, all because of ...... It's obviously not your fault, so why should you bear it?

Lin Ying hanged herself the day before she got married, because she couldn't contact Wang Zheming by all means, and finally only left a letter for Wang Zheming, and died. It wasn't until half a year later that Wang Zheming was released, but he heard that his lover was dead, and since then he has been depressed and decadent, and he is no longer a prodigal gentleman, but has become a shameless villain, a bully and a hooligan overnight! It seems that he is using this to escape from reality, take revenge on his father, and take revenge on the Wang family.

Wang Zheming looked at the letter left by Lin Ying, and only a few blood-red words were left on the yellowed paper: "Providence is like this, fate is inseparable, if there is love, it will continue in the next life, Lin Ying will never write." The big red characters seem to represent the blood in the heart, and it seems to be an indictment of God's injustice and the injustice of fate!

"Ying, don't worry, it won't be long before we can be together again, we will be together forever, forever!" Wang Zheming grasped the letter tightly, and an amazing light burst out in his eyes!