Chapter 42: Persuasion
Shui Duyan was extremely sad in her heart, she looked down at the bustling Windy City, Bai Zijia when she opened and closed her eyes, and the days she spent here in the old days. I didn't think those ordinary days were precious before, but now that I am in a high position, many people can't help themselves, so I feel how precious those ordinary days are.
Shui Duyan was stunned, sat down gently, and quietly looked at the brightly lit city.
Obviously, in the light, she seemed to see Bai Zijia, see Maple Leaf Snow, and see the group of teachers she didn't understand at all. Perhaps, it is just a way of life for all beings, everyone.
Shui Duyan frowned slightly, because he was narrow-minded, he couldn't see the social feelings that were as light as water, the feelings that were false and blinding, and the feelings that changed quickly, so he disdained to really have a heart-to-heart relationship with those people.
Shui Duyan suddenly felt how ridiculous and self-righteous she was. Everything she looks down on in her eyes has become a kind of ordinary, it is her fault, it is that she can't tolerate those ordinary, those transient, those short-lived.
Shui Duyan frowned fiercely, how much did she ruin with one hand?
Shui Duyan held her head a little depressed, she didn't know whether her thoughts at this moment were right or wrong, didn't she always resent those short-lived and hypocritical feelings?
"Oh, it's me...... Is it wrong?" the smile on the corner of Shui Duyan's mouth was sarcastic and cold.
Come to think of it, yes.
She came with a purpose, with killing, and people like Bai Zijia who lived in the ordinary were incompatible with her. She thinks that she is affectionate enough to despise the feelings of the public, but in fact, if she thinks about it carefully, what is wrong with those people? Those people may not have a person with whom life and death are entrusted, or maybe it is just that the person they are destined to meet has not yet met.
Shui Duyan suddenly felt very guilty.
"Friendship?" Shui Duyan suddenly remembered her friendship, that was pure friendship?
With tears in her eyes, she remembered that she was devoted to everyone who wanted to be long. She didn't want to spend decades and hundreds of years to slowly run in, and felt that if she was born a perfect match, it would be a waste of time if she didn't treat each other with affection in those years.
So Shui Duyan tried her best so much, it was like this when she met Si Jiya, even more so when she met Bai Zijia, and even more so when she met Qianfei, she seemed to have done her best.
Shui Duyan thought that she would want to possess herself in the end, yes, she had to admit that she selfishly wanted to possess the other party. Is that love......? Did she distort the friendship?
Shui Duyan felt scared, she remembered that Bai Zijia always taught her, saying that she was in love with Bai Zijia, but Shui Duyan refused to admit it.
Shui Duyan has always stubbornly thought that Bai Zijia is worldly, and she has no regard for Bai Zijia, no!
Shui Duyan couldn't tell the difference, what is love? Is it to worship Gu Moyun like that, desperately protect it? To Bai Lan like to be picky while thinking about it? To suffer from gains and losses like Emperor Luoshen? To Luo Jiushuang, who is so heartbeat, can he completely control it?
"Control?" Shui Duyan frowned fiercely, tears falling down, yes...... She hates being out of control, even feelings, she is so absolute, once out of control, she doesn't want it.
Shui Duyan suddenly smiled coldly, full of sarcasm, she felt ashamed of Bai Zijia because Bai Zijia was too stubborn and refused to turn back once she was let down, so Shui Duyan apologized in every possible way Bai Zijia would not reconcile.
"Can't go back......" Shui Duyan repeated what Bai Zijia said to her most often, tears in her eyes.
Suddenly, she burst into tears, crying heartbreakingly, how much sincerity she missed, how much affection she had lost...... It's that she gives up too easily, she thinks she's waited long enough, but she doesn't know how long this life is, how short it takes decades, years, and so short.
Shui Duyan had to admit the fact that he was a scumbag, but he thought he was affectionate. She's too blind!
Shui Duyan sat on the cloud head and cried, her heart could not be said to collapse, but it was sad enough.
Her mind is full of the teachers in Bai Zijia's mouth, the gentleman's friendship in Bai Zijia's mouth is as light as water, and the ordinary and happy life in Bai Zijia's eyes.
Yes, they are different, they are different.
Shui Duyan's face was like a fire, burning Bai Zijia, but she still looked aggrieved, thinking that others had failed her enthusiasm.
"Bai Zijia......" Shui Duyan covered her mouth and cried, full of guilt.
Bai Zijia is a thorn, long and thin, which makes her feel distressed and can't pull it out.
Memories are more like dark tides, soaking her whole body, making her unable to escape, and irretrievable, Shui Duyan is swallowed and drowned by this pain, and stimulates over and over again......
Bai Zijia ...... Bai Zijia ...... "Shui Duyan only had to shout Bai Zijia over and over again, it seemed that it would be better to feel that way, but they were separated by the clouds, and Bai Zijia couldn't see or hear.
Time was in a hurry, so that Shui Duyan was immersed in Qianfei's sadness, ignoring the entanglement between Bai Zijia and her, but she could never change their destined entanglement.
It was only at dawn that she realized that it was dawn when the first glimmer of light entered Twilight's eyes. It's time to go on again, she can't continue to indulge.
Shui Duyan's eyes were swollen from crying, she smiled humbly, and conjured a red mask to cover the red and swollen eyes, leaving only the bridge of her nose and lips. The delicate red mask made her gray hair look even more cold, evil, and sad.
The castle desolate hall.
After breakfast, Maple Yexue came here again, waiting for Bai Zijia's answer day after day, will this god give up his god position for the sake of his master?
Maple Yexue is a little sick, he has been alone for too long, he once trusted Bai Zijia not to live up to his master, and he once trusted that Shui Duyan would not abandon the love between them. But in the end...... Both of them have lost him!
It can be seen that unilateral trust is of little use.
Maple Yexue hated the feeling of being out of control, he thought of Shui Duyan, who was presumptuous all his life, and seemed to have a lot of things under control, probably, this is also the reason why Shui Duyan's personality has not changed.
Maple Yexue thought about it carefully, what is the reason why she became the prince of Jun because of Shui Duyan? Bai Lan was unwilling to hand over the power to his Mo family, but Ya Meichen asked Bai Lan to make him the Prince of Jun with a word.
Ya Meichen said to Bai Lan that this was the second person that Shui Duyan remembered in Windy City.
Because of this sentence, Maple Yexue felt the status of Shui Duyan in Bai Lan's heart, and felt his own status in Shui Duyan's heart.
Maple Yexue is the Prince of Jun, which is tantamount to the Emperor of the Wind City, but when he really sits in this position, he feels a lot of involuntary self-help and responsibility.
When he remembered that Shui Duyan had imprisoned Bai Lan, and he was far away in Windy City, he didn't rescue him in time, he felt ashamed, ashamed of Bai Lan, and ashamed of the position of Prince Jun.
Responsibility is the disease in Maple Yexue's heart, he can't be as chic and presumptuous as Shui Duyan, put love words in the first place, he has his own responsibility. If he can't have both, he'd rather cut off his emotions.
Therefore, Maple Yexue can now press Bai Zijia step by step, and he wants a positive answer.
Maple Yexue stopped in front of the gate of the City Desolate Palace, he didn't dare to go upstairs, as if he felt that once he went up, he would only be embarrassed.
And Shui Duyan was standing not far behind him at this time, and he didn't dare to step forward, obviously he was an old man, but he was so angry, embarrassed, and sad.
Bai Zijia in the city desolate hall was also sitting at the table, and the wind outside the window lattice was blowing in her face, blowing her hair. She held a glass of wine in her hand, her eyes were full of tears, she wanted to be in the twilight, she wanted to.
But she won't say it, and she won't admit it, Shui Duyan can't come back, and it's no longer the same.
Bai Zijia guards the city in his heart, lives alone, and uses the old love to pay tribute to his lost friendship and love.
"You love to drink, but you haven't drunk with me once. Bai Zijia cried, and the wine in her hand trembled a little.
The breeze smeared the smell of wine, filling the entire room, Bai Zijia was silent, immersed in memories, unwilling to wake up.
This scene is so dramatic, Bai Zijia is injured in the house, Maple Yexue stands in front of the stairs and doesn't dare to go up, and Shui Duyan stands in the distance and doesn't dare to approach.
I don't know how long it took, the sunlight shifted its position, and a ray of light fell on Shui Duyan's delicate mask, refracting a strong red light, flashing on the carved beam in front of the maple snow.
"Huh?" Maple Yexue turned her head vigilantly, facing the thin body of Shangshui Twilight.
"Yan Zi ......" Maple Yexue subconsciously shouted, and her voice was extremely small.
I haven't seen Shui Duyan for several months, and the first time I met, she and Bai Zijia came together.
Maple Leaf Snow was bitter in her throat, and when you see each other again, Shui Duyan is already a chaotic minister and thief, and they are in a hostile position.
Seeing Maple Yexue's complicated eyes, Shui Duyan's heart ached slightly, and she remembered the holy decree she brought, and her body became a little heavier.
Shui Duyan took the lead in walking towards Maple Leaf Snow, and Maple Snow watched her approach step by step, calm and calm, with a cold air.
Maple Yexue frowned slightly, did Shui Duyan come to find Bai Zijia?
At the same time, on the window lattice of the city desolate hall, Bai Zijia stretched out his head out of place and saw all this.
Shui Dui Yan stood opposite Maple Leaf Snow, sighed slightly, and then conjured up the holy decree and handed it to Maple Leaf Snow, the bright light stabbed Bai Zijia and Maple Leaf Snow's eyes, and Shui Dui Yan brought some bad news......
Maple Yexue was a little stunned, he didn't know whether to catch it or not.
Seeing that he was reluctant to answer, Shui Duyan opened it himself and whispered to Maple Leaf Xue. The whole process was done in one go, and the tone was calm, while Maple Yexue was trembling a little, and this holy decree was the meaning of Shui Duyan.
Maple Yexue realized that Shui Duyan was bound to seize the throne, and at the moment it was just a fake holy decree, and in the future, I was afraid that she would ascend to the dragon throne.
"Divide the Western Regions, those who don't surrender will be punished for the same crime?" Maple Yexue read this sentence softly, and Shui Duyan left no room for it?
Shui Duyan frowned slightly, and then said softly, "Don't you want the independent ruling power of Windy City? ”
Maple Yexue frowned, the other party is Fengyue Forest, and he has a lot to do with Shui Duyan, why didn't Shui Duyan choose to attack him?
"Why are you helping me, because of Master?" the only answer that Maple Yexue could think of was Bai Zijia.
Shui Duyan smiled slightly: "Because you are the king of Windy City, you will be really good to the people of Windy City, but Fengyue Forest will not." ”
Maple Yexue was stunned, he didn't expect Shui Duyan to say this, didn't she hate the wind and snow in Windy City the most?
"Don't you hate Windy City the most, and you still feel sorry for the people?" asked Maple Leaf Snow.
Shui Duyan frowned slightly, and said softly: "It is the Demon Emperor who feels sorry for the people, not me, I am just acting on orders." ”
Shui Duyan pushed the responsibility away, and Maple Yexue hurriedly asked, "Did you really imprison the Demon Emperor?"
"What's going on out there?" Shui Duyan looked at him, her tone full of domineering.
Maple Yexue paused, and then said sadly: "Seeking power and usurping the throne, rebel and thief." ”
"Oh, what does it matter if it's true or not? What does it have to do with them? This is my private affair with Bai Lan. After saying this, Shui Duyan was about to leave.
Maple Yexue hurriedly stopped him: "Why don't you go up and have a look?"