181. Causes

Not to mention her, even other people can't do it either.

"Jinyu, you have been a sensible child since you were a child, and your mother has always been proud of you, but you have to understand that there is really no possibility between Yun Qingzhi and you. ”

"I've already told you, Your Majesty has already said that if Yun Qingzhi doesn't enter the palace, even if you like her, it's doomed to have no results, isn't it?"

"In this case, take advantage of the fact that this relationship has not developed to the point of being out of control, and take back your feelings, otherwise, in the end, you are the only one who suffers. ”

"I can't get it back. ”

Que Jinyu raised her eyes, and there was deep affection hidden in her deep phoenix eyes, "When I liked her, I knew that I lost, if the feelings were so easy to control, I wouldn't fall in love with Yun Qingzhi." ”

Que Jinyu couldn't tell when she fell in love with Yun Qingzhi.

Was it the first time I met when I was a child, I laid the foreshadowing, or met again when I grew up, Yun Qingzhi helped him get rid of King An's search, he fell in love with Yun Qingzhi's calm and calm, or later when he was in Jing'an Temple, his life was dying, Yun Qingzhi happened to appear to save him, at that time she was like a drowning person, tightly grasping the floating driftwood, and since then she has identified Yun Qingzhi......

I can't tell exactly when.

In short, when he reacted, he fell in love with Yun Qingzhi and couldn't change it anymore.

The heart that was sent out can't be recovered.

"Queen Mother, I will take this matter by myself, if my father finds out, I will take all the blame at the moment, and the Queen Mother does not need to worry. ”

"Is this what I'm worried about?"

The queen looked at Que Jinyu's first reaction after she found out about this matter was to ask her to clear up this matter, and said angrily at the moment.

"I'm worried about you, falling in love with someone who is destined to have no outcome with you, do you know it, and you're the only one who suffers. ”

From the moment she found out that the person Que Jinyu liked was actually Yun Qingzhi, the only thing the queen was worried about was this matter.

She was afraid that Que Jinyu would be like his father, a person who valued power more than his own feelings, and was worried that Que Jinyu was too affectionate, and when he found that his feelings were destined to be impossible to get a response, how sad he should be at that time.

"Isn't the queen mother angry? I like Yun Qingzhi's thing, I really won't embarrass the queen mother?"

Que Jinyu didn't expect that the queen mother would reveal this matter lightly.

"I'm angry," the queen said bluntly, "but what if I'm angry?"

"Feelings are such a thing as uncontrollable in itself. ”

In the end, the queen still felt sorry for her son, and said helplessly, "It's not your fault that you like someone you can't like, I just hope that you won't regret it in the future." ”

"Erchen won't regret it. ”

Que Jinyu didn't expect that this matter would be revealed so lightly.

"It's just that there is one thing that the sons don't understand, why is only Yun Qingzhi an exception? Why is my father so good to Yun Qingzhi?"

Que Jinyu didn't believe the rumors outside because when Yun Qingzhi was born, General Weiyuan defeated the barbarians and ended the war with the barbarians for many years, so the dragon's heart was happy and rewarded him lavishly.

If you want to talk about rewards, it's also General Weiyuan, okay?

And even if he is happy, it is impossible to give Yun Qingzhi a fief, Que Jinyu feels that there may be something in this that he doesn't know.

And these things may be the main reason why he can be with Yun Qingzhi.

"Because Yun Qingzhi looks seven points like your deceased imperial grandmother. ”

The queen didn't hide these things from Que Jinyu, after all, if Que Jinyu had the heart to investigate, she would know that these things were just the difference between morning and night.

"Your imperial grandmother, who was also a famous beauty back then, fell in love with the first queen at first sight, abolished the harem for her, and married her alone, the whole harem was like an ornament at that time, at that time, I don't know how many people envied the relationship between the first emperor and the first queen. ”

"It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, the first queen was left with your father, and her health began to be bad, and later after repeated diagnosis by the imperial doctor, it was determined that the first queen had suffered a lot before, and the body itself had a loss, and she gave birth to her father without good recuperation, so the body was hollowed out, so it will corrupt the body. ”

"Since the time when your father has a memory, the first queen has always been sick and sick, and she has not been well all day long, and then I heard the palace ladies talk about it in their spare time, only to know that the first queen's poor health is because of him, so your father is a little more guilty in his respect and filial piety to the first queen. ”

"The first queen died of illness, and your father felt that it was all because of him, so when Yun Qingzhi was born, after seeing a seven-point similar appearance to the first queen, your father made up for all the guilt on Yun Qingzhi's body, so your father was unwilling to let Yun Qingzhi enter the palace and didn't want her to suffer any grievances. ”

The queen vaguely remembered the first time she saw the first queen, and she was amazed.

That's a rare beauty, especially when life has given her so ups and downs, she can still be so gentle and charitable.

Yun Qingzhi is more beautiful than the first queen, but she does not have the temperament of the first queen, if the two can stand together as a comparison, Yun Qingzhi is better than the appearance, and the first queen should win in temperament, between the two, there is no difference between the top and bottom.

"My father was reluctant to let Qingzhi enter the palace because he was worried that the prince who married Yun Qingzhi would take concubines and there would be other women to share Yun Qingzhi's husband, so my father was unwilling to let Yun Qingzhi marry into the palace. ”

"But if the son is willing to have only Yun Qingzhi alone in his life, will his father still object?"

After listening to what the queen said, Que Jinyu also understood that a large part of her father's favor for Yun Qingzhi was based on guilt for the deceased imperial grandmother.

The more guilty the father felt in his heart, the better he would be for Yun Qingzhi.

But if he didn't have the common problems of those men that his father was worried about, would his father not hinder him from being with Yun Qingzhi?

"I don't know. ”

The queen opened her mouth and said a very irresponsible word, "If you want to know, then ask and do it yourself." ”

"At that point, you'll have the answer in your mind. ”