What she had in her mind was how to make Qianfei slowly let go of the unwillingness in her heart and how to let go of this love and hatred.

"Qianfei, I have been cocooned in this life, and now I don't have much left to live, I don't want to be so selfish anymore, I want to make up for my debt to Luoshen. ”

Unexpectedly, Shui Duyan blurted out these words, and Qianfei's eyes were full of incredulity.

"What do you mean by that?" Qianfei suddenly had a bad premonition.

Shui Duyan smiled softly at her, and then gently lifted the sleeve of her left hand with her right hand, revealing a dark purple vein in her eyes, and there were signs of blood gushing in it.

"When did the cold poison deteriorate like this?" Qianfei's heart suddenly contracted, and the hands that were originally placed on the table involuntarily took them down and hid them in their sleeves.

The corners of Shui Duyan's mouth curled up sarcastically, and all the distress hidden in her eyes turned into words of self-blame: "My body is already declining, and outsiders don't know it." The last time I had a cold poison attack, if I hadn't escaped to the weak water and sucked so much resentment, I wouldn't have survived now. I thought I was going to die, but I survived. Qianfei, I'm a coward, and I'm always afraid that something will go wrong in front of you, so I'm indecisive...... Qianfei...... I...... I don't know what happened to Emperor Luoshen, but I miss her, I miss her, I miss ...... Would love to ...... I know that she is the character who refuses to say anything when she encounters something, but I still don't care about her like this, it's really my fault. ”

Qianfei didn't know what would happen if the cold poison deteriorated like that, but in the dark purple lines on Shui Duyan's wrist, countless blood bruises were like insects that seemed to break through that thin layer of skin at any time, and Qianfei couldn't bear to look at it directly.

"Qianfei, Bailan is coming out. Shui Duyan picked up the wine glass on the table and took a sip lightly, her gaze soft and calm.

Qianfei didn't know how to answer, and Shui Duyan's heavy breath came to her face, shrouding Qianfei in sadness.

Seeing her like this, Shui Dui Yan had no choice but to continue to say herself: "Qianfei, now that Qianqiu Valley has occupied the entire southern city, if the Nanchi Demon King's side is recovered, the entire southern side will be yours." If Bai Lan came out, he would definitely be in a hurry to dominate the world, but he only had the boundaries of Snow City and Bingling left, and I had already thought of a way out of the Western Regions......"

Shui Duyan didn't know what to say halfway through her words, and her words were stuck in her throat and couldn't come out.

Qianfei understood what she meant, it was impossible for Bai Lan to clean up Qianqiu Valley after she came out, most of the Snow City and Ice Ling Realm were in the hands of Shui Duyan, even if it was returned to Bai Lan, the rest of the party would need to be cleaned up for a long time. If Qianqiu Valley and the Western Regions Alliance are concerned, they can definitely protect themselves.

Shui Duyan lowered his head, stretched out his right hand and touched the left heart, and said with a sad look: "Only now did I know that I was the one who was wrong from beginning to end. And I don't know it, and I'm desperately afraid that the world will not be chaotic. Now that I'm a person who has been punished by everyone, I really deserve it, and I take the blame on myself. ”

Qianfei looked at the person opposite, her heart was cold, Shui Duyan was leaving, she couldn't keep it. It's not that she doesn't know that Shui Duyan's body is getting worse, and she also knows that once Bai Lan comes out, the people of the world will soon lead troops to attack her, but she really can't guess how Shui Duyan will deal with these things.

Seeing Qianfei's distraction, Shui Duyan knew what Qianfei was thinking, and then she smiled slightly, the sentence lingering in her heart for a long time, and she still asked: "Qianfei, do you still hate me?"

Faced with the sudden topic, Qianfei was stunned, she didn't know what Shui Duyan meant by asking, but she saw it clearly, Shui Duyan's eyes were full of sadness and shame.

It was Qianfei who used herself to bind Shui Duyi for fourteen years, but Qianfei couldn't let her go and refused to let go. Like a bonfire about to burn out, Twilight used her last light and heat to try to soothe Qianfei's cold heart.

Qianfei's nose suddenly soured, her eyes were full of tears, she thought that she was invulnerable and invulnerable, but it turned out that Shui Duyan's sincere words would make her lose her armor and be defeated.

"What do you think?" Qianfei asked with a trembling voice, his eyes staring at Shui Duyan, who had a calm expression on the other side.

Shui Duyan looked like an old dragon clock, and said in a voice with vicissitudes of life: "Qianfei, if I don't die, I can protect you in this life, but unfortunately, I can't do it." I was sorry for you at the beginning, I deserved to be lonely and miserable in this life, and I deserved to be cold. But you shouldn't, you still have a long life, you will meet the next ......"

"Shut up!" Qianfei interrupted her, her eyebrows cold, tears pouring down her eyes, and a slap on Shui Duyan's face.

Qian Fei approached the slightly red and swollen face, stretched out his hand and pinched his cheeks fiercely, and said coldly with resentful eyes: "Shui Duyan, do you think that if you try your best to make up for the mistakes you have made, others will have to forgive you? Or do you think that your seemingly affectionate and reasonable arrangements must be accepted by others? You are just a self-righteous clown, why are you here to arrange fate for others! What qualifications do you have!"

Shui Duyan's face was still as cold and calm as ever, and those eyes were lifeless. Qianfei is like a crazy kitten, and Shui Duyan is indifferent.

"I admit that I'm a scumbag and a scum, but Qianfei, I want to protect your heart and it hasn't changed for a moment. I don't want to deceive you, and my heart hasn't changed for a moment. Shui Duyan made a pun, she didn't deliberately tease Qianfei, and she didn't love Qianfei.

"Shui Duyan-" Qianfei lost control of her emotions and grabbed Shui Duyan's throat, her fingers getting harder and harder, and her tears fell faster and faster.

Shui Duyan looked at the person in front of her as if she wanted to kill her, her throat was pinched and she was about to suffocate, but she still refused to raise her hand to knock off the hands that tried to strangle her.

Seeing that she was so stubborn, Qianfei slapped her backhand again, the corners of her mouth were bleeding, she tilted her head and coughed violently, and her body fell to the floor decadently as if she was about to be abolished.

The wind lifted the picture scroll that was put away by the twilight on the case, and a beautiful face of the prosperous world slowly unfolded, and the breeze seemed to blow the fragrance of the beauty in the painting into the air.

Qianfei turned his head and saw it inadvertently, and the tears fell even more fiercely, the person in the painting was none other than Emperor Luoshen.

The smiling face, gentle eyebrows, and gestures are all gentle and generous. The inferiority complex in Qianfei's heart suddenly came up, how could she be pleasing in the face of a person who has gone through vicissitudes with such a cold and arrogant temperament?

Qianfei couldn't help but think again, was she too cold, so she inadvertently cooled Shui Duyan's heart?

Shui Duyan was lying on the floor, and suddenly began to laugh stupidly, but tears slipped from the corners of her eyes, and she said with remorse: "Everything is my fault, the obsession is too much, and it has ruined people." ”

Qianfei was really annoyed by her temperament of liking to carry all the faults on her body, so when she heard this, she immediately ridiculed her: "Then what are you doing while you are still alive?

Shui Duyan paused for a moment, and smiled faintly when he opened his eyes slightly: "That's exactly what I mean." ”

"......" Qianfei's expression froze, he looked at Shui Duyan with resentment, gritted his teeth and warned: "You dare!"

"Providence cannot be violated. Shui Duyan gave such a sentence, then sat up and looked at the burning clouds in the sky, and then looked at Qianfei with a fried face, but he only smiled slightly.

Qianfei lowered her head sadly, and at the moment she frowned fiercely, she caught a glimpse of the picture scroll on the case, so she pulled it over, roughly tore it apart, smashed it on Shui Duyan's face, and walked away.

The autumn wind lifted the shredded paper again, like a snow, and sprinkled it on the white hair of the twilight face, the red clothes, and the tear-stained face.

Shui Duyan hugged those fragments in distress, like an old man, his eyes were cloudy, he kept muttering, and he was delirious.

Bai Zijia's confession, she didn't remember, but Maple Yexue said it very well. The red jade bracelet on her wrist was worn by Bai Zijia for her?

Shui Duyan blanked that memory, she couldn't tell the difference between dream and reality, but she thought, if she forgot, then there could only be two people who sealed her memory - Shui Duyan and Luo Shen Emperor.

Shui Duyan was afraid that the person who sealed her memories was Emperor Luoshen, but she was looking forward to it, she missed Emperor Luoshen too much. For fourteen years, Emperor Luoshen's life and death were unknown, but Shui Duyan really didn't ask once.

Shui Duyan raised her forehead, she tried to recall the day before yesterday, but she never remembered the slightest bit about Bai Zijia. She looked desperately at the horizon, and the dark sky covered all her tears.

"Fate really loves to play tricks on me, heh, why is it always at the moment when I give up, and there is a sudden turn?"

Shui Duyan smiled desolately, her heart was disturbed, the faces of Emperor Luo Shen and Bai Zijia appeared interactively, and Maple Yexue's words reminded her that Bai Zijia had turned black, but she didn't know it.

Shui Duyan was sad for a while, how many people did she bring, and how much love she had disappointed? Yi Xuechen died, Bai Zijia came to confess, even if Shui Duyan didn't remember the day before yesterday, she should know what Bai Zijia's purpose was when she thought about it with her toes.

But Shui Duyan can't afford it anymore, not only because she is tired, but also because she never has a chance anymore, and she doesn't dare to make a mistake in her limited life.

"Unexpectedly, in the end, I couldn't protect anyone. Shui Duyan smiled desolately, she thought that her current self could be different from before, but it turned out that there was no difference.

"Luo Shen ......" Shui Duyan seemed to have made up her mind, she looked in the direction of the Western Regions, and decided to send troops to attack the Western Regions.

Before that, she was going to ascend the throne as emperor.

Thinking of this, tears flowed down again, what she really wanted to do finally began, she had waited too long for this moment.

For a long time, she doubted whether she could succeed.

"Participating in the Star Dou......" Shui Duyan unconsciously thought about the Participating Star Dou, if he hadn't forced him to retreat from the Participating Star Dou, would Bai Lan have died?

Thinking that it was Bai Lan who had found her, Shui Duyan was even more panicked in her heart, Bai Lan was like a spell, imprisoning her heart.

Her resentment towards Bai Lan, her suspicion of Bai Lan, and her indifference to Bai Lan. It's finally going to disappear, and she, with her attitude towards herself, is more and more unwilling to let go.

Shui Duyan frowned in pain, and there was a heart-piercing pain in her left palm, she was like a corpse, abandoned, placed in a cold place.

"Uh-" Shui Twilight made a painful and mournful sound in her throat, as if she was trying to suppress something, she clenched her chest, "Hehe......"

The cold hit her whole body, but Shui Duyan didn't want to find warmth anymore, she willingly lay on the cold ground, feeling the coldness from hell.

If the presumptuous human heart is a hell, then she is just a person looking for light in hell.

And at this moment, she was full of despair, full of exhaustion, she didn't want to look for it anymore, and gave up.

Rain and Snow Palace.

Qianfei dragged her lazy body back, and before the doorman opened the door, she finally fell in front of the door, her apricot eyes opened and closed slightly, as if to say, there is no love in life.

Shui Duyan once said that once you meet Qianfei, you will miss it for life, and if you don't meet Qianfei, you will miss it for life. But now it seems that it is to be said the other way around - once you meet the twilight, you will be mistaken for life.