Chapter 144: Twenty-Nine, Falling Nine Frosts
She smiled, then let me go, like a victorious general.
I was so ashamed that I turned around and was about to leave, wishing I could find a crack in the ground to get into. I knew she was just trying to show off her charm in front of people. My confession was just the icing on the cake.
Emperor Yan saw the Demon Emperor, and the ministers should go to the soup in the future, and they were willing to smear the liver and brain of the Demon Emperor. She suddenly knelt down and paid homage to Bailan.
Everyone was shocked, Shui Duyan was going to leave Sanssouci Palace and self-destruct his cultivation. and then did it against the Demon Emperor Bailan, how many frightening things.
Is she willing to come back now?
I looked at her kneeling legs, and wept, and I couldn't help but rush over and ask, "Why did you come back?"
She smiled, wiped away her tears for me, and said with affection in her eyes, with you, everything is good.
At that moment, my heart collapsed like a torrent and the sea overturned.
In this world, there are people who love me like this. Whatever the factors, I know enough.
In front of everyone's eyes, she took me into her arms and returned to the Frost Snow Palace. Re-entered the cage.
I saw the loss and humiliation in her eyes.
A bird that broke its wings and was about to escape from its cage came back again, I don't know how ironic. And I, except for guilt, did not know what to do, I was silent in her arms, and did not dare to say anything.
The next day, the Demon Emperor Bailan came to announce the decree and give marriage.
After the holy decree was recited, she fell to the ground silently, and even lost her mind.
After a while, she was reminded that she came back to her senses, looked at the holy decree, sneered, and then accepted the decree.
The proclaimer walked away, and the coolness at the corners of her mouth had not yet subsided.
She looked back at me with pity in her eyes and a little indifference.
My heart felt as if it had been pierced with thousands of thin and long needles, and I didn't dare to speak, for fear that she would be angry.
She approached me, pinched my cheek, and asked softly, Luo Jiushuang, why are you willing to marry me?
I smiled cautiously at her, I love you.
Scold......
All she had left was this utterly indifferent word, and then nothing else.
I don't know what awaits me, maybe it's her more melancholy silence, maybe it's her regret, maybe it's her coldness. But I never imagined that I would be greeted by a catastrophe.
She can't wait to give me ice, can't wait to trample on my sincerity, can't wait to mock my love.
She didn't say anything directly to stimulate me, she just painted day after day, and the person in the painting had no face. But I could see that the movements of the person in the painting were very intimate with her in the painting.
Her actions were stimulating my nerves, but what could I say? Should I tell outsiders that I had been snubbed since I got married? What was it that she willingly returned to the cage for me in front of the officers and men of the three armed forces?
I was teased. Everything responded to her words, Luo Jiushuang, if you dare to get close to me again, I will definitely let you die without a place to bury.
But how did she make everything so logical? Even I didn't notice anything unusual about her. When did she start planning this? Is she so stupid as to trap me with herself?
I wept, but I didn't dare to disturb her in the room, who was serious about painting and missing someone else.
I know that I deserve to be cocooned.
For most of the next six months, she looked at me like a living dead day after day, with no expression on her face.
I couldn't help it, so I cautiously tried to question her, and I asked her, "Why do you have to do this to me?"
She looked at me with a cold and evil expression, and those eyes were as deep as the sea, swallowing my heart little by little.
The corners of her mouth rose, and she asked rhetorically, Luo Jiushuang, you shouldn't, unfortunately, everything can't go back.
I didn't understand, and when I asked, she stopped telling me.
Finally, one day, I saw that she was always looking at the soul Ling in distraction, talking to herself in dementia.
My heart is completely broken, that soul Ling, just to resurrect a person, to resurrect an insignificant Qianfei who has been dead for 50,000 years. A name that has been drowned out by the tide of time.
I hugged the cold body and asked softly, Ah Yan, am I like her?
She didn't say anything, but suddenly hugged me tightly and refused to let go, just like she came to Mu Jiufeng Snow Mountain to look for me, trapped me in her arms, and refused to let go.
I burst into tears, and when I asked for anything else, she was silent.
She seemed to be deliberately dragging me all the time, wearing down my mentality, as if she wanted to achieve an effect. And I don't know what she wants.
One day, Brandy called me and asked me how she was doing. I did everything I could to defend it, and I was sneered at by Bai Lan. Bai Lan didn't tell me the reason, I didn't dare to ask more. When I came back to visit her, she fell to the floor in a decadent manner, with tears still stained on her face.
I was so frightened that I rushed over to pick her up, and shouted at a loss, what's wrong with you!
She burst into tears, her desperate look tore me apart, and she said in a panic, "Falling nine frosts, my heart hurts......
Then, she kept crying and kept repeating a sentence, I used to be in the past, and Yang Liu was still there. Now I think about it...... In the past, I went back, and the willows followed. Now I think about it......
The last four words, rain and snow.
But she never read them, as if she didn't remember those four words, and as if she was stubborn and refused to read them, for fear of breaking something.
I replied to Bailan and said, she only repeated one sentence from beginning to end, I used to be, and Yang Liu was still there. Now I think about it......
Bai Lan knew it in his heart, I thought he would tell me something, but he only had one order, Luo Jiushuang, leave her!
Heh! Bai Lan, do you think that I have no heart for falling Jiushuang? How can I leave her? How can I be willing to leave her!
I hated this emperor for a moment, and I double-faced and stabbed at will, calculating the hearts of our courtiers on the chessboard.
I looked at Shui Duyan's appearance of not being a ghost or a ghost, and I was extremely distressed, I finally began to believe a rumor before, which said that Bai Lan was sincere and loyal to Emperor Yan, and killed people, so Emperor Yan betrayed Bai Lan.
I thought that everything was just other people's slander, but now, when I see the deep longing and pain in Shui Duyan's eyes, I understand her helplessness and sorrow.
Twilight finally told me about her and Qianfei, and she talked about their encounters, their acquaintances, their acquaintances, their sorrows and despairs, and those unforgettable vows.
I cried as I listened, and she couldn't stop crying.
Shui Duyan said, there are two things I regret the most in my life, one is that I didn't save Qianfei after believing Bai Lan's words, and the other is knowing Bai Lan!
I could hear the coldness in her heart, and the resentment was deep.
I hugged her tightly and comforted, from now on, what you want to accomplish, I will help you together.
And she finally hugged me, but she just cried like a child.
She said, Luo Jiushuang, do you know that I love her, but I realized it later, so that I didn't even have the opportunity to say that I loved her at the end.
She loves Qianfei, the woman she still refuses to let go of until now. She tossed so much just to avenge Qianfei. She is willing to give her life for Qianfei, but she doesn't want to let go of those who hurt Qianfei easily.
I was in tears, and my heart ached, but I was thinking, if Qianfei was still alive, what would Twilight look like?
I humbly love her, I dare not let go, I am like a person who has been poisoned, I can only live by her.
When the war of gods and demons came, she insisted on going to the battlefield, but she was just a waste. A body of cultivation is completely ruined.
On that day, I was dressed like Qianfei, and I could only humbly rely on this dress to persuade her.
And she, sure enough, came back with me in despair after seeing my dress.
I kept watching over her, but I didn't dare to say a word more.
I couldn't speak, and I thought, maybe, I can keep doing this, a fake. Sustain my humble love......
Oh, I know it's ridiculous, pathetic.
But I love her.
And I know that she loves me.
It's just that she thought that what she loved was just the shadow of Qianfei.
Shui Duyan once kept repeating a sentence to me one day, only three words, sorry.
I knew she cared about me after all, but she wouldn't say it. She had to pretend to be vicious, hide her wounds in her heart, and refuse to show them to others.
But do you know that I love you? I would rather compromise than leave you. I'm not cheap, and I don't have to be you. I was just. I can't bear to leave you.
Between us, except for that humble love, the rest is just a pity.
If you ask me when I have the idea of protecting you, it is probably that night when Bai Lan kicked me down, and you searched for me hoarsely in the wind and snow, and when you came, your thin clothes were frozen by the wind and snow. But the moment you saw me, you were so excited that I couldn't express it.
The moment your tears fell, when I was tightly encircled by you, I knew that if you loved someone, that person must be extremely happy.
I probably just like you like how good you are, if not for me.
I love it when you hold me in your arms and tease me. I love that you're so sloppy and smiling at me. I love you holding my hand, but I love but I dare not admit it.
I know you love me, that's enough.
To love someone, you don't need to say much. And I've never been too greedy, I'm afraid, I'm too greedy, and you're gone.
Nightmares came into my body, and I could never see the light of day again. I hid in the dark and watched you play with her.
I can see your worry about me, your rejection of the nightmare, your worry about her. You said, there was a little girl in the past, but you let it down.
You say, Nightmare, you are not Luo Jiushuang, and you will not end up like her.
You say, Nightmare, I'll find the keel for you, and you give me back this body.
You say, Qianfei, if the soul of the Nine Frosts is scattered, then what face do I have to live?
You have me in your heart after all, so even if I am devoured by the nightmare soul in the end. There was only a second left, and I felt content when I looked at you through the eyes of a nightmare.
I prefer to see you tell my story to the nightmare, to say sorry carefully, to feel sorry for me.
Several times, you thought I was back, and it was full of shock and disbelief.
Shui Twilight, you love me, abound.
That's all I want.
If I could go back in time and do it all over again, would I be able to choose to be your wife again? It's like you can gamble with me with sincerity, just like you dare to gamble with me with your life.
You will protect me, but you will not let people know.
You're going to worry about me, and you're not going to be noticed.
You love me, but you dare not admit it.
Shui Duyan, in your heart, there is an ignorant little girl named Luo Jiushuang.
One year, you said to me that the frost turned into snow for nine days.
Are you saying that if I fall nine frosts, it will become the snow in your heart?
It was as if I had robbed someone else of their love, and you were finally willing to admit it. It is undeniable that you love me.
Perhaps, not every love in this world is perfect, and I only hope that there can be someone in this world who truly loves me. Even for a moment, she cares about me for the rest of my life.