63.091 Let go faster than anyone else

Qianfei was stunned, and then realized that Shui Duyan was pleasing her, Qianfei couldn't help but have a trace of sadness in her eyes, and the two of them seemed to have nothing left to do so far, only the reluctance to let go of it was still unwilling.

"If you don't like it...... Look at something else. Shui Duyan looked at Qianfei expectantly.

Qianfei looked at her gently, and then felt heavy, she didn't know how to answer, she was no longer young, how could she have the original state of mind? Qianfei felt that she had aged too much, and Shui Duyan couldn't return to the innocent state she had at the beginning, everything had changed.

"Okay...... Let's go back then. Shui Duyan sighed slightly, and then walked back.

Shui Duyan kept her head down, never looked back, and held Qianfei's hand in her hand, but she was a little flustered, afraid that she would take another wrong step and say the wrong half a sentence, which would make Qianfei sad.

"Yan. Qianfei suddenly called out to her and stopped.

"Huh?" Shui Twilight looked back with a slight uneasiness.

Qianfei smiled softly: "Let's go, let's watch the sunset, don't you like to watch the sunset the most?"

"Uh......" Shui Duyan didn't refuse, nodded, and then asked, "Where are you going?"

"Chiaki Valley. Qianfei said this, and then the smile disappeared.

Chiaki Valley.

The slanting sun stretched the two figures on the pass of Qianqiu Valley longer and longer, and Qianfei was silent most of the time, but she still leaned on Shui Duyan's shoulder and held Shui Duyan's arm.

Qianfei looked at the sunset sunset, and her heart was entangled, whether to let go or not to let go? She didn't know how to speak, reason told her that it was time to let go, but the loneliness in her heart trapped Shui Duyan by her side.

Qianfei was a little upset when she thought about it, so she simply closed her eyes and slept in her arms.

Shui Duyan looked at the quiet Qianfei in her arms, and only felt as if she had seen her past self, and when she was exhausted, she also fell into the arms of Emperor Luoshen. At that time, she was full of thoughts about how to avenge Qianfei, but now, what is Qianfei thinking about in her heart?

Shui Dui Yan put the big on Qianfei's body, afraid that the night of twilight would cool Qianfei's heart, Qianfei shrank her neck and lay in Shui Duyan's arms with peace of mind.

"If I continue like this until the end of my life, it is truly God's favor for me. Shui Duyan thought so, and the corners of her mouth smiled.

When the galaxy came out, Qianfei woke up, and when she opened her eyes slightly, she was bumping into Shui Duyan's gentle eyebrows, and she couldn't help but smile and ask, "Could it be that you've been staring at me all the time?"

"Isn't it, I'm afraid that our Thousand Valley Lord will wake up and I won't know about it, and I'll miss the opportunity to serve you. Shui Duyan reached out and combed the broken hair in front of her forehead, and asked, "Is it cold?"

"It's not cold, it's warm. Qianfei sniffed, the wind was a little cool in the late autumn night.

Shui Duyan tucked his head again, looked at the stars in the sky, and asked gently, "Guess what I'm thinking?"

Qianfei smiled softly: "What are you thinking of to please me?"

"So vague? Shui Duyan smiled knowingly, looking down at the gentle eyebrows.

After a moment of silence, Shui Duyan gently stroked Qianfei's somewhat sharp eyebrows and asked softly, "Are you still angry about what happened that day?"

Qianfei didn't expect Shui Duyan to say this sentence in her mouth, she thought that Shui Duyan wouldn't want to apologize at all, after all, it was really not Shui Duyan's fault.

Shui Duyan looked at Qianfei's eyes with a little shock, and asked gently, "What? Why are you looking at me like this?"

Qianfei sighed slightly and said, "It's okay." It's not your fault in the first place. ”

Qianfei was thinking, is it because of herself, so Shui Duiyan's last love for Luo Jiushuang is going to be ruined? Qianfei can't bear to feel that Shui Dushuang treats Luo Jiushuang like this, and she doesn't want to let Shui Duiyan feel more guilty, hurting Luo Jiushuang, how can Shui Duiyan's heart be better?

"By the way, if Wei Lingxiao and Bai Lingyuan become fallen gods, you say, can I still accept them?" Qianfei suddenly asked Shui Duyan, in fact, Qianfei still couldn't let go of her former love.

"They are no longer gods, are we no longer gods and demons?, will everything go back to the past?" Qianfei was so delusional and sighed again.

"No, since he is guilty, he should be punished. Shui Dusk's eyes were cold and ruthless.

"Wei Lingxiao is very good to you. Qianfei said.

Shui Duyan looked at the person who was still thinking about Wei Lingxiao until now, and couldn't help but feel resentful, obviously a person in the same team, just because of the difference between gods and demons, because of the war between gods and demons, they want to deceive and use each other, and they don't know how to repent!

Remembering that in the past, Shui Duyan went to Qianqiu Valley to ask Wei Lingxiao several times, who was the person who killed Qianfei, Wei Lingxiao knew that it was Gu Moyun, but he deceived him in every possible way, and tried to carry everything alone.

"Huh. Thinking of this, Shui Duyan couldn't help but smile at the corner of her mouth.

"Qianfei, there are many things in this world that can't be both. It's her who doesn't miss the old love first, even though she was kind to me back then, but it's gone. The debts we went to collect were owed to you, and together with Gu Moyun, we had to pay them back. ”

Shui Duyan said very calmly, but Qianfei was terrified when she heard it, she turned over and hugged Shui Duyan's waist, and said softly: "Ah Yan, you have changed a lot." ”

"It's ever-changing, I still love you, it's good that this one doesn't change. Shui Twilight took her hand, reassuring her.

Shui Duyan's eyes were cold, and she had long lost tenderness, warmth, and tolerance in her heart. She can't tolerate anyone who has deeply hurt Qianfei to live unharmed, and they should pay the price they deserve.

Even if the person concerned does not care, this hatred will not be extinguished.

Shui Duyan was thinking about what she would do with Wei Lingxiao and Bai Lingxiao when she waited for the day when Bai Lingxiao and Wei Lingxiao were in the lower realm.

However, Shui Duyan originally wanted them to go to the lower realm, otherwise, wouldn't it be better to kill them that day? Shui Duyan didn't know if Wei Lingxiao had ever thought about the day when he would become a demon in the lower realm, so that he could repay his sins.

How many people in the world will take the initiative to pay for their sins and reflect on the past?

The two of them looked at the sea of clouds, and Qianfei lay quietly in the arms of Shui Duyan, feeling a lot of emotion in her heart, but she was not shocked.

Qianfei suddenly wanted to be coquettish, she muttered: "I'm unhappy, I have a little emotion." ”

When Shui Duyan looked down at Qianfei again, there were some tears in the eyes of the bright moon and stars, and Shui Duyan immediately felt a little distressed, and hurriedly coaxed: "Good, I'm here." ”

Qianfei looked at Shui Duyan's calm appearance, but asked with tears in the next sentence: "Emperor Luo Shen often tells you, good, I'm here." Have you learned that now?"

Shui Duyan smiled calmly: "It's a shame that she can protect me so well, but I, the guardian, are far less qualified than her." I really should learn more about how to protect you better. ”

Qianfei looked at Shui Duyan's affectionate and calm face, and asked rhetorically, "Ah Yan, are you serious?"

"If nothing happens, this life is yours, do you think I'm serious? I owed you a life back then, and I should use my life to pay it back. Shui Duyan said decisively, her attitude was full of absolutes, and Qianfei felt sad when she heard it.

Qianfei couldn't help asking: "Then do you feel guilty or love for me?"

"Both, but there's more to love you. Shui Duyan hugged Qianfei tightly and comforted her repeatedly: "Qianfei, my temperament is not as lively as before, I'm sorry." However, the current water twilight is the best state, and he can do it, be ruthless, and kill people. I will never hurt you again because of indecisiveness, and I will never do one wrong thing or say the wrong thing again, so that you and I will have a misunderstanding. ”

Qianfei gently hugged her, Qianfei's silence, and the retreat in the words. Shui Duyan can understand it, and she also understands Qianfei's attachment and reluctance to her, control and containment. But Shui Duyan is willing, Qianfei takes himself as a prison, and Shui Dui Yan is willing to draw the ground as a prison from now on.

"Are you sure that I am the one you love now?the one you want, or me?" Qianfei let go of Shui Twilight, staring at Shui Twilight, and her warm hand passed the temperature of the past.

Shui Duyan laughed loudly, without saying a word, and her eyes were full of sadness.

Qianfei couldn't help but laugh too, her laughter was full of desolation, and then she asked: "Ah Yan, you and I didn't know each other well back then, and we separated when our relationship was at its best." So, I am the white moonlight in your heart, right? Our ignorant love was later replaced by Luo Jiushuang, and later, Emperor Luo Shen still entered your heart and became your sweetheart. ”

Speaking of this, Qianfei couldn't help but get close to Shui Duyan, holding that face and asking calmly: "Does this mean that the obsession in your heart has been ruined?" You haven't been tempted by her for thousands of years, and you haven't promised her, why did you accept her after I died, and after Luo Jiushuang appeared, you accepted her. Ah Yan, did I die back then, even with your obsession?"

"Now that you are alive, my obsession has gradually died out. But Qianfei, this time, I didn't settle for Emperor Luoshen, nor did I love her with a debt, I just found that my heart was already cold. So I chose Luo Shendi and chose a person as paranoid as myself as a harbor. ”

Shui Duyan seemed to clear up the entanglements of the three of them, and wanted to get out cleanly. She didn't know that in fact, she was still trapped by obsession and was still amorous. It's just that she is more decisive than ever, so people mistakenly think that she has no indecisive temperament. In fact, she is still indecisive.

Shui Duyan can't escape two things in this life, one is obsession, and the other is amorous.

Amorous people have no obsession, and obsessed people are not affectionate.

Her obsession comes from loneliness, and her affection also comes from loneliness. Partial, she learned both, and she was delusional about balancing this mutually exclusive thing.

Shui Duyan suddenly smiled bitterly, she looked at Qianfei's cold and disappointed eyes, and said with a smile: "Qianfei, if I die one day, will I take all your memories?"

"Smack!"

Qianfei is getting more and more straightforward, and starts fighting if he doesn't agree.

Shui Duyan looked at Qianfei's expression of reluctance to talk to her, and couldn't help but smile again: "Shui Duyan, who belongs to you, can't do anything for you and leave the world behind, what are you still doing with this waste?"

Qianfei was so moved to tears by her that she said, she was silent for a long time before she looked at Shui Duyan coldly, her eyes were firm: "Shui Duyan, as a close friend, you will never turn your back on me." As someone I love, I will never turn my back on you. I don't care what you become, I like it, you're not good, am I good? I'm just ruthless when you're affectionate. ”

Shui Duyan sneered, then wiped away the tears for Qianfei, and said softly, "Okay." ”

No one is willing to let go of anyone, Shui Duyan is afraid that no one will be willing to protect Qianfei desperately after he leaves, and Qianfei is most afraid that Shui Duyan will embarrass herself.

Qianfei lay in Shui Duyan's arms again, closed her eyes and silently recalled Shui Duyan's past with her, Shui Duyan was the best person in her heart, not comparable to Emperor Luoshen. Her Ah Yan is the best, the best in the world.

Qianfei turned those memories about Shui Twilight in her mind thousands of times, she relived Shui Twilight's inner collapse after losing her over and over again, and realized Shui Twilight's attachment to her over and over again.

Qianfei can't forget the water twilight that just woke up and asked where he was, Qianfei can't forget that the water twilight Yan violated the way of the monarch and the minister in order to get justice for himself, Qianfei didn't dare to forget that he was obviously ruined, but he still refused to admit it.

Shui Duyan is crazy for her, Shui Duyan is obsessed with her appearance as a demon, Shui Duyan misses her crying like a dog, and Shui Duyan is ...... for her It's all for her.

Qianfei smiled sadly in her heart: "If there is no water twilight for you in this world, I am afraid that Qianfei will have to live in vain." Shui Twilight, you are good everywhere, you have always been good, very good......"

Shui Duyan looked down at Qianfei, who closed her eyes and recuperated, but had a sad face, and was very distressed.

She raised her hand to caress that gentle face, giving her more gentle comfort, and knew that continuing such extra tenderness would only make Qianfei fall deeper and deeper. She can't do it with Qianfei I now, so she naturally doesn't dare to delay Qianfei.

Shui Duyan took a deep breath, she knew that even if she didn't choose to commit suicide, she wouldn't be able to accompany Qianfei. If her love and debt to Qianfei is enough for her to pay the price of her life, then her debt and love for Emperor Luo Shen will be difficult to repay even if she dies, and they have long been indistinguishable from each other.

After all, Shui Duyan is weak when she gets old in this life, and she can no longer be so absolutely selfish for her own obsession and live for Qianfei. What owes countless souls in debt, so he wants to repay the beings in the demon world, what is the gambling contract with the Yanqiu God Emperor, willing to gamble and lose, what understands the love of the world, so he chooses to sacrifice himself to end all the evil fate. Fake, it's all excuses, Shui Duyan just can't solve the symbiosis of obsession and affection, she uses love for a lifetime, and finally loses her sense of proportion.

She is just escaping from reality, she is reluctant to wait for Emperor Luoshen, she is selfish in her heart, so she wants to die.

Shui Duyan sneered, she despised herself and laughed at herself, it turned out that she was so timid, cowardly, and scum.

The unstoppable posture of the twilight finally fell. Her haughty posture is no more. She finally admitted that obsession cannot be affectionate, and affection cannot be obsessed. What she expects to be amorous in her obsession is delusion.