The first time Feng Ran saw Bai Muhan's face was on the computer.

Feng Ran was 23 years old that year, less than two months before Bai Muhan's 22nd birthday.

At that time, a controversial ancient style drama was released, and the two male protagonists in the play were taken, and at the beginning, the reason that attracted Feng Ran to watch that drama was the face of the other male protagonist.

The other male protagonist was a member of a men's group who debuted at the peak at that time, and later the members developed separately, and this boy began to take over the role into the film and television industry.

At that time, Fengran University had not yet graduated, and the only advantage of forcing the student party was that there were winter and summer vacations, and the time when the drama was released was the summer file.

The director of this drama is also bold, almost all of the new faces in the whole drama, even if they are not newcomers, they are also small and transparent in the circle, and the biggest coffee position is Bai Muhan, who has not been on the stage for a long time, and people like Bai Muhan have debuted for a while but have not been able to get resources for a long time for some reason...... Well, idols, in Feng Ran's eyes, are actually no different from newcomers.

At least, when I watched the whole six episodes, Feng Ran didn't know what the actor's name was, and she didn't even know that there was a combination of SC when she watched the whole six episodes, except that the role played by Bai Muhan was really out of the ordinary, and the entertainment industry in those years was blank for Feng Ran.

The whole TV series is only about 40 episodes, and Feng Ran chased it for a whole month, and after that, it was rewatched eight times. The plot is just the love and hatred of the children of the rivers and lakes, but probably because the actors are very attentive, and after watching the whole drama, it is easy for the audience to substitute the plot, and the open-ended ending makes people even more imaginative.

Many people are wondering where the people in the play will go, and some people are still messing around with CP when they come out of the play, which makes Feng Ran feel funny. It's not that Feng Ran thinks it's unorthodox to love each other, but it's obvious that two straight men have to get together, how idle fans are, don't they want to think about whether the main owners will be embarrassed to know about meeting?

Of course, none of this prevents Feng Ran from frantically collecting beautiful pictures of the two boys and using them as mobile phone desktops, computer desktops, and even emojis......

Feng Ran is typical to pass the time when he starts to get bored, and he keeps saliva and licks the screen in the back.

It wasn't until the third time that Feng Ran's sanity affected by her appearance slowly recovered, and she began to notice Bai Muhan.

Bai Muhan's character in it has more inner drama than lines, many times he can't say a few words in a whole episode, and the other male protagonist is a typical talker, in comparison, Bai Muhan's sense of existence is much weaker, and even many people began to complain that his acting skills are not good, his appearance is too modern, he doesn't fit the role, his height is not tall enough, and he wears a height pad to increase his ...... Feng Ran only knew at that time that people don't necessarily say that this person is not good just because this person is really not good, there is a kind of person who will hide behind the keyboard and keep holding a magnifying glass to search for a little dust on other people's bodies, and then say as if the whole earth is going to be destroyed because of this fixed point of dust.

Typical robber logic.

This is also the first time Feng Ran has met a kind of person - black powder.

All kinds of black fans let Feng Ran see a lot of strange people, strange things, they hide behind the keyboard, saying all kinds of ridiculous or vicious words, always feel that the world is very simple Feng Ran This is the original person can really hurt others unscrupulously, no matter whether the other party will be sad or not, even if this person has not done anything, but as long as it is him, as long as it is him, it is wrong for him to speak, it is wrong for him to appear in front of people, it is wrong for him to walk, it is wrong for him to be sick, it is wrong for him to cry, and even, his breathing is wrong.

Everything and everything can be misinterpreted as a show, and everything is his own fault.

But what is wrong with those who have been hurt by them? Everyone seems to have become detectives, clues, shadows, or even empty words.

Is it just like Qin Xiang back then, three words are enough to explain everything?

And more facts, maybe nothing is wrong, black for black's sake.

Feng Ran's time was really miserable, the internship unit was not settled in the senior year, the admiring senior got the certificate after graduation, and the best girlfriend broke off with her because of a man - and then, she survived with two boys in a drama.

It's just that Feng Ran was just a fan at that time, and he only knew the star itself, and never liked to pick up the information of the star, and when the summer vacation was approaching, the black material about Bai Muhan on the Internet suddenly spilled over.

Open the web and search for Bai Muhan's three words, and hot topics will naturally pop up about hidden romance, about acting skills are not online, about character fraud, about plastic surgery, about academic qualifications, about ...... It seems that everything, whether true or false, can be used to talk about it, and many big Vs are involved in it, stirring up a pool of muddy waters.

A lot of evidence is forcib, probably when I was in school, I looked at the pictures and talked and learned well, with a plausible photo, the same paragraph of a bad street, all kinds of gods can write a short story, there are characters and plots, and even the cause and effect of the matter can be explained clearly, as if they have experienced it themselves.

The personnel who writes is not about himself, and his words are sharp, but to the parties is like tearing blood out of his heart.

At that time, Feng Ran knew that even black powder was divided into many kinds. Feng Ran knew another word - job black.

In those days, the Internet was full of so-called black material, obviously there was no evidence, it was just some trivial things, but there were people who instigated public opinion for the sake of interests, but there were people who followed the trend and scolded as if they were killing their father's hatred, but there were people crying and grabbing the ground as if their men were cheating in marriage, but there were too many people who took it seriously and fell into it.

Some of Bai Muhan's fans stick to it, in order to fight black, black and white, some are disappointed and take off their fans, and some don't forget to step back after taking off their fans.

No one cares how the official clarifies, no one cares whether the fans who stayed behind are in tears, and no one cares how weak the silence of the parties is.

It's just that Bai Muhan, who appeared in everyone's sight again, wrapped himself tightly from head to toe, like a snail that shrinks into its shell when it is hurt, keeping a safe distance from everyone.

Until that moment, Feng Ran was suddenly touched by the calm and alienation in his sight.

How strong a person must be to go against the wind in the slander of others, and how sad a person must be to wrap himself in an airtight wind to refuse contact with the outside world.

Feng Ran suddenly felt sorry for this boy who was younger than herself, she looked up a lot of information about Bai Muhan on the Internet, and found out that this was not the only time this boy had such an experience at all.

There is a post, probably written by his loyal fans, and he has written a lot like a running account, from Bai Muhan participating in the competition and being selected as a trainee, to the popularity of the group after its debut; from the black fans making trouble at the celebration banquet, to the group members being forced to develop separately; from running to interview for roles by himself, to secretly running to the training class by himself; from his daily life of being silent but spoiling fans, to being scolded for his live broadcast on the day of the finale......

After reading it, Feng Ran's heart was sullen, she couldn't even imagine how this boy had persevered before, had he ever hesitated a little in the middle, hesitating that if he hadn't embarked on this road in the first place, would everything have been easier?

It was probably from that moment that Feng Ran really liked Bai Muhan, because of the boy's insistence and because of the boy's silence, she liked it for a long, long time, so long that she buried a sentence in the deepest part of her heart.

Sorry I'm late, though, I'm just a stranger.