Chapter 19: I Don't Blame You

"Gu Tinghan, I couldn't keep the child, do you think the child will blame me? If I hadn't gotten in the car at that time, I wouldn't have the situation I have now. ”

Song Tao was silent for a long time and then opened his mouth with these few words.

Gu Tinghan felt even more sad in his heart when he heard this, looked at the haggard Song Tao distressedly, and replied:

"This is the arrangement of fate, and we can't escape it. ”

"I want to take a break. ”

She still can't accept this fact.

No matter how tenacious a woman is, she will fall into a trough when she encounters such a situation.

This is from a mother's point of view.

After Song Tao said this, she hid in the quilt, and she was the only one in this small space.

She reached out and stroked her empty belly, there was a little life here, but she couldn't keep it.

The pain in that moment was very clear, and it seemed like it was still the last second.

However, at that moment, he was gone.

Gu Tinghan didn't stop Song Tao, he chose to give her time and space to think about it.

This situation can only be digested by herself, and no one else can help much.

He left the room, and the assistant waited.

Seeing him come out, he hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Mr. Gu, the manager has sorted out this month's financial report and asked when you will return to the company." ”

Gu Tinghan frowned, subconsciously glanced at the ward, was silent for a moment as if thinking, and then replied:

"Prepare the car, I'll go back to the office immediately. Then go and inform the sister-in-law at home, stew some nourishing decoction, and tell me when it's ready. ”

The assistant immediately understood what Gu Tinghan meant, "Yes, I'll do it." ”

On weekdays, Gu Tinghan only feels that time flies very quickly in the company, and handling work makes him feel at ease.

However, at this moment, he was anxious, and in the company, his heart had already drifted to the hospital.

Her mood is so low at the moment, she must be very lonely there.

Thinking of this, Gu Tinghan's heart tightened, making it difficult for him to breathe.

I want to prepare a car to visit her in the hospital now, care for her, and let her get out of the haze as soon as possible.

Hospital.

Bai Zhuo came to the ward with fruits and a bouquet of flowers, and saw Song Tao's face pale, leaning on the hospital bed in a trance.

Song Tao, who was so depressed, fragile and sad, was the first time Bai Zhuo had seen her.

Thinking that this matter was inextricably linked to him, he felt guilty and put aside what he had bought.

"Song Tao, I'm here......"

Song Tao raised her eyes and looked at Bai Zhuo for a long time without speaking.

She knew that the root cause of the car accident was the runaway black car, which had nothing to do with Bai Zhuo, but her heart was still a little guilty.

Bai Zhuo saw that Song Tao didn't speak, and the guilt in his heart was infinitely magnified.

"Song Tao, I'm sorry, it's all my fault. If it weren't for me, none of this would have happened, it's all my fault. ”

"I don't blame you. ”

Song Tao's face was calm and terrifying, and even a little too calm.

After she said this dryly, she sighed, "It's me who can't keep this child." ”

"Song Tao, don't say that, this matter has nothing to do with you at all......! I ......"

The more Bai Zhuo spoke, the more anxious he became, and he couldn't say the last word, his mouth was like a knot.

Song Tao's eyes were dull, and her empty heart made her extremely lonely.

She wanted to cry out to vent her inner pain, but her tears seemed to run dry.

"Bai Zhuo, I understand your thoughts, I won't blame you. But I don't really want to talk now, I have your heart, bring it back, let me calm down alone. ”

After speaking, Song Tao turned his head and didn't say a word.

Seeing this, Bai Zhuo had to sigh, looked at Song Tao several times, picked up his things, turned around and left the ward.

After Bai Zhuo left, the ward fell into silence again, and the silence made Song Tao a little scared.

The scenes of the car accident kept coming to her mind, and she couldn't get rid of them.

Song Tao licked her dry lips, is this the child's revenge on her?

Gu Tinghan hurriedly finished handling the rest of the company's affairs.

The assistant just finished answering Sister-in-law Wang's call and walked up to Gu Tinghan, "Mr. Gu, Sister-in-law Wang has already stewed all the soup." ”

He closed the papers, stood up, glanced down at the black watch on his right wrist, and silently counted the time in his mind.

"Okay, we'll go back to the villa now. ”

Vehicles drove quickly down the road, from the company to the villa and from the villa to the hospital.

Gu Tinghan and his assistant walked into the ward with a large bag and a small bag.

The assistant put his things aside, walked out of the ward very interestingly, and left the space for Gu Tinghan and Song Tao.

Gu Tinghan took out the insulated lunch box from the bag, carefully filled a bowl of chicken soup for her, and handed it to Song Tao after testing the temperature.

"This is what I asked my sister-in-law to make, and I specially asked her to make it lighter, you can try the taste. ”

She hadn't eaten anything since she woke up, and it was false to say that she wasn't hungry.

Song Tao obediently took the dishes and chopsticks, and put the dishes and chopsticks aside after drinking the soup.

"There's also some tonic here, so you can eat it in the afternoon. Also, you may be a little bored in the ward, so I'll try to stay here with you. When I came here and asked the doctor, you can eat most of the fruits, what do you want to eat? I will arrange for someone to come downstairs and buy it for you. ”

Gu Tinghan said a lot without panting.

This seems to be the first time Song Tao has seen Gu Tinghan, who cherishes words like gold, saying so many words in one breath in front of him.

She pursed her lips and said, "I don't pick it." ”

"Good. ”

After a while, the assistant carried many bags into the ward and picked out all the fruits he could buy.

Gu Tinghan was not annoyed, and peeled her skin one by one.

"Eat an apple. ”

Gu Tinghan's voice came from his ears, and an apple appeared in his sight.

Song Tao took the apple, took a bite and replied, "If I continue like this, I will be fat." ”

Song Tao only had a minor operation, but Gu Tinghan contacted many doctors for this operation, deliberately turned off his work, and sat outside the operating room for more than three hours.

She was stunned for a long time after knowing this, and she didn't come back to her senses when she looked at the snow-white hospital sheets.

"Isn't it good?"

Song Tao suddenly fell silent, after experiencing so many warm and cold people, she began to be cautious, not daring to trust others easily.

She tentatively asked, "Gu Tinghan, are you ...... Why do you want to stay with me all the time?"

Their marriage is just because they take what they need, and they play in front of outsiders, and the two of them even signed the divorce agreement, which can be said to be irrelevant.