Chapter 115: Goddess, Brother, Teacher
With sweat on her face, her hair on her head, and her panting appearance, where is she still the cold goddess she used to be.
Xiao Long and the others came, but it was too late.
He didn't see Zhang Mengjing coming, he only knew that from last night's message to the last moment today, that person didn't come.
Get in the car and leave, with regrets, but his heart is undergoing earth-shaking changes.
This trip to the imperial capital has brought him a major change!
The stupid boy who used to be stupid and only knew that he was constantly studying hard is gone, and everything has changed when he steps on this return train.
......
On the platform of the train station, looking at the trains that kept moving away, a trace of regret gradually appeared on Zhang Mengjing's anxious face.
She turned on her phone and dialed Xiao Long's number, but ......
"The phone you are calling is turned off, please dial again later......"
Over and over again, it's still the same "the phone you made is turned off"!
Xiao Long chose to say goodbye to the past, and also said goodbye to the girl in his heart.
The phone didn't go through until there were only the two of them left on the entire platform, and the fat man had already seen Zhang Mengjing, but he quickly understood something, so he didn't bother, just watched silently.
Putting down the phone in a daze, Zhang Mengjing knew that this boy who saved her life, this boy who lost so many boys for her, the two of them would never have a chance to see each other again.
This farewell, I don't know what year and month it is, maybe it's a lifetime!
She picked up her phone and wanted to call the driver back, only to find an unread message.
This was sent by Xiao Long, and she quickly clicked on it with some excitement.
The first thing that catches my eye is the message from last night.
"I'm going back tomorrow, 11:50 p.m. ......"
Just a few words, there are no superfluous words, but Zhang Mengjing read another meaning.
She didn't know what kind of feeling she had, but she clearly told herself that she must send this boy and this person who saved her life.
She couldn't say anything comforting as he left, but she knew she could say something thankful.
She arrived and fled with her family on her back, but it was still too late.
Looking at the message sent to herself shortly after she entered the train station, Zhang Mengjing's face became more and more ugly.
"Until one day, I'll forget you.
Until one day, when I think of you again, my heart will no longer ache.
Until one day, if I meet you again, my heart will no longer remind me of the past, like a stranger, passing by.
Until one day, when I opened the dusty diary and looked at the words and wounds, I had no other thoughts, I just felt very stupid and ridiculous...... When you read this message, it means that I am gone, gone forever, and from now on, you are still a charming princess, and I am a sad cripple...... I haven't told you a lot, but at the end of this, I want to say to you: I love you! Goodbye, Dream, may you be well......"
Zhang Mengjing read and read, but she didn't know why she shed tears, especially the last two sentences, she read it with some heartache, as if she had suddenly lost something.
Is this a love letter? she asked herself in her heart.
But she knew it wasn't a love letter, because there was a deep despair between the words.
Xiao Long has already discovered that it is impossible for two people to be together again! From now on, they are people of two worlds, even if they like it a little, how can they break through the limitations of the family?
Not to mention Xiao Long, who has become a cripple, even if he is the original amazing and brilliant "Great Demon King", in the eyes of the entire Zhang family, he is still a poor ant!
The door is not right, the household is wrong, even if it is a genius, then it must be able to grow up.
She is the eldest lady of the Zhang family, she was born for marriage, and she has no right to choose her own happiness.
She had been running away from her little affection for Xiao Long, but at this time she realized that that that kind of escape was a kind of liking.
Zhang Mengjing thought a lot, her head was very messy, she wanted to pursue her dreams and pursue her own happiness desperately, she also wanted to follow the rules and live such a dull life, but all this was just thinking.
Closing her phone, she took a deep breath, closed her eyes, felt a tear run down her cheek, and a mocking smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, but she didn't know what it was about.
Maybe it's to the poor self, maybe it's to Xiao Long, who doesn't know the height of the sky, or maybe it's to the fate that is difficult to change......
Until the bodyguards of the family took her away, she returned to the terrible family in a daze, and became that cold girl again.
But in her own heart, she knew that there was a flame of unwillingness shining in her heart.
Xiao Long not only saved her life, but also made her understand a truth: only when you are strong can you control your own destiny!
The originally boring cultivation seemed to have become interesting, and Zhang Mengjing's realm began to change drastically.
......
After the fat man watched Zhang Mengjing being arrested, he could understand the sorrow of this big family, and he also understood that he needed to work hard to cultivate next, but this time it was not only for his mother, his sister, for himself, but also for his brother!
"If there is no one to help you, then I will become an innate grandmaster, and wait for me to come back!"
This is the oath he made in the face of Xiao Long, and a manly man, once he says it, it is difficult for a horse to chase, let alone a tenacious guy like him!
A few hours later, he returned to his school, his alma mater, Kuishi Imperial High School!
In any case, he had to go back and give an account to his teacher first.
In order for himself to be able to go out as an exchange student this time, his teacher Liang Cailing paid a great price, although he returned with honor this time, but Xiao Long did not have the slightest joy in his heart.
He completed his mission as an exchange student, and he did a good job, and he also knew that his glorious deeds had been passed back to his alma mater, and he would even hold a celebration party for himself in a few days, but he still couldn't let go of it.
He was very willing to do this kind of glorious return to give speeches and set an example, and he once dreamed that he would return triumphantly one day, and be able to proudly show his strong side to those classmates and those younger students.
But now that he doesn't have that kind of mind at all, he even thinks that the school let him be a cripple like this to do these things, it's just to watch him joke, to insult him!
Defeated heroes will no longer be heroes!
No one wants to listen to a failed hero talk about his experience there.
If you fail, everything is doomed!
Perhaps only a small number of people now know that they are crippled, but he believes that it will not be long before all people will know that at that time, can he really stand on that podium with a thick skin and speak freely in front of all the teachers and students.
So he returned to Emperor High School in a low-key manner and came to the office of the head teacher Liang Cailing, there was no one, he just sat there, waiting silently alone.
Until the end of class in the afternoon.
Seeing Xiao Long sitting there, Teacher Liang didn't seem to be the slightest surprised, as if he had already known that he was here.
Xiao Long hurriedly stood up respectfully, and before he could speak, he heard Teacher Liang naturally ask.
"Have you eaten?"
Xiao Long shook his head, and finally felt a trace of warmth, a trace of warmth that he had not seen for a long time.
Perhaps only when facing Mr. Liang will he feel at ease in his heart, and he will feel that the world is full of temperature.
In addition to his family, it seems that only Mr. Liang cares about him.
"Okay, let's go eat first. ”
Teacher Liang said as he put down the things in his hand, picked up the bag, turned around and left.
Xiao Long hurriedly followed, and such a familiar scene made Xiao Long seem to return to the time when he first came to this school three years ago.
At that time, he had just come out of the countryside, and he looked stupid in the face of such a big school, standing at the door at a loss.
At this time, a middle-aged woman, an amiable woman, a woman who seemed to be a mother, appeared in front of him.
"Coming to report?"
He nodded timidly.
"Have you eaten?"
Shaking his head awkwardly.
"Then let's go have a meal first, I'll take you there, Ao yes, I'm a teacher, you don't have to worry. ”
Faced with such a kind smile, I followed her unconsciously.
That day was his first time in the "big city" and the first time he had eaten such delicious food.
Although it is only a spicy egg noodles.
This teacher, who had selflessly helped him, later became his homeroom teacher.
......
A small restaurant, one bibimbap, one fried mein, a plate of pickled radish, two bowls of tea.
Neither of them spoke, just ate very casually, and when all the food on the plate was finished, Mr. Liang took a sip of soup, put down the small bowl, and then raised his head to look at Xiao Long and said lightly.
"Tell me how you've spent the last few months. ”
Xiao Long hurriedly put down his chopsticks, wiped his mouth, thought about it, and started from the beginning.
"When I first arrived at Jingshi High School, I always thought I was very good, so I ......"
Xiao Long told the teacher in detail about his experience during this period of time.
Whether it was the arrogance at the beginning or the fact that he fell in love with a girl later, and the conceited occupation of the class leaderboard, etc., until he was noticed by a young man like Li Tianyi, he offended these rich second generations and was bullied by them.
From stubbornness to learning to compromise, from being strong to the last cowardice, I finally understood the darkness and hardship of this world, and understood the misery of having no strength, no status, and no money.
In the end, Xiao Long also talked about the changes and efforts of the mock exam, as well as the choice in the face of death, for that person, for the sake of his brother, he would rather sacrifice himself......
And the most is the despair, complaining, anger, and low self-esteem after returning......
Teacher Liang listened quietly and did not interject, as if listening to the injured child complaining and venting there, because she knew that Xiao Long now needed a chance to talk.
She listened patiently until Xiao Long stopped.
"Teacher, I know that I am nothing now, everything is over, everything is over, and I dare not and cannot tell others this, because I am afraid that they will laugh at me and look down on me. I'm a waste, a real waste......"
Xiao Long silently wiped away his tears, and after saying this, as if he had let go of some baggage, he finally relaxed.
(End of chapter)