Chapter 162: Supplement Seventeen Emperor Luoshen
Emperor Luo Shen sat with her on the shore of Acacia Lake, silent. The stars in the sky are all twinkling, but there is no happiness in the twilight face.
She picked up the white jade Xiao and remembered Qianfei's lukewarm attitude towards her. Every time, it was Shui Duyan who took the initiative to come to the door, and every time Qianfei received her, she was very polite.
Shui Duyan's heart is sour, probably this is destined by God. People who don't belong to themselves, no matter how much they show favor, are just passers-by of others.
Shui Duyan didn't know what she liked about Qianfei, but she just felt that this person was so agreeable. Shui Duyan thought that the obsession in her heart would be a variety of images and temperaments, but she never thought that the obsession would be Qianfei's appearance and temperament.
Probably, it was Shui Duyan who didn't believe that he could be happy with such a lukewarm personality for a lifetime.
Bai Zijia's gentle temperament is lively, and Shui Duyan is very happy, but Bai Zijia's attitude towards friendship is too gentle, and the friendship that Shui Duiyan regards as the flesh of her heart is just a part of life in Bai Zijia's eyes, just the icing on the cake.
Shui Duyan took a sip of wine and smiled sadly, she laughed at herself for being amorous, and expected so much from Bai Zijiakong. It's like she used to be obsessed with Si Ji Ya, but people don't appreciate Si Ji Ya.
Shui Duyan was so sad that she poured wine, and after she drank a little too much, she became even more silent.
The white jade Xiao was lying in her arms, she picked it up and looked at it carefully, and then frowned, as if she saw her empty expectations for Qianfei.
Therefore, without thinking about it, she threw the white jade Xiao into the river.
Emperor Luo Shen was startled, looked at her, and asked, "What...... What's wrong?"
"It's just that I suddenly don't like this Bai Yuxiao, nothing. Shui Duyan's tone was very cold, and she fell on her back on the grass, quietly listening to the insects in her ears.
Emperor Luo Shen looked at her lonely appearance, and guessed that the relationship between Qianfei and her must not be very good, otherwise, how could Shui Duyan be so hurt? A killer is a killer, and he is the most affectionate.
What the God Emperor felt from Qianfei was possessiveness and joy at the twilight. Emperor Luo Shen frowned fiercely, Qianfei and Bai Zijia, she had to get rid of them.
After a long time, it was already the second half of the night, and Shui Duyan was still motionless, and Emperor Luoshen, who had been sitting beside her and had been silent, finally lay on top of her, pressed against her chest, and hugged the person who had been lying for several hours.
Shui Duyan was stunned, silent for a while, and then asked, "Emperor Luoshen, have you ever thought that you only love Lin Ajiu, not me, Shui Duyan." β
Emperor Luo Shen smiled and replied: "In the Buddha Realm, you are a demon, in the Demon Realm, you are Shui Duyan, and in the world, you are Lin Ajiu." However, the person who loves you is always one me. Then you say, who am I really in love?"
"And what do you love about me?"
Emperor Luo Shen hugged her tighter, and his tone was very longing: "I love you and I are as persistent." β
"But I'm obsessed with friendship, I don't believe in love. β
Emperor Luo Shen was silent.
"You want love, and I want friendship. β
Emperor Luo Shen laughed softly: "Heh, then I'll give you friendship, you give me love, okay?"
"I can't give you love, I'm only focused on friendship. Shui Duyan didn't realize that the one she wanted lasted forever, and after the fermentation of time, friendship would also turn into love.
She thought that kind of eternity was too pure, she thought that friendship would always be, but in fact, it was not.
She is too possessive of friendship and is already close to love, if Emperor Luo Shen approached Shui Duyan on the grounds of friendship at the beginning, has he already gotten what he wants?
Emperor Luo Shen asked again: "Yan, what if one day your friend falls in love with you?"
Shui Duyan replied categorically: "If it is the person I am waiting for, I will give her whatever she wants." She loves me, and I love her. β
"Oh, you see, you still don't admit that the friendship you want will eventually turn into love, you just need an excuse, an excuse to change friendship to love. β
Emperor Luo Shen reached out and stroked the cold face and explained to her.
"Then how come I have never had a heart for a woman in the past tens of thousands of years? Even Si Jiya, I have never thought of marrying her. Is it true that 7,000 years of affection is fake? Friendship is friendship, and love is love. β
Shui Duyan's tone was cold and stiff, and Emperor Luoshen's heart was cold when he heard it.
"Then what kind of affection do you have for me?" Emperor Luo Shen lay on her in distress and leaned up to kiss the cold lips.
Shui Duyan thought for a long time before replying, "There is no love." β
Emperor Luoshen's heart was in turmoil, with pain, and sourness hit his whole body.
"I never cling to things that have no results, just like Bai Yuxiao, even if I like it very much, I can just throw it away. If you can't afford to put it down, you are doomed to be a loser. And I'm always a winner. β
Shui Duyan said ruthlessly, with a deep resentment, but she was willing to do so.
Emperor Luo Shen couldn't take her, although her heart hurt but she didn't dare to make a sound, her tears quietly slipped down Shui Duyan's face, and asked in a trembling voice: "What will happen to you after that month?"
"After a month, you and I will never interact again, the sky is separated, one is separated and two are wide. Shui Duyan replied, only feeling very safe, although ruthless.
"Why? Don't you really have the slightest affection for me?" Emperor Luo Shen was still unwilling, and kissed him domineeringly.
The sourness in Shui Duyan's heart was all aroused, and while there was no one around, she also became presumptuous, and reversed to press Emperor Luo Shen under her, kneading it fiercely, and loving it.
Emperor Luoshen's possessiveness in her heart was even stronger, and she was full of nonsense: "I want to marry you!"
"If you want to marry me, are you worthy!" Shui Duyan stopped his movements, looking at the disheveled clothes under him, and his face was also crimson.
"What's wrong with me? You say, I'll change it. Emperor Luo Shen kissed him again, coaxing the man who was suddenly angry.
"What if Bai Lan loves me? There will be others in his heart, Qi Yuwei is the biggest humiliation to me! This is the love in your eyes! Eat a pot and occupy a bowl! Bai Zijia also said that he regards me as the only one in his heart? I watched so many women making trouble around her, I knew that they were friendship, and I didn't say that those girls were not allowed to get close to her. But why did she talk to everyone, but snub me! A man named Princess Yi broke her heart, and she came to break my heart! This is what she said to regard me as the only one? Heh, she said at the beginning, if I am in her heart, what about the three thousand beauties. Princess, isn't she just an empty shell? How long have I not spoken to her properly? Has she ever thought about my sadness? My possessiveness for her has only been exchanged for disgust in her eyes! Just like Si Jiya's dislike for me back then! What am I trying to do!"
Shui Duyan was furious, tears rolled down, she smiled sadly, and asked Emperor Luo Shen under her: "Where do you think you are better? You have been sitting as the Demon King of the Western Regions for tens of thousands of years, who in the world does not know that Luo Xue'er loves you as much as her life? If you love her, why don't you give her a name? If you don't love her, why are you so entangled with her? In my eyes, you are no different from a worldly person! Who thinks you are good, marry back! I don't want such a person!"
Shui Duyan was not afraid of hurting Emperor Luoshen's heart, so she said it so bluntly. She just dislikes Emperor Luo Shen, and there is a Luo Xueer in her heart.
Emperor Luo Shen smiled sadly, and she asked rhetorically: "What about you? How many people do you have in your heart?" Gu Moyun, Bai Lan, Bai Zijia, Si Jiya, Qian Fei, and the woman in the Red Blood Building, how many people, can you count them?"
Shui Duyan smiled dumbly, his eyes cold: "So, I haven't found anyone worthy of me to let go of all of them." Once I find her, I will be the only one in my heart! These people are nothing! Just like I let go of Si Jiya, I can easily let go of Bai Zijia, Gu Moyun, and Bai Lan! No one is an exception!"
Shui Duyan roared very violently, calming the people under her, but it was only for an instant, she was still red-eyed and embarrassed.
I heard the people under her laugh at her: "Yan, you are too naΓ―ve, how can you find that person? You look for her according to the appearance of friendship, in this world, I am afraid that no one is willing to exchange his life for a friendship." β
"Yes! So what! Even if I knew it was just my wishful thinking! But I would do it! What if it did? I don't believe it! I would wait! I would wait until I was not willing to wait, until I died! I would not accept anyone until I died. When I'm lonely, I find a few people to accompany me, just like you, aren't you also the people I use to entertain my loneliness?"
Shui Duyan said it affectionately, she thought that Emperor Luo Shen would be furious, but Emperor Luo Shen only felt sorry for her.
Emperor Luo Shen asked softly, "Yan, can I exchange love for your friendship?"
"......" Shui Duyan was silent for a long time, and then replied: "Get out." β
Shui Duyan pulled away and didn't look back, and the warmth of Fang Cai was gone. Emperor Luo Shen lay in place, laughing miserably.
Shui Duyan has no one in her heart, Emperor Luo Shen is happy, and Shui Duyan has no her in her heart, and Emperor Luo Shen is sad.
Emperor Luo Shen thought about Shui Duyan's words, thinking about Luo Xue'er, could she leave this life-saving benefactor in exchange for a complete Shui Duiyan?
Emperor Luo Shen guessed that perhaps, Shui Duyan loved her, and the reason why she refused to be good with her was because of Luo Xue'er.
Emperor Luo Shen tidied up his clothes and looked at the person who was walking in front of him in despair, and his heart was both happy and distressed.
And the twilight of the water has already shed into a river of tears. She told Emperor Luo Shen so easily because she had been holding back for too long?
Emperor Luo is the only one who knows so clearly.
Shui Duyan thought about Emperor Luoshen's words, and a sneer appeared on the corner of his mouth, no matter how long it lasts, it is just an excuse for them, no one is willing to exchange their lives for a dedication. Emperor Luo Shen was half right.
Shui Duyan laughed softly, sarcastic, she knew in her heart that what she wanted was not such an absolute friendship, she just wanted someone to put herself on the tip of her heart. This person will not hurt her interests for his own interests, and will hurt his own interests for the sake of Shui Twilight's interests. Absolute loyalty, never betrayal.
This is the friendship that Shui Duyan misses, and she refuses to tell others, because in the eyes of others, such feelings must be carefully cultivated over tens of thousands of years. Because it takes so long, no one wants to cultivate such a friendship.
Because of this, Shui Duyan felt that none of these people were worthy of her sincerity. She stubbornly thinks that as long as she can give everything for the other party, she should match such a relationship.
As for Emperor Luoshen's love, Shui Duyan believes that it is just a previous expectation. Once you get what you want, you may not be so happy, and in the end, it will be nothing.
It's not terrible to fall in love with a woman, it's terrible to fall in love with this woman, you give yourself the best expectations for love in your heart. Shui Duyan didn't dare.