Chapter 25: Can't let go, can't ask for it
It was because Shui Duyan resented Gu Moyun too much, resented Bai Lan too much, resented Emperor Luo Shen too much, resented all the people who ruined Qianqiu Valley, and betrayed Qianqiu Valley, so Shui Duyan was unwilling and lived to this day.
She never came back from the Buddha realm to live again. She only wants to repay her debts to others, and what she owes the most is the soul of Qianfei.
The Buddha said that he would come to pick her up when she was over, but she never wanted to go back.
Buddha, let me be wrong, I still don't want to see through the red dust.
That was the only thought that had occurred before Shui Twilight's face was completely blackened.
Western regions.
Demon Snow Palace.
Bai Zijia visited the Western Regions, she came to see what Emperor Luo Shen's life had become, although she was in Windy City for a month, she inquired about the affairs of the Western Regions and Sanssouci Palace.
Bai Zijia sat in the hall and waited for Luo Xue'er uneasily, she didn't drink a sip of tea in her hand, she was full of worries, anxiously waiting for Luo Xue'er.
Luo Xue'er walked slowly, when she looked at Bai Zijia, she was full of sadness, Bai Zijia also changed, Luo Xue'er felt deeply.
Seeing her coming, Bai Zijia hurriedly asked, "How is the love Gu raised?"
"It's growing very slowly, maybe it's because I haven't cultivated enough. "Luo Xue'er has already raised the love Gu with the blood of the heart vein, but the love Gu has grown very slowly, and it is still the size of a bean.
"Emperor Luo Shen has been here for so long, no one has really come to see her?" Bai Zijia was still unsure, after all, if Shui Duyan saw Emperor Luo Shen behind her back, she didn't know.
Luo Xue'er said with certainty: "She has always been in the inner hall of the Demon Snow Palace, and no one can see her except me." ”
"Huh. Bai Zijia smiled sarcastically, Luo Xue'er is so vicious, it is better to have Emperor Luoshen!
"Take good care of your love Gu, you will get what you want. Bai Zijia said this, her face was vicious, and her gentle and playful color was completely gone, replaced by a scheming look.
The two chatted a little more, and in the end, Bai Zijia determined that Emperor Luo and Shui Duyan had not been in contact for a month, and the disappearance of Emperor Luo Shen did not attract Shui Duyan's attention.
"Is January too short or is Qianfei too charming?" Bai Zijia sneered in her heart, thinking like this, what can entangle Shui Duyan?
When Bai Zijia came out of the Demon Snow Palace, it was already getting fainter, she turned her head slightly, and caught a glimpse of Luo Xue'er with an indifferent face, and the eyebrows in her eyes were written domineering.
What a gentle woman back then, but now she ......
Bai Zijia couldn't help but shake her head, but then a sneer appeared on the corner of her mouth, she laughed at herself, how similar is she to Luo Xue'er?
Bai Zijia turned around and glanced at Luo Xue'er meaningfully, and then left.
Luo Xue'er watched Bai Zijia leave, she couldn't help but take a deep breath, she looked at the purple dot on her wrist, stunned for a moment, and then pulled down her sleeves to cover it, looked up at the dark sky, and exhaled a long white breath, the night in the Western Regions was extremely cold.
Rain and Snow Temple.
Shui Duyan sat in the sunset and drank alone, there were a lot of things that had happened recently, and she was about to be unable to cope with it. The matter of Emperor Luo Shen has always been entangled in her heart, and she does not dare to make a noise, or even dare to inquire.
Shui Duyan's hand holding the wine began to tremble, it was only a month, why did Emperor Luo Shen suddenly have an accident? That jade pendant, does it really mean that Emperor Luo Shen has an accident or someone is tempting?
Shui Duyan's emotions were depressed, her brows were furrowed, and her face was expressionless. She hadn't laughed in a long time, and she probably didn't realize it herself.
How sensitive Qianfei's mind is at the moment, she doesn't dare to believe anything easily, let alone act rashly.
The suspicious Qianfei became a fatal wound in her heart.
A thick cloud suddenly appeared in the sky, and soon, a miasma fell in front of Shui Duyan, and a person came out of the thick fog.
"Here I go again. Gu Moyun's voice sounded in his ears again.
How did he get here?
Shui Duyan couldn't help frowning and looked up, Gu Moyun came over with a jar of good wine, his face was full of laughter. Shui Duyan was stunned for a moment, long before the last war of gods and demons, the person who always had a smile on her face was her Shui Duyan, and the person who was always lifeless without smiling was Gu Moyun. Can hatred really change a person?
Gu Moyun saw that Shui Dui's face was a little distracted, so he poured a good wine and asked, "What are you thinking about?"
Shui Duyan frowned slightly, Gu Moyun came here just to talk and want to know about his lost memories.
When Shui Duyan saw him, he only felt tired, how many people's blood debts did Gu Moyun have on him? He couldn't remember, so he was carefree. But Shui Duyan remembered every account for him.
Shui Duyan stared at Gu Moyun with a calm face, she actually had nothing to say to Gu Moyun, all the original sense of worship disappeared after Gu Moyun's amnesia, Shui Duyan saw the most ordinary Gu Moyun, and she realized that her original admiration and distress for Gu Moyun came from Gu Moyun's obsession with hatred.
An obsession can support a person to do many things. Now Shui Duyan is too, for the sake of his obsession, he has finally become Gu Moyun's appearance. And she's always an afterthought.
Shui Duyan took the wine poured by Gu Moyun, took a sip lightly, and said nothing. Gu Moyun on the other side seemed to have long been accustomed to her model, so he didn't care.
Gu Moyun couldn't stop thinking about how to ask Shui Duyan about his sealed memories. Gu Moyun had a good face, he forgot the past and didn't dare to ask his relatives and friends easily, and the answers given to him by those relatives and friends were all derogatory reprimands for Shui Duyan, which made him feel disgusted.
Gu Moyun looked at the woman in front of him, his eyebrows were full of sadness, and he had a solemn expression, could it be that Shui Duyan was a ruthless person? Gu Moyun naturally didn't believe it, he had an inexplicable good impression of Shui Duyan, he inexplicably wanted to get close to Shui Duyan, even if it was just to talk to her.
Gu Moyun couldn't help but laugh when he thought about it, he was a god, how could he come to mess around with a demon? Not afraid of being laughed at?
Shui Duyan did not refuse to drink with Gu Moyun, she drank Gu Moyun's wine with peace of mind, but she kept thinking in her heart, how to ask Gu Moyun to recover the debt he owed.
For so many years, Shui Duyan has always cared about what Gu Moyun did back then, could it be that the power is monstrous, and people above ten thousand people can do anything wrong? Or is such a person not responsible for his cruel behavior?
Shui Duyan knew that she had never let go of Gu Moyun for so many years, and she also wanted to see if Gu Moyun was okay, but before she could say anything, she was blocked by the cruel Gu Moyun in her memories and swallowed it alive.
The two of them didn't say a word, Gu Moyun added wine to her, and she didn't refuse.
Gu Moyun drank with her for a while, and then it was dark, and a jar of good wine was gradually gone, Gu Moyun took advantage of the night to cover his expression, so he mustered up the courage to ask, "Why don't you want me to remind me of the original incident?"
Shui Duyan knew that Gu Moyun would ask this question sooner or later, so after listening to it, her face was still calm, and she thought of countless answers to answer Gu Moyun. But it seems that each one is inappropriate, and Shui Duyan wants Gu Moyun to never remember the past, just like she couldn't remember the past. The difference is that all the people who knew about her past were hiding from her at the beginning, but now, the only person who hid Gu Moyun was Shui Duyan.
Shui Duyan didn't care about how Gu Moyun's relatives and friends in the God Realm would tell her, and she didn't want to know what Gu Moyun thought of her now, she only knew that she couldn't let Gu Moyun remember the past, otherwise, according to taking care of Moyun's temperament, she would be able to crush Shui Duyan with her backhand.
There may indeed be people in this world who will not fight back if they are hurt, but Gu Moyun must not be that person, he will repay his eyes and have a strong desire to control, if he thinks of everything, he will still have it?
Shui Duyan couldn't forget the domineering and fierce eyes in Gu Moyun when she once trapped her. I can't forget Gu Moyun's three indiscriminate methods in order to trap her.
Shui Duyan has never been able to stop Gu Moyun from hurting others, and Emperor Luoshen, Qianfei, Bai Lan, and Shui Duyan can't protect any of them. A Gu Moyun made her confused.
Maybe it was hatred that made Gu Moyun so cold, so why bother thinking about it?
"Since I have locked your memory, I naturally have my reasons, and if I am willing to remind you of it, that is another matter. Shui Duyan's answer was very vague, and Gu Moyun couldn't hear the reason.
Gu Moyun's heart was depressed, he tried his best to inquire about the events of the year from others, but when he pieced them together, he still felt that there was a lot of fragmentation, maybe the things he learned from the non-parties were just stories, but Shui Duyan, the party, was unwilling to tell the things of the year.
Gu Moyun once thought that he must have caused indelible damage to Shui Duyan, so he let Shui Duyan not treat him like this, his attitude was indifferent, and he didn't take Gu Moyun in his eyes at all.
Looking at the Six Realms, who can't take a look at Gu Moyun? He is the person with the deepest mana in the two realms of gods and demons, and there are almost no people who can match him. In terms of IQ and EQ, who can be better than him? Such a dazzling man, even a woman will look at him more, but Shui Duyan turned a blind eye, and his attitude towards Gu Moyun was always neither salty nor cold, neither hot nor cold. This made Gu Moyun really disappointed.
Gu Moyun didn't care much about the past when he couldn't remember the past, but he was curious about what kind of past he and Shui Duyan had, and he was curious about what kind of status he once had in Shui Duyan's heart.
Gu Moyun smiled sarcastically, and then asked, "Then when are you going to remind me of it?"
Shui Duyan glanced at him seriously, she was laughing at Gu Moyun in her heart, and she was also gloating, when Shui Duyan wanted to remember the past, everyone was lying to her, causing her to dare not believe others at all. Now that it's Gu Moyun's turn, how could she not know the depression and sadness in Gu Moyun's heart?
Shui Duyan smiled, but it was full of sneers: "Then when do you want to remember?"
"Doesn't it depend on when you're willing?" Gu Moyun smiled slightly.
Shui Duyan whispered softly, and then added: "When I die, you will naturally remember everything, don't be too anxious, I won't live long, if you want to know too much, kill me." ”
"......" Gu Moyun was so angry that he couldn't speak, was Shui Duyan made of a knife?
"Senior sister, you ......" Gu Moyun tried to call her junior sister, because it was his junior sister.
"Don't call me junior sister! I'm not your junior sister, I'm not a member of your sect for a long time!" Shui Duyan dropped the cup in an instant, frowning in anger, and Gu Moyun on the other side was shocked and at a loss.
When did Gu Moyun naively think that the two of them wouldn't have a deep hatred? Could it be that Shui Duyan was so unkind to him before, Gu Moyun couldn't see that the two of them had an unbearable past? Is it that the hatred in Shui Duyan's eyes is not obvious? Or is Gu Moyun thick-skinned after forgetting it?
Gu Moyun was full of doubts, when did Shui Duyan quit the sect? Why hadn't he heard Murong Xiao say it? It must have been Shui Duyan's angry words!
"Why didn't I hear that you quit the sect?" Gu Moyun asked tentatively.