Master has become more and more silent lately, and his eyes, which were once clear and bright, have lost their original luster. The former playfulness was replaced by lifelessness, and she was supposed to exude youthful vitality, but she was full of twilight and gloom.

It's autumn again, and the maple leaves are red.

I invited her to come to Windy City to see the maple leaves, and the red maple leaves all over the mountains were very beautiful.

I asked her, Master, is the maple leaf beautiful?

She smiled slightly, was stunned again, and said softly, "Disciple, if Ah Yan sees this maple leaf, she will definitely like it very much."

I took her to see the mountains and rivers, and on the rippling blue lake, a flat boat was so uncomfortable.

I asked her, Master, is this comfortable?

She leaned down and picked up a handful of water, and smiled at the shadow in the water, "In vain, Ah Yan's name has a water character."

I took her to Futu Mountain to see the 80,000 miles of flowers, and the bewitching and gorgeous 80,000 miles of flowers reflected half of the sky red.

I asked her, Master, how are the flowers blooming on the other side?

She squatted down, shed tears, and said softly, "Son, I want to plant this flower on Huangquan Road."

Master...... Yanzi, she doesn't exist anymore.

Master just wept silently, and when she looked up, I saw the stubbornness and self-deception in her eyes.

She said, "Disciple, I promised her, and in this life, Huangquan will never see each other again, and I am separated from her by the ends of the world, and we owe each other. Just like the flowers on the other side, there are flowers but no leaves, and we will never see each other.

I knew that I couldn't resist her, so I confirmed again, Master, do you really want to go to Huangquan to plant flowers on the other side?

She smiled at me, her eyes were broken, her expression was sad and gloomy, and she said, "Son, I want to plant flowers on both sides of Huangquan Road, and plant flowers that belong to me."

I was silent, afraid to speak.

After that, we went to Huangquan and abandoned the Demon Realm.

The Yellow Spring is unusually cold, and there is nothing else but a thousand miles of desolation.

Master planted flowers day after day, taking care of those flowers from the other side. Every now and then, she would ask me, "Are you still there?"

I looked at her suspiciously, and said softly, Master, I'm here.

She was stunned, rushed at me, and smiled, "It's good, you're still there."

My heart ached, and I knew that she was saying that Yanzi was walking and disappearing.

She sat with me on the Huangquan Road, listening to the miserable wind, looking at the desolate ancient road, and experiencing the bottomless indifference and desolation.

She said, "Disciple, in the past, Ah Yan asked me why I didn't turn back and keep walking, didn't I know that she was waiting for me?"

Guess what, how do I answer her?

I looked at the tenderness in Master's eyes and shook my head slightly.

Master sniffled and smiled reluctantly, and I told her that I dared to keep walking because I knew that she would always follow me and would not leave, even though the front was full of thorns.

I felt a burning pain in my throat, and I saw Master crying, and I was crying too.

I cautiously asked her, Master, what are you sad about?

Master shook her head slightly, her eyes were full of regret and heartbreak, and she said for a long time, "Apprentice, this time, my prediction was wrong, Ah Yan is not the one who has been following me.

I didn't dare to turn around, I was afraid that if I turned around, even she would be gone.

Master threw herself into my arms and burst into tears, my heart began to ache violently, and I whispered, Master, it's not the right person, she can't turn around, she's not there.

Master, I will always be there, whether you turn around or not.

She is my master, and she is the biggest concern in my lonely life. Our mentorship and apprenticeship are the shackles that bind us together. And Yanzi will never understand.

In my memory, the freshly dressed angry horse, a domineering girl, has a more ruthless heart than a man, so she does things vigorously and resolutely, and she is also bold.

It is precisely because of her temperament that the master has suffered a lot, and it has broken our hearts for two people who are not on the same road.

Who said that people with different personalities can still go the same way? The three of us, in the end, could not escape this vicious curse, after all, we are on the same path.

I remember when we first met, the first time I saw Yanzi, in addition to being amazed, I was only emotional.

She is dressed in red, with long eyebrows and cold eyes, domineering and exposed, and she is neat and neat. The aura of her whole body makes people feel that she is as steady as Mount Tai and as fast as the cold wind. Wherever she passed, the breeze came and the twilight followed.

I once saw her drinking a jug of wine in her hand on a moonlit night when she was drinking it to herself, and her eyes were locked on the Master who was surrounded by a group of girls.

I didn't know what she was looking at at at the time, as if she wanted to monopolize Master, but I felt that she had been deliberately keeping her distance.

We didn't know where she came from, or even what she did. Later, I heard that she was the fourth princess of Xuanyuan. But she doesn't look like a princess, her style and style are very similar to people in the rivers and lakes.

If it weren't for hearing that she could easily seriously injure Gongye Chengqian by herself, I would definitely not suspect that she had an ulterior secret.

But who was she? I never asked her, I could only watch carefully to see what she was going to do.

She frequently appeared in the Light Smile Pavilion at the beginning, but she seemed to be very forgetful, and everyone in the Light Smile Pavilion remembered her name as Shui Duyan, but she couldn't remember what other people's names were.

On the day of my wedding to Wen Anxue, she said she wanted to come, but she didn't come in the end. On that day, Master was sitting in the hall, and Wen Anxue and I were going to worship heaven and earth. I asked her, what about the teacher?

The master smiled awkwardly and only said that she was busy elsewhere. Oops, let's leave her alone. Today is your great joy, and you are the protagonist.

At that moment, the loneliness and sadness in Master's eyes were unknown to Yan Zi.

Later, when I saw Yanzi, there was a lot of helplessness and exhaustion in her eyes. Every time she appeared in the Light Smile Pavilion, it was like passing by here, coming in a hurry and leaving in a hurry.

Later, we all knew that she was one of the most powerful generals under the Demon Emperor today, Emperor Yan.

Every time I looked at her to see Master, I couldn't help but quarrel and leave with red eyes. One day, I asked her, Yanzi, what is Master in your eyes?

She was silent, just laughing.

My heart is slightly cold, Master is nothing in her heart, or maybe we are insignificant in her heart.

I asked her again, what do you think of this so-called teacher?

She replied simply, she said, it was just a boring game, a bunch of fools getting together to play house.

In her eyes, we were just a joke, a joke.

Yan Zi is in a league of her own in the Windy City, and she has established a Red Blood Mansion on Mo, which has the same name as the killer organization established by the infamous Emperor Qianjun in the rivers and lakes today. Everyone is speculating, is she not afraid of getting into trouble?

Some people also speculate that it is the residence of thousands of monarchs.

But Qianjunke is a man, who would have thought that such a despicable, shameless, murderous, and ruthless person would be a daughter?

I have also looked at Yanzi with such suspicious eyes, but I can only see the desire for happiness of ordinary people in her eyes. When she was silent, I could only see the bottomless loneliness on her face, just as the loneliness in my heart. When I talked to her, I could only feel the righteousness and affection in her heart.

I asked her, Yanzi, what kind of feelings do you have for Master?

She seemed to just smile at me and didn't answer.

The moment she turned around, I seemed to see her loneliness, her helplessness, and her sadness.

Yanzi, do you love Master or not? I can't be sure.

For a long time, we laughed in the Light Smile Pavilion, and she was like a fire, burning the laughter of the Light Laughing Pavilion even more.

After Wen Anxue left me, I couldn't find anyone to talk to, Yanzi handed me a pot of wine, smiled softly at me, come, crazy, I'll listen.

My tears fell uncontrollably, and I told her bit by bit about the sad past, the loneliness in my heart, and my expectations for the future. As she spoke, I asked her, Yanzi, what about you?

She stopped drinking, looked at me with sad eyes, smiled sadly, and asked me, crazy, is it that some people are destined to not have the happiness that ordinary people have when they are born?

I didn't know how to answer, so I had to say to her, "Fool, you and me and Master!"

She smiled, clinked glasses with me, and then drank in silence.

I never ask her about her, just as she never asks about me.

One day, Murong Xiao came to the Bai family, he looked at Bai Zijia, with a mocking face, and the one who made his junior sister swoon was actually an extremely ordinary female doll like you.

Master's eyes were full of disappointment, Murong Xiao compared her to dust, and Yanzi seemed to be a flower that we shouldn't touch.

But what if this flower falls into Master's pot?

I saw Yan Zi standing outside the master's window lattice, guarding the flowers planted by the master, and said softly, Bai Zijia, what kind of status am I in your heart?

I saw a face full of sadness and didn't dare to ask for anything. Perhaps, just as there is a world of difference between us, she can't expect anything from Master. Even if it is the most ordinary relationship she wants, Master has to do his best, but he may not be able to satisfy her.

She is Emperor Yan, and her words and deeds are monitored by countless people.

She is a twilight face, she will do it when she doesn't agree with her, and she can bear the consequences that we dare not imagine.

She is a courtier, so Bai Lan's words can make her retreat.

Master watched her calculate others every day, and her face was smiling amorously, but her heart was as cold as an iceberg. Partially, she couldn't stop, she had to complete the task given to her by Bai Lan.

The blood feud between Gongye Chengqian and the Nine Heavens Ice Emperor burned into a demonic fire, burning the Bai family beyond recognition. A holy decree that all officials in the Bai family were dismissed. A holy decree, Bai Jing's family was beheaded. A holy decree, Master is regarded as an unworthy descendant at home!

If it weren't for the master who knew Yanzi, maybe the Bai family would not have suffered this catastrophe. Yan Zi will never be able to understand the sadness of his close relatives' indifference to his master, just like Yan Zi doesn't know how hard the master works behind him, but he can't get the slightest recognition from the family.

In the eyes of his family, Master is the gentleman who can only eat, drink and have fun, and he will do nothing but cause trouble. Nothing but drag down the family.

Yan Zi came back to visit the master, and the two of them quarreled.

I heard Yan Zisheng outside the desolate city hall and asked Master, Bai Zijia, what can you do for me? What can you give up for me? How much can you pay for me?

In Yanzi's eyes, the master is a coward, so she never expects the master to do anything for her, and she doesn't dare to expect it. She was afraid that as soon as she spoke, she would let her master do all her best, and she would be covered in bruises.

I couldn't help crying outside the desolate city hall, is this the world difference between us?

Yan Zi didn't know how much the master had suffered for her, nor would she know how much the master had suffered for her, let alone how painful it was when the master had nothing to do with her, couldn't persuade her, and had to bear the consequences she caused.

Yan Zi only saw the master flirting with those Yingying Yanyan on the surface and snubbing her. Yan Zi didn't know that the master was so sad that he was suffocating, but he couldn't find anyone to talk to.

Maybe God destined us to meet like this, Yan Zi's fire burned the tender water of the master all over the body, but she said, Bai Zijia, I don't feel that you care about me.

And this sentence, I heard Yan Zi say it with my own ears.