Chapter 30: How Many Mistakes Can Be Made
Gu Yanyu's voice was speechless, and she resolutely left with grief.
All the people present wept and left one after another.
The door of the Bai family was ruthlessly closed to Hu Lijuan.
Outside the door, only the "Yin and Yang Woman" Hu Lijuan was left kneeling, looking infinitely desolate.
Shocked, tears and remorse, Bai Zhicheng, who was honest on the surface, loved her so deeply Hu Lijuan in his heart.
However, she was unkind, abandoned her husband and children, eloped with someone, and ruthlessly hurt her husband.
How much love can be restarted, and how many roads can be retaken?
One wrong step, one wrong step.
Big mistakes are irreparable.
Hu Lijuan was grief-stricken and heartbroken, and all she could do now was to be sincere and unable to kneel.
She has never had the luxury of being forgiven by the Bai family of the Poison Sect so far, she has not been able to forgive herself in the past 16 years, and she does not deserve to be forgiven at all.
The fate of the rebel son hangs by a thread, and she only hopes to find an antidote to relieve her urgent need.
The people of the Bai family went in and out of the gate as usual, ignoring Hu Lijuan, who had been kneeling all day and all night.
62-year-old Hu Lijuan was starving and frozen, and she looked even more old, depressed and embarrassed, her hair was unkempt and a few strands of eyes, her walnut-like face was thin and yellow, and the previous sorrow and tears were like wood carvings, and her dim pupils or movements knew that she was still alive.
After all, she was physically weak in her last years, and she began to be in a trance, her eyes were a little blurry, and her body involuntarily rolled to the side and slowly fell to the ground. She struggled and slowly got up and knelt down again, her scrawny hands trembling and holding the ground to support her upright.
Hu Lijuan suffered herself and gave up on herself, believing that no one in the world would care about her life or death anymore.
However, she didn't know that there were a pair of eyes in the dark that had been watching her movements silently and pityingly.
The "useless scholar" was so sad when he saw the scene just now that he almost couldn't help crying, he bit his lip and looked up to the sky and shouted: I knew that this was the case, why bother in the first place. The biological mother and the adoptive mother are incompatible, and he is in a dilemma.
There were unforeseen storms and clouds, and dark clouds gradually gathered in the breeze, and at 10 o'clock in the morning, it actually rained drizzle.
Bai Tongshu looked at the air worriedly as he wandered around the room in distraught.
Mother Hu Lijuan is really old, how can she withstand the wind and rain again.
Erniang's approach is indeed reasonable and understandable.
"Boom!" suddenly resounded in the sky with a deafening thunderclap, and at the same time, "Horn!" A twisting bolt of lightning struck the room and hit the ground, followed by a storm.
Bai Tongshu couldn't stay any longer, and almost without hesitation, he rushed into the rain with an umbrella.
The raindrops hit the umbrella cover like beans sharply, and Bai Tongshu stood silently behind Hu Lijuan to shelter from the wind and rain.
The picture, which was 16 years late, is particularly warm and touching today.
It rained all the time, but it was exceptionally peaceful.
Maybe tired, maybe old and sluggish, Hu Lijuan, who had been closing her eyes and recuperating, was overjoyed to discover Baitongshu after a while.
"Tongshu, Tongshu, is it really you? Have you forgiven your mother?"
Bai Tongshu pursed his lips and was silent for a moment: "I want to hate, but the moment I saw you, I couldn't hate it." ”
He supported Hu Lijuan and straightened up, "I'll prepare the antidote tonight, and you wait at the Qingfeng Inn." ”
He handed the umbrella to Hu Lijuan and let the rain drench and turned around and left silently, the lonely and lonely figure walked in the cold rain, looking a little faltering, but his heart was full of thoughts and sadness and melancholy.
Hu Lijuan suddenly couldn't help blurting out a long-cherished wish that had been buried in her heart for many years.
"Bai Tongshu, can you call me a mother?" the voice was mixed with endless longing and pleading.
This ordinary request seemed a little rusty and presumptuous to Bai Tongshu, and his body suddenly shook like an electric shock, and he couldn't bear to struggle for a moment and finally left ruthlessly.
Hu Lijuan is infinitely disappointed and infinitely sad, and her son still has hatred in her heart and has not completely forgiven her as a mother.
The "useless scholar" returned to the room and immediately began to prepare the antidote to the Gu poison with great vigor and full attention.
The first 71 procedures were also well understood, and they were going smoothly, and in the final closing procedure, Bai Tongshu suddenly thought of ignoring a crucial issue, and couldn't help but rush into his heart, and suddenly couldn't help but spurt out a mouthful of red blood from his mouth.
Each Gu poison and antidote is unique and matched. Gu poison king or poisonous snake or toad or spider or centipede or gecko, the antidote must be directed at the poison king, this is the ancestral preparation method.
The crux of the problem is who is the Gu poison king, and Bai Tongshu has no way of knowing that he will no longer be able to carry out the final successful ending. This means that all the hard work and hard work will be wasted.
Losing face is small, but failing your mother is big, this is a matter of human life.
Bai Tongshu did not want to disappoint his mother, and he had to reluctantly reinvent a prescription for it, albeit imminently.
The "useless scholar" picked and cut herbs, prepared 12 kinds of Gu poison antidotes all night for the types of poison kings he could think of, and then combined the 12 kinds into pills.
Bai Tongshu stared at the finished product thoughtfully and worriedly, but he was still frowning.
Maybe if you ignore a certain poison king, the effect of the antidote will be greatly reduced, and it will be difficult to ensure that it is foolproof.
Bai Tongshu's eyebrows furrowed, racking his brains, meditating on how to invent a universal antidote to Gu poison.
After a whole night of hard work, Bai Tongshu was exhausted and exhausted, and there was nothing he could do in his eagerness.
But he felt that the blood in his heart was gushing in his throat, and his throat was sweet, and he spit out shocking blood in his mouth. This overwork finally led to a long-term illness of excessive drinking.
Bai Tongshu felt sorry for himself, thinking that his life was not long, but he was fearless, calm, infinitely relieved, infinitely relaxed, and once he died, he was liberated, and from now on, he could finally let go of his worries about the world, his grievances, and hatreds.
He feels that living is a burden, and he has been a superfluous person since he came to the world, and he has not enjoyed the love of his parents or friends.
Life is always sleepless, all is injury, death is not afraid of often dreaming of heart flying.
The blood splattered on the table was like a chrysanthemum in full bloom.
The blood-colored chrysanthemum suddenly inspired the "useless scholar", and the pupils that had been sad and gray flashed brightly, and he finally came up with a universal formula for the antidote to Gu poison.
I have tasted all kinds of herbs since I was a child, and the blood in my body is already difficult to invade, isn't it just a medicine that is hard to find?
Bai Tongshu cut the palm of his hand, let the blood flow, and filled it in a bowl for half, and then soaked the synthetic Gu poison antidote pill in the blood.
After bandaging his wounded hand, he was relieved and undressed, and he threw himself on the bed, and soon fell asleep soundly.
The next day, he took a car and handed over the antidote pills that had been soaked overnight to his biological mother Hu Lijuan.
"Yin Yang Woman" Hu Lijuan exchanged the antidote to the "Bone Crushing Ecstasy Pill", so that the "Flying Kidnapper" was swallowed by Kang forever.
Hu Lijuan and her son felt intimate with each other after this incident, and talked a lot all night.
Yong Shoukang seems to have grown up suddenly: "I want to learn to do business and open a funeral supply store in the future, and work hard to make money to support you and let you enjoy your old age in peace." ”
The withered right hand of the "Yin Yang Woman" gently and lovingly rubbed her son's hair, and said with great relief: "My son knows how to be filial to his mother, and I am really happy to be a mother! ”
Yongshoukang would never have imagined that such a warm night would become a farewell and eternity for mother and son.
Someone found in front of Bai Zhicheng's tombstone in the early morning that an old woman in simple clothes had been killed and her head was bleeding. The deceased was identified by the Bai family as his ex-wife Hu Lijuan.
Filial piety is done as soon as possible, and it is too late to regret it.
Eternal remorse for the filial piety of being late.
Bai Tongshu regretted the belated call.
The Bai family continued to stage a ridiculous farce.
The "useless scholar" went out to drink and came back.
The floor of the house was strewn with scraps of paper.
Bai Tongshu had a bad feeling that someone was tearing up his own book.
Drunkards are good drinkers.
Bookworms love books.
Good books are like the lifeblood of scholars.
Not to mention that this is an all-encompassing book.
The wordless book and the useless scholar are almost inseparable, as if the bosom friend who depends on him for life and death has accompanied him for 16 years.
This is not just a book, it is infused with the emotions of "useless scholars" for 16 years.
Bai Tongli was sitting on the ground tearing Bai Tongshu's wordless book indiscriminately, rolling his eyes and looking at him defiantly and sarcastically, with a comfortable and mysterious smile on his face.
He seemed to find it very interesting to tear up books.
The Book of Heaven was finally destroyed in the hands of his younger brother.
Bai Tongshu trembled in pain, and the muscles in his cheeks trembled violently.
If it was someone else, Bai Tongshu might have killed him.
Bai Tongli still tore the pages of the book slowly and methodically, tilting his head and squinting defiantly at the "useless scholar".
Bai Tongshu couldn't help but blurt out: "You are an out-and-out madman!"
Maybe finding a reason or being stimulated, Bai Tongli suddenly jumped up like a hungry tiger pounced, and his hands stuck on Bai Tongshu's neck like iron tongs.
It's so fast! It's as fast as the wind.
Bai Tongli was hidden.
The brothers scuffled together.
Bai Tongshu's face, neck, and arms were left with more than a dozen scars.
Bai Tongli also has a blue nose and swollen face.
Erniang has always only had her own son in her eyes, and when she heard the news, she rushed to reprimand Bai Tongshu indiscriminately and harshly.
She gently and regretfully rubbed Bai Tongli's scars, and repeatedly blamed Bai Tongshu.
"Tongshu, you are your brother, let me tell you something, you are so ruthless, Tongli is your younger brother after all, you should let him do a little bit of everything......"
Bai Tongshu said indignantly: "He is actually pretending to be crazy and stupid. ”
Erniang was stunned, and couldn't believe that Bai Tongshu would say such nonsense.
She sneered at each other with a fierce voice: "Pretending to be crazy? Why should you pretend to be crazy? What good is pretending to be crazy for him? Could it be that he grabs and eats it with his hands, takes off his pants and walks all over the street? Then you are crazy and show me." ”
Regardless of shame, regardless of the consequences
This is indeed not something that ordinary people can do.
The "useless scholar" bit his lip and was speechless.
Bai Tongli shrunk his head and hid behind his mother, squeezing his eyebrows at Bai Tongshu.
Bai Tongshu was furious and walked over to teach him a lesson.
Erniang almost hoarsely stopped Bai Tongshu.
The White Bulletin explains why.
When Erniang looked at Bai Tongli again, he lowered his eyebrows and looked stunned and stupid.
Gu Yanyu rebuked Bai Tongshu even more angrily: "How can you be like this?!".
She dragged her son by the head and left without looking back.
Bai Tong is a nerd, like a woodcock, suffering and wanting to cry without tears.
Not long after, another incident happened in the Bai family, which made the "useless scholar" completely feel like ashes.
Bai Tongli stomped Bai Tongshu's wine jug and kicked it all over the ground, and then kicked it all over the ground as a ball.
This flask has been inseparable from the "useless scholar" for 16 years.
Baitongshu is regarded as a treasure.
There's a lot of fun in the jug.
There are mirages, beautiful scenery, and beautiful women.
There is a world of happiness hidden in the flask.
It's another paradise that has no quarrel with the world and no harm.
Happiness and pain are accompanied by it.
Bai Tongshu enjoyed the feeling of fluttering fairy.
Books and wine are the shield of Baitongshu against the frost blade of the world.
For example, today, the book and wine jug are destroyed, so how can he survive.
He couldn't imagine how he would be able to resist the endless sorrow in the future.
The Tianshu wine jug is a symbol of the survival of "useless scholars" in the rivers and lakes.
Both are destroyed, which seems to deny the meaning of the existence of "useless scholars".
After three or four days of recuperation, the body of "Ruthless Swordsman" Xie Chenfeng has basically recovered.
The parting is imminent, and the two have been silent all the way, and there is a kind of reluctance in their hearts.
"Blue Blood Swordsman" Yuan Chengzhi looked like he had something on his mind but wanted to say something.
Why bother asking?
The heart-to-heart interaction made the two friends already have a tacit understanding with each other.
Why do you need too many friends, one or two bosom friends are enough.
Inaction is on the road, and the children are stained with scarves.
The two finally cherished each other, and went their separate ways.
Xie Chenfeng came to Broken Sword Gorge on this day, which is a famous local scenic spot.
The two sides are steep and straight into the clouds, and the face is straight and steep, as if the gods used the sword to slash to the end.
It seems to be in hell, looking up at the sky, a line of light.
The "Ruthless Swordsman" suddenly met a familiar figure as soon as he came out of the canyon.
That man seemed to be the embodiment of melancholy from birth, and his body was full of sorrow and compassion, sad face, sad pupils, and a drunken nose all over his body as if he had just been bathed in a wine vat.
From Bai Tongshu's body, Xie Chenfeng once saw his own shadow with sympathy.
Although there is only a two-sided relationship, his impression of the "useless scholar" is unforgettable.
Some people are together day and night but are strangers, and some people have never been masked but have been friends for a long time.
"Useless scholars" seem to feel the same way.
The two stared at each other in the air with complex and wordless eyes.
The "useless scholar" looked even more haggard than before, his face was as bloodless as white paper, his body was thin and thin, as if he was weak from the wind, and his left hand was wrapped in a bandage.
Xie Chenfeng Dong noticed a few details, the "useless scholar" changed to a new wine jug, and the wordless book that followed him like a shadow did not bring it with him this time.
"What do you want to be dissatisfied?"
Bai Tongshu seemed infinitely tired, as if he was unable to say more: "The Bai family once received the emperor's favor to recover the 'Military Defense Map' for the court, and I have an unshirkable responsibility. ”
Xie Chenfeng clearly knew that the Bai Tongshu brainwashed by Confucianism could not be changed in a few words.
The only thing that can change is regeneration.
Jing Wei has been divided, each for its own master, why bother.
Bai Tongshu muttered softly, "The duel is at the peak, and it is a great comfort to life, but what is the regret of death?"
Xie Chenfeng didn't dare to take it lightly, and understood that the other party was definitely a rare rival.
The "Famous Spectrum of Martial Arts Weapons" compiled by "useless scholars" is by no means a waste of fame, and has always been highly respected by martial arts.
The sword finger of the "useless scholar" is well-known in the rivers and lakes, and it is said that there has never been a sign of defeat.
Life and death, success or failure, all in seconds.
"Ruthless Swordsman" An Zhiruo Su does not seem to have a sword.
Bai Tongshu was defeated, and the middle and index fingers of his right hand were cut off at the same time, and the blood gushed like a spring on the ground like a plum bloom.
Who can truly be glorious despite defeat?
The "useless scholar" looked gloomy and sad, and his voice was infinitely lonely: "What a fast sword!"
Xie Chenfeng was shocked, Bai Tongshu actually pinched the Wuji Sword with his fingers, which was unprecedented among the countless classic battle examples of the "Ruthless Swordsman".
The two felt sorry for each other that they had met a rare opponent.
Flashing lightning, the blade of the sword flipped.
The fingers clamped the sword, but it was not stable, and the two fingers were broken.
The "useless scholar" in order to prepare the antidote to Gu poison hurt his vitality first.
Assuming that there is an if, the draw is not known.
The "useless scholar" now feels that he has become a superfluous person at home and in the rivers and lakes.
No one needs him who is worthless.
Since there are no books and flasks, it may mean that "useless scholars" should disappear.
Human affection is like water, everyone takes what they need, and people's hearts are sinister and sad.
Everywhere is full of deceit, hypocrisy, and perfunctory.
The surface of life is like a warm girl with a green veil and a mask, but when the veil is lifted, it is a fierce ghost with a green face and fangs, which is unacceptable.
The "useless scholar" closes his eyes and is infinitely tired of infinite self-pity: he seems to have never really been happy since he was a child.
The younger brother's vicious incantation language is still in his ears: "The benefits and limelight of the family have been taken up by you, with you without me, with me without you, why don't you die stupidly?!"
Ruthless as a knife cuts at the heart.
Bai Tongshu Huo Ran raised a single palm and slammed into the Tianling Gai, and his thin body fell slowly to the ground like a broken sapling.
The clear face revealed a sense of relief and relief that he had never felt before.
Unexpectedly, it can't be stopped.
Xie Chenfeng was sad and speechless for a long time, and bent down to bow solemnly and reverently to the "useless scholar".
Looking up to the sky and howling, the love is red dust.