Chapter 33: Dreams

Pain!

It's a sharp pain that words can't describe!

Yi Tianqi suppressed him in the eyes of the array, and the pain he encountered when he used the Heavenly Thunder Sword Shrine Great Array to squeeze the energy in his body compared to the current pain is simply compared to the sun and the moon!

When Yi Tianqi broke into Qiu Jin's eyebrows, an irresistible energy immediately enveloped Qiu Jin's whole body. After this terrifying power entered Qiu Jin's body from Qiu Jin's upper dantian, it began to wander unscrupulously in Qiu Jin's various acupuncture points and meridians. The ensuing pain was a hundred times that of the current passing through Qiu Jin's body, and the uncontrollable pain made Qiu Jin's body twist irregularly, and the bones were squeezed and broken.

And that's not even the worst of it!

Qiu Jin knew that when the pain he suffered exceeded the critical value he could bear, his brain could not bear such severe pain, and would choose to paralyze himself and pass out.

In fact, when such a huge amount of energy broke into Qiu Jin's body, Qiu Jin's brain tried to resist.

After failing, they choose to turn off their consciousness and protect themselves.

But there is always a voice that keeps waking him up! Sometimes it is an old man with a beard holding a Fuxi gossip map in his hand, and muttering about the Qiankun Kanli Zhen Xun Gong Dui. Sometimes it is an old man with the head of a cow chewing grass roots in his mouth, and vaguely tells himself about the principles of spring, summer, autumn and winter. Sometimes it is a woman with a frosty face holding an ancient sword engraved with the word "great compassion", and asks herself annoyedly what are the seven emotions and six desires, and what is love and hatred. Sometimes it was the beggar himself who was still a beggar more than ten years ago, holding a broken bowl with a gap, shouting, roaring, crying and begging at himself.

Qiu Jin is about to be driven crazy!

When I get to the underworld, I will definitely say to the ghosts around me that it's better to die than to live, really!

In such a painful situation, Qiu Jin actually dreamed one after another.

I dreamed that my soul was cut into two pieces, and my painful palm shattered the true martial arts phase.

I dreamed of a woman lying in a pool of blood and said that I would never see you again in the next life.

I dreamed that Qingcheng Kendo was like a lost dog, and was chased and killed by a peacock.

I dreamed that Lin Yi was standing in the Jinluan Palace, and he was accused of treason by himself and the nine clans.

I dreamed that the eagle turned into his own appearance, but he turned his back to the East China Sea and killed himself after the tide.

dreamed of the Qi Niang who died under the sword of Wanyan Liang, saying goodbye to herself.

I dreamed that the enemy general I had killed with my own hands was inviting me to drink.

I dreamed of the old robes of the horse leather shroud, laughing at my cowardice.

Dreaming ......

Qiu Jin howled in pain, he didn't want to dream anymore!

I really don't want to dream like this anymore!

If the huge energy only destroyed Qiu Jin's body, then this dream after dream broke Qiu Jin's spirit.

How important spiritual qi is to a person, Qiu Jin has fought for more than ten years, and he is naturally clear.

How many times did Qiu Jin rely on his last breath of spiritual qi to lead Lin Yi and Wan Yanliang to fight out of the enemy's encirclement.

How many times has Qiu Jin relied on a breath of spiritual qi in his chest to come to this position after suffering and asking for his life to the sky.

How many times has Qiu Jin relied on a breath of spirit in his heart to become more resolute and mature under the dazed, helpless, painful trembling.

But Qiu Jin really didn't want to stick to it this time!

What's the point of persevering? I have inexplicably lost my past memories, inexplicably become a beggar living on the streets, and inexplicably have been manipulated step by step like a marionette.

I don't have any relatives, so I cherish everyone around me. But when you dream of the people around you, one by one, you leave yourself, this kind of pain is even more painful than ten more times of reincarnation.

Qiu Jin said to himself in his dream, if he knew this, it would be better to give up the rivers and lakes before he set foot on them.

Suddenly, the picture of the dream began to twist.

The dream is of a man with a face like the head of an ox and wings on his back.

Since childhood, he has no father and no mother, and lives in a small tribe in the reckless wilderness.

Because of his strange appearance and unusual appearance, including his own tribe, all the people in the Great Wilderness did not want to be friends with him. Some even insulted him wantonly and beat him.

Over time, he has created a withdrawn and eccentric character.

Until that time, his tribe was attacked by the ancient brutes, and suffered heavy casualties. He stepped forward and risked his life to save the people who spoke coldly to him on weekdays.

Although he was severely injured by the Ancient Beasts during that catastrophe, the tribe's people began to recognize him and accept him.

He fell in love with the patriarch's daughter.

But because he had no father or mother, his origin was unknown, so the patriarch was still unwilling to entrust his daughter to him in the end.

Disheartened, he left the place where he grew up and lived, and went to the wilderness alone.

He was in a place called Hexu and saw how the sun and the moon rose and set.

In a place called the Fierce Plough Mound, a winged yellow dragon was killed.

On the Boliu Mountain, which is 7,000 miles into the sea, I met a friend with one foot.

On the way to the Southern Wilderness, I heard a few spells left by local wizards.

Climb to a very high mountain and see the sea flowing into the mountain from the south, and the locals call this mountain Tiantai.

He has been to a land of giants, and the people there have named themselves Kwafu.

He has been to Kunlun Mountain, Changyang Mountain, Gaishan Country, and the East China Sea.

Originally, he thought that he would spend his whole life in wandering, but suddenly one day, he felt tired.

He is used to seeing too many vicissitudes of life, too many stars shifting, and too much spring and autumn.

He remembered the spell of the wizard of the Southern Wilderness: "The South Pole Fruit, the North will not make it, go to the Fruit of the Void." ”

He decided to return to his hometown, the place where he was born and raised, and he will never forget.

I don't know how long it took me, but the moon rose and set tens of thousands of times, the river froze hundreds of times, and the tengu swallowed the sun several times.

He had returned to the place of his memory, where the broken cave he had lived in was a small tribe.

But when he returned, he found that everything had changed.

His tribe was in ruins, and his people became slaves and maidservants of other tribes, including the man he missed day and night during his wanderings.

Losing his mind, he walked into the territory of the Ancient Barbarians, and after nine deaths, he successfully controlled all the Ancient Barbarians.

He stood on the shoulder of the largest brute beast, looked at the plain called Jiuli, and gave the order to attack the brute beasts.

Suddenly, the picture comes to an abrupt end, and the dream changes again.

Qiu Jin dreamed about his former days as a beggar.

Dressed in torn clothes, he stood at the foot of Yuntai Mountain, looking at poor men of his age, carrying a flat burden on his shoulders, helping people on the mountain to carry heavy objects to earn a living.

In fact, he was very envious of these people who were called mountain pickers by the pilgrims under the mountain.

How nice it would be to have a peaceful and stable daily life, a fixed livelihood, and no need to worry about the next meal.

He begged for a leader who was willing to share his dividends every day.

But the leader of the mountain pickers still didn't agree to Qiu Jin joining their industry in the end, not because he was worried that Qiu Jin would take away their jobs, but because he was worried that the mountain road would be tortuous and difficult to walk, and Qiu Jin's thin and weak body would not be able to bear it.

A few years later, Qiu Jin separated from the old man of Lone Arrow at the foot of Yuntai Mountain, and resolutely decided to go to the army of Dajin to serve as a soldier.

The Thirty-Three Kingdoms in the north have been at war for many years, so many people like Qiu Jin who can't survive will choose to go to the army to serve as soldiers, in order to eat a mouthful of food.

In front of the troubled river that the army must pass, Qiu Jin was worried.

In early autumn, there are no boats at the ferry, so in order to cross the river, they can only be carried by the villagers with good water quality by the river.

More than ten years ago, the government also built two bridges over this wide river, but due to frequent wars and disrepair, they have long been abandoned.

There are not only village men who specialize in carrying people to cross the river in their prime, but also peasant women who are looking for something to do when the farm is slack. Most of the men were shirtless, their trousers pulled up to the base of their thighs, and they stepped on the rotting mud with their feet that had been tattered by the river.

Although the river is not as turbulent in autumn as it is in spring and summer due to seasonal reasons, it is not something that a thin person like Qiu Jin who does not understand water can swim through.

The river crossing fee is not much, only a few pennies, enough to buy a cage of steamed buns in the east of the village.

But Qiu Jin has been starving for two days, and now he is even more penniless. Don't talk about the river, if you can't catch up with the march tonight, Qiu Jin doesn't know if he will have the courage to decide to join the army tomorrow, so he simply returned to that small city, bowed his head and bowed his waist to learn a skill from the craftsman to make cattle and horses, stay up for more than ten years, and open another shop by himself, and his confused life will be explained like this.

A woman who had just humped her study tour students to the other side and turned back seemed to see Qiu Jin's embarrassment, and said to this young man who was more than 20 years younger than herself, child, I will carry you over, no money.

The woman stepped on the stone at the bottom of the river that had been polished by the flowing water, and firmly carried Qiu Jin behind her, as if a mother was carrying her child, for fear of a mistake.

At that moment, Qiu Jin's tears hit the woman's back, and Qiu Jin asked about the salty and salty smell, which was unique to the river.

At this moment, Qiu Jin opened his eyes, and for a moment he thought of many people and things here.

He remembered himself as a beggar at the beginning, remembered himself who was about to starve to death on the side of the road and was given a bowl of rice, remembered himself when he joined the army, remembered himself who fought bravely to kill the enemy, remembered himself who was defeated and fled in a panic in Tian Lanshan, remembered himself who turned the thirty-four countries in the north into thirty-three kingdoms, remembered himself who worshiped the generalissimo of soldiers and horses and crowned the title of Dazhu State, and remembered himself who was called the king of Yunnan by the people of Jin Guo at the foot of the cloud platform.

I remembered that I was no longer willing to live in vain!

But so what, your body can no longer withstand the impact of this huge energy, even if your will is strong, what's the use?

I'm so sleepy, I want to sleep for a while, just for a while.

Qiu Jin's consciousness didn't know how long he had been in a trance, and his consciousness was like a candle swaying in the wind, gradually beginning to extinguish and disappear.

Suddenly, Qiu Jin opened his eyes.

He remembered the immortal who gave him the body refining method and persuaded him to join the army, and remembered that he pointed to the East China Sea in one point and the East China Sea in one point, and his mouth full of heavenly secrets could not be revealed, but when he left, he deliberately whispered a word.

I'm waiting for you in the East China Sea!