Chapter Seventy-Four: Let Go of Obsession
After the banquet ended, I sat in the car and hugged Xiao Li who was in my arms when he helped me into the car just now, and my head was slightly dizzy. The rendering of alcohol, the temperature of my body, and the entanglement of hormones make my heart feel incomprehensibly hearty at this moment.
Have I finally done it? Has my perseverance finally come to fruition? How should those who once did not believe that I am qualified to go to the top of the mountain face me now? My loneliness, my persistence, today finally gave me the answer I wanted.
The path I have traveled has been so difficult that I have fallen into the mud with every step. Years of forbearance, restraint, like everyone else, constantly admonishing yourself to bow to others, no matter what time you want to keep yourself sober and restrained. Now I can finally vent the depression in my heart for many years!
But.. Why don't I remember how I got this far?。。。 No wonder I have always had such a strange sense of incongruity, I was in the competition of participating in the World Heroes Conference!
In an instant, everything around me shattered like a mirror, and I stood in a space surrounded by mirrors, each reflecting a different look of me. There is the way I was before I came into this world, and there is the way I am now. In the mirror, I have different expressions, some are wanton, some are depressed and dark, some are determined, and some are full of confusion...
I laughed bitterly at myself and said, "Can't you let go?" It's been more than ten years since I came to this world, and I thought that everything I had done had become a thing of the past, but I didn't expect that there was still this obsession in the deepest part of my heart. ”
I had to ask myself, "The identity and status I have in this world now is far greater than the power and status I once desired." And I never thought that I was going to vent my suppressed desires, or that I didn't have any desires at all. So why do I crave catharsis so much?"
I sighed slightly: "Perhaps, it's just because I haven't been rewarded for my efforts." Maybe when I came into this world, I never thought I was going to get something. ”
"When I stand in my current position, I realize that there are so many battles that seem so small, and that I was just a small character in the small contentions... ”
"Fate may be like this, not a person really looks forward to it, hard work, will definitely give people the return they want, too many so-called unfairness, complaints are just inseparable selfishness in human nature... ”
"So, put it down. Those who do not know the truth are vain. If you have a delusional mind, you will be amazed by your gods, you will be amazed by all things, you will be amazed by all things, you will be greedy, and you will be troubled. Troubled delusions, sorrowful body and mind... ”
The moment I opened my eyes again, I felt that everything in the world had never been so clear, maybe this is why it is difficult to talk about being born without entering the world, right? Everything in the world is a mirror used to reflect on oneself.
I smiled and bowed deeply to Mu Wenxin and said, "Thank you for your illusion technique, which finally made me let go of the last obsession in my heart." ”
Mu Wenxin was stunned for a moment, and then said with a wry smile: "Congratulations, uncle, I lost my conscience." ”
Although Mu Wenxin was very reluctant to lose this competition, when faced with the current outcome that had been decided, he did not have a trace of entanglement, and walked off the competition platform very freely.
When the conference announced that I was the winner of the competition, I hurried back to the lounge to breathe, the thunder domain released just now was too much of a drain on my aura. I have less than an hour to go back against Mo Feiyuan, and I have to face him in the best possible condition, so that at least I can not be killed by Mo Feiyuan in an instant.
Fortunately, Master Xuanzhen gave me a lot of elixirs for recovery before, and the spirit wine I drank for a long time allowed me to basically return to my full state in such a short period of time...
On the competition platform, Mo Feiyuan stood quietly opposite like an unsheathed sword, bowed to me and said, "Sword Sect Mo Feiyuan, I have seen Uncle You. ”
I said solemnly: "Kunlun sent You Yuzhen, please." "It was only when I confronted this Sword Sect disciple that I truly felt what a dangerous power he contained in him. This strength forced me to tense my nerves and deal with him seriously.
At the beginning of the competition, I opened the Little Peep Heaven and the Taichu Qi Gate at the same time, preparing to use the word redemption technique - Mu Ze Trap to restrict Mo Feiyuan's actions first. The gathering of aura is to run the aura in different laws with a certain node as the core, so as to carry out various specific applications, once the node is broken, everything will dissipate directly.
Just as I was about to release the mud trap, I actually used the little peep to predict that Mo Fei Yuan's sword hit the node of my spell and broke my mud trap. Therefore, I deliberately deviated the knots of my spell in the process of casting the spell.
As expected, Mo Feiyuan hit the point of my spell where it should be, and this blow did not break my mud trap, which made Mo Feiyuan slightly surprised. I took advantage of Mo Feiyuan's brief pause to use the word separation technique, Chiyan, and a huge wave of fire slapped towards Mo Feiyuan.
At this time, Mo Feiyuan took out his sword again and had broken through the mud, he did not hesitate to slash at Chi Yan with a sword, this time there was still no sword to break, Mo Feiyuan had no choice but to defend with a sword. As soon as I blocked Chi Yan, my Kanzi technique, the water bomb, hit him intensively again. The sword shadow was all over the sky, and Mo Feiyuan actually blocked all the water bombs in one go.
Mo Feiyuan's sword speed was too fast, and before I could make my next move, he was already looking at me lightly. If I forcibly gather qi and release the formation technique now, I will most likely be subdued by Mo Feiyuan's sword.
Mo Feiyuan said calmly: "This should be the legendary Sky Peeping Technique." Sure enough, it was amazing that I could predict in advance where I was going to attack. ”
I was shocked, 'He found out in such a short time', and I reluctantly smiled: "You are really amazing, we just fought and you found out." However, this is not a voyeuristic technique, it can only be regarded as a superficial application. ”
Mo Feiyuan said: "The enemy's first move is only a superficial use, and the Heaven Peeping Technique deserves to be called the Heavenly Divine Skill by the world. Uncle You, Fei Yuan wants to make a move, you be careful. ”
As soon as Mo Feiyuan finished speaking, I saw his figure disappear from the spot in a flash, and I didn't dare to hesitate to give up the Taichu Qimen and use the Shaking Cang Decisive to move quickly. After I dodged Mo Feiyuan's first sword in an instant, he struck me with even faster speed.
Mo Feiyuan's speed was so fast that even if I could predict his next attack, it would still be difficult for me to react quickly, and his movements were only a breath or two slower than my prediction. I can't resist his sword with my bare hands, and if I have a decent weapon in my hand, maybe I can fight with him.