Chapter 150 Every year there is today, and every year is the same
Qin Zhiyi and Qu Weisheng returned to China on the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, and it was daytime when they landed.
I don't know if it's a coincidence or if Qin Fei will pick the time, but he actually woke up that day.
When the hospital called to tell me, the tone was even more emotional than that of the family.
Qin Zhiyi immediately asked Qu Weisheng to take the child home first and went to the hospital by himself.
Qin Feitong had just woken up, and his whole person was still very weak, and even his vision was still a little blurry.
He didn't know what day it was, what had happened in the outside world.
But Qin Zhiyi knew in his heart that what he wanted to know most should be the recent condition of his face.
"The child was not saved, and Rongyan and her future sister-in-law went out for a walk. ”
Qin Feitong didn't say anything when he heard this, he just lowered his gaze, and his whole person was covered with a layer of death.
Qin Zhiyi didn't want to see him look mournful, so he cheered him up and said: "It's a good thing that she goes out for a walk, if she stays in the city all the time, her parents will definitely put a lot of pressure on her, and when she is in a better mood and your body is better, you can chase her back." ”
Do you want to get it back?
I'm afraid it's impossible.
Qin Feitong couldn't tell whether that day was an illusion or a real thing.
Rong Yan seemed to have come to see him, and sat on the edge of the bed and talked for a while.
She said she was leaving and would never return.
She said she hoped he would wake up, take care of his health, and live a long life.
These are not the point, the point is the last sentence of the face-
If you put the broken things back together, they are not complete, and they cannot be the original appearance.
The first thing he did when he woke up was to find the peace charm that he had put together with his original face, and he had been carrying it with him, and sure enough, it was gone.
The doctors and nurses all said they didn't see it, but one nurse said that she had seen him wear it all the time, but one day later, she suddenly didn't see it again.
She came to take the peace and blessing away, she should have been completely desperate.
It's good.
Qin Feitong smiled silently and turned his head to look out the window.
In winter, the trunks are bare, and there is not a single leaf.
In some people's hearts, it is also a barren place, and there is no grass.
......
Qin Zhiyi really couldn't see Qin Feitong's depressed appearance, as if the world was about to be destroyed.
He asked Qu Weisheng, "You have a little friendship with Rong Zhao, right? Can you ask, why are Yan and Rong Yan now?"
"If I asked, Rong Zhao wouldn't tell me. ”
"Why?"
"If I go to ask, it is the same as you ask, if you ask, Qin Feitong will ask, the people of the Rong family are eager to give Qin Feitong cramps and skins now, how can they tell him Rong Yan's whereabouts. ”
"Then ......" Qin Zhiyi frowned and thought for a few seconds, then said, "I'll let people check it myself." ”
"You can't find it. ”
"Why is that?"
"Why did Yan and Rong Zhao quarrel and erase the traces. ”
Qin Zhiyi was stunned and laughed: "Why is the smoke very powerful." ”
"She's not just Secretary He. ”
"Listen to you, does she have another identity?"
"The He family in Huarong City, have you heard of it?"
"She is from the He family in Huarong City?!"
"Hmm. ”
Why did Yan's life experience make Qin Zhiyi a little shocked, but after the shock, she said: "That Rong is finished." ”
Qu Weisheng also felt that the photo was finished, but what did it matter to him that others couldn't finish it, he just wanted to know when he would be able to turn positive.
hugged the person over, and before he could speak, Qin Zhiyi reached out and patted him, "What are you doing?"
"I've proposed ten times, and you still haven't agreed?"
"You call a marriage proposal? If you ask casually once, then I should have asked you 10,000 times in the first place. ”
Qu Weisheng: "......"
It's really not a casual question, it's serious every time, okay!
"Meaning ......"
"If you have something to say, you are not allowed to be greasy and crooked to play the emotional card. ”
"Do you want to see your parents tomorrow?"
Qin Zhiyi was stunned for a moment, and the playful color on his face quickly faded, and he was instead covered with low air pressure.
Qu Weisheng knew that mentioning this topic would definitely make her feel bad, but he knew that Qin Zhiyi was often unhappy about these things.
She is not as open-minded and powerful as she thought, and she is finally disturbed by the past and her ridiculous life experience.
Seeing that she lowered her head and didn't speak, Qu Weisheng suddenly felt a little distressed, and hugged her: "You still have decades in your life, and you have been living in their mistakes, which is too heavy for you, meaning, I want to see you happy." ”
"I'll be happy if I spend more. ”
"I haven't restricted your consumption before, and I won't in the future. ”
"I'll be happy if you say more good things. ”
"I'll say whatever you want to hear. ”
"Qu Weisheng ......"
"Huh?"
Qin Zhiyi reached out and hugged him back, leaned his head on his shoulder, and said softly and slowly, "Then let's go see them tomorrow." ”
She had always wanted to go, but she didn't know what to stand in front of that tombstone.
She also kept telling herself that she was not the one who did the wrong thing, and she should not bear the sins of others.
But I didn't dare to go, for fear of seeing the photo on the tombstone, for fear that the smile at that person would collapse.
When she was young, she always said that her father was the most gentle person in the world.
Actually, he really is.
Qin Zhiya once told her that if Qin Zhihuai made her life experience public, using this would definitely make Qin Zhiyuan a street rat that everyone shouted and beaten.
But the sharp blade that could be delivered to his hand, he didn't poke it out in the end.
Such a gentle person must be to protect her and protect her mother, so she will always endure it.
......
Qin Zhiyi got up early the next morning and made careful preparations before going out with Qu Weisheng.
Her makeup is very elegant, her clothes are also picked, and her eyes are dark.
Wear flat shoes underfoot, and your hair is naturally draped over your shoulders.
They also brought Qu Ruyuan children, since the birth of the little one, this is the first time to see grandparents.
The cemetery was surrounded by an open area, and the wind became stronger.
When he got out of the car, Qin Zhiyi only cared about helping the child take measures to keep warm from the wind, and he didn't care about himself at all, but Qu Yusheng took a cloak from the back seat and carried it in his hand.
As soon as the wind blew, he draped the cloak on Qin Zhiyi's shoulders.
Qin Zhiyi hugged the child, turned his head to look at him, and smiled slightly.
The husband and wife are usually clever and eloquent people, but at this moment, standing in front of the tombstones of Qin Zhihuai and Lu Zhaohui, there is only silence.
The past has long been in the dust, and it doesn't seem to matter so much about who is right and who is wrong.
Qin Zhiyi held the child with one hand and stretched out the other hand.
Qu Weisheng caught it at the right time and held it in the palm of his hand.
Although the wind around him was very cold, Qin Zhiyi's heart was warm.
The people who love her the most in the world are here.
The person she loves the most is also here.
Mom and Dad, thank you for protecting my childhood.
If I hadn't learned the truth when my mind was mature and strong, it would have been really easy to crush a person with such a dirty background.
Now that I have a loving husband and a lovely child, I am full of hope for the future.
I know that you have been watching over me and bless me from heaven, and that what I am doing now should be comforting to you.
Today's sufferings are paving the way for tomorrow.
Thank you for giving me love, and for teaching me to love and be brave.
......
After the annual leave, everyone returned to work.
Qu Weisheng was born because of the rest during the previous year, and he became a dog directly after the year.
Although Li Jiamu shouldered part of the burden, after all, he was a prospective groom's official, and it was not good to give him too much work.
On this day, I go out early and return late every day, not to mention taking time to propose, and it is difficult to even ask for warmth at night.
What's even more terrifying is that one day Qu Er Gongzi came home and found that the house was empty!
He was a little confused, and countless bad guesses flashed through his mind, and then he was denied them one by one.
The city has been very peaceful recently, and there are people guarding outside the ink garden, and if you go out, Xiaoliu will follow.
In addition to Qin Zhiyi and her daughter are gone, Aunt Cooking and Sister-in-law are also gone, plus Xiaoliu, the four adults, if something really happens, someone will definitely call him.
Qu Weisheng called Qin Zhiyi while beating a drum in his heart.
A lazy, familiar voice came from there: "We are in the old mansion." ”
Qu Weisheng was stunned for a moment, and couldn't turn the corner.
"You ...... How did you get to the old mansion?"
"It's the Lantern Festival, aren't you coming?"
"Why didn't you tell me?"
"I've messaged you. ”
Qu Weisheng immediately took off his phone and looked at it, but no.
Qin Zhiyi probably looked at his phone after saying this, and then laughed for a while before saying: "It turns out that I didn't send it out, don't blame me, I typed it and wanted to send it, your daughter suddenly cried, I was scared, rushed over to see what was wrong with her, and I forgot it when I turned my head." ”
Qu Weisheng: "......"
Although the child's fucking behavior made people speechless, his mood rose a lot in an instant.
In fact, after returning from abroad, he always wanted to take the child back to the old house to see Qu's mother.
But I was afraid that I would get angry when I mentioned Qin Zhiyi, so it was time to go to work after one delay, and I couldn't take care of it when I was busy.
I got off work early today, and I also wanted to come back to accompany their mother and daughter during the Lantern Festival.
Who would have thought that they would actually return to the old mansion.
Qu Weisheng didn't delay any longer, and hurriedly drove over from Moyuan.
Xu is everyone rushing home to spend the holiday with their families, and the road is particularly congested today.
For the same distance, it took a third of the usual time to get there.
The meal was already ready for the old mansion, and Qin Zhiyi was standing at the door waiting for him.
Seeing him get out of the car, she tilted her head and smiled.
Qu Weisheng stepped forward and wanted to hug her, but he was afraid that she would be too hypocritical, so in the end he just raised his hand and touched her head, "Thank you." ”
"Thanks for what?"
"A lot. ”
Thank you for being willing to love me, thank you for being willing to forgive and tolerate for me, and thank you for staying by my side.
A thousand words, inexhaustible.
Qin Zhiyi snorted, "If you don't know how to say sweet words, just study hard with Li Jiamu, and then you can't find a complete collection of love words on the Internet, and memorize it for me." ”
"Don't you dislike those earthy love words?"
"It's my business that I dislike, but whether you say it or not, it's your business. ”
Mrs. Qu was right. ”
"Don't call Mrs. Qu, I still have the divorce agreement. ”
"I found it and burned it a long time ago. ”
Qin Zhiyi: "......"
No wonder she wanted to take it out and destroy it two days ago, but she couldn't find it.
I don't know when he found it, but he can hold it for so long without saying anything.
If it was burned, it was burned, and she didn't really want to divorce anyway.
The two walked in hand in hand, and Mother Qu was holding her little granddaughter and preparing to come out to greet her, seeing that the two were as sweet and affectionate as ever...... Oh no, it's more loving than it was at the beginning, and suddenly my eyes narrowed with laughter.
Taking advantage of the fact that Qu Yusheng and Qin Zhiyi didn't pay attention, her gaze passed over the two of them and looked out into the distance.
I don't know if you are in heaven or on the ground, and if you think about the mistakes you made, you should not be able to go to heaven.
I'm glad they weren't separated because of your fault.
I will take your share and make up for those debts.
......
There was a child here, and the dinner table was bustling with activity.
Although Qu's mother didn't talk much, her love for her little granddaughter had already been expressed in action.
Since Qin Zhiyi nodded and allowed her to hold the child, she held it all night, and even the sister-in-law was afraid that she would be tired and wanted to change her handle, but she refused.
Qu Ruyuan made a mess on the table, and she just laughed, and she was reluctant to reprimand half a sentence.
You know, in the past, Qu Mu loved to be clean.
After eating, everyone sat together to watch the party again.
Qin Zhiyi suppressed his voice and asked, "What about Huanhuan?"
In the past year or so, so much has happened to her herself that the people who did not appear in front of her forgot to care.
I thought about it a few days ago and sent a message to the past, but Qu Duhuan didn't reply.
Qu Weisheng was calm: "I ran away with someone." ”
Qin Zhiyi: "......"
Immediately, he glanced at Qu's mother again and signaled her to talk about this matter later when she got to bed.
Qin Zhiyi thinks about it.
The family was in chaos like that before, the eldest son's life experience was exposed, and her husband died, which was a big blow to a person who was over half a hundred years old.
Qu Mu is also a lot older with the naked eye after these things.
Besides, she's not as talkative as she used to be.
Listening to the maid here in the old house, she usually sits quietly alone, not reading, not playing with her mobile phone, and not talking.
If someone unfamiliar sees it at first glance, they may think that she is a lifeless statue.
Although Qu Weisheng's tone doesn't sound too serious, Qu Duhuan hasn't been in contact with his family for so long, so it must not be a good thing, and it is indeed not suitable to mention it in front of Qu's mother.
She clapped her hands, turned around again, and asked, "Little Ruyi, do you want to come to Mom's place?"
The little one had long wanted to go back to his mother's arms, and as soon as he saw her stretch out his hand, he immediately tried to crawl over with his hands and feet.
Seeing this, Qu's mother couldn't continue to hold it, so she handed over the child to Qin Zhiyi.
Qin Zhiyi took it, hugged it for a while, and saw that the little guy's eyes were squinting, so he asked his sister-in-law to put him to sleep.
When the other servants saw this posture, they all reacted immediately and retreated.
Qin Zhiyi also found an excuse to walk away, leaving only the mother and son of the Qu family sitting in the living room.
Qu Mu sighed and said softly: "Such a smart daughter-in-law, I almost got a little bit of it, I really did a sin." ”
"Mom, it's all in the past, don't be in the past. ”
"Don't worry, I won't be in front of her, I'm ......"
"You don't have to blame yourself. Qu Weisheng comforted her a few words, "After all, she is willing to come and stay today, just to reconcile." ”
Reconcile with the past, reconcile with yourself.
He didn't dare to say how much he understood Qin Zhiyi now, but he could always guess a few points.
She chose to forgive Qu's mother and reconcile, but she didn't want to embarrass herself, her child, and even more so him.
Sitting downstairs and chatting with Qu's mother for a long time, Qu Weisheng returned to the room.
Qin Zhiyi had already finished washing up and was leaning against the window to look at the moon.
The cold moonlight poured on her bright face, neutralizing each other, but it seemed gentle.
Qu Weisheng stepped forward, wrapped her in his arms from behind her, pressed his chin against her collarbone, and asked softly, "Won't you be unhappy like this?"
"A little. ”
"Then why do you want to come here?"
Qin Zhiyi lowered his head and smiled, then turned to look at his eyes again.
The people reflected in it are not happy.
She is proud of the spring breeze~
"I'm here because I love you. ”
This confession came really suddenly, and Qu Weisheng's first reaction in his heart was not excitement, but panic.
Especially the series of things that happened today, which made him unconsciously think of the plot in a certain TV series-
The heroine suddenly became inexplicably good to the male protagonist, but as soon as the male protagonist turned his head, the female protagonist disappeared.
While thinking about it, Qu Weisheng hugged the person in his arms tightly, and asked slowly every word: "Yiyi, has something happened?"
Did you have a dream in the afternoon?
I dreamed that they were gray-haired, and they were still clinging to each other.
I dreamed that they were faltering, but they still didn't give up.
When Qin Zhiyi woke up, he was stunned in bed for a long time, and he didn't think about anything in his head, he just felt that everything in the dream was too real, so real that people wanted to yearn for it.
No one likes to grow old, but the years can't resist, and the only thing that can be grasped is the loved ones around them.
If someone accompanies you to old age, it is also another way to resist the years.
Because the face of your youth will always be remembered in his heart.
"Qu Weisheng, I really love you. ”
When she said this, someone happened to be setting off fireworks on the top of Nanshan Mountain.
The simplest and most ordinary fireworks, without words, I don't know who set them off, and I don't know who set them off.
Qin Zhiyi thought to himself, then rub it off, and treat it as if the second son of Qu put it for himself.
After all, the fireworks last time only got her complaints.
Qu Weisheng still didn't know what was going on, but he stared at her carefully and didn't notice anything abnormal.
Maybe...... It's just that Miss Qin suddenly figured it out, so she no longer asks herself to propose marriage a hundred times?
No matter what the reason is, as long as he doesn't plan to leave himself, such a sudden confession can still make him happy.
"Happy Lantern Festival. ”
Qin Zhiyi smiled, "I confessed to you, you actually returned me to Happy Lantern Festival?"
"And what do you want to hear?"
"What do you say?"
I will say that 'I love you' to you every day from now on.
But at this moment I want to say another word to you -
"May we have today every year, and we will be the same every year. ”
This heart does not change.
This love is unswerving.
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