Volume 1 [Prosperous Demon Clan Wind Ruthless] Chapter 201 True and False Emotional Wounds?
Luo Jiushuang looked at the injury in Shui Duyan's eyes, and suddenly, she remembered what Bai Lan said to her, Shui Duyan had killed countless people in her life, and she had been cold-blooded and ruthless, killing her father and brother. Deceive the teacher and destroy the ancestors, and harm the same family. Cheating, abducting, cheating, stealing, burning, killing, looting, and plundering, all kinds of things. Such a person was born to hide a few people in his heart, and these people have never been harmful.
Luo Jiushuang suddenly became so envious of these people, even jealous and hateful. Why did she be the last to meet Shui Duyan, but she could only have such a small status in Shui Duyan's heart. Even, her status is still because she is like someone, and she is very resentful.
Seeing that Luo Jiushuang was silent, Shui Duyan continued: "Your cultivation is still shallow, and it is normal to not know the Eastern Wilderness. It was a gathering place of demons in ancient times, and I don't know how many ancient demons still guard there. I thought, when the battle is over, I will go to the Eastern Wilderness, I want to find that artifact and save my Qianfei. ”
"What did you say, but Qianfei, the world-famous Qianqiu Valley Lord of the Four Valleys?" Luo Jiushuang asked tentatively, her eyes already red.
Shui Duyan smiled faintly, then nodded, "Yes, it's her." ”
Luo Jiushuang's clenched fist gurgled, and it turned out to be a killer as well.
Shui Duyan saw it in her eyes, but she didn't move, just continued: "The thing I regret the most in my life is that I listened to Bai Lan's words and didn't save her. If I had gone that day, Qianfei would not have died in vain. No, I'm not going to let her die. ”
Luo Jiushuang saw the self-blame and resentment in Shui Duyan's eyes, as well as the murderous aura that gathered in that instant.
Shui Duyan's face suddenly changed again, and she smiled, as if nothing had happened. Said with a shallow smile: "Seriously, when you and I met, I was panicked for a moment, and I thought it was Qianfei who woke up." But when I got closer, I saw that you weren't her. There will be no one who is her, heh, I think too much, I only think it is her when I see the white clothes, and you have the same temperament as her, you are so clear and heroic. Don't say it's me, it's just another person, and you can accept it if Bailan sends you there. ”
Luo Jiushuang saw that Shui Duyan's eyes were a little more sad, and it didn't seem like she was deliberately speaking to stimulate her, so she believed it.
Luo Jiushuang turned around and left with red eyes, Shui Duyan didn't stop her, just glanced at her, and then only sneered.
When the wind rolled up the fallen leaves and smashed them on Shui Duanyan's face, Shui Dui Yanfang felt a little pain on her face, so she frowned slightly.
Light Smile Pavilion.
The vermilion plaques and four high walls are bleak in the autumn breeze, and this place has a little more age than before.
Shui Duyan walked slowly, revisiting as if she had revisited, her heart full of mixed feelings, and the memories of the past and the pain of being lost in her mind kept coming to mind. How much can people bear? Shui Duyan doesn't know, Shui Duyan only knows that when a person can't hold on, all thoughts will be lost, and there will be no love.
The number of meetings increased, and Shui Duyan was happy in her heart, as if she saw a seriously ill person gradually recovering. But if she really got better, shouldn't Shui Duyan leave? I just wanted to see her come out of the pain before staying, but now that the mission is over, it's time to leave. When she returns to the God Realm, she will be like Si Ji Ya, and she has nothing to do with Shui Duyan, and Shui Duyan thinks that after a long time, Shui Duyan will treat Si Jiya as well, and she is too lazy to see her.
At that time, will Shui Twilight be able to let go of all these mottled memories? If forgetting is the most tender betrayal, Shui Twilight thought, probably Shui Twilight is extremely willing to betray her again completely, and Shui Twilight will also betray everyone and the whole world.
Shui Duyan couldn't help but think of Emperor Luoshen, Shui Duyan has been entangled with her for several lifetimes, Shui Duyan has forgotten her, she really doesn't remember her, but she still met her, and once again staged a bloody plot. In the end, it is good that the soul is scattered, and there is no need to reincarnate again, and it is impossible to see each other again. It seemed better than forgetting, and Twilight couldn't help but smile.
Qianfei's soul flew away, and as time passed, Shui Duyan felt that the soul was scattered was the most direct way to relieve pain, and it was also the best.
It was Shui Duyan who killed her, so Shui Duyan deserved so many years of pain, guilt, self-blame, and madness. Shui Duyan remembered the oath she had made in front of her in a trance, and if she was in trouble, she would help her and never give up. If you break your oath, you will live a lonely life, and you will not die well.
Yes, Shui Duyan deserves this retribution. Shui Duyan smiled, looked up at the sky bitterly, and then lowered his head to look at the ancient tree in the shallow smile pavilion.
The red strips of cloth hung on the vines, dancing when the wind blew, and the water twilight couldn't help but think of some bleak stories. About what you missed, about being too late, about regrets, it's all because your feelings are too forgiving and subtle, so it's delayed.
Delayed? Delayed...... Scold. Shui Duyan couldn't help but sneer, cruelly thinking that he should be lost forever and tortured forever, so that he could be worthy of this warm feeling. Like the twilight of the water, he has been in the whirlpool of regret, pain and memories all his life. Shui Duyan thought that she was not strong, but it turned out that she was so sinful that even she could no longer deceive herself and forgive herself. Who else does Shui Twilight ask to forgive her?
Bai Zijia said that her temperament is more extreme and intense than that of Shui Duyan, and she will never ask for it again if she lets it go. Shui Duyan originally thought that if this was the case, then Shui Duyan should not stay in her way. But every time they met, Shui Duyan seemed to be able to see the residual feelings in her eyes. Is it Shui Duyan's delusion and wishful thinking? Shui Duyan's mind is flustered with thoughts of humiliation, ridiculous, really ridiculous. It's Shui Duyan's wishful thinking, and the dead skin stays with her face, and it's also Shui Duyan's words to leave, and she will come back when she says she will come back. If you don't think about it carefully, she thinks that Shui Duyan is the one who suffers the most, but if she thinks about it carefully, she watches Shui Duyan leave and come back, back and forth, changeable, and her heart is the most painful. At this moment, I am not sure whether Shui Duyan and her will one day be able to rebuild their relationship.
No...... No need, Shui Duyan is deceiving herself again...... It's really not necessary, Shui Duyan herself can't be the same as Si Jiya, let alone her? She said that Shui Duyan is too greedy, yes, that's right, Shui Duyan is too greedy. She can't afford to give Shui Duyan the absolute she wants, and Shui Duyan can't afford to pay for this heavy feeling.
suddenly felt ridiculous, Emperor Luo Shen was finally not pure, Bai Zijia was not pure, and Shui Duyan was not pure. Shui Duyan originally thought that the three purest people in the world had been washed away by time and the flow of people, and there were many selfish distractions inexplicably, turning each other beyond recognition. Finally, in the end, no one dared to believe anyone completely, and finally anyone could not do without anyone.
The world is independent, and so are they, at the beginning, and in the end, it should be.
"It's so early today?" her crisp voice pulled Twilight back from her thoughts.
Shui Duyan turned to look at her, her heart was heavy, her eyes were indifferent and indifferent, and before she knew it, Shui Duyan forced herself to be indifferent to everything again, at least it could be less painful.
Shui Duyan smiled and didn't speak. The slightest smile seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and he was suddenly physically and mentally exhausted, and his eyelids felt a little heavier.
"There is a family banquet today, are you going?" she asked Shui Twilight like a passerby.
Shui Duyan clearly felt that the breath exhaled from the tip of her nose sank a little, and her heart was sad and indescribable. Did she really try to forget everything, or did she deliberately treat the water like this...... Don't think about it!It's all good!It's all good!
Shui Duyan nodded, interrupting her thoughts, indicating that she was going.
"Let's go. She walked in front, and she didn't walk with Shui Duyan, who was too heavy and walked slowly, and she distanced herself from her in the blink of an eye.
Shui Duyan suddenly felt much better, even if Shui Duyan's breathing was a little heavier, even if Shui Duyan's eyes would suddenly turn red, even if Shui Duyan's body showed signs of trembling slightly, she couldn't feel it, she couldn't see it, she couldn't hear it.
Shui Duyan looked at her back, so calm, but Shui Duyan was embarrassed. Tears fell, but Shui Duyan raised her hand and wiped them away, afraid that she would suddenly turn around and see it.
Shui Duyan remembered the time when she held hands with her in the past, and compared to the present, it was really ironic. She only said: I don't look back because I know that Shui Duyan can't go, so I'm not afraid of how many thorns lie ahead.
At that time, Shui Duyan couldn't wait to see her again, but it was just a mistake in their affection for each other, so they missed it. Shui Duyan once again admitted that Shui Duyan was destined to have no fate with her, one was gentle and euphemistic like flowing water, and the other was love and hate like a fierce horse. In the end, two people who are not suitable, how can the sun and the moon be together?
In the past, it was Shui Duyan who didn't understand her mind so she left, and then she understood her mind so she left, and it was not suitable from the future, but in the end, Shui Duyan always felt unsatisfactory and unwilling to run in. No, not really, Shui Duyan tried to run in, but Shui Duyan was narrow-minded and couldn't allow others to share with Shui Duyan, and Shui Duyan couldn't climb high.
Others have already learned to enjoy the joy of the crowd, but Shui Duyan is always reluctant to learn, and even disgusted, so Qi Yuwei has Bai Lan, Shui Duyan has lost Bai Zijia, and Emperor Luo Shen has lost Shui Duiyan.
She walked out for a long time, and suddenly turned around, only to find that there was no one behind her, and then looked back in shock, only to see the twilight walking leisurely.
She stood there and said to the water, "Why are you walking so slowly?"
Shui Duyan tugged at the corners of her mouth weakly, which was an answer, and she didn't say a word to her.
When it came to the banquet, Shui Duyan saw her talking and smiling with this and that as before. It was as if time had been pulled back by their group of people who were obsessed with the family, and while dragging them hard, they were in a panic that one day the wind and fog would blow away.
Shui Duyan looked around, all of them were unfamiliar faces, the old people went to the new people, this is the immutable law. But some people don't matter, but after they leave, they can leave a piece of regret in Shui Duyan's heart.
As if she was deaf and dumb, she found a secluded place to sit down and drink, her ears were very noisy, but she couldn't hear anything clearly, but her ears automatically chose all the words she said.
"Why didn't Qinglian come today?"
"Whose girl are you provoking again?"
"Ouch, don't you love you for being so suave?"
"My little Fluttershy came over and my sister hugged her. ”
“......”
Shui Twilight heard the sound of the branches swaying in the wind, so she picked up a jar of wine and jumped on the branches, hiding in the dense leaves to drink alone.
The sunlight fell through the dense leaves in Twilight's eyes, and Twilight felt nothing hot slipping down. Why is Shui Duyan sad?
A jar of wine was drunk, and night fell. Shui Duyan was in a daze and heard someone talking under the tree, Shui Duyan was in a trance, and the wine jar in his hand fell, only to hear a clang!
Shui Duyan's heart was cold, and she hurriedly looked down, and a woman in white raised her eyes to look at Shui Duyan, her eyebrows and eyes were so familiar.
"You come down. She commanded Twilight under the tree.