I frowned, hesitated slightly, and answered the phone.

"How's it going? Damn the village, slaughtered?" a sissy voice sounded, sounding extremely awkward.

"You ordered the slaughter of the village?" I asked directly.

He was stunned for a few seconds before he asked coldly, "Who are you?"

"Qin Yi Soul. I said directly, and the anger in my heart could not be concealed at all.

It's a Taoist master, and it's so cruel, this kind of person's behavior has completely exceeded my three perceptions, in my eyes, this is not a human being, and even a beast is inferior.

"Oh?" the deputy pavilion master over there laughed and said, "I underestimated you, you really dare to go back to your hometown." ”

"Listen to me, your Tengyun Pavilion has completely angered me, and if you attack innocent people again, I will kill all of your Ma family, leaving no one behind, I'm not joking. I said coldly.

"It's up to you?" said the deputy pavilion master with a smile, "This is the funniest joke I've heard in decades." ”

"Yes, I advise you to investigate my details when you make the next move, don't be sorry for your cultivation, and don't let the Ma family be ruined because of your loss. ”

"You slaughtered dozens of disciples of my Ma family, how can this account be calculated?"

"Your Ma family supports the Ranger Alliance and massacres other races, how can this account be calculated?"

"What are you? What does my Ma family have to do with you?"

"What the are you? I want you to save my friend?"

The deputy pavilion master was stunned again, and said with a smile: "Very good, Qin Yi Soul, no matter how far you go to the ends of the earth, I will definitely find you out and light the soul lamp, and I will tell you to live and die." ”

"Really? I'll wait for you. I just hung up.

This man is no different from a madman, who is estimated to do anything.

"Brother Soul, is it Ma Tengfei, the deputy pavilion master of Tengyun Pavilion?" the three asked.

I hummed, and I happened to be near my house.

I opened the door and walked in and asked, "Do you know Ma Tengfei?"

Three nodded and said: "Yes, this person is a madman, he does everything, he once came to the dungeon once, and on Huo Wuyi's bed, three female elves were tortured to death, and they were in front of us." ”

I rummaged through the utility room at home for a while, found a stack of old photos and put them in my bag, and then accidentally turned out a jar of old rice wine in the corner.

I opened my mouth and said: "Well, it seems that the villagers of Xingcun need to move as soon as possible, and it will be safe to move to the county seat. ”

"This is not a simple matter, there are about a hundred families in the village. ”

After taking two cups, I said, "It's okay, we can ask for official assistance until all the relocation is done, and I'll take care of the money." ”

"It takes a lot of money. ”

I thought about it for a while, walked out of the house, and said, "You go back and talk to the village chief now, report this matter to the police first, and let the officials intervene first, so that the Ma family will not mess up." ”

"Okay. San nodded and stopped, still hesitating.

"Don't worry, I'm familiar here, there won't be any accidents. I spoke.

Sancai nodded, turned around and walked towards the entrance of the village.

Hundreds of households, moving to the county seat is not a small project, but fortunately, I still have more than a dozen top-grade jadeites in my bag, and the money is enough.

I quickly came to my grandfather's grave, and the new soil on the grave had not yet dried.

Grandpa's tombstone stands there, like a messenger guarding a pure land.

I sniffled, walked over to the tombstone and sat down, opened the jar, and poured two bowls into the bowl.

A bowl was spilled in front of the tombstone, and a bowl was smothered.

"Old man, you have a big heart, and you have drawn me into such a right and wrong, and you have slept in it. ”

"I know, you don't want to, but you can't help it, I don't blame you for this. ”

"But, we have been so dependent on each other for so many years, how can you hide things so well?"

"Or do you simply not care about the concealment?"

"Now that the village is affected by me, and many villagers hate me, what should I do about this?"

As I spoke, my tears fell, and I poured wine again, and one bowl was sprinkled on the ground, and the other bowl was stuffed again.

"So...... Many...... all lives because of my ......"

I wiped the tears in my eyes that were enough to block my vision, and said with some resentment, "This ...... Did you predict this? Tell me, how am I going to be responsible for those lives?"

After another bowl of wine, I choked up and said, "That Huang family kid...... He's only four years old this year!He's so cute, so lively!!Why can't he live??"

"Huh, old fellow, tell me!" I looked at my grandfather's tombstone and suddenly shouted loudly, "Why can't he !!!live?"

The voice was high and melodious, rolling up echoes, in this silent and helpless night, it seemed particularly lonely, and it also wantonly vented my inner helplessness and anger at my own incompetence.

The picture is frozen here, and I kneel in front of my grandfather's grave with tears streaming down my face.

The cold wind of the night blew away the warmth, and all that remained on the surface of my skin was cold blood.

I put down the bowl and clenched my fists tightly, and the momentum of my whole body skyrocketed, but who could fully understand my helplessness and loneliness under this seemingly strong appearance.

Perhaps, this does not need to be understood, so why should others understand me?

After more than ten minutes, I reached out and wiped away my tears and snot, picked up the jar, spilled half of it, and poured the remaining half into my mouth.

Putting down the wine jar, I smiled reluctantly and said, "I'm sorry, old fellow, I'm hypocritical again, I've gone through so many lives and deaths, and I still haven't made any progress." ”

"I'm sorry, grandpa. I leaned down, kowtowed, and kept repeating the words 'I'm sorry' in my mouth, tears filling my eyes again.

"Heaven and earth are unkind, and all things are used as dogs, and saints are unkind, and people are used as dogs. "In a trance, I seemed to hear my grandfather's voice.

Is this drunk?

I didn't stand up, put my head on the grave soil, and said: "No, you once told me that the meaning of these two sentences in the Tao Te Ching is not literal. ”

"What does that mean?"

"Heaven and earth do not treat things emotionally and treat all things equally, and saints do not treat things emotionally and treat the people equally. Heaven and earth do not speak of benevolence, nourish all things, and do not seek the return of all things; saints do not speak of benevolence, do things for the people, and do not ask for anything in return from the people. ”

"Huh. Grandpa's helpless voice came.

I looked up, looked around, and said, "Isn't it?"

"Yes, but it's not emotional, it's actually a kind of ruthlessness. "Grandpa's voice was clearly visible, but I just didn't know where the others were.

"Why is it that some people do all the bad things, and heaven and earth are not ruthless to them? Some people are kind and charitable, but heaven and earth are ruthless to them? Grandpa, you are the biggest victim. I asked rhetorically.

Grandpa's voice came again: "No, I'm not a victim, since ancient times, the king has been defeated, no matter which great emperor rises, there are hundreds of bones behind him, why can't he live with those hundred bones?"

"So what?" I asked.

"So once the bones are dry, I and all those who have lost their lives because of you are willing to be the bones behind you, and what you have to do is not to disappoint us. ”

"Grandpa, tell me what the hell should I do to stop the killing...... Can you not cry parting?"

"The emperor can't guarantee that no one of the people will be happy, and the richest man can't make everyone rich, what you have to do is to stick to your heart, not afraid of difficulties and obstacles, one day, you will become famous, at the lowest price, in exchange for the greatest peace in the world. ”

"No...... I can't do it, I can't even protect the villagers. ”

"The burden is already on your shoulders, you won't be a waste who doesn't do anything, the whining is over, keep working hard......"

Grandpa's voice became smaller and smaller, but every word hit the heart.

I'm not sure if it's a hallucination, or if it's a form of self-redemption for my cowardice.

But it doesn't matter, the boredom in the heart always needs to have a proper outlet.

After catharsis, set off again.

In this world, there is no one who knows me better than my grandfather, even if it is an illusion, it must be the voice of my grandfather, even if he is still alive, he will definitely say these words to me.

I stood up and shook my head, and the long period of hypocrisy was a luxury for me.

This luxury slows me down, and on the path of my dreams, I just have to work hard, and leave the rest to Providence.

After meditating in front of the grave for an hour or two, I turned and walked down the hill, dropping a word as I walked.

"Old man, go, I won't let you down. ”

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(There have been a lot of things recently, take advantage of Qin Yi's soul to be hypocritical, don't be surprised, readers, come on, !!)