Chapter 16, I like the way you look like you haven't seen the world!

"Okay, so let's go back to China in the next few days. ”

Wang Taika knew that it was not easy for Wang to be quiet, so he was busy for himself, so he compromised: "I'll go back to China, and then we'll talk about it." ”

"That blind date ......"

Wang Taika's mind was tumbling with memories, and when he remembered a certain moment when Song Cilantro had been, his emotions were almost on the verge of losing control of mania for a second, and the fierce light flashed in his eyes, and then he secretly suppressed it.

In the end, Wang Taika replied with some resignation: "Oh, then let's go back and see you." ”

"Good. Wang Jingjing instructed two more words, and then hung up the phone.

After Wang Taika put away his mobile phone, he quickly took out the pill from his pocket and immediately took it.

Just now, my emotions almost got out of control, as if I was going to fall into that irritable state. And when Wang Taika remembered those moments again, there was a trace of hatred in the bottom of his heart in an unknown place.

Hate Song coriander.

Is it hateful because of love? I really want her to be abandoned by the whole world, so that I can completely dominate her. Pain, preferably enveloped by boundless pain, can the twisted and sick spirit be released from terror.

At this moment, I even wanted to jump into the cold water of the Han River with Song Coriander in my arms. Or they were burned into the flames, leaving only useless ashes.

Wang Taika's heart has long been bred with demons.

Bipolar disorder attacks again, and the next moment he is irritable and wants to destroy everything. Even when I saw Pani's white neck beside me, I actually had an urge to twist it.

Pani didn't notice the change in Wangtaka, thinking that he was drunk and drunk. There was even a slight chuckle, thinking that Wang Taika's alcohol consumption was a little too bad.

However, the tyrannical mind has filled Wang Taika's heart, and at this moment, he can't help but stretch out his hand, or he is even thinking about how far he can kick Pani away if he puts it forward?

The sickly nightmare almost swallowed up Wangtaika's sanity, and just when Wangtaika was really about to take action, Pani suddenly stood up, and then Wangtaika's hand fluttered into the air.

Pani stood up and waved his hand: "Hyoyuan, I'm here." Come on, come on, come here. ”

"You're here so early. Chong'er walked over with a smile, and the smile seemed to stagger, and then scattered the soft sunlight on the ground.

Wang Taika heard Chong'er's voice, his pupils trembled slightly, and finally like a suffocated person suddenly being able to breathe, he suddenly fell to the ground, his chest was like a dilapidated bellows, his throat was close to hoarseness, and the painful feeling began to spread.

Pain, retching, as if to vomit out a soul that has fallen into filth.

Chong'er was startled when he approached, and wanted to retreat, but when he saw that it was Wang Taika, he stopped, and instead stepped forward and said, "Seventeen, what's wrong with you?"

Pani was also strange next to him: "We just drank together, and there wasn't much, so it didn't come to this extent, right?"

Wang Taika felt a person squatting beside him, with a fresh fragrance. didn't care about Wang Taika's current embarrassment, and quietly squatted beside Wang Taika.

Chong'er looked at Wang Taika's painful appearance, gently patted Wang Taika's back with her hand, and after a long while, she said with a slightly bitter smile: "It turns out that you will be like this, I thought you were beaten with iron." But...... Why not in front of me?"

The tyrannical heart gradually calmed down, and Wang Taika slowly returned to his senses. Thinking back to himself just now, I suddenly broke out in a cold sweat.

Wang Taika struggled to get up, and Chong'er was beside her.

Pani also asked with some concern, "Do you want to go to the hospital?" Oba, you really drink so badly?"

Wang Taika took a breath and returned to his original indifferent appearance again, but the wrinkled clothes, the sweat on his forehead, and the bloodshot eyes still showed some fear.

Turning his head, Wang Taika wanted to see fear and resistance in Chong'er's eyes, but there was nothing but concern.

"What's wrong with you?" asked Chong'er worriedly.

"I seem to ...... Unleashed a devil. Wang Taika smiled: "Aren't you afraid?"

Chong'er thought for a while and said seriously: "Since it's your devil, then it won't hurt me......, right?"

"After all, what?" asked Wangtaka.

Chong'er smiled: "After all, you will only bully me!"

"This ......" Wang Taika couldn't help but smile slightly. Although I would love to refute it, I have no reason to refute it.

The atmosphere was a little more relaxed, Wang Taika asked Chong'er and Pani to chat first, and he went to the bathroom and kept washing his face with cold water.

The cold water made Wang Taika gradually calm down, and then there was a burst of fear.

"Oops...... I'm not right at this time......"

Wang Taika looked at himself in the mirror, and actually had a strange feeling. Then the corners of his mouth hooked up to reveal a blunt smile.

Is this the last pain of bipolar disorder healing, or is there something that has caused me to become more abnormal?

Song coriander!

I seem to be driven crazy in this endless drift, and I have no sense of security in the future. When the mind loses its safe haven, it is left alone in the cold wind and falls below the depths of the sea.

Fear without words!

What was once a heart disease now seems to have become cancerous.

And then...... Resurrection from the dead, hateful because of love.

Wang Taika's heart is now like walking a tightrope, on one side is the sinking of birds and flowers, and on the other side is the abyss of weirdness and horror. Wang Taika can only ensure that he stands in the middle, maintaining a difficult balance.

"I'm going to see a psychiatrist......

Wang Taika sighed, washed her face again, and when she was about to leave, she saw Chong'er waiting at the door.

Looking at Wang Taika's haggard appearance, Chong'er stood in place and did not move, but his heart was broken into pieces. There are some things that can be hidden from others, but they can't be hidden from her. Wang Taika was drunk just now, and he had already seen Wang Taika's appearance when he had a bipolar disorder, so he naturally knew it clearly.

Chong'er regretted that after seeing that video that day, she shouldn't have avoided it. Even integrated all the clues of the past, and the full of exquisite thoughts has already used an extremely appropriate understanding of Wang Taika. And the whole of this realization is really a little scary.

At this moment. There is no one in the world who can understand Wang Taika's mind better than Chong'er.

Slowly walking in front of Wang Taika, Chong'er suddenly showed a smile.

"Seventeen, I will accompany you all the way to the end. Even if you're really going crazy. This time, I'm not going to go back!"

Looking at Chong'er's sworn appearance, Wang Taika's heart softened, and even a trace of irritability that existed was gone. It's as if Chong'er works better than the special medicine.

Wang Taika was silent for a while, and said: "I feel as if I have reached the critical stage of treatment little by little, I originally thought that these medicines were to calm me, but now I suddenly realized that this special medicine is to arouse the obsession in my heart." Those secrets that have been suppressed in my heart for many years are buried too deep to be cured. And now, those hidden monsters are appearing one by one, and those are all knots in my heart. Solve them and I will be able to get rid of my bipolar disorder. If I can't solve it, I'm afraid I'll really become a crazy monster......"

After Wang Taika said this, he couldn't see a trace of retreat in Chong'er's eyes, and he was a little helpless: "I'm not scaring you, it's true." ”

"I know. Chong'er nodded: "I heard that you are good, but it seems to be very bad, but I still want to be close to you." I've already left once, and there won't be a second time. But...... Do you think I'm blind, like a girl who has no brains because of love?"

Wang Taika stretched out his hand and rubbed Chong'er's head affectionately, and for the first time there was undisguised affection in his eyes.

"I just like the way you haven't seen the world!"

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(ps: In order to celebrate Chong'er's birthday, starting tomorrow, the plot will enter Chong'er's birthday special, the content is probably Chong'er and Wang Taika's daily life in the water, guaranteed to be sugar water, the sweet kind!

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