I apologize to you all for the speed of my update.

As the readers of the book know, my physical reasons have always limited my update speed.

Cervical spondylosis is just one of them, and it is a common problem for many writers who sit in front of the computer for a long time.

Lumbar disc herniation is the second, and as a teacher, it is not uncommon to have this disease.

Third...... It's coronary heart disease.

When I first got the diagnosis notice, I was a little confused, and when I saw the coronary atherosclerotic heart disease written on the list, three question marks suddenly popped up in my head......

What is this?

Later, I learned that it was the abbreviation of coronary heart disease.

Coronary heart disease can be understood as a disease in which the blood vessels supplying the heart are blocked, resulting in myocardial hypoxia and embolism, and angina pectoris and myocardial infarction occur.

Generally speaking, the elderly have a higher probability of developing coronary heart disease, and young people rarely get this disease.

Unfortunately, the long-term bad routine has caused my body to issue the most serious warning to me.

From doctors, I learned that the existing medical methods cannot cure coronary heart disease, which is a chronic disease similar to diabetes, hypertension and other diseases.

This is tantamount to a bolt from the blue for me at the age of 25, obviously I still have a good life, and the road ahead is so exciting......

For a moment, I felt like the whole sky had collapsed.

Actually, I've always believed in the saying that every sleep is a death, and when we wake up, it's a new life.

In fact, I am not afraid of death now, maybe we can think like this:

We are only alive for a few decades, and many are only hundreds of years, but if we die, it will be tens of thousands of years.

Maybe death is the norm, we have always been dead, the decades of life, just like we went to an amusement park, had a good time, and welcomed death, probably just the amusement park is closed, it's time to go home......

That's all.

So I am not afraid of death, because that is the most permanent and peaceful place for people.

I haven't read Zhou Zuoren's book much, but I saw and liked one of his words:

We will have to find the necessary peace and happiness in this permissible time, in this ordinary situation, that is, the supreme happiness.

When I woke up from my sleep, I knew that I was a new life, and that death had bloomed in my flesh once more.

Every morning I understand, I understand more, I am constantly being reborn.

Now, don't say much about hypocrisy, anyway, with the existing medical technology, coronary heart disease can't kill people, it's just a little uncomfortable......

Heart bypass surgery next Monday, good luck to me~

At that time, the old poems will repay everyone with a better state and more wonderful stories.

Keep the clouds open and see the moon, nothing more than that.

Old poems paused.