Chapter 16: You Are Not Me

Boya Hospital.

Gu Shiyi went back and forth, the time was very fast, he took the medicine bottle given by Bai Ye to Cheng Su's ward, and Cheng Su was still sleeping.

He poured out a white pill, there was no knife, Gu Shiyi directly broke the pill, poured another glass of water, and put half a pill in it, the pill quickly merged with the water, disappeared cleanly, Gu Shiyi shook the cup slightly, and soon, the water became clear and transparent again.

He lightly snapped his fingers in Cheng Su's ear, and the person on the bed slowly opened his eyes and looked at him.

"You wake up, drink some water", Gu Shiyi handed over a glass of water that had just been filled, Cheng Su nodded, it just so happened that her throat was very dry at the moment and she needed to moisten it.

She took a sip and frowned, "This water... What's the weird smell?"

Gu Shiyi's hand moved, "Is there one?"

Cheng Suhu looked at him suspiciously, but still tasted it, his eyebrows furrowed again, and Gu Shiyi also stared at her face.

Cheng Su swallowed, "It's okay, maybe it's because I just got up."

Gu Shiyi saw that she drank a whole glass of water and poured her another glass, Cheng Su took it, held it in his hand, and didn't rush to drink it, and asked him, "What did you just do?"

Gu Shiyi's brain spun rapidly, "Help you ask for leave"

Cheng Su let out an "oh" sound and lowered his head to drink his own water.

“... That, ask you a question?", Gu Shiyi looked at Cheng Su, Cheng Su thought for a moment and nodded.

"Your relationship with your mother... Is it always like this?"

The relationship with Su Ran, Cheng Su thought about it carefully, when did her relationship with Su Ran change, she had forgotten it, it should have been very early, but in her previous life, she had always buried some words in her heart, although she was more and more dissatisfied with Su Ran's strong control, but she never resisted, and at most, she was crying alone in the room.

A few months before she jumped off the building in her previous life, she had a tendency to self-harm, and was later discovered by Su Ran, Su Ran took her to the doctor, but the doctor advised them to see a psychiatrist, Su Ran only knew that Cheng Su had depression at this time, but she never believed it, thinking that depression was a lie, so she never took it to heart, and she became more and more strict with Cheng Su.

In the end, Cheng Su really couldn't stand this kind of control, and she chose to end her life.

Cheng Su thought back to his previous life, his thoughts gradually retracted, and he looked at Gu Shiyi, "No"

Gu Shiyi nodded and didn't ask more, he could see that Cheng Su didn't want to say more, and he didn't embarrass her.

Changed the subject, "Then are you planning to break up with your mother in the future?"

Cheng Su: "Yes"

Gu Shiyi: "Then you support yourself?"

Cheng Su: "Yes"

Gu Shiyi: "Then you... How do you feed yourself?"

Cheng Su thought for a while, "It's a part-time job for the time being, and I'll talk about it when I find a better one."

Gu Shiyi touched his chin and sat down, looking at her carefully: "Part-time?

Cheng Su gave him a blank look, "What's wrong with the tutor?

Gu Shiyi clapped his hands and pulled with her, "No, Cheng Su, do you know that you are a student now, and you are still a high school student!"

Cheng Su nodded, "I know"

Gu Shiyi: "Then do you know how dangerous it is for you to be a girl outside? Take today's incident as an example, fortunately, that bastard didn't succeed, what if he succeeded? What should you do? Have you ever thought about it?"

Cheng Su replied simply, and his tone was quite cold, "No"

"You-", Gu Shiyi's liver hurt, and he looked at her with a sigh, but now she still seems to be fine, "Cheng Su, do you know what a girl as old as you should do?"

"You also advise me to study hard, right?", Cheng Su questioned him, his face was also put away, cold.

"I ......", Gu Shiyi looked at those stubborn eyes, and couldn't say anything for a long time.

"I thought you were different from her", Cheng Su spoke, his eyes turned out of the window, between the high-rise buildings, the stars were shining, and outside the window, there was endless prosperity.

Gu Shiyi stared at that face, somewhere in his heart was tense, and there was an indescribable feeling that hit his eardrums.

"Do you know what it's like to be unsafe, to be unbelonging, like a lost kid who can't find his way home.

It's like in the endless darkness, no matter how you walk, you can't get out, there is not a single light......"

Gu Shiyi listened to her quietly, and felt like he wanted to rush up and hug her.

Cheng Su, what have you experienced?

Gu Shiyi's fingers holding the sheet tightened, and the joints were white.

Cheng Su turned his head to look at him and met his dark eyes, "Gu Shiyi, you are not me, and it can't be me"

"I know, but I'm just, very... I'm worried about you...... Rest well, I'll ...... I'll go outside to guard, something will call me", Gu Shiyi closed the door and retreated, feeling very depressed, listening to Cheng Su's words like this, his whole person became preoccupied.

As soon as he went out, his mobile phone rang, it was Mu Tingfeng calling, he didn't answer, he hung up directly.

On the other end of the phone, Mu Tingfeng was about to go crazy, and he remembered that he hung up the phone in class after evening self-study, and he quickly flipped out his mobile phone, but when he saw the word "boss" in the address book column, the whole person was confused.

What did he do? He actually hung up the boss's phone, and then he didn't remedy it in the first place?!!!

Mu Tingfeng dialed Gu Shiyi back without thinking about it, but he was hung up by his boss!

There is a feeling that a catastrophe is coming! Mu Tingfeng stared at the interface of the hung up mobile phone for a long time, stunned, panicked, and very empty.

"Tingfeng, what are you doing in a daze? Being scolded by my father?", someone behind him patted Mu Tingfeng's shoulder and quipped.

Mu Tingfeng found himself again, looked at his phone, Dad...?

He hurriedly dialed Mu Henian. Mu Henian was sitting in the corridor of the hospital at the moment, accompanying Gu Shiyi, when he saw the call on his mobile phone, he thought about it, got up and walked towards the end of the corridor, and waited until he was farther away from Gu Shiyi before pressing the answer button.

On the other end of the phone, Mu Ting opened his mouth in a hurry: "Dad, is Gu Shao with you?"

Mu Henian glanced at Gu Shiyi, who was leaning against the wall not far away, "Yes, what's wrong?"

Mu Tingfeng: "Dad, has something happened?"

Mu Henian: "It's not a big deal, Gu Shao's tablemate is injured, and Gu Shao is taking care of him in the hospital"

Mu Tingfeng: "Oh, then Gu Shao is fine, right?"

Mu Henian frowned, "It's okay, why are you asking this?"

Mu Tingfeng, who was on the other end of the phone, told Mu Henian about hanging up Gu Shao's phone, and asked, "Dad, is Gu Shao really okay?"

Mu Henian knew that his son was timid, "It's okay, but you also have to be glad that it was Gu Shao's tablemate who was injured this time, not Gu Shao, otherwise, a hundred of your lives would not be worth the crime!"

Mu Henian was deflated, "Dad, do I need to go over then?"

Mu Henian sighed, "Don't use it for the time being, I'll take someone to watch it here."

Mu Tingfeng breathed a sigh of relief, relieved himself, and walked towards the dormitory.