Volume 1: [The Prosperous Demon Clan's Wind is Ruthless] Chapter 53: Are We Too Old?
"I ......" Shui Duyan was sad, Shui Duyan remembered Si Jiya, a god, they are friends now, if so, what kind of friends? Eight thousand years ago, they were still good friends, saying that they would be good for a lifetime, and then ......
Shui Duyan didn't dare to think about it anymore, Si Jiya became her heart disease, and she couldn't look back on the past.
"How dare you expect others to believe you if you don't even have what you don't have?" Qianfei sneered and shook his head.
Shui Duyan also smiled when she heard this, what did she do when she came to Qianfei? Wasn't it because she felt that this person was familiar at first sight? Shui Duyan believed that the person in front of her would be the person she was looking for in her life. Now that Qianfei's attitude is so cold, does it prove that what Shui Duyan thinks is only what she thinks after all?
"Just because you don't have it now doesn't mean you won't have it in the future. Shui Duyan reluctantly pulled out a smile to maintain the dignity of being ridiculed, trying her best to balance the sadness and grievances in her heart.
"In the future, heh, is it the Year of the Monkey?" Although Qianfei knew that Shui Duyan was sad, she still couldn't help but say it, as if she wanted to give Shui Duyan a cold answer to teach Shui Duyan to understand that the Demon World should not have this kind of feeling.
Shui Duyan lowered her head and pondered, if Qianfei didn't believe that there was true love in this world, then why did she tolerate Shui Duyan's teasing in every possible way? Is it because of the loss of face? Then this time Shui Duyan was injured, why did Qianfei immediately agree to let Shui Duyan stay? Is it kindness? Qianfei is a killer, kindness is such a thing...... Is she still there? This is tantamount to asking if Shui Twilight is still kind. It sounded like a joke, and Shui Duyan didn't believe it.
Guessing without asking, is often blinded by speculation, so Shui Duyan doesn't like to guess without asking. If you ask, it's no different from guessing, that's fate, Shui Duyan admitted.
"Then are you kind or polite to me?" asked Qianfei with a smile and abruptly, her body couldn't help but tremble, and the cup in her hand became tighter and tighter.
Qianfei hesitated for half a second, why did she have a strange feeling every time she faced Shui Duyan? Was she questioned or teased? Qianfei didn't know, the heart that had not been rippling for thousands of years was as calm as ever, and the stone of Shui Duyan naturally couldn't make her change anything, thinking of this, Qianfei couldn't help but shake her head, and then smiled and didn't speak.
"How can I understand if you don't say that?" Shui Duyan approached further, she didn't need to be silent, she wanted a clear answer. Her eyes were burning at the moment, as if she didn't want to give up until she got an answer.
She remembered that she had questioned Si Jiya again and again for eight thousand years to no avail, and she was even more unwilling at this time, accepting or rejecting, could she give a clear answer?
Qianfei looked at Shui Duyan, and said with a smile in her heart: "It's really persistent, it's not like a child, but what?"
Shui Duyan wouldn't give up if she didn't hear an answer for a moment, and her eyes were still looking at Qianfei expectantly.
Qianfei couldn't help but sigh when she saw this, and then she smiled with determination and said, "You have to listen, don't be too disappointed when you hear the answer." After all, not everyone likes your sweet talk. β
Shui Duyan hid grievances in her heart, and that set of sweet words was not for everyone. Hearing Qianfei say this, Shui Duyan probably knew the answer, but she still couldn't help but want to hear it.
Qianfei still smiled and said seriously: "You are the fourth princess of Xuanyuan, whether it is true or not, with Xuanyuan Zhao protecting you, we will naturally treat you with courtesy." You are a disciple of Kongtong Mountain, no matter what, we will still not offend you. Your cultivation is not shallow, and I don't know if you are an enemy or a friend, so there is no need to fall out with you. β
"What about me? What about your personal feelings for me?" Shui Duyan had tears in her eyes, and Qianfei didn't mention her personal feelings for her, was it all fake that month? Are they friends and enemies? Qianfei really doesn't eat the fireworks of the world? Is this so? Shui Duyan still held back the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes.
"What feelings do I have for you?" Qianfei finally said this coldly, without even blinking his eyes.
Shui Duyan immediately burst into tears, and the crystal clear tears slipped down two lines, and Shui Duyan subconsciously turned her head to cover it. Trying to restrain his emotions, thinking back to his sincerity in these short years, as well as Qianfei's performance, Shui Duyan really couldn't see half of the hypocrisy.
But Qianfei did say so, even if it was nine points false and one point true, it was also true. Shui Duyan asked herself: What are you sad about? It's just wishful thinking? Feelings are naturally risky, and since you are not liked, you must not practice yourself again.
Shui Duyan stopped crying, turned her head stubbornly and drank two sips of wine, then took a deep breath and smiled as if she was emotional: "It's a pity that I didn't meet you in your best years." But now that I've met you, I just want to follow my heart, and it doesn't matter how you treat me, like I'm just someone who likes you, what does it matter if you like me or not? Just like I like apples, that's just what I like. β
Hearing her smile like this, pretending to be calm, Qianfei smiled faintly: "Now is my best age, what does the person you like me have to do with me? β
Shui Duyan wanted to hold back, but her cultivation was too shallow after all, and she still cried, she was indeed sad. This person who has only known each other for a month has no affection for her. Shui Duyan could only cover her mouth and sobbed in a low voice. There were still tears in his eyes, and Qianfei on the other side was also embarrassed, and he just wanted to get up and leave.
Before leaving, Qianfei glanced back at Shui Duyan, and then kindly reminded: "How can you argue between truth and falsehood? In the Demon Realm, nothing lasts long, and feelings are the most ridiculous things. I have been in love with several valley masters for tens of thousands of years, I don't dare to say that we are friends, not to mention that we have only known each other for two days, Xuanyuan is lonely, I am afraid that your true feelings are about to be paid by mistake. If you're looking for a best friend, you shouldn't be looking for a ruthless killer. β
"Huh? Shui Duyan sneered, and stopped crying for a moment, but the moment he raised his eyes, his eyes were mostly indignant and stubborn.
Shui Duyan got up and looked at Qianfei stubbornly, and added: "I believe that there is a person in this world who is also looking for each other with me, I will not be the one who gives up looking for each other first, if there is a person who is destined to work harder, that person is me, so what's the matter? I'll find her, no matter how long it takes, unless I can't hold on anymore and falls, or if I'm dead. β
Shui Duyan's eyes were full of determination, and even Qianfei was a little surprised, and more felt an almost crazy persistence.
Then Qianfei came back to his senses, just shook his head and said, "After all, it's a child's heart, so what's the relationship with me." β
"......" Shui Duyan suddenly turned her head away from her, as if she was angry, and Qianfei also slowly walked out of the Rain and Snow Palace.
After Shui Duyan left, she cried distressedly, not because Qianfei had no affection for Shui Duyan, not because Shui Duyan was despised, but because Shui Duyan's feelings were not recognized, just like for so many years, Shui Duyan has never been able to find the so-called "her" or "him".
"Where the hell are you......" Shui Duyan covered her mouth, tears slipped down her big and big ones, and her eyes became sour after a while.
Shui Duyan remembered Master's words again, what did she do when she rescued those damned people?Reform?Or did she completely destroy them?The profession of a killer is so ruthless, you live and die, after a long time, who will believe in sincerity?
"I'm an ignorant kid after all? Shui Duyan knows that she has cultivated for hundreds of thousands of years, but she only has memories of tens of thousands of years, so where did those memories go in the past? If she remembered the past, what would she look like? Will she still be as persistent as she is now? Maybe like Qianfei, she won't believe that feelings can be true.
Shui Dumian lost her memory, as if she was reborn. And Shui Duyan just wants her life to be wonderful and fulfilling, not like Bai Lan, not like Qianfei, not like those cold people, what is the difference between that and death? What about the people in the Red Blood Building? Who of them has been reborn? is still doing murderous things, but this time there is a justifiable reason: he is a killer.
Shui Duyan felt helpless, Shui Duyan's original intention was to want those people to live well, but he unknowingly deprived them of the right to happiness. As the landlord, he failed to do well.
Canglan Palace.
Qianfei frowned and walked into the Canglan Palace, glanced at the troubled world with a wry smile, and the first sentence he said was: "Are we too old?"
Seeing her rare sad appearance in troubled times, she guessed that Shui Duyan probably made her unhappy. That Shui Twilight Yan seems to be a little different, and after chatting with her that day, he also had a good impression of her, but is this an illusion?
"What did she say to you today? You seem to be hurt. "Troubled times lead to concern.
Qianfei's eyes were slightly moved, and more sad, as if this was a bad thing. She shook her head and smiled, "She told me a joke today. β
"What joke?"
"She asked me if I had an invitation to her, and I said no. Qianfei's eyes were foggy at the moment, no one had ever said those words to her, she would rather be alone than look for it for tens of thousands of years, was it because she really didn't believe it or was afraid that she wouldn't find it? Qianfei had to admit that she was a little timid, and Shui Duyan's persistent aura calmed her.
Then Qianfei said slowly: "She said that it doesn't matter if I have affection for her or not, she likes me alone, just like she likes apples." She also said......"
Qianfei seemed to choke in her throat, and an unknown sadness fell in her eyes, and after a moment of silence, Qianfei continued: "She said that she was waiting for someone, and this person would treat her as fate as she did. She doesn't want to be the one who gives up first, no matter where that person is, she will find it. There is no reason to be an excuse for her to give up and not to die. β
The troubled times suddenly understood Qianfei's injury, and Shui Duyan's unintentional words involved the injury in Qianfei's heart. And this matter is also something that Qianfei is reluctant to mention, and Troubled Shiyin is the only person who has heard her say this.
"I can't forget the look in my father's expectant eyes before he died, and that man never came to save him. Sometimes I wonder if my dad knew that man wasn't coming, but he still didn't want to admit it. Qianfei smiled, two lines of tears rolled down, and the painful past shrouded her again.
Love words may only need the timing of the wind and snow, but the reality is often cruel, and Qianfei's father's death tells her not to believe other people's promises. The person you trust the most may also abandon you when you need it most, and if you are serious, you can only wait for death.
The troubled times didn't dare to speak, how much did he know about Shui Duyan? It's just a conversation, and Shui Duyan gives him the feeling that he is a child's general mind, and he still looks at many things from the eyes of a child, so he has today's naΓ―ve nonsense.
The troubled times led to a chorus of comfort: "Lord of the Four Valleys, don't be too sad, if you think that Ah Yan is unintentional, although her cultivation is high, she is still a child." β
"Huh...... I really don't know how she did it, who protected her so well, and still has a complete pure heart for tens of thousands of years, I really want to know who is behind her. Qianfei's eyes were sad and full of curiosity when she said this, and she didn't realize that Shui Duyan had entered her life in her own way.
The troubled times led me to silently guess in my heart, could it be Bailan?