Chapter 343

In the palace above the canopy, there is now a spirit card floating, and the token is covered with a fox-like pattern.

Zi Zitian laughed, laughed and laughed and there were tears flowing out, that was his beloved, his Wan'er.

Wan'er is a fox demon, and it is taboo for shemales to fall in love, and Liuru is even more of an old-fashioned person, so naturally he will not allow his most proud disciple to do such a thing.

So he forced the two to be separated, that is, under his step-by-step pressure, the fox demon Wan'er killed herself.

I remember that day there were snowflakes in the sky, and the snow was not heavy, and it would melt instantly when it fell on my clothes.

I and Wan'er were forced to a dead end, and Liuru didn't give himself any other choice, either to leave Wan'er, or he would personally take action to abolish my cultivation.

Wan'er is a white fox, as white as snow, and like snowflakes, it will gradually melt at the moment of its fall, all of this seems to be fate, he has no choice but to watch Wan'er make her own decisions.

Abolishing cultivation seems to be nothing more than losing the qualification to be a monk, but in this Canglan Continent, losing cultivation is equivalent to being killed.

He is a monk, and he has formed too many grudges, once the cultivation is abolished, what awaits him will be endless revenge.

So he looked at Wan'er and waited for her to make a choice.

The wind whimpered, as if some words were choked in my throat, and I didn't know how to speak, and I didn't know what changes these words would bring.

Liuru is not today's Liuru, that is the life before he broke into the gate of heaven, at that time, he was not only harsh, but also iron-faced and selfless, no matter who touched the rules he set, he must be punished.

But the man in front of him is his most proud disciple, and he also cultivated him as a personal heir, Liuru has no heirs, so he is like a parent.

Now that he wants to abolish his cultivation, even if he is Liuru who has a heart like iron and stone, it is inevitable that he will be a little unbearable.

The most inseparable thing in this world is family affection, especially when you grow up with him and watch him grow up step by step, the feeling during that period is irreplaceable by anything, but when he grows up, he has to deprive it all with his own hands, no matter who it is, he trembles in his heart and can't bear to start.

Wan'er may not understand all this, but I know very well in my heart that Shizun will not really make a move no matter what, because since I was a child, I know him too well, if there is a person in the world that he can't bear to hurt, it is me who is undoubted.

Wan'er smiled, like a flower blooming in the wind and snow, she knew the reason why I was reluctant to speak.

It's not so much that Liuru forced her to death, but that I united with him to force Wan'er to death.

The snow is white, the white is dazzling, the blood is red, the red is dazzling, and when the two are fused together, it is like a picture scroll spread out, dotted with plum blossoms.

But plum blossoms will not deprive a person of his life, blood will, I watched the dagger in her hand slash across her neck, at that moment I could have stopped it, but I don't know why, I actually froze, and then I asked myself countless times in my heart, why didn't I stop her at that time.

Later my heart told me that it was her choice and that I had no right to stop it.

I know that my heart deceived me, it was obviously a choice I made for her, so from then on, I don't believe in any innermost guidance, everything seems to be calm and rational, but if everything is handled so calmly and rationally, human nature will become cold, like the snow that day, making people's bone marrow chill.

I froze in place, not knowing how long I stood there, it seemed like a moment, or maybe a year, or even more time, I don't know, because in my mind, floated her face.

Maybe people are self-contradictory, in fact, I don't know what I like about her, and then she died, and my life still went on, but between life and death, I felt that she was not the only one who died, but also me.

I don't understand why, why one can have two thoughts at the same time, one wants to keep it, and the other thinks it should be allowed to happen.

In the end, there was always an idea that got the upper hand, or I was more focused on it, so I followed it and made a choice, as long as you choose, and the rest is left to time.

Time is the best medicine, but it is also the most powerful poison, because of its existence, there are separations and encounters in this world, and there is also a new life after all the dust has settled.

After Wan'er left, I started a new life with the help of time, and before I knew it, thousands of years had passed, and I had become the number one powerhouse in the continent that no one dared to disobey, and they respected me as Zi Zai Tian.

After that, I met countless people and saw countless things, but I finally understood that I was like a spectator, and everything in this world had nothing to do with me.

It was only at this time that the toxicity of time finally worked, and it turned out that the longer it passed, the more toxic it became, and her face finally appeared in my mind, as beautiful as ever, and I realized that from the very beginning, all this was already doomed, and if I really had to find someone to be responsible for the events of the day, I would prefer that person not me.

Seeing the person you like kill yourself, and with the ability to stop it, I don't know who can imagine the pain, like a scar hidden in the bottom of your heart, if you usually have nothing to do, it will be okay, but as long as there is an opportunity, it will hurt, and that pain will go into the bone marrow.

It's not so much that I hate Liuru, but more of a hatred of myself, my countless fantasies, if I stopped her that day, would the ending be completely different, whether I couldn't become the free heaven admired by all these people.

But what's the point of becoming a free day, time didn't give me another chance after all, it treats everyone so equally, even if you are free in the sky, you can't go beyond this category.

So I planted a tree, which is Wan'er's favorite tree, and a hundred years later, I live on it, and I hope that if there is reincarnation in the world, she will not forget the name of this tree, and she will come to meet me under the tree.

We met under a tree, and at that time she was just a little white fox, and I, too, was not the most proud disciple of Liuru, but just an ordinary little monk.

But this is the beginning of the story after all, so it is not destined to be too ordinary, and that day was also snowflakes, and I found this fox under the tree, which was motionless and seemed to be injured.

If it weren't for my event, nothing would have happened.

I saved it, but I also hurt it!

If it weren't for the kindness in my heart, how would I be willing to hold it in my arms, but this hug, its eyes will always leave my appearance.

A hundred years later, she incarnated into a human form, and the first thing she did when she went down the mountain was to say thank you to me, she was so beautiful at that time, but on this side, I couldn't forget her appearance, so I ignored the rules set by Liuru.

Things have a beginning and an end, and I wonder if my good intentions are still good intentions, and if I hadn't saved her, how could I have driven her to a dead end.

Time passed, and I saw the day when the story ended, and I understood why she was so determined, and why she was willing to kill herself rather than want me to be abolished.

From the moment I picked her up from under the tree, her life was already mine, maybe she had already guessed the end, but she still came, just to give me back what belonged to me.

I couldn't help but say something stupid, but no matter what, I couldn't see her anymore, so I frantically destroyed everything about her until all I had left was this spirit card.

I wanted to destroy it, but the moment it hit the ground, I regretted it, I don't know why a flame suddenly ignited in my heart, and the person who wanted to burn this flame was actually myself.

I was frantically trying to get everything back to the way it was, but I couldn't, I always felt like something was missing.

So I started to search, I have searched every inch of this continent, whether it is the human race or the wilderness, but I have never found the result I want, although I don't know what I am missing, but I understand that this world no longer belongs to me, because there is nothing I want here.

So I didn't care if the person who claimed to be an immortal would destroy this place, with my own cultivation, I could leave here to go farther, or I could take a wider path and achieve higher achievements, but I knew that these were not what I wanted.

It wasn't until today, when I saw Liuru, that I realized that my conflict was not just for Wan'er alone, but also for him.

I hated him, hated him for forcing Wan'er to death, but the moment I saw him, I seemed to have found what I had been looking for.

That kind of thing should be a sense of belonging, seeing Liuru here, I know that he or the Canglan Continent really needs me.

I am Zi Zaitian, the strongest person here, and finally at this time, I understand the meaning of survival, and I want to guard here, because there is not only Wan'er here, but also Liuru.

He is my teacher, and he is also the one who brought me up from a young age, needless to say, in our hearts, it has long surpassed the friendship between master and apprentice.

It's been so long, and I feel like it's time to forgive him.

Freedom in the sky crying and laughing, as if he had experienced his life again, he finally chose to forgive Liuru, forgive the gray-haired old man, and at the same time forgive himself, he didn't care about Wan'er, but he couldn't change the situation at that time, but now he regrets it in retrospect.

If he persists, Liuru will not hurt him, at most he will be expelled from the division, and he can also stay with Wan'er.

But at that time, Zizaitian couldn't see these at all, because he was afraid, just like a son was afraid of his father, he didn't dare to disobey, but he was reluctant to Wan'er, which caused what happened back then.