Chapter 64: Reluctance to give up
"Windy City?" Qianfei knew that Bai Zijia was there, and Shui Duyan said that she was going to see the Lantern Festival, but she didn't know if she wanted to see Bai Zijia.
"Well, are you going?" asked Twilight.
Qianfei smiled, Shui Duyan asked so, naturally she had to go regardless of whether Qianfei accompanied her or not, Qianfei couldn't stop her, so she naturally wanted to go.
"Go. Qianfei smiled slightly, a little loss in his eyes.
"Let's go, think so much, it's easy to be unhappy. Shui Duyan had already seen through Qianfei's careful thoughts, and pulled Qianfei and walked out.
Windy City.
Light Smile Pavilion.
Today is the Lantern Festival, and the Light Smile Pavilion is decorated with extraordinarily beautiful decorations, and there are lanterns hanging inside and out.
Bai Zijia looked at the bustle downstairs with a leisurely face, and felt a little lost in her heart, after so many years, there has never been a twilight figure on the shore of Acacia Lake.
Bai Zijia was inevitably in a daze again, she laughed at her cowardice in her heart, obviously she wanted to be in the twilight, but she didn't contact her. In the end, she was still unwilling to let go of the debt between them so quickly.
Bai Zijia felt that she was also a little sick, since when did she lose the sunny and gentle side, and in private it was even more terrible and cold than Shui Duyan. Because of the cold, she didn't want to see Shui Duyan huddle with others to keep warm, and she herself didn't want Shui Duyan to keep warm from her.
"Heh, Shui Duyan, you and I are destined to owe each other all our lives, love and kill each other, I don't want to let you go, and you don't want to escape. Bai Zijia smiled darkly, and was silently calculating in her heart, she pitied herself, hated herself, and hated her powerlessness.
"Why is the heavens so unfair? The first person to meet you, except for Gu Moyun, was me, when you jumped into the path of reincarnation, I kept watching. If it weren't for you, how could I have lurked in the demon world for so many years?
Bai Zijia sighed with emotion, more than 200,000 years ago, she and a group of people were arranged by Gu Moyun in the Demon Realm, just to use it as an eyeliner to stare at the twilight of the water entering the realm. Later, when they met, Bai Zijia once wondered if she had recognized the wrong person, maybe Shui Duyan just looked like that demon.
But the flower spirit body on her forehead will not deceive people, however, how can an ancient demon with a black belly and a cold belly pay attention to a little girl in Windy City back then? Bai Zijia was not sure if the person who met her and was teased by her was the person Gu Moyun was looking for, but what she felt was Shui Duyan's bottomless loneliness and sincerity, so she accepted Shui Dui Yan with apprehension.
That is, from that moment on, she was destined to have low self-esteem for the rest of her life, and she accepted the feelings of a big man. Even Bai Zijia couldn't believe that he could have such luck and meet such a great person.
Bai Zijia couldn't help but snicker when she thought of this, when she knew the identity of Shui Duyan, she snickered for a long time, wow! Such a powerful character actually fell in love with me!
Unexpectedly, Bai Zijia finally let go of Shui Duyan due to cowardice. Thinking of Shui Duyan, she bowed her head several times and admitted her mistakes and took the initiative to seek peace, but Bai Zijia's sensitive heart was troubled, and she was unwilling to open her mouth to forgive.
In the end, Shui Duyan's heart was like ashes, and she chose to leave, and the two of them said goodbye. Bai Zijia realized that he had fallen in love with Shui Duyan, but it was too late.
Bai Zijia sighed helplessly, she remembered that when she quarreled with Shui Duyan before, Shui Duyan always said that there was friendship between them and refused to admit their love.
Shui Duyan's stubborn appearance and stupid appearance made Bai Zijia laugh, but what Shui Duyan didn't know was that between them, it was not pure friendship for a long time, but above friendship, and love was not full.
Bai Zijia has been reflecting for many years, only to find that she is also as deeply poisoned by loneliness as Shui Duyan, so she once thought that the other party was her antidote.
Bai Zijia has been waiting for Shui Duyi to understand her silent love, but Shui Duyan only felt that Bai Zijia's feelings were too tactful, so she left decisively.
Bai Zijia burst into tears, she frowned slightly, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said to herself: "Shui Duyan, you are entangled by evil ghosts and still want to escape? I am destined to be unable to do anything in this life, except to pester you and slowly destroy everything for you." Don't you like to be smart and vicious? I can't compare to Gu Moyun or Emperor Luoshen, but I'm not stupid. If I were willing to spend my whole life playing a good show for you, would you remember me for the rest of my life?"
Bai Zijia's trembling hands were wet with tears, she couldn't cry by herself, thinking of everything Shui Duyan had done blatantly for Qianfei now, she hated Qianfei.
"I will definitely eradicate you one by one! Even if Shui Duyan can't be mine, she must not be cheap!" Bai Zijia looked into the distance with tears, she felt confused and panicked, but she was already alone, and no one could accompany her.
"Master, put the lanterns!" Maple Yexue's voice suddenly sounded outside the door, and Bai Zijia hurriedly wiped away her tears and sorted out her emotions.
When Maple Yexue came in, she saw that her eyes were red again, and she couldn't help sighing: "I miss Yanzi again?" Eh, why do you want to be like this? Yanzi tried to distance himself from you because of the identity of the rebel, and you refused to see her because of your face. ”
"Who's to say I miss her? I'm just sad to think about. Bai Zijia stubbornly retorted and refused to admit it.
Maple Yexue immediately sighed and said with a smile: "Your past Yan Zi occupies most of it, how much do you remember about her? You are obviously unrequited love, and you still refuse to admit it." ”
"Unrequited love? Don't talk nonsense, I have a pure friendship with her, don't slander us. Bai Zijia argued with reason, staring at Maple Leaf Snow.
Maple Yexue immediately snorted and retorted: "The so-called men and women are married, Yanzi is not married, and you are not married, so you will be together if you like!
Bai Zijia threw a roll of her eyes: "Nonsense! Why does Shui Duyan represent the man? I think she married me back then? I can't stand it in my life!"
Maple Yexue immediately squinted when she heard this, and pointed a folding fan at Bai Zijia like an interrogation: "And said that you don't love her! You didn't pay attention to the second half of my sentence, so you grabbed the first half of the sentence and didn't let go! If you don't want to do it, go and marry someone! I'm waiting to call her a teacher!"
"Go, go, go, don't get involved. After a while, there were too many people to put lanterns and no place, so why don't you hurry up and grab the place!" Bai Zijia was so embarrassed that her face was red, and she hurriedly pushed the maple leaf snow to get out.
"Oh, I'm in a hurry, the monkey is in a hurry!" Maple Yexue looked cheap and unforgiving.
The two of them pushed and shoved to the shore of Acacia Lake, and the next person brought a lot of lanterns, which were piled up all over the place.
Bai Zijia squeezed into the crowd, squatted down, picked up lanterns one by one, and pushed them towards the center of the river. Rows of lanterns floated by, like an army, and soon they were mixed with other people's lanterns again.
Maple Yexue looked at Bai Zijia's quiet appearance, and couldn't help but sigh softly, Bai Zijia has to put a lot of lanterns on the Lantern Festival every year, and those lanterns only read: Water Twilight.
Maple Yexue couldn't help frowning, he couldn't tell what kind of relationship Bai Zijia and Shui Duyan were, obviously every time Shui Duyan was in front of Bai Zijia, he was like a ruffian, so unserious. And Bai Zijia always talks a lot in front of Shui Duyan.
At the same time, Shui Duyan and Qianfei also came here, but Shui Duyan and Bai Zijia were standing in the north and south, and no one noticed anyone.
Qianfei looked at the lanterns in the river, a little distracted, it was a lively activity she had never had, and she felt that she was out of place with this excitement.
Shui Duyan saw Qianfei's expression from the side, couldn't help but smile, hugged her gently, and said, "In the future, all the gentleness and prosperity in this world will have our share, and I will prepare it for you." ”
Qianfei looked back at her and said softly: "There are so many lanterns, I can't tell where I am when I put them in the river, like a person who has been separated." ”
Shui Duyan frowned slightly, and smacked his tongue: "It's not like that, so, even if you walk in the crowd, you must have your own style." ”
"I'm just talking about things, why do I want to do so much?" Qianfei smiled and leaned gently into Shui Duyan's arms.
At this time, many river lanterns suddenly released around, the difference is that these river lanterns are lotus flower bottom, the other side of the flower is the wick, the other side of the flower stands in the middle, emitting a faint red smoke, drifting towards the sky, with some golden light.
"Hey, look at those lights, they are so distinctive! There are them here, too! Ah Yan, look!" Qianfei was amazed by the lanterns that suddenly appeared on the other side, and her originally calm heart also caused ripples.
And the people around are also standing one after another, and the lanterns on the other side are really eye-catching.
"I don't know who is so lucky, someone is so willing to make lanterns for her, even our family Qianfei likes it. Why don't we find this person and make some lanterns on the other side and put them off?" said Shui Duyan.
Qianfei couldn't help but roll her eyes: "Hmph, you know that you plagiarize other people's hard work? I don't want it, or you can make a different one for me yourself." ”
"Hey, look at what you're saying, what kind of plagiarism is it that I made my own stuff to please you?" Shui Duyan smiled at her with a ruffian breath, and at the same time, the smoke emitted by the lanterns on the other side formed a font, floating faintly above the lanterns.
"Qianfei?" "Wow! can you still show your name?" "It's really hearty, the one named Qianfei is so blessed." ”
Qianfei was stunned for a second, and then turned his head to look at Shui Duyan, whose eyes were red, full of emotion.
Shui Duyan stretched out her hand and scratched Qianfei's nose, looked at her with a doting expression, and then smiled: "Look, there is a boat there." ”
Qianfei looked back at the river, many small boats were finely carved, and there were two lifelike people standing on them, with different postures.
Qianfei recognized it at a glance as himself and Qianfei, and those movements, intimacy, or gentleness, some sat and drank together, some played the flute and played the piano, and some enjoyed the pear blossoms together......
"The river is wide but not for boats, so I can't break everyone's rules. So I carved these little people and took the boat for both of us. You see, that's our past, remember? Back in those days you always called me a little ghost, and I always liked to play hooligan on you. ”
Shui Duyan explained softly, looking at the river lanterns and boats, and she was also very happy. And Qianfei looked at Shui Duyan with a stunned face at this time, her tears swirling in her eyes, ready to come out.
"Shui Duyan, you are like this, how can I be willing to give you away? I am afraid that anyone in this world will encounter your sincerity, and no matter how generous a person is, he will not be willing to give it up. Qianfei thought so in her heart, and tears fell.
Shui Duyan gently wiped her tears, and when the hands were raised and touched Qianfei's face, Qianfei felt the wound on Shui Duyan's fingers.
Qianfei hurriedly checked the hands, there were many subtle marks, and at first glance, they were caused by carving the ship for too long.
Qianfei's nose was sour, and his voice was choked: "Why are you carving so much! It's enough to have a heart! Why are you doing it like this!"