The city of Taiyuan is very magical, I have not known what it is positioning, some people say that Taiyuan is a second-tier metropolis that can be compared with first-tier cities, prosperous and forced, life is petty bourgeoisie, and some people say that Taiyuan TMD is a broken third- and fourth-tier city, with a monthly salary of two or three thousand, and no social security, prices, and rents are catching up with first-tier cities.

As a native of Taiyuan, I don't seem to have seen any other city, except for a year when I was a child, my parents took me to Shanghai during the winter and summer vacations, and I have been living here for the rest of the time, from birth to graduation from university, I have been sticking to the city. People say that they like a city because they love someone, but I am lazy, too lazy to want to nest in the city until I grow old, I feel that I am sometimes like a bun living in the mountains, too lazy to go out to see the prosperity of the outside world, and experience the disturbances of the world.

Over the years, I have indeed witnessed a lot of changes in Taiyuan, the urban villages have disappeared, there are high-rise buildings in the inner ring, and there are also large factory chimneys in the outer ring, which stand in the city, and there are all kinds of migrant workers shuttling back and forth in it, some of them are brightly dressed, and they can sit in front of the big floor-to-ceiling windows, eating exquisite snacks and drinking high-end coffee. Some were unkemptly dressed, threw down the freshly bitten omelets, and climbed up the big chimney to clean the ashes inside.

That year, I finally graduated from university, and I didn't choose to continue my studies like the top students, because I had no motivation, and I barely got a graduation certificate after four years of wandering. I don't think it's okay to be able to mix in the city of Taiyuan, work for a year or two, find a few girlfriends, talk about love, and finally choose a marriage and have children. My pursuit is very simple, in the words of the older generation, in the end, it is summed up as a hot kang for wives and children, and it is enough for the family to eat and drink. If I were to spend a few years chasing a distant unknown dream, it would be more terrible than gambling, and it would not be worth it at all. This is also the reason why I broke up with my ex-girlfriend, she cried that I don't want to be motivated, people have to have dreams, so the day she walked out of the school gate, she tearfully stepped on the high-speed train to Beijing to chase her dreams. For the next period of time, I was symbolically melancholy for a few days, and then I threw myself into the dormitory to open the black squad, leaving everything behind, and finally breaking through the stubborn bronze upgrade to platinum.

In retrospect, behind every unsuccessful man there was an insatiable, and thanks to my strong will, I was able to avoid nothing in the future.

After spending the last dormitory time in college, after eating a loose meal, everyone went their separate ways, and Feng Xiaoqiu and I were left in the dormitory. I wandered around the job market for more than a month with a stack of certificates and still didn't find a decent job. I feel that life has deceived me, and the advertisements often say that I can find a good job after graduating from computer science? Not only in the advertisement, but even the three aunts and six mothers-in-law also say this, I haven't had time to savor what went wrong, when I swiped the phone screen, I saw the little balance left in Alipay, I thought of online loans, but I didn't do that, I was afraid that I would not be able to control it in the future, forming a bad habit, and harming my relatives. I reluctantly said to Feng Xiaoqiu, I may have to be like many celebrities in junior high school textbooks, and people will have a good friend who generously sponsors them at that time, why didn't I? Feng Xiaoqiu said that it was because your good friend also hoped so.

That's right, Feng Xiaoqiu is my good friend, from elementary school to high school, and then to university, we were unexpectedly admitted to the same school and assigned to the same class. Being able to become good friends with Feng Xiaoqiu, I admit that I was careless in making friends in my life, and later life proved that the two of us are completely the same dog, because our goals in this life are greedy for money and lust, and we will be prodigal in our lives.

Feng Xiaoqiu had a golden spoon in his mouth, was born into a wealthy family, and it is said that his father was in the coal business. Feng Xiaoqiu is tall and handsome, but he has not lived into the rich second generation that people think. What kind of beautiful sports car, tonight the audience paid for the money is not related to him at all, only read the sage book, and ignore the things outside the window is his motto, of course, this book contains a small yellow book of five yuan on the roadside. There is also the social theory that it is not easy for parents to make money, spending money has to be spent on the blade, saving if you can, rubbing if you can, and AA if you can't rub it, and rubbing the chicken legs, beer and various snacks of your classmates. The so-called blade about him refers to the beauty he fancies, as long as he sees it, there is no other move, it is to spend money to smash, he says that this is love every time, I say that love is not measured by money, he said that it doesn't matter if it can be measured, it just works.

Later, Feng Xiaoqiu touched her round belly, gritted her teeth and ate a burger from me. In order to save money, I had to live in the dormitory of the school with a cheeky face, and I didn't move despite the instructor's repeated hard work. Once I talked to Feng Xiaoqiu about this matter, he said that I played a scoundrel to the fullest, and this should be left on the war years, who dared to occupy public resources, would have been pulled out and killed.

After drinking a large pot of boiled water, I touched my slightly full stomach, picked up my mobile phone, and had already organized some tragic words in my mind to stretch out the hand of all evil to my family. At the beginning, the cow that I swore to my parents has not grown up, and now I want to rely on another cow to pry their purse, I express deep self-blame, who let me let the light of this gold not attract the life of Bole, fate should be like this, I have a showdown, bow my head to life, just like the link to Pinduoduo everywhere, can get one more point is one point.

Just when I made up enough words in the code, a text message came, and when I opened it, it turned out to be an interview invitation, asking me to go to the interview on time at ten o'clock tomorrow morning, and the position was a programmer. I thanked the Buddhas of the East again, and thanked the Holy Mother of the West again, it is really a life to save people and create a seven-level floating slaughter, if this text message is a second and a half late, I am afraid that I will start with my parents, and I see that life is not all desperate life, and occasionally there are willows and flowers, I comfort myself like this.

It may be because of overexcitement, excitement caused the stomach to scream a few times. I put the credit for this credit on all the brain cells that the codeword just consumed. If the number of brain cells consumed is converted into a famous coin, it is estimated that it is more than enough to buy a bucket of instant noodles, so I still make a lot of money, so I went to the school's small supermarket and bought a bucket of instant noodles in the spirit of Ah Q's optimism.

Tear open the package of instant noodles, sprinkle them into the packet, pour hot water, pin the lid with a fork, wait for three minutes to uncover, add some vinegar, and smell the smell deeply, it is simply delicious in the world. I feel that when I have a family and have children, I can add this experience to his bedtime story and tell it to him every day so that they can cultivate a positive and optimistic attitude.

On the day of the interview, I stood downstairs with a colorful resume printed at the entrance of the school and spent an ocean, and the huge glass door reflected my clear figure, like a spiritual guy. Looking at the beautiful young lady who came in and out through the glass door, with long hair, crisp breasts, hips, and long legs, I only had one thought in my mind, I had to come here to work, even if it was a cleaner, I would like to, and then find a beautiful girlfriend here, if nothing else, the dolls born in the future will also look good.

This company is doing Internet finance, so the decoration of the first entry gives people a sense of luxury and dignity, the big blue LOGO hangs on the white wall behind the front desk of a door, the company is surrounded by glass, the sun shines through the glass, not too comfortable. The people inside are all wearing uniform uniforms, and they all have badges with photos of their facial features on their chests.

When I came to the front desk of the company, the personnel lady took out a form and asked me to fill out my resume again, I said I took it, she said no, I said in my heart that this is not taking off my pants and farting, it is really TMD.

After filling out the form, the HR lady took me to an office where behind a desk sat a woman in her thirties, with long hair and elaborate makeup. The badge on the neck is printed with the word Cheng Xue, which should be her name, the technical director of the position. In these years, there are very few female technical directors, especially in the city of Taiyuan, even less. I looked at the person named Cheng Xue in front of me and thought to myself that this woman must not be simple. Although Cheng Xue was sitting, she could also see the graceful curves wrapped under her uniform, indicating that she usually did maintenance.

Cheng Xue motioned for me to sit down and start the interview, the process was very simple, first introduce myself, and then talk about professional skills, because my major is very right, the chat is also as pleasant as a fish in water, several times I have seen Cheng Xue's eyes have something similar to the light, I feel that this time I am nine out of ten. If it weren't for the halfway to kill a Cheng biting gold, I would have begun to fantasize about the scene of going to work.

Just when we were talking about salary, the personnel lady brought in a boy, and since then my hatred for this personnel lady has increased a little, and someday in the future, I wantonly lie on her body to vent my dissatisfaction that year.

The boy walked in and sat on the chair next to me, or the same process, Cheng Xue and the boy also asked about the salary and salary expectations after the boy, the boy said that one thousand and five can be, this answer is like a thunderbolt in my brain split and exploded, I almost suffocated, rub, I thought to myself, lost, compared to my six thousand, this price, people with the same experience, people must choose the low price, and this price is low enough to avoid taxes. This person is really TMD, without a bottom line and without humanity.

Just as I was cursing this sudden competitor and thinking about how to live if I was given 1,005 a month, Cheng Xue said that if I got here today, you can go back and wait for the personnel notice, no accident, there will be results in a day or two.

On the way back, I walked on a bus like a walking corpse, sat in the front seat, very sad, mourned and wanted to stop the metabolism of the new city, which led to the grandmother standing next to me did not notice, until I heard the driver master has been putting the broadcast that giving up the seat is the traditional Chinese virtue, and I woke up and got up and gave up my seat in embarrassment under the gaze of everyone.

I stood on the bus with my hands on the rings, still very sad, so sad that my eyes were gray. When I was about to arrive at the school station, I vaguely heard the mobile phone ringing, I thought it was a hallucination, and after repeated confirmation, I found that it was a landline calling, and after connecting it was the voice of the personnel lady, telling me to report to the company on time at nine o'clock tomorrow. In an instant, I felt that the voice of this young lady was like a holy light, which swept away my mourning, and I was purified. Later, once I was on a business trip with Cheng Xue, I asked Cheng Xue why she didn't choose that boy at that time, Cheng Xue said that she would not use a person who didn't even have high expectations for herself, she liked people with ambition and desire, these are all afterwords.