The first volume of [The Prosperous Demon Clan's Wind is Ruthless] Chapter 108 Too much obsession is ultimately wrong
Shui Duyan smiled, looked at Qianfei helplessly and said, "I don't live to help Bai Lan dominate the world, I just want to find her when I make sure that I still have power." If she needs my protection, maybe I can give her what she wants, if she doesn't need it, I can give up everything and live a life of peace with her. β
After saying this, Shui Duyan couldn't help but laugh, this is more like a pair of fairy couples, not friends. So, who would believe that there is such friendship in this world?
Qianfei asked again, "Master Wei and Bai Lingyuan are what you want to live out in your eyes?"
This is to the point, Shui Duyan nodded immediately, and then felt as if something was missing, and added: "It's not good enough, if I wait for that person, I just hope that I already have everything I need, and that the mistakes I made in others will not be made in her again." I want me to surprise and reassure her, not to be unable to protect her. β
"Well, that makes sense. Qianfei nodded, and then smiled: "Then have you ever thought that she might one day have a crush on someone, and you will have it, at that time, what should I do? Her exclusive rights will no longer belong to you, maybe from that moment on, it will no longer be yours." β
Shui Duyan smiled sadly, this is a contradiction, a contradiction that has always existed and Shui Duyan does not know the answer. What is good for a person? I just want her to be happy, so why don't you let go? Shui Duyan suddenly remembered Si Jiya, Si Jiya had Qu Annihilation, and Shui Duyan was indeed uncomfortable in her heart. Shui Duyan was happy that there was one more person to protect Si Ji Ya, but she was also tired of someone taking away Si Ji Ya's love.
"Maybe I can live well without love, and if I thought so, I'd rather give up the whole world for her. Shui Duyan was short of words, or couldn't find more suitable words to answer, and said such a childish sentence.
Qianfei didn't shake his head or nod, but said lightly: "What you want can only be achieved in two situations." First, love, you think you should have seen a lot of marriages between women in the Windy City. Second, your intended person does not exist or will never appear. This is a question that only children ask, and the adult world cannot be only about friendship, and in most cases, adults are more interested in love. β
Qianfei hit the nail on the head, Shui Duyan's face was hot, but Shui Duyan still gritted her teeth and refused to bow her head, but she couldn't stop dripping crystal tears from her eyes. The original agreement between Shui Duyan and Si Jiya was indeed young, so for so many years, Shui Duyan has been stuck in the mentality of her youth, everything Shui Duyan did was just an obsession, and Shui Duyan was desperately trying to save something.
Qianfei looked at Shui Duyan, and then said: "You haven't grown up after all, you are still a child, and your understanding of feelings will be so shallow." β
Shui Duyan smiled, but the laughter was sarcastic: "Haha...... Child, if I haven't grown up, so what? Love, friendship? What's the matter? All I want is someone to accompany me, isn't that okay?"
For a moment, Shui Duyan looked at Qianfei with some resentment, this is not the first time that Shui Duyan has mentioned this to others, so it is not the first time that his opinion has been denied. But Shui Duyan just can't tolerate people slandering the obsession in her heart, even if it's just half a sentence.
Shui Duyan got up and looked at Qianfei coldly and said, "You're right, you're just one of my goals, it's just that compared to others, you are more in line with the requirements." Now that you know my purpose, it's your business to decide how to choose, but, Qianfei, even if you understand the whole world in your heart, you are not qualified to arbitrarily judge my emotional cognition. Even if I'm really naΓ―ve? I can protect her to the death, can your love or friendship do it? How many people in this world ridicule my naivety, how many people despise my ignorance, but what about their feelings? What is the long-lasting and invincible relationship? You and I are both killers, you should know how chilling betrayal and deception can be. Maybe my selfish possessiveness ruined my love, but I can always find someone who doesn't need love to be with me for the rest of my life. If I can't find it, then I'd rather die alone! I'd rather pay for this love over and over again! What about being injured and destroyed? It's better than waiting for me to be empty, and I can't even take the initiative to look for me! This is the real unqualified to talk about possession! This is the real unworthiness!"
Qianfei watched your emotions become more and more intense, and really felt the irreversible obsession in Shui Duyan's heart, and also realized how lonely Shui Duyan's heart was. It could already be a disease, and there is no cure for it.
"Shui Duyan, is it true that except for this person, no one else is worthy of being with you for life?" asked Qianfei.
"Others, heh, it's just a ride with me, and the only one who can accompany me for life must be her. Shui Duyan spoke with contempt, as if everyone else was really not that important except for that person.
Qianfei took advantage of the light of the twilight to carefully look at the sadness outlined on the outline of the twilight, and then was silent for a moment. Wait until Shui Duyan's mood has recovered a lot before asking, "If one day I am an enemy with your crush, who will you protect?"
Shui Duiyan suddenly became in trouble, this is questioning Shui Duyan, Bai Lan and Qianfei, who does Shui Duiyan choose? Qianfei is just one of the targets for Shui Duyan now, what if Qianfei is not the one? And judging from today's conversation, Qianfei is really not that person. So what else is there to protect? The disappointment in Shui Twilight's heart came like a tide. Shui Duyan tried and waited with sincerity, but she still reaped disappointment and loneliness as always. Qianfei is right, there may really be no such pure and ingrown friendship in the world, and Shui Duyan is destined not to wait for that person.
Shui Duyan didn't reply, and Shui Duyan didn't know how to reply. Bai Lan is the Demon Emperor, and everything she does is for the sake of the world, while Shui Duyan can only act according to orders. But Qianfei is an enemy with him, if he doesn't help Qianfei, Qianqiu Valley is likely to be gone, Bai Lan had a murderous intention towards Qianqiu Valley before, and Shui Duyan knew. Otherwise, I wouldn't be here today.
What exactly should I do? Shui Duyan was flustered, what can she promise Qianfei now? Promises are unreliable, what if they can't do it? Wouldn't it make Shui Duyan sad and desperate? Shui Duyan seems to make every promise she made will be linked to the promise she made with Si Ji Ya back then, and Si Ji Ya broke her promise, and Shui Du Yan will have a shadow for the rest of her life. Promises are so unrealistic in the eyes of Shui Duyan, they are like fireworks that are easy to cold, and like glass that is fragile, and colorful clouds are easy to disperse.
"Qianfei, no matter what, I don't want to see the day when something happens to you. But if there is such a day, I will protect you to the death. I only follow my heart, even if you are not the person I am waiting for, maybe you are like me, so I will protect you. Maybe I was with me in the years when I don't remember, but I accidentally forgot about me. β
You leave, and from then on, the people you like have your shadow. Who said that this sentence only describes love? There is a feeling that has nothing to do with the wind and the moon, and it can be so pure. Perhaps friendship beyond the secular definition and higher than the secular definition of love, that is a kind of spiritual companionship, pure communication and integration, is it a flash in the pan or a mirage?
"Ji Yaohua is too valuable, I'm just joking, since your injury is healed, go back." Qianfei looked at the clouds in the sky, and regained her composure, as if the argument just now did not exist at all.
"Good. Shui Duyan didn't have any more words, and Shui Duyan didn't know what to say.
Shui Duyan turned to leave, Qianfei glanced at it quietly, and then his heart was cold, and he whispered, as if to say: "What I want is not Ji Yaohua, didn't I say it, you brought Ji Yaohua, and I will agree to all your conditions, why don't you understand? β
Qianfei is testing Shui Duyan?Qianfei just wants to say, little ghost, I seem to think that the two of us are suitable, I'll give you a chance to confess, okay? It's a pity that Shui Duyan didn't understand, maybe Ji Yaohua was too valuable, so Shui Duyan didn't pay attention to the second half of the sentence is the point, no matter what, Shui Duyan has missed Qianfei's waiting and expectations.
Red Blood Building.
One day, Shui Duyan received an invitation with the signature of Emperor Luoshen.
Shui Duyan took the invitation and thought about it repeatedly, her mind was full of the face of Emperor Luoshen, since she unsealed Shui Duyan's memory, Shui Duyan remembered everything in her previous life. Her father Luo Ye was stabbed into the chest by Shui Duyan with the chaos of the times, and her soul was scattered, and she inherited Luo Ye's position as a god when she was still shallow, and was named Taoyao. As for how she became a fallen god, Shui Twilight doesn't know, and who sealed the memories of Shui Twilight's previous life.
Shui Duyan was thinking about it, when Shen Xingdou came in and asked Shui Duyan: "Lord, Gu Moyun is here." β
Hearing this, Shui Duyan couldn't help but tremble, he came......
"Good. Shui Duyan waved his hand, Shen Xingdou retreated, Shui Duyan looked at the invitation card in his hand, and his body felt so heavy.
Shui Duyan's head has been confused, and she doesn't know how to deal with it. Now Shui Duyan is going to pretend not to remember or what? Gu Moyun, you turned out to be the Ximo Divine Venerable on the Thirty-Three Heavenly Palace.
Seeing him, Shui Duyan's first sentence was: "What are you doing?"
Gu Moyun glanced at Shui Duyan suspiciously, then paused and asked, "What, what did I do wrong to make you unhappy?" β
Gu Moyun walked towards Shui Duyan, who couldn't help but panic, and retreated again and again, until he couldn't stand it anymore, and finally didn't get any closer. His face also changed, and his eyes seemed to be filled with frost, and he was extremely cold.
"Why ......" Shui Duyan muttered in a low voice, tears piling up in the corners of her eyes, and trying her best to endure the sourness in her nasal cavity.
Shui Duyan didn't dare to look at him, and her heart was disorganized.
"What's wrong with you?" Gu Moyun's words carried an aura of irritability, and he was a little panicked.
"Senior sister, you speak, you speak. Gu Moyun came up and pinched Shui Duyan's shoulder, Shui Duyan was a little frightened, and tears finally fell.
Gu Moyun ...... Why ......" Shui Duanyan was incoherent and couldn't cry, but she couldn't say it or ask it.
Shui Duyan wanted to ask, why did you come to the Demon Realm? Aren't you the Ximo Divine Venerable? How could Bai Lan let you do such nonsense? But he wouldn't tell Shui Duyan, never.
"Don't touch me. After all, Shui Duyan just spit out these three words, and then pushed him away with difficulty, panting and sighing heavily, letting the tears flow.
He stood blankly and looked at Shui Duyan, and after the two were silent for a long time, he asked Shui Duyan, "Did Bai Lan tell you something?"
"Huh. Shui Duyan sneered, is he going to find out? He knows everything, he knows who Bai Lan is, and he also knows who Shui Duyan is.
has been kept in the dark from beginning to end, and only Shui Duyan is alone. Bai Lan hid it from Shui Duyan, and so did he, they didn't want Shui Duyan to think about it, or that the memories that Shui Duyan had lost were sealed by them. Heh, how could Twilight easily let people seal Twilight's memories? What is the reason why Twilight would willingly let people seal her memories?
"What did Bai Lan tell you?" he continued to ask Shui Duyan, who still didn't reply, just kept crying.