Chapter Seventy-Nine: Disappointment

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The popularity of the live broadcast slowly decreased, and Shen Miaoqing's life was still as usual.

She was criticized by some people in the virtual space, but she lived a quiet life in real life.

Just like Bo Tingshen said, he will be out for a long time this time.

In the past week, they have only sent a few messages, all of which were sent by Shen Miaoqing.

As long as the distance is generated, it seems that they are really strangers who have nothing to do with each other, Shen Miaoqing thought.

This morning, when she got up, Mo Ming was a little angry.

The quilt couldn't be covered with heat, the temperature of the air conditioner was not warm at all, and when she woke up, her feet were still cold.

This feeling made her irritable, and she was stuffy in bed for a long time, and she didn't get up for half a day.

In the end, I still went to the bathroom with a messy hair.

Shen Miaoqing is calm and self-contained most of the time, but today is different, she is a little childish.

She didn't know if it was because she was pregnant.

In short, she felt like she was missing a piece in her heart.

Sister-in-law Li could see that she was unhappy, so she went to bake the egg tarts of her favorite flavor.

Shen Miaoqing ate three in one go, and her mood was a lot better.

She smiled again, held her hands to look at Sister-in-law Li, and said gently, "Sister-in-law Li, are your sons and daughters working?"

Sister-in-law Li has a son and a daughter, Shen Miaoqing remembers.

At the mention of her son and daughter, Sister-in-law Li's face lit up for a moment, "They are all working and living well." ”

"That's good. ”

"Yes, when I used to pull these two children to grow up, I didn't expect such a day. ”

Sister-in-law Li was smiling when she said this, but Shen Miaoqing heard some sadness.

She was a little surprised, "Sister-in-law Li, did you raise the child alone?"

"Well, my husband left early. ”

It was very tiring, pulling two children by one.

Shen Miaoqing walked around the table and hugged Sister-in-law Li, "Everything will slowly get better." ”

This sentence is like saying it to others, and it is like saying it to yourself.

Shen Miaoqing is very envious of Sister-in-law Li's children, they have such a strong and brave mother.

And her own mother, it seems, has never ...... None of them chose her.

Fang Shumei hadn't looked for her for a while, Shen Miaoqing suddenly realized this, it had been a month and a half since she last asked her for money, and there was not a single phone call during this period.

Shen Miaoqing smiled bitterly, she couldn't expect anything extravagantly, she thought.

The mood was inexplicable and lost again, she couldn't stay like this, so she sent a message to Qu Xiaolin, saying that she would arrive at the Xingyao Club in half an hour.

By Qu Xiaolin's side, Shen Miaoqing can also completely relax, this kind of relaxation is different from her own relaxation, as if there is a way out, and there is also a feeling of backing.

Qu Xiaolin had a very cold personality before she met Shen Miaoqing, and she didn't want to say a word.

I also forgot what the specific reason was, and the two of them became friends inexplicably, very good friends.

Shen Miaoqing doesn't have a few confidants, but Qu Xiaolin is one.

Thinking about it like this, I still feel a little comforted in my heart, at least not alone, right?

No, she still has her baby, it's her armor and her weakness.

The Star Club is bright from a distance, not to mention inside.

When she first arrived at the door, Qu Xiaolin sent a text message.

[I'm in a meeting, if you're bored, go to the bar on the first floor first.] 】

The style of the bar has changed, it is not the drowsy and depressing style before, now the lights inside are much brighter, and several resident singers are singing quietly inside, this state Shen Miaoqing also likes it.

She sat at the bar and ordered a glass of freshly squeezed orange juice.

Ordering orange juice at the bar is a bit nondescript.

She looked down and smiled, took the orange juice handed over by the guy at the bar, and took a sip, no wonder it was so expensive, it was quite delicious.

After waiting for ten minutes, Qu Xiaolin hadn't come yet.

Shen Miaoqing was a little bored, she held her hands and looked at all kinds of people, but she unexpectedly saw a person over there.

Lu Yanyan is also here.

She sat at the table over there, talking to a group of people who didn't know what they were talking about.

Last time, Shen Miaoqing still remembers that this woman is looking for her fault because of a trivial matter, which is really a little inexplicable.

She sat here just enough to see the people over there, Lu Yanyan was holding the glass of water in her hand, and said something with a smile.

Shen Miaoqing's eyes became more and more focused, and she slowly felt that something was wrong.

Why does she think that this woman is a little similar to Fang Shumei, no, not some, very similar.

The last time she was in the club, she didn't see Lu Yanyan's appearance too clearly, but now it is not, the woman holding hands with Fang Shumei at the entrance of the mall coincides with the face of the woman not far away at this moment.

Why? Why is she so similar to Fang Shumei?

Shen Miaoqing's palms began to feel cold, and she faintly guessed in her heart, this woman who was very similar to Fang Shumei should be close to her age, so she was ......

The process of seeking answers is not difficult.

Since the last time Qu Xiaolin said that she had been paying attention to Fang Shumei's movements, Shen Miaoqing also had some thoughts in her heart.

For so many years, Fang Shumei has been in City A, but she has never seen her, could it be that she has a new life, will it be that she has a new child?

This kind of conjecture has appeared in Shen Miaoqing's mind countless times.

"Xiaolin, you said before that you found out about Fang Shumei, you told me everything, right?"

She knew that Qu Xiaolin was afraid that she would be hurt, and there must be some things that she didn't say.

Qu Xiaolin was thinking about the wording, how to say this thing appropriately, and heard her ask, "Does she have a daughter?"

“...... Well. Qu Xiaolin recalled the information she had investigated before, "She does have a daughter named Lu Yanyan. ”

Shen Miaoqing was not surprised by this answer, but the light in her eyes suddenly dimmed, which made people still sad.

After so many years, she really has her own life, no wonder she never thought of her.

No wonder.

Qu Xiaolin scratched her eyebrows, and was also a little sad, "Fang Shumei, didn't she tell you anything?"

Shen Miaoqing's eyes were not focused, and she shook her head, "No." ”

She never said anything about her life, let alone that she had a daughter who was as old as her.

Thinking back to the previous meetings, Shen Miaoqing thought that only when she asked for money would Fang Shumei think of her daughter?

Is it?

She wanted to deny it, but there was no reason.

I thought I could touch the warmth at my fingertips this time, but it didn't seem to be ......

No one cares about her.

Qu Xiaolin looked at Shen Miaoqing like a frosted eggplant, and suddenly a breath of anger rose in her heart, the other party Shumei's.

She sat down on Shen Miaoqing's side and patted her on the shoulder, "She has her life, and you have yours." ”

"Well, I know. ”

She understands the truth, but the loss from this shop is something she can't suppress.

Qu Xiaolin didn't understand why she asked about this, and said, "Why did you think about this today?"

Shen Miaoqing hesitated for a moment and then spoke: "I just saw that woman in the bar. ”

"Who?"

"It should be Lu Yanyan you said, she is very similar to Fang Shumei. ”

Qu Xiaolin stood up and said, "Where is it?" Let's go over and have a look. ”

Before Shen Miaoqing could speak, she pulled her outside, "Bar?"

"Hmm. ”

Just when they came over, Lu Yanyan came out of the door of the bar, she seemed to be in a good mood, carrying a bag in her hand, which was particularly hot in Qu Xiaolin's eyes.

It's been fine.

Qu Xiaolin said: "Let's follow her." "Look what kind of person this woman really is.

Shen Miaoqing was a little resistant, as if the closer she got to the answer, the more afraid she became, "I don't really want to go, Xiaolin, I'll go back first." ”

Qu Xiaolin grabbed her and didn't allow her to leave, "Miaoqing, don't you want to know what's going on? Where Fang Shumei's family lives, do you know? What kind of person this woman is, do you know all this?"

"You don't know anything, but you give them so much money in one go, don't you feel at a loss?"

Shen Miaoqing still hesitated, she didn't want to go, "I, I haven't thought about it yet." ”

Qu Xiaolin was a little angry, she looked at the calm and calm woman in front of her, but because of those people, she became cowardly, she was very angry, she didn't care about pulling Shen Miaoqing out, "This time, we must go to see what kind of medicine they sell in their gourd." ”

In the end, Shen Miaoqing was still half-dragged by her and followed behind Lu Yanyan.

Lu Yanyan may have drunk a little wine, and she was a little unsteady when she walked, and she didn't notice that there were two people behind her.

Walking into the community and going up to the fifth floor, Shen Miaoqing and Qu Xiaolin saw where Fang Shumei and the others lived.

It's not a dilapidated house, the condition is not bad, and even the facilities in the community are not bad.

This is the kind of house that was half distributed and half bought by the unit more than ten years ago.

They live here now, and it's not as bad as Fang Shumei and Shen Miaoqing said.

The house is dilapidated and can't be inhabited at all? Looking at the clothes Lu Yanyan wears today, it is not a miscellaneous brand, this is what she said life is difficult?

Shen Miaoqing suddenly felt a little heavy in her heart, and Fang Shumei didn't seem to have a word of truth in her mouth, not a word.

She deliberately made up a lie in order to ask her for money?

Fang Shumei's living conditions are very good, at least Shen Miaoqing has been crawling for so many years, and she has not had a hot meal in such a house of her own, a place that can be called home.

Lying on the bed, she sent a message to Fang Shumei and asked her to meet at noon tomorrow.

It's the same café as last time.

Shen Miaoqing breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, and her face was not good when she just sat down.

The person on the other side was still smiling, "Xiaoqing, I ordered you a strawberry cake." ”

Shen Miaoqing looked at her for a few seconds, then looked away, landed on the coffee cup in her hand, and went straight to the point: "After so many years, you already have your own life, don't you?"

Fang Shumei's face turned pale and did not speak.

Shen Miaoqing's heart slowly sank, "You remarried and gave birth to a daughter, and that daughter is still as old as me, isn't it?"

"You investigate me?" Fang Shumei's face turned cold, originally she didn't have much affection for the daughter in front of her.

Shen Miaoqing sneered, "What I just said is true, right?" ”

"I formed a new family and gave birth to a daughter, isn't that okay?" Fang Shumei said in a cold tone.

Shen Miaoqing shook her head with a wry smile, and when she looked up again, her eyes were full of indifference, "That's your own life, it's your business how you choose, but how can you suddenly come back to me and ask for so much money?"

"You don't have a word of truth in your mouth, you say that you don't live well, you can't dress warmly, but obviously not, you have a decent home!

"Do you think I'm an ATM? Come to me when you ask for money, do you look like a mother?!"

Fang Shumei was frightened by Shen Miaoqing's next few words that raised her tone, and after reacting, she was a little annoyed and angry: "What's wrong with me just treating you as an ATM?! If it weren't for your fame, you would think I would rarely come to you!"

"However, I see that you have become a mess on the Internet now, what qualifications do you have to say about me, ah!"

Fang Shumei's face turned red when she scolded, and she walked away without looking back.

Shen Miaoqing's face was pale, and her fingernails sank into the flesh but it didn't hurt at all.

But she felt a little breathless, like something pressed against her chest.