156 Native People (6)
"That's why you often go to Huayue Tower?" Xue Hai sat on the ground.
"Often. Whenever he had money, he drank and listened to Su Su sing little songs. By the way, playing chess with someone, pushing a deck of cards, or tapping a tune on the table, no one ever wins me. That's when it's the happiest. The old pianist also knew that all I had in my hands was ill-gotten gains, so he only advised me to stop as soon as possible, save money, and live a good life in the future. At that time, I was only thinking about seeing more vegetarians and letting her live a peaceful life as soon as possible. Where can you take care of it?"
"Brother Jun and Big Brother like her very much......"
Xue Hai remembers how he once struggled on the verge of despair, and how he poignantly called out the name again and again. A low, distant call crossed the ocean of memories and returned to her mind.
Xie Junhe nodded slightly, took a sip of wine and said, "I can't forget her-" His eyes were blurred and gloomy, "Ten years, I ran all over the taverns on the south bank, just to listen to a pipa...... But sometimes that's it, lost, the more you frantically look for her, the more you feel...... I've lost her forever...... But I'm going to go to her anyway, and I'm going to find her anyway. ”
Xue Hai gently rested on his shoulders and leaned against him.
He turned his head and glanced at the sea of snow, "You're not crying?"
Xue Hai held his face and smiled like a new moon: "You're not angry, are you?"
Xie Junhe snorted coldly, poured a few sips of wine, and drunkenness immediately surged into his mind: "What is there to be angry about, girl." I'm not a good person, otherwise Su Su wouldn't be ......."
"Don't blame yourself, Jun and Big Brother. It's not your fault. ”
"Who doesn't make mistakes-" With drunkenness, Jun He gently hooked Xue Hai's shoulder and smiled, "Girl, you are too young, you don't understand the taste." ”
"But I'm not a kid anymore!"
"How old are you, how old am I?"
Xue Hai was stunned and didn't speak. She suddenly had a hunch that Xie Junhe would talk to her about this, which actually had a more meaning.
"When I was your age, I could kill people enough to fill a street. When your brother was your age, he was already the boss of the leading party. After more than ten years of fighting, I don't recognize myself. My business, you listen to it like a story, just listen to it. Girl, you have a golden branch and jade leaves, stand next to me, in vain to show off my unsightly identity, walking on the street, maybe some people think that I am abducting and cheating girls. ”
Xue Hai laughed "fluttering": "Jun and Big Brother's black face is a must!"
Xie Junhe just smiled bitterly: "You are too innocent girl." The liquor clattered down his throat, burning his body. "Let's put it this way, in the future, there will be a person who is more personable than your brother and suddenly appears, talented, knows how to feel sorry for women, and holds you in the palm of his hand, and then you will understand how stupid you are at this time. ”
Xue Hai was stunned for a moment, and suddenly the corners of his mouth raised, and he slapped his back with a palm and said, "Ah, Jun and Big Brother are thinking too much!
"I mean, I'm going to keep looking for Susu — I owe her what I owe her, and I can only pay it for the rest of my life. You—and you—will eventually have your own life, and there will be a time when you grow up. Being too close to me is not a good thing for you. You ......"
Xue Hai suddenly interrupted: "I know!" It was Xie Junhe's turn to be deeply stunned. saw that she snatched the wine jar from his hand, and said solemnly: "Three steps, I won't get too close, Jun and Big Brother." As the words fell, the wine poured into his throat.