364 Mosaic leaves into each (3)
Xie Junhe, who was born in the beggars, was repeatedly ridiculed as vulgar and ugly. When the resentment was unbearable, it was Su Su who silently accompanied him, spread paper and polished ink in the faint sunlight, taught him to hold a pen hand in hand, and taught him to learn to write the first few words written in this life - "gentlemen are harmonious but different".
She said that there were two words in his name in the sentence.
He scolded: "A gentleman is a scholar's bullshit!"
She didn't get annoyed but laughed: "You can scold anyone, but don't scold yourself." โ
He remembered the words in this way, and her warm handwriting. He was no more than fourteen years old. Everything I learned in the Blood Ghost Hall afterwards was not as good as it was then. It seems that all the anger of her body has melted into the fragrance of her pen and ink.
The woman read the letter word by word, and it was extremely sad: "The world is reckless, and it is a dream, covered with mud, and the world does not tolerate it." The bosom friend is dead, the dust is broken, how fortunate is the living?"
"The bosom friend is dead, the dust is broken, how fortunate is the living?" he took the note with trembling hands, carefully studied the familiar handwriting, and muttered the desperate words on the note, but it seemed that not a word could fit into an empty mind. In the midst of a torment, she never wavered: when he worked hard to find her, she didn't know what to do. It was only because of the Mo Yang who saved her that he deceived her and shattered her only hope!
Moyan...... You kid...... It's ruthless!" Xie Junhe clenched his fists in amazement. But even if you are angry, there is nowhere to retaliate. Mo Yang died in Beacon Fire Ridge a year ago, taking away all the ** grievances.
Looking up to the sky, looking into the depths of the white clouds, where did his essence drift to the end of the world?
The woman's narration continued calmly: "I thought, maybe Sister Su Su is looking for you. How could she let go of the person she had been dreaming of? Maybe she would come back in a few days when she was tired. So everything remained the same as when she left. I just hope that one day, she will come back with you. But when she left, she was never heard from again. โ
Xie Junhe hung his head gloomily: The meaning of despair behind the words, the woman did not say. But no matter how confused he was, he couldn't see Su Su's thoughts of suicide. How can a woman who has lost her family, her love, and everything she relies on live in this turbid world? Even her most reluctant pipa has not been taken away, isn't it because she has no love in life? Perhaps, she has long abandoned herself in the wilderness, just like the wandering in the long river, which is nowhere to be found......
If ten thousand arrows pierce his heart, he will feel that the whole heaven and earth are empty and broken.
After twelve years of searching, he only got a goodbye, staggered, and couldn't find his focus. Leaning on the railing, looking at the flowing spring gushing endlessly, he knew that maybe the fate with Su Su in this life could only stay in this small building.
It's just that he came too late.
"Brother Jun and Brother ......" The woman also knew her grief and said with relief, "Don't be too sad, Sister Su Su is so kind, God won't let her suffer anymore......"
"The only thing she did wrong was that she shouldn't be Xie Junhe's woman. Bang bang, bang bang on the railing, and all that came out was heart-rending remorse. He should have expected that the ruthless land of the rivers and lakes would never tolerate a woman as kind as her. The rich kid wantonly bullied her, his enemies took revenge on her, Qin Xiao couldn't save him when he saw death, and his companion fell into the ground, how could the heavens bear to treat a weak woman like this?! Mo Yang told him that Su Su was still alive, maybe just so that he could come here one day and know her fate waiting for her! Although he still hadn't figured out why Mo Yang wanted to take revenge on him.
The white-clothed holy envoy's killing technique can really be described as cruel. If they can't take their lives, they will empty their hearts, make them sorrowful, and want to talk about it until they destroy themselves.
But how innocent is Susu?
The woman's hand lightly covered his fist, fearing that he would hurt himself again.
He finally stopped, but he couldn't stop the pain in his heart.
"Why are you pretending to be her?" Xie Junhe sighed, "Tang Yao and the others also call you Susu, don't you know that Xie Junhe's women will eventually die if they fall into their hands?"
The woman laughed miserably: "I hate you very much, because Sister Su Su was bullied for you, went through ups and downs, and suffered a lot, and you are still at ease in the world." Seeing that you are in distress, I just want to save you, for the sake of Sister Susu's wishes. But after I brought you here, you called her in your dreams every day, and then you knew that you had not failed her. Later, when I went to Bilianzhou to see you, I wanted to pass on the news and leave, but I couldn't hold back my playfulness for a while, and made a little joke, just a word, who knew that you would really be Sister Su Su back. โ
"When I returned to Beacon Ridge, I was immediately targeted by the Tianyue Gate, and they asked me what my identity was, and I thought, if I were Susu, you would definitely come to the rescueโthis was my only chance to get rid of them. Sure enough, here you are. But after that, do you want me to tell you that this is just a misunderstanding from the beginning? Since it is Sister Susu's wish to keep you here, I will ...... If it's wrong, it's wrong......"
A good one will be wrong!
Xie Junhe sneered.
I really can't believe that I am an old Jianghu and have been deceived hard enough by a woman in her twenties.
Success is also smart, defeat is also smart. The camouflage is not leaky, but in the end, it is not the simplicity of the vegetarian element. However, when she peeled back the disguise, all she had left was a pretty face.
Xie Junhe stared at her with tears on her face, thinking that after all, she had saved herself, and thinking that she had been hiding alone in this mountain for six years, just to watch Su Su's dream, and he really couldn't bear to blame it again. It's really weird, these days, his iron heart has alternated between ice and fire from time to time, and at this moment, it has completely melted into her tears.
"I'm sorry......," she sobbed, "I wanted to wait for the dawn to disappear and put an end to this lie." But I'm afraid that Tianyuemen will chase and kill again, and I'm even more afraid that if there is no shadow of Sister Susu, it will make you fall into a deeper loss. โ
Junhe stretched out his hand and handed over the silk handkerchief - hers, I thought it was plain. She turned her face sideways, and he approached and wiped the tears from her face, but the tears in her eyes rolled down even more, and she couldn't stop it.
"Silly girl, I don't know what your name is?"
"Qingni. Sunny day, neon neon. โ
Qingni, the name of the sunny day. "Don't cry," he advised, "I don't blame you, so why should you be sad?"
"Really?" she didn't believe.
"Thank you for keeping watch over this little building for so long, and for bringing me news of her. โ
Only then did she raise her eyes, and although she smiled, she smiled coldly. She said silently in her heart: Jun and brother, has anyone ever told you that your infatuated appearance seems to be self-intoxicated, and it is also extraordinarily intoxicating? It's just that what doesn't belong to her doesn't belong to her after all. She could never replace Susu.
The obsession of one heart, in the blink of an eye, is already a flower and a leaf.