My name is Xia Yu, I am thirteen years old this year, and I heard that when I was born, it suddenly rained, and my father gave me this name on the spot. When I was a child, I often heard my father talk about how vast and sinister the world was, and that darkness was often hidden under a beautiful mask. I cried and never wanted to go outside again.

My family lives in a village called Xunxian, and my father said that there are immortals in this world, but I don't believe it. It wasn't until I heard that an immortal from the Xuanyin Sect had come to our village to recruit disciples, that I believed that there were immortals in this world.

Hearing that some immortals were recruiting disciples, each family brought their daughters out to test whether they had immortal fate, dreaming of being the parents of immortals.

I heard my father say that the Xuanyin Sect only recruits female disciples, so the hateful father also wants to take me there, I don't want it, the outside world is so terrible. However, I can't twist my father, who is as strong as an ox.

Is Daddy really going to send me to the outside world to leave me alone?Woo woo woo~ I cried in fear.

Because the immortals recruit disciples, it is a very happy thing, crying at this time, if the immortals are unhappy, then their dreams will not come to naught?

The fathers and villagers all accused the father of saying that he didn't teach his daughter well, and the immortals recruited disciples and cried, she was really an uneducated wild girl. Seeing that the usually amiable aunt and aunt had such a fierce and vicious appearance, I trembled at that time and was extremely afraid. And I can only hide on this wide and thick back and cry secretly, and I can't help my father beat away such hateful aunts.

Huh~ A female fairy fell in front of me with a flying sword, and I was terrified, afraid that she would take her to the outside world to fend for herself. I tried hard to hide behind my father, but my father pushed me out and smiled at me. No, I don't want to leave Daddy, I don't want to go to the outside world. I cried and tried to throw myself into my father's arms. However, my father was not happy, I had never seen him so angry, and I was so frightened that I could only stay where I was, lonely and helpless.

The fairy came and touched my head, and said to me if you would like to go with her? I shook my head vigorously, and she said why? The outside world is dangerous, and I told her what my father told me.

The female fairy didn't want to give up, she wanted to take me by force, she was a bad person, I slapped her hand, and as a result, the female evil woman was glared, and the inexplicable pressure made me breathless, and I felt as if I was going to die.

And another fairy came down from heaven and stopped the wicked woman's actions. I was lying on the ground trembling, and the feeling of death just now was more terrible than that of my father.

The wicked woman and the fairy flew into the sky with flying swords and disappeared.

And my nightmare has just begun.

Because of me, the village was not selected, and the people in the village scolded at the door of their homes every day. The children also threw stones at the house, and the house was not at peace all day.

There are many of them, and my mother and I are both powerless women, so we can't help. I regretted it because my willfulness caused the whole family to be upset, and I blamed myself and didn't know what to do.

One night, bandits raided my village, bleeding and littering the field. At this time, my father threw me into the water tank in time and gave me a round pipe to keep me from coming out.

I was hungry and cold in the water tank, and I couldn't help it, and I looked out of my head, and there was no sound around me, except for the smell of blood in the air and the bitterly cold wind that blew at night.

Carefully climbed out of the water tank, walked into the house to find his parents, it was too dark, he didn't see the road clearly, and he tripped over something soft and fell to the ground. I took out the oil lamp and took out the fire from the front of the hall to light the oil lamp.

There was a glimmer of light in the room, and I wanted to see what it was that had tripped over me? Blood flowed from the chest. Daddy, mother, don't you get cold when you rest on the ground?

My mother, my father was killed by bandits. I didn't even have the money to bury their coffins, so I had to sell myself to the king's house in the town.

As soon as I went out, the village scolded me for being a broom star and threw stinky things in my face, and I was already desperate, like a walking corpse, without a soul.

The king went out to help me bury my father and mother, and I promised to go to live in his house. As a result, as soon as I arrived in the town, I was robbed by a few thugs, who forced me to drink the poison, and before I died, they told me that it was instructed by the concubine of the king.

I hate the bandits, I hate the world, I hate the evil aunts in the village, I hate myself for being powerless. As for the concubine outside the king, I don't hate you, thank you for freeing me.