Chapter 113: Biological Father
"Su Su, I like you, do you like me too, let's be together", the head buried in his neck and shoulders moved, and it seemed to be arching, which made Cheng Su a little itchy and uncomfortable.
She reached out to push Gu Shiyi's body, but he pressed it to the side, "Susu, don't make trouble, I'm tired, let me hold it for a while"
Cheng Su: "......"
"Gu Shiyi"
"Well, I'm in"
"I didn't... Exceptional"
"I know"
“... Can you not like me?"
"Why?"
"I don't know how to like someone, maybe I really don't have the heart"
Cheng Su smiled softly, without a sound, with tears in his eyes.
It's not easy to live a new life, and I never thought about who I could love, I used to be a person, and I ...... in the future And don't do any more harm to others.
"Susu", Gu Shiyi propped himself up, his eyebrows and eyes were gentle, "Don't refuse me"
"If you really want to like someone, then why can't it be me?"
"......", his head was pinned to one side, Cheng Su's eyes were faint, and his body unconsciously relaxed a lot, as if he was talking casually, "I'm also very conflicted, this feeling is very strange, and I suffer from gains and losses."
"Susu, this is what I like", Gu Shiyi's eyes lit up, and his heart was happy.
In the past few days, I have been dominated by this strange feeling, sometimes bold, sometimes timid, I can't think of why, and I don't know where to start, and it is also at this moment that the problem that seems to have plagued me for a long time has been solved.
Cheng Su stared at the person in front of him, not knowing what to say, and the relationship was pierced like this, and he was a little dazed.
"Can I kiss you, Su Su?", Gu Shiyi asked softly, his voice a little hoarse, with a little roughness.
"You weren't before...... Just also... Kissed"
"It's different, this time it's as a boyfriend", the corners of his lips hooked, Gu Shiyi's eyes curved, like a crescent moon, clear to the bottom, and bright.
Cheng Su found himself in this dark brown pupil, "Then your girlfriend, can I refuse you?"
"No", he smiled evilly, like a seductive male goblin, his slender fingers lightly hooked, picked up Cheng Su's jaw, and kissed it.
Cheng Su's eyes were open, and under his eyes was the man's clear and close half face, he kissed very seriously, very gently, and even more carefully, as if he was tempting, the thick ink eyebrows were heroic, the eyelashes were slender, Cheng Su's eyelashes fanned slightly, and before he had time to look carefully, his eyes were covered.
Gu Shiyi's palm moved to the back of Cheng Su's neck, pressed it gently, and held her waist with one hand, Cheng Su's toes curled slightly, obviously trembling slightly......
After a long time, Gu Shiyi reluctantly let go of her, and his fingertips drew Cheng Su's lips that were red from being kissed by himself, and they were slightly swollen.
"Susu, you're mine," he said.
Cheng Su slowly opened a pair of dense eyes, as if dyed with a layer of mist, he was a fairy in the world, fascinated by the male goblin who was nostalgic for the world.
"What to do, Susu, I still want to ......"
"You go out", without waiting for Gu Shiyi to finish speaking, Cheng Su pushed him away, straightened his messed shirt, and his expression returned to normal.
Looking at her with frowns, Gu Shiyi looked like a disgusted little wife, with pitiful eyes.
Cheng Su felt uncomfortable when he saw it, he didn't expect to see Gu Shiyi like this one day, and his mouth moved again, "Remember... Find someone to fix the door."
"Okay, you can go", seeing that he was still in place, Cheng Su added another sentence.
Gu Shiyi smiled, but he didn't tease her anymore, turned around and really called a repairman to fix Cheng Su's door.
For dinner, Zhang's mother made a table of meals.
"Susu, I've never heard you talk about your family"
Facing Gu Shiyi's sudden question, Cheng Su's chopsticks paused and raised his head to look at him, "You don't have it."
Knowing that she would react like this, Gu Shiyi smiled, "Our family has been in business for generations, and the magic capital that I took you to last time is one of them, don't worry, I won't starve you!"
Gu Shiyi said, his fingers scraped the tip of Cheng Su's nose, and Cheng Su avoided it in disgust, "Oh"
"I said, you tell me about you", Gu Shiyi leaned back on the seat behind, looking like he was listening.
"I...", the moment his mouth opened, Cheng Su couldn't say it again.
Such a purposeful question, Gu Shiyi's heart is also tormented.
"Forget it, don't embarrass you, when you want to open it, tell me again", as he spoke, Gu Shiyi helped Cheng Su sandwich a piece of chicken and put it in the bowl.
"There's nothing you can't think about, and it's not a big deal", putting down the chopsticks in his hand, Cheng Su lowered his head, as if he was reminiscing, his eyes were half-drooping, and a layer of fine shadows was sprinkled, "The day I was born, my father died in a car accident, and later, my mother took me to remarry, just like your family, I am also in business."
She said it plainly, like reading an emotionless article.
Although Cheng Su's family background had been investigated before, listening to every word that came out of her mouth at this moment, Gu Shiyi was still a little distressed.
"Then you... Have you ever met your biological father?"
Cheng Su: "?"
"I mean, photos or something?"
"No, after my father died, there was not a single photo left in the family...... For me...... He's kind of a dispensable person, a... Someone who only knows his name but has never met"
"Do you miss him?", Gu Shiyi held Cheng Su's palm and asked gently.
“......”
Think?
Don't want to?
If anything, it would have been a long, long time ago in my memory......
When I was young, I envied other children who had their parents pick up and drop off together, she once asked Su Ran where his father went, and Su Ran said: "Dad went to a far away place, a far, far away place"
"Then can I go far, far away to find my father?"
“... Su Su is good, Dad...... will watch you from afar, and when you grow up, you will understand"
At that time, I didn't understand, so I just said "oh" and didn't ask any more.
Later, when I grew up, I naturally knew how far away it was...... Heaven and man are separated forever, and they will never see each other again.
Cheng Shaolei's cemetery, Cheng Su has only been to it twice, once Su Ran took Cheng Su there, it was the day before Su Ran married Lu Hanmin, and once when Cheng Su was six years old, he had his first birthday with his "father", and he had a strange feeling in his heart, I can't say it, but I don't reject it.
"I don't want to," Cheng Su said.
Gu Shiyi sat over, put his arm around Cheng Su's shoulder, and took her into his arms, "You still have me"
“......”
"Susu, tomorrow...... I'll go with you to your uncle's grave, after all, I've kidnapped her precious daughter, and I always want to see her parents, huh?"
"No need", Cheng Su moved away from Gu Shiyi's embrace, "There's nothing to see"
"What do you mean?"
"There are no photographs on the tombstones, only a name, besides...... I don't have any feelings for him."
"Then how can it be done?", Gu Shiyi pressed Cheng Su's shoulders with both hands, "Su Su, if there is no him, there would be no you, you must admit this, so, no matter what, we have to go and meet"