Wu Mian was sitting at the head of the bed, with a gentle smile on his face, talking to Cui Binbin.

"Have you eaten anything special in the past three months?"

Cui Binbin has no impatience, she has been hearing lately that the chief doctor of the newly established Jianxie Hospital is a young man. Although he is young, he is a member of the United States Foreign Academy.

When I see it now, those glorious backgrounds have become nothing. In front of Wu Mian's appearance that is close to the truth, those past are not worth mentioning.

Who wouldn't want to talk more with their handsome little brother?

Even if he will die tomorrow, it is a lucky thing to meet such a handsome little brother today.

This is the little brother asks very strange questions, starting with clothes, and asking horizontally about diet, daily life, and so on. It's all threaded up by a longitudinal timeline, starting from 3 months ago after Cui Binbin's condition worsened, and all the way to the present.

"I usually just want to eat Malatang. Cui Binbin's face was much better than before, there was a faint flush on his cheeks, and after gradually getting used to talking to this interesting and beautiful little brother, Cui Binbin's words obviously increased.

"Once in a few days?" Wu Mian was not in a hurry, chatting with Cui Binbin as if he was chatting about family life.

"Maybe. At that time, the new development area had just been established, and I was so busy every day that I didn't even have time to eat. Cui Binbin said, "Two or three days? ”

"What about the fruits, do you eat them every day, and are there any other supplements?"

"No, I don't believe in supplements. The current official account and live broadcast are just like the TV direct sales in the past, and the acting skills are not as good as others, and there is nothing popular left until now. Cui Binbin said, "It seems that in the past, there were eight stars and eight arrows, but now I can't forget it." When I was a child, as long as Mr. Hou appeared on the TV at home, I would change the channel. Strange to say, I still remember what he said. ”

Cui Binbin is very talkative, and he can't tell that he is the one who is about to jump off the building at all. As long as her stomach doesn't hurt, she's like a normal person.

Her parents were full of sadness, but they sat on the side with a smile, not wanting their sadness and worry to put more pressure on their children.

"Mr. Hou is very powerful, if he catches up with now, he will definitely be one of the top three live broadcasts in the country. Wu Mian smiled, "The breaking price, 998!! The price of the plate is broken! The plate is broken several times! Not once, but more than 10 times! If you buy something lower than this price at the counter in Böfen, I will give it to you today without money! If you miss these 39 pieces, then congratulations! You can't buy them. ”

Wu Mian said, the smile on his face became thicker, "No, no, I can't learn." There is a kind of incitement in Mr. Hou's language, knowing that he is deceiving people, but he always wants to take a look. ”

"Dr. Wu, you have learned so much, and you can still remember so much after so many years. Cui Binbin was amused by Wu Mian Xuehou's words, this little brother is really interesting.

"I can remember everything he says, but I can't learn it, it's talent. Wu Mian smiled, "Then again, what about other diets, such as bubble tea, are you willing to drink it?"

"Don't drink it. Cui Binbin shook his head, "I read an article that said that drinking too much bubble tea is easy to intestinal obstruction." ”

"Huh. Wu Mian smiled slightly, observing Cui Binbin's expression.

Seeing that when it comes to intestinal diseases, Cui Binbin does not have an inexplicable expression of frustration.

"Doctor Wu, you're afraid that I'll be sad. Cui Binbin observed his words and looks, and he could vaguely guess what Wu Mian was thinking.

She smiled, "Actually, I've already resigned myself to my fate." Isn't it cancer, surgery and then chemotherapy and radiotherapy? If my life is great, I will live a few more years. If you don't have a good life, you may die in a year. It's fate, I think. ”

"Then why did you jump off the building?" Wu Mian saw that Cui Binbin said directly, so he also asked directly.

"Doctor Wu, you don't know, you see I'm fine now, but once I come up, I really don't want to live. Cui Binbin sighed, "I also thought that if I had terminal cancer, metastases all over my body, and tumor cells everywhere, I would be in terrible pain every day, so I could only take painkiller injections." But my situation is different from others, and it hurts like ...... It's like ......"

She frowned and wondered what to say.

Suddenly, his body was emptied, and his eyes were white, and his body was cold, and he began to sweat. My whole body was weak, and I felt my soul fly out when I lay on the ground. Is that so?" asked Wu Mian.

"......" Cui Binbin was stunned for a moment, "Doctor Wu, yes, that's the case." It was as if a hand was pinching my intestines, and it felt really uncomfortable, very uncomfortable. I hadn't had surgery or chemotherapy yet, and I started to feel so uncomfortable, and I really felt that the future was dark. ”

"Come up with that energy, what's the point of wanting to live, it's better to die a hundred. Wu Mian added very bluntly.

"Hmm. Cui Binbin was not vague, and nodded directly, "Originally, I was very optimistic, and I have done a good job of psychological construction for myself." I used to do yoga every day, I wanted to calm down and not think about tumors. Because I saw a report that many cancer patients were scared to death by themselves. ”

Well, there is no scientific basis for this claim, but there is some truth in clinical observations. Wu Mian nodded and said.

"But I wasn't scared to death, I was hurt to death. Cui Binbin wanted to try to squeeze out a smile and leave his most beautiful moment in the memory of the handsome little brother in front of him.

But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't laugh.

The unforgettable pain made Cui Binbin shudder.

"And now?"

"It hurts for a while, and there's no pattern. Cui Binbin sighed and said, "Come up for a while, I don't want to live anymore." Dr. Wu, I really didn't want to jump off the building in the unit to make the leaders pay attention to my illness. ”

"I know. Wu Mian said comfortingly.

"The pain when I came up was really terrible. I used to have similar pain occasionally, but not as much as I do now. You watched me talk to you well, in fact, I was always worried about when that pain would appear again. In Cui Binbin's words, the pain is described all the time, deep into the bone marrow.

"Is there any pattern? I'll summarize what I just asked. Wu Mian said, "In the past three months to six months, you can recall the situation, I have been living at home, and only 2 times the unit worked overtime until the night, but I also went home to sleep the next day." ”

"Yes. ”

"I haven't bought any clothes lately, I haven't shopped online, and I wear everything I bought last year. ”

"Yes. ”

"I usually have a regular schedule, I don't smoke, I don't drink, and I never eat weird health products. ”

"Yes. ”