Yu Mu wiped the tears on his face with his hand, and then continued: "But I didn't expect that because of this incident, I was very frightened, and I was afraid of everything when I went home, and I couldn't go to class

"My dad took me to several hospitals, but there was no improvement, and there was no professional psychologist at that time.

"Once, the attending doctor once took my dad outside to explain something, and when he saw my dad coming back, his face was grim, and he didn't explain anything to me.

"After the care of traditional Chinese medicine, I have gradually improved a lot, usually a little autistic, the body is also a little weaker, people are thin, as if the body is no longer developed, before the college entrance examination, when studying and after graduation and work, there have been physical examinations, the doctor does not say anything to me.

"Once, a middle-aged female doctor who talked a lot said that I was severely stunted and might not have the ability to have children.

"My body is a cripple, a girl can't give birth to that is the most tragic thing, after I came out of the physical examination, the first thing I thought of was, I can't have children in the future, will Brother Mai still want me?

"Later, I heard from my father that Brother Mai was no longer in the city government and was transferred to the central district of the city as a leader, and at that time there was a recruitment notice in the newspaper for the city, so I quit my original job and applied here, just thinking that I could see Brother Mai often.

"Actually, Brother Mai was divorced, I knew it, I was still studying outside at the time, and when I came home from vacation, I really wanted to come to Brother Mai, but when I thought of my stunted body, I might be disgusted, and I didn't dare to look for it.

"Later, I knew that I couldn't have children, and then I heard my dad mention the inside story of Brother Mai's divorce, and I thought about Brother Mai again, and I didn't dare to think of going to Brother Mai, after arriving in the city, I wanted to see and was afraid to see Brother Mai, that accident received a few packs of spicy snacks that I loved when I was a child, I cried all night, put under the pillow, and was always reluctant to eat.

"After so many years, I've grown up, and Brother Mai can't recognize me as Sister Miki when I was a child, I always want to secretly watch Brother Mai like this, passing the time year after year, but I didn't think that there would be opportunities to meet again and again.

"Brother Mai suddenly wanted to take me to dinner on New Year's Eve, I received a phone call, I was so happy and excited that I couldn't find the north, and I always thought about how to avoid that boring shadow Xiao Luo all afternoon and wait for Brother Mai. “

Lao Mai listened to Yu Mu tell about the past, and he was silent all the time, feeling sad for a while.

It seemed that hearing this, Yu Mu's mood seemed to be a little better, and as he thought of something, he interjected and asked, "By the way, that bald Luo is so familiar with you, and he is also your classmate?"

"No," Yu Mu wiped away his tears and said, "We only met when we came to the city for an interview, he is a professional in file management, it is said that the score in the college entrance examination was not high, and he wanted to study in a good school, so he applied for this unpopular major." “

Old Mai sighed indifferently.

Yu Mu peeked at Lao Mai's face and explained in a low voice: "I only have Brother Mai in my eyes, and everyone else is like clay carving and wood sculptures, I always think about Brother Mai in my heart, and I rarely feel that Xiao Luo follows me all the time, and he eats whatever he invites me, so I think it was invited by Brother Mai." “

Lao Mai couldn't help but cry and laugh a little when he heard her say this very childish thing.

Yu Mucai said a few words that were in a better mood, and his mood suddenly fell again, and he continued to cry silently.

Old Mai looked at her little face in surprise and asked, "What's wrong?"

Yu Mu raised his little face like a cat, and said with a crying voice: "Since I was scared that time, I was very afraid that others would touch me, and I was afraid that even Brother Mai would touch my hand, I have always had serious psychological problems, and my body is crippled and I can't give birth to children, Brother Mai knows everything now, in the future, do you want me in the future?"

Lao Mai shook his head with a wry smile, remembering his aggrieved past and awkward marriage, and thought, we are all sympathetic to each other, and it is fate to be together.

Yu Mu lowered his head and muttered, "If Brother Mai doesn't want me, I will only have to die." “

Lao Mai hurriedly hugged her tightly and said with a forced smile: "Don't say stupid things, aren't we going to the doctor today, we will slowly recuperate in the future, even if you can't have children in the future, Brother Mai will raise you as a child until you are old." “

Yu Mu suddenly seemed to hear the most important life and death promise, suddenly raised his head and opened his mouth wide, he couldn't speak for a long time, his small mouth suddenly flattened, and he cried loudly, as if the weather had been hot for many days and finally rained heavily.

Since returning to the villa villa from Wanjin Road Hospital, Yu Mu has always suppressed his feelings, even if he has been telling his past experience just now, he still cried and did not cry.

Now that she has finally waited for Brother Mai's true words, she has only dared to secretly think about it for many years, and her long-depressed emotions are suddenly released.

Lao Mai saw that Yu Mu's crying was too violent, afraid that she would choke when she cried, so he patted her back with his right hand to help her breathe, until she was tired of crying and fell asleep with sobs, so he put the person on the couch and found a few bedding to cover it thickly.

Yu Mu slept in a relaxed and relaxed way, and slept from noon until it was dark that night, and then he woke up in a daze and saw Lao Mai sitting on the side, watching the mystery of nature program on TV.

Lao Mai was looking depressed, and suddenly heard Yu Mu's very angry voice calling Brother Mai, turned around, helped her up, and asked her if she was hungry.

On the glass coffee table in front of the sofa, there is a stainless steel shell thermos pot, which is warm with raw boiled chicken porridge specially bought from the "Guangzhou Porridge King" on the downtown food street outside, as well as spicy sauerkraut and overnight fritters.

Seeing Yu Mu nodding slightly, Lao Mai tied a towel to her as a saliva pocket, opened the thermos pot lid and bowled it to feed her.

Yu Mu also honestly and unceremoniously let Lao Mai feed him, maybe he was crying and sleeping too hungry, and the catties of Tian chicken and side dishes were almost eaten after a while, and only half a pot of porridge water was left, so he gasped and said: "I'm too full to eat, and I can't eat more." ”

At this time, Yu Mu's mobile phone rang again, it had already rang a few times just now, Lao Mai estimated that it was from her home, and it was not easy for her to answer, and she didn't know what to say when she answered, anyway, she was okay but fell asleep, so she let the phone ring by itself.

Yu Mu held his stomach that was too full, answered the mobile phone weakly, and muttered a few words vaguely, as if he said that he would not go home for dinner and go back later.

Lao Mai waited for Yu Mu to hang up the phone, then stuffed the TV remote control to her, and said with a smile: "I want to practice for a while, and you can watch TV obediently by yourself." ”

Yu Mu looked at Lao Mai's smiling face and nodded, and after he walked into the bedroom, he quietly slipped down from the wide leather sofa, tiptoed to the bedroom door, and opened a crack in the door to look in.

However, I saw that the bedroom was empty except for Simmons's queen bed and floor-to-ceiling hangers, the ceiling lamp glowed white, and the large ochre-yellow curtains tightly blocked a wall with a window.

On Simmons's big bed, Lao Mai, who had changed into a nightgown as a practice uniform, folded his palms and remained motionless, meditating with his eyes closed and his knees crossed.

Yu Mu's eyes flashed with bright spots, and he stared at him for a long time, but there was still no movement at all, and he felt bored, so he closed the door and retreated to watch TV.

Lao Mai in cultivation seemed to be motionless, but in fact, his body was like a wave rolling, and the meridian true yuan power of his whole body was surging, generating a series of power around the dantian, which had been condensing and compressing the liquefied true yuan.

Tonight, he found that the condensation process was a little blocked, and he couldn't devote himself to the compression of the true element, and after a little thought, he knew the reason, and the truth about the origin of Yu Mu's sick body was revealed, which made him have a new heart knot.

Although Taoist practice does not talk about cause and effect like Buddhism, it pays attention to naturalness, has no distractions, and if the mind is involved, it will affect the entry into the realm.

So he took away the condensation and compression skills, and when he flipped through the advanced foundation building and great perfection in the sea of knowledge, he got those application spells that could be cultivated by condensing into the Dan method, and looked for them inside, and sure enough, as he expected, there was really a method called the Soul Seeking Technique.

After the practice is completed, you can control the sea of consciousness by paying attention to the eyes of your opponent whose skills are not as good as your own, and you can also absorb their memories and read them.

Lao Mai immediately followed his practice route and practiced, at this time he no longer closed his eyes, but opened his eyes, and his black eyes flashed with a strange ghost from time to time.

He ran the exercise several times and felt that he had memorized it, and when he looked at his watch, it was past nine o'clock in the evening, so he stopped practicing, thinking that if he practiced diligently in his spare time, he would be able to apply it freely at that time.

Lao Mai drove home Yu Mu, who was watching TV in the living room alone and had been bored for a long time, and said apologetically when he got to the car: "Sister Miki, you see that I want to cultivate, and I always leave you alone." ”

Yu Mu smiled and said, "It doesn't matter, I'll get used to it, as long as I feel Brother Mai by my side." ”

Lao Mai nodded, thought about it for a while, and asked, "Do you still know the whereabouts of the three boys who caused trouble before?"

Yu Mu didn't expect Lao Mai to suddenly ask this, and replied a little nervously: "I don't know any of them, I always want to forget this nightmare, after graduating from junior high school, there is no contact." ”

Without waiting for Lao Mai to speak, she asked again: "Brother Mai, why are you asking this, I never want to remember them." ”

Lao Mai blamed himself a little: "If I don't get that unlucky marriage and grow up honestly with Sister Miki, with my social experience, maybe you won't be frightened by this." ”