Chapter 5 I have no self
It turns out that the sea has an end, and Zuo Qing once again refreshed his perception of the world.
But at the end of this sea is a bottomless abyss, as if the world has been cut off here, and you can't see the other shore forward, you can't see the bottom down, you can't see the end left and right, and the boundless sea water goes down vertically here, forming a monstrous waterfall.
Facing the endless abyss, Zuo Qing's mind froze, and he thought quietly, "Where do I come from? What am I going to do? Why do I always have dreams like that? Which one is in the dream? Where is Mi Li? Who am I?"
Zuo Qing closed his eyes tightly and perceived the world with his breath, and he found that even if he didn't use his eyes, he could see the sky, white clouds, the sea, the islands, and even the fish in the sea, the distant land, the trees on the ground, and the flying insects in the grass......
What kind of world is this? Why are the rules of this world different from my own perception? Why do goats speak? Why do humans become raised animals?
Zuo Qing was puzzled, but Zuo Qing made up his mind - go and see!
Zuo Qing decided to go and see the unknown master of this world, and as soon as his mind moved, Zuo Qing's body plunged straight into the abyss, the boundless sea water was constantly whispering, the abyss was like a sleeping beast, and Zuo Qing's falling trajectory drew the air into a deep scar.
Zuo Qing kept sinking, with no end in sight, no sign of imminent fall, and the falling sea water became silent, and even the air became thinner, and the light was sometimes dim, sometimes pitch black, and sometimes faint.
After a long, long time, it could be a day, or a few days, or years, Zuo Qing still hadn't landed at the bottom of the abyss, but he already felt that the surroundings were beginning to become nothing, the sunlight, air, and water were gone, and the whole space was empty, and there was nothing.
This is the true void.
Without reference, Zuo Qing couldn't feel whether he was going down or up, or to the left or right, and he didn't know if he had a "whereabouts".
Where is this? What kind of world is this? Is this the nature of the world? A void?
Zuo Qing was lost.
Zuo Qing was lost in the void, walking in the void, looking for it in the void.
I don't know how many years have passed, it may be a moment, it may be hundreds of millions of years, Zuo Qing vaguely heard a song piercing the void and reaching his mind, at first the voice was faint, looming, listening carefully, the song became louder and louder, as if it was getting closer and closer to himself, and even like in his ears, in his mind.
The song is mighty, overwhelming, not only majestic, but also like the sound of thunder and shock the soul, the song says:
The red sun is rising, and its path is bright. The river flows out of the subterranean and flows into the ocean. The hidden dragon soars into the abyss, and the scales and claws are flying. The milk tiger roars in the valley, and the beasts are terrified. The falcon tried its wings, and the wind and dust were blowing. The first child of a strange flower, the emperor. The cadres will be hairy, and there will be a man. The sky wears its blue, and the earth wears its yellow. Through the ages, there are eight wildernesses. The future is like the sea, and the future is long. γ1γ
Zuo Qing woke up suddenly, his soul seemed to have been strongly inspired and impacted, he tried to find the source of the song, but the infinite space around him was nothing but nothingness, and the song seemed to come from all directions, and it seemed to come from the depths of his mind, and there was no direction at all.
"I'm going back, back to the real world. A strong consciousness formed in Zuo Qing's mind, "I want to go back, I want to go back, I want to go back-"
Under the powerful consciousness, Zuo Qing suddenly saw a round of red sun crashing head-on, the red sun was getting bigger and bigger, and he was about to hit himself when he saw it, but he couldn't reach him all the time, as if he was still hundreds of millions of miles away, but he could still see the red sun constantly approaching him.
At this moment, Zuo Qing remembered everything, the medicine garden in Qianling Mountain, the pine trees on the west slope, the grass by the South Lake, and the village when he was a child, the tall and long-term brother who was like his brother, the petite and weak Bai Xuyuan, the kind and kind master Yu Sangyang, the sharp-beaked monkey uncle Yi Wuregret, and Mi Li, his wife. Familiar scenery, familiar faces, and familiar scenes of the past all emerged in Zuo Qing's consciousness.
"But who is the boy who is holding the Condor Sword to kill the world? That's meβ" Zuo Qing remembered everything, "Is this also a dream? But why is every world so real?"
A beam of light came down from the top of Zuo Qing's head, and it was enlightened, shining through the whole body, Zuo Qing's body seemed to become transparent, formless and colorless, almost non-existent.
"What is the true self and false me?" Zuo Qing's consciousness seemed to become clear in the chaos.
Zuo Qing's mind moved, his body became perpendicular to the beam of light, there was no direction in the void, which side Zuo Qing's head was facing, which side was above. The beam of light just now was shot from the top of Zuo Qing's head, and now Zuo Qing stepped on the beam, as if walking along a straight road.
"I don't know what to ask me!" Zuo Qing continued to walk along the beam, but his thoughts gradually became brighter.
The Void World has also suddenly opened up!
At that moment, Zuo Qing stepped into a piece of light.
Because for a moment, Zuo Qing didn't notice how he came in, as if there was a door in front of him, he opened the door and walked in, but he didn't remember if there was really a door. This feeling is as if a person is directly from the shore, plunging headlong into the water, and the moment he breaks through the water, he breaks through the two worlds outside the water and inside the water.
There was no time for Zuo Qing to think more about the moment just now, Mi Li hugged Zuo Qing's face, "Po-horn-" and kissed him, "Honey, you're finally awake!" After Mi Li finished speaking, he took two more sipes on Zuo Qing's face.
Zuo Qing turned his head and looked at Mi Li, feeling familiar and unfamiliar, and he didn't know what to do by Mi Li's very intimate behavior. Zuo Qing looked around again, the dazzling sunlight made him only squint around, he found a thin and withered old man with his back to him, spreading his limbs as if he was blocking something, looking at the back very much like Uncle Yi Wuregret, and the one on the opposite side seemed to be scolding and scolding, but was blocked by Yi Wuregret and dragged by him, and he couldn't get close.
At this time, Yu Sangyang, Gao Changjiu, and Yu Qi'er all gathered around, "Child-old brother-old brother-" Everyone was very surprised.
Zuo Qing looked at them, but found that everyone was tanned, and their skin was much drier, everyone was surprised in exhaustion, Zuo Qing looked at the surrounding environment again, the boundless desert, the heat wave was rolling, and the scorching sun in the sky was scorching - "Ah? that's ββ?" Zuo Qing opened his mouth wide, and looked at the three suns in the sky in surprise, the three suns hung in a triangle in the sky overhead, like the eyes of three gods, looking at the earth, and like three world-destroying fire sources, scorching the vast desert.
Yu Sangyang waved his hand and said, "Child, it's okay!
Gao Chang said: "Brother, now that you are in good health, we can cultivate together!"
Yu Qi'er also said: "Old brother, Sister Miliam has been taking care of you, I have to treat her well in the future, ah!"
Mi Li caressed Zuo Qing's face lovingly, and his smooth hand made Zuo Qing feel very comfortable, Mi Li smiled: "From now on, you are mine!"
Everything in the dream was vivid, Zuo Qing closed his eyes, enjoying the warmth of a woman, his eyes seemed to be looking into the depths of the void world in the darkness, and he couldn't help but ask in his heart: "God, God, the master of all things, which world is real?"
"Stinky boy, don't dream!" Yi Bula suddenly jumped over, and at the same time scolded Yi Wuregret, "Old monkey, don't pull me anymore, I have to explain the truth." β
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Note: [1] Quoted from Liang Qichao's "Juvenile China Says".