In this way, she took me home, hugged me tightly in her arms with her small body, and used her body temperature to warm me, perhaps because I was a stranger, and my physique was different from ordinary people, and I gradually sobered up after feeling the warmth. ”

Speaking of this, the phantom sighed and said, "When I woke up, I found her holding me naked, sleeping deeply, holding a doll in her hand, I didn't disturb her, just looked at her quietly, I knew she was tired......."

Yang Cheng never said a word, just stood there quietly, listening to the illusory narration.

"Later, we were adopted by a couple who picked up garbage, the couple were very simple and kind, they had no children, the couple were very good to us, they provided us with school, and the life was not too good at that time, but it was also a home, and there was a hot meal when you came home at noon, someone would remind you to add clothes when it was cold, and someone would take care of you and care about you when you were sick, that period was the happiest time for me and her, but the good times did not last long, when I was in my first year of high school with her, the couple died in an accident. ”

The Phantom let out a sigh of relief and continued: "When the bad news came, she passed out and fell to the ground, I woke her up, and she hugged me and cried all night, after which we sold the couple's house, bought them a small cemetery, and buried them together. ”

"My husband and wife died, and we were orphaned again, but luckily they accompanied us through the most difficult childhood, but what to do with the rest of our lives, she and I were very confused, because we knew very well that only one of us could continue to go to school. ”

"She was very sensible, offered to let me go to school, I strongly objected at the time, her personality was very stubborn, I didn't go to school, she went on a hunger strike, and in the end I couldn't resist her, so I had to go to school, and she found a job in a restaurant, chose a job, in fact, her academic performance was better than mine, and she was the first in the class in every exam. ”

"A year passed quickly, she was very capable, and the owner of the restaurant took good care of her, so the year was very peaceful, I went to my school, and she went to her class. ”

Then the phantom smiled bitterly and said: "Whose youth has not throbbed, I met a girl in my sophomore year of high school, she is very beautiful, she is also very good, and I can talk to me, and we gradually have feelings for each other, so she became my girlfriend." ”

"She also knew about it, and the girl had seen her, and I had always cared for her as if she were a little sister, and I never thought about what I wanted to do with her, and she was very happy to meet at that time, and affectionately called her sister-in-law, but I didn't notice that she looked at me. ”

"When it comes to falling in love, sometimes it's normal for both parties to give a small gift, every time she chooses a gift for a girl, she will volunteer to choose it with me, and sometimes she will remind me to let me buy her a gift. ”

"Another half of the semester has passed, there is a very handsome young man in the class, his family conditions are good, people are also very cheerful, easy to contact, through a period of understanding and contact, I have become very good friends with him, when I took him to meet the girl for the first time, he looked at her a little strange, I didn't care too much at that time. ”

"Later, the girl's father became seriously ill and needed money for surgery, so he reached out to her on the condition that he break up with me, the girl hesitated, but when she saw her pale father on the hospital bed, she still made a choice. ”

"So we broke up, I hated myself so much, hated why I didn't have money, hated why I was an orphan, I drank a lot that day, and she came back from work to see me drunk and drunk, and she went over and helped me up silently. ”

"When I saw that it was her, I yelled at her, "Get out, leave me alone!" It's all you! It's because you don't work well and you don't have money at home, so she left me! Get out!"

She was frightened that day, because she had grown so big, it was the first time I yelled at her so loudly, and she kept saying to me, brother, I was wrong, I must work hard in the future. I beg you not to do this, okay......"

From that day on, she changed jobs and worked as a wine sales lady in a very luxurious KTV. ”

"I was depraved by falling out of love, drinking heavily, smoking, fighting, going to Internet cafes to play games, often not returning home at night, and my studies plummeted, and I didn't know what she was doing, but I knew that she had a lot of beautiful new clothes and a much higher income than before. ”

"It was too late when I knew, that night, I was playing games in an Internet café, but I received a strange phone call, a woman's voice came from the phone, she only said one sentence, your sister has an accident, the address is ......"

I was stunned for a moment, then I asked her a question, and she said it again, and I was blindfolded, and my head was in a mess, and then I threw down the phone and ran all the way, thinking about the bits and pieces we had together. ”

"It wasn't until then that I realized how important she really was to me, and I went to the KTV where she worked, and a staff member led me to a private room. ”

As if I had expected what was going to happen, I slowly pushed open the door of the box with a shudder. ”

"When I saw the scene inside, it was like a lightning strike, and my head was buzzing. ”

It was a mess inside, and she was sitting on the couch with her ragged eyes and empty eyes. ”

"When she saw someone coming in, she shrank back in fright, and kept repeating, "Don't come, don't come,"

"I went over, took off my clothes, put them on her, and held her firmly in my arms, it's me....!

"She heard my voice, her eyes gradually cleared, she put her arm on my shoulder, sobbed softly, and kept muttering to herself, brother, I'm dirty......"

"I hugged her tightly, I never felt so fragile about her, she has always been a stubborn and indomitable girl in my eyes, but today I found out that I was wrong, very wrong. ”

"At that moment, remorse, self-blame, anger, filled my chest, but unfortunately there is no regret medicine in this world, if there is, I will definitely not talk about girlfriends, if there is, I will definitely not drink so much, if there is, I will definitely not yell at her, just, hehe........"

There was some bitterness and endless remorse in the phantom's laughter,

"Later I knew that the person who bullied her that day was a local tyrant, very powerful, with our original strength, revenge was just a joke, but I didn't give up, the person who bullied her must die!"

Although the phantom's words were very plain, Yang Cheng could still hear the murderous intent and hatred in his words.

"In order to avenge her, I chose to drop out of school and mix in society, I was sixteen or seventeen years old at the time, I could fight and fight, and soon I made a little famous in that circle. ”

"But he still knows about me, that guy is not human, he sent someone to arrest me and her, and he let his men bully her in front of me...."

"I watched her being torn by three or four people, watching her struggle, listening to her screaming like a cuckoo crying blood, but I could only watch, listen, and do nothing, at that moment my heart seemed to be bitten by thousands of ants, that feeling, a thousand times more painful than death, ten thousand times!"

Yang Cheng saw that the phantom's hand was trembling, just like his heart.

The phantom took a deep breath, calmed down, and continued to tell: "Later, she was infected with the HIV virus, and her spirit was also greatly damaged, and I began to work frantically and scrape together money in order to treat her. ”

"But the HIV virus is equivalent to a bottomless pit, the money I get from working everywhere is really a drop in the bucket, and it is not even enough for hospitalization, she has thought about suicide, I want to blackmail her, if you leave, I will definitely go with you. ”

Seeing that I was resolute, she dispelled the idea. ”

"Because we were in arrears for a long time, we were forced to be discharged from the hospital, and just like that, she interrupted her treatment. ”

Looking at her emaciated body and sallow face, I felt pain and pity, as well as deep guilt and helplessness. ”

"I had to work hard to alleviate my guilt about her, and I wanted her to go back to the hospital for treatment. ”

"But you know what? People get tired, they don't have machines, and there are times when they can't stand it, and no matter how high they are, their bodies are still tired, and finally, I fell ill. ”

"At that moment, my spirit finally collapsed, despair, hatred, regret, helplessness, etc., all kinds of negative emotions came one after another, filled my mind, impacted my soul, I hated! I hate this world! I hate the people who brought me pain! I hate the parents who gave birth to me! I hate everyone in this world!"

"It was at that moment that a man appeared, and he told me that I was a stranger, with special abilities that ordinary people did not have, and as long as I went with him, she could get the best treatment in the world, and I didn't have to run around for money. ”

"At that moment, he seemed to be my last straw, a ray of light in the darkness......"