Chapter 226: There is no fear in love

Shen Yi was stunned, panicked, and at a loss.

He hugged He Lan and hugged him tightly in his arms, while He Lan cried loudly, as if Fairy Wu had snatched Shen Yi's favorite card when he was six years old. But this time, it was Shen Yi who snatched He Lan's youth, and even robbed her of the person and the things she originally held in her heart, can Shen Yi return it?

So, Shen Yi gave He Lan a shoulder and asked He Lan to vent all his grievances, complaints, and resentment through tears.

I don't know when He Lan told Shen Yi about her experience:

I didn't have a father since I was a child, so I always worked harder than others, and when others scored 100 points, I had to use more advanced knowledge than them to score 100 points, so during elementary school, junior high school, high school, and college, I completely ignored my personal emotional life, and after graduating from college, I took the graduate school entrance examination in the Netherlands, and when I was in the Netherlands, I was afraid that they would look down on me, so I worked harder than usual.

At that time, I woke up at 4 a.m. every day to exercise, memorize English words, practice fluent speaking, and learn medical skills. I often spent all night doing research in the laboratory, and my life was very boring at that time, but all I had left was studying and working hard. Do you know the Tao? At that time, I would recite the entire English-Chinese dictionary.

Finally, after returning from my studies, I entered the First Affiliated Hospital as a doctor.

I could have chosen something a little easier, like the neurology department. But in order to put pressure on myself, I chose the emergency room. I have to do ten surgeries a day, when I come down from the operating room, I am paralyzed in the corridor, I don't go home to sleep easily, not because I don't want to go back, but because I am too tired to go back, at that time, I often sleep in the office, there is a small bed and bedding, all of which are my things.

And all of that changed when I met you.

It's different.

Do you know the truth?

Shen Yi.

......

Shen Yi listened to He Lan's words, especially Shen Yi, who was almost wailing at the end of her sentence, Shen Yi didn't know how to answer, his nose was a little sour, looking at He Lan who was crying, his heart was like a pinprick.

He Lan continued:

I'm starting to get lazy, I'm starting to be careful, I'm starting to fantasize about love, and I'm even thinking, what will happen if I get pregnant? I know that pregnancy is your seed in my body, stimulating my eggs, and then I can give birth to a baby, but I'm fantasizing, whether the baby is like you or like me, you know, I'm not pregnant.

In the beginning, I was happy, very happy.

Because you love me.

I once dreamed of going to a first-class hospital for an internship, but when I went to the imperial capital that time, I thought about you all the time, and I was the first to come back, which can also be said to be a deserter.

But when I came back, I saw the woman in the house.

At that time, I realized that the life I had always fantasized about not existing, as if I had always thought that if medical skills were developed to the extreme, human beings could enter the point of immortality. At that time, I was very, very angry, but reason told me that I couldn't live without you, so I forgave you, and I started to change myself, I became wanting to control you, I became spicy, I didn't want to be spicy, I didn't want you to be afraid of me.

I just want you to love me, you once said to me, love someone, be honest with each other, at that time I wanted to say to you, I care, I care a lot about how many women you have. But I can only express it in a pungent way, and I have been trying to transform into a generous and cheerful woman.

However, the day I came back from Jiang'an City, I suddenly found that I had lost my original self, I didn't know what to do, I wanted to put myself into busyness, I wanted to go back to the crazy He Lan who only knew how to learn from the Tao, I didn't want to let myself change, I like you, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, and I don't want to care how many women you have, but I just want to say to you, I just want to have myself.

......

He Lan raised her hazy eyes, looked at Shen Yi, and sobbed, "Shen Yi, can you let me go back to the past?"

Shen Yi listened to He Lan's words, and his heart was very chaotic, as if all the thousands of threads had gathered together. He has always been glad that he has a woman like He Lan, and he has always been proud of it, but he didn't expect that this series of changes would have too great an impact on He Lan. She...... It's just a little woman.

is so small that the eyes of the heart are full of Shen Yi.

Shen Yi looked at He Lan's eyes and said, "No." ”

He Lan was about to cry, but Shen Yi said: "There is no fear in love. ”

He Lan was stunned, and Shen Yi said: "In the New Testament *Epistle* John-3-11 it says: There is no fear in love. When love is perfect, it takes away fear. For fear has punishment in it, and he who fears is not made perfect in love. ”

He Lan sobbed and said, "What do you say this is, what New Testament epistle John ah, I don't understand." ”

Shen Yi hugged He Lan and said: "This is the New Testament, a book of Christianity, and in the West it is all called theology. ”

Shen Yi suddenly remembered Fairy Wu, this paragraph was told to Shen Yi by Fairy Wu, Shen Yi feels strange when he thinks about it now, Fairy Wu went to the West to study theology, Shen Yi sometimes thinks that there is a god in the East, but there is no such discipline as theology, no wonder Fairy Wu wants to believe in Jesus, but I don't know if God blesses Fairy Wu or not.

He Lan was a little puzzled, and Shen Yi said, "You are afraid, do you know the way?"

He Lan shook his head, Shen Yi hooked He Lan's little nose and said, "You like me, I like you too, you have changed your life for me, but I have also changed me for you." Do you know what kind of person I used to be? I'm a pure otaku, to be honest, my biggest fun used to be to look at those photos on the Internet with bare breasts after being photoshopped, but now? Change is a good thing, because there is love, fear contains criminal law, and the person who is afraid is not perfect in love. Therefore, there is no fear in love. ”

He Lan didn't seem to understand, and this was also the effect that Shen Yi wanted, in fact, Shen Yi didn't understand it very well, he just wanted to coax He Lan. In fact, Shen Yi didn't know what to say, he was undoubtedly right, in fact, He Lan was afraid, she was afraid that her change would make her fail in the end, but now that Shen Yi poked He Lan's heart, He Lan suddenly became enlightened, and there was no fear in love.

Shen Yi gently hugged He Lan and said, "You like me, right?"

He Lan nodded, and Shen Yi said, "I like you too, do you know the way?"

He Lan nodded again.

Shen Yi said: "You like me, I like you, so why should we be afraid of Lu? The relationship is between the two of us, I will not change, and you will not change, so we will not be together forever." I'll admit that I'm a bit abusive, but Ho Lan, if I were so cruel to abandon those women and love only you, would you call me cruel?

He Lan integrated the whole person into Shen Yi's arms, Shen Yi hugged He Lan tightly, He Lan murmured, "I'm so sleepy, can you go to sleep?"

Shen Yi took He Lan to the bedroom, He Lan lay on the bed and slept for a day and two nights, and waited until the morning of the third day to wake up, and our arrogant but extremely smart He Da Beauty finally came back.

However, no one noticed that the acacia ring on He Lan's left hand suddenly lit up, and a three-character appeared on it, and then slowly disappeared. And all of this seems to disappear like the cry of He Da Beauty.

He Lan has returned to his previous arrogant nature, and in Shen Yi's words, He Lan has lost his fear.

So, our He Da Beauty turned on the computer and said to Shen Yi, "I decided to buy something." ”

Shen Yi asked with a sad face: "Wife, is 20,000 enough?" ”

He Lan didn't speak, and then after a while, He Lan said, "My husband came to pay the bill, 120,000." ”

"Rely on ......" Shen Yi urged sadly.

But when Shen Yi looked over, it turned out to be a foreign brand bed, He Lan smiled and said: "Husband, from now on, I have a cleanliness habit, that is, I don't water the bed you slept with other women." ”

"For Mao. Shen Yi asked distressedly.

He Lan said very indifferently: "Because there is other women's yin water on it." ”

Shen Yi swallowed a handful of saliva, Quan Dang didn't say anything, and rushed to Alipay to buy a very expensive bed with the last bit of salary, as for the current bed, put it in the guest room. I have to say that the current online shopping speed is very fast, He Lan placed an order in the morning, and the bed was delivered in the afternoon, so He Lan commanded the delivery workers to put the bed in place, and then rolled happily on the bed.

Shen Yi looked at this 120,000 carved bed, and said that the price is really expensive now, just a bed costs 120,000, if it is placed in the university, it can support a student girl.

He Lan stood up, lay on the bed and asked, "What do you want?" ”

Shen Yi shook his head decisively and said, "No, I didn't think about anything." ”

He Lan smiled, pulled her skirt up, revealing a smooth and white thigh, and said with a smile: "Husband, is the bed beautiful?"

Shen Yizhi said, that He Fairy came back, swallowed a handful of saliva, and said very calmly: "Beautiful." ”

"What about me?"

"It's beautiful too. ”

"Is the bed beautiful or am I beautiful. ”

When he said these words, He Lan had already lifted all her skirts, and Shen Yi couldn't bear this temptation anymore, so he rushed up and pressed He Lan down on the bed, revealing a trace of hideous feeling, and said, "** is the most beautiful in bed." ”

"Nasty, badass. He Lanjiao was angry.

Shen Yiha smiled and said, "There is no fear in love, so we have to 'love' together!"

Shen Yi deliberately said the word love very seriously.

He Lan deliberately asked: "Then should I wear erotic underwear?"