Chapter 392: Hypocrisy
No. 22 recalls the past, there will always be a period of time in life when you will pay special attention to your appearance, especially when you are a child, when you grow up, you will know that in addition to appearance, there are many ways to attract the opposite sex, such as money, but for a junior high school girl who is not aware of the importance of money and is affected by romance and has some middle school girls, appearance is almost everything.
Not only romance, but even in the fairy tale books of the younger children, aren't the protagonists all "handsome princes" or "beautiful princesses"? "Prince" and "princess" can be replaced by Orion or Cinderella, but the words "handsome" and "beautiful" will only be late, never absent.
No. 22 is also a Yan dog herself, she knows that she has an ordinary appearance, but what she longs for is a handsome senior, and she has always decisively refused to confess from a boy with the same ordinary appearance...... No way, everyone has ever been in secondary school.
She is becoming more and more sensitive to appearance, and takes the initiative to accept the information bombardment of the media and the Internet every day, and she soon realizes the cruel truth - for girls, the higher the appearance, the easier it is to get money and status, as for what education, personality, and morality...... Who cares about the top network anchors and popular vase actresses who earn tens of millions of dollars a year? Isn't it all about faces?
The female doctor who honestly improves her academic qualifications is called the third gender, unless a qualifier of "beautiful doctor" is added, it will attract attention, after all, the doctor may not be able to make a lot of money on the street, and the beautiful doctor is a scarce resource.
At that time, she didn't have enough knowledge to make her understand that this was the sadness of a sick society, and when she was young, she only knew that her appearance would bring male gods, money and status, and she wanted to change her life more and more.
If nothing changes, if it continues like this, she will only become a high school student who no one cares about, a college student who is neglected, and a working woman who can meet men of the same age by friendship, and finally marries and has children with a man with the same mediocre appearance against her will, maybe she will be kicked off after she is old.
Plastic surgery is a road, but when she was just in junior high school, she wanted to graduate from high school in at least six years if she wanted plastic surgery, and her parents might not agree to pay her at that time, and the money from a part-time job in college was not enough to pay for a huge plastic surgery fee, so she had to work for a few years to save money...... At least ten years.
She looks at the beautiful goddesses in her class and school every day, and she doesn't want to wait even a year, let alone more than ten years?
There will only be one junior high school, high school, and college in life, and if you don't enjoy a good junior high school, high school, and college life, you will miss it forever.
Her parents and teachers noticed the decline in her academic performance, and found that she was always looking through fashion and beauty magazines, and even some male-oriented magazines, such as photo albums of famous actresses and international supermodels.
After an open and honest conversation with her, her parents and teachers learned about her thoughts, but they did not understand her, but severely criticized her ideological tendencies, tore up and sold her collection of magazine photo books, burned her romance, and told her that students should focus on learning and not think about such nonsense.
Are parents and teachers right? Maybe.
Maybe in the long run, if you zoom in on the time and a few decades later, her parents and teachers are right, they can't show her a path to prosperity, but at least a stable and ordinary life path.
No. 22, who is a little bit of a middle two and a little rebellious, doesn't accept their opinions, she doesn't want to think about what will happen in a few decades, she just wants to live happily now.
She can see it very clearly, like them, she studied hard for more than ten years, and finally became an ordinary clerk and teacher?
Every morning when she woke up, the 22nd was swallowed up by a huge despair that was not commensurate with her age, and her heart was tormented all day long.
If it is in the eyes of Jiang Chanji, No. 33 and Chen Yiyi, No. 22 is completely born in happiness and does not know happiness, he has nothing to do, what's wrong with being ordinary? They dream of living an ordinary life, and there are many girls who don't look as good as No. 22.
But No. 22 has not experienced what they have experienced, it is impossible to have the same cognition, and she will not compare with people who are inferior to herself, she already has ordinary, and she longs for carp to leap into the dragon gate.
Every day in class, she held her chin and stared at the side faces of the beautiful girls in the class day after day, recording their expressions and expressions.
Back at home, she mimicked their smile in the mirror.
It's a pity that the smile of beautiful girls is attractive because they are beautiful, and she imitates them, only to end up with the veritable "Dong Shi Xiaofeng".
Some people say that she likes girls, and she doesn't care, she does like beautiful girls, who doesn't?
Jiang Chanji thought of Aurora, Aurora can become the goddess of the school, and even many girls give her love letters, is it because she is good at studying, has strong ability, and has an invincible family background?
Once, on the way from school, she followed the beautiful girls in her class home, not because she was intentionally following them, but by the way.
Beautiful girls also like to hold groups.,Beautiful girls also like to be friends with beautiful girls.,Those beautiful girls are a small group.,It's a small group that can't be integrated into the 22nd.。
Walking and walking, when passing through the downtown area, the beautiful girls who are giggling and laughing naturally attract the attention of many passers-by.
At this time, a man in a suit walked from the side of the road, handed a business card to Banhua and asked her if she wanted to become an idol.
Number 22's heart is twisted by jealousy, how she wishes this man was a liar, but unfortunately not, he is indeed a well-known talent scout, and has unearthed several popular or once popular girl group members.
Faced with the opportunity to ascend to the sky on the 22nd, Banhua thought about it for a while, saying that she wanted to go home and discuss it with her parents, and also discuss it with her boyfriend from another school, and wait for the next day to reply to him.
As expected, there were ostentatious tweets on Banhua's Twitter and ins-what should I do? I was stopped by a talent scout on the street, so troublesome!
Banhua's friends all liked it, congratulating her on her idol debut, and some people booked her autograph in advance.
No. 22 didn't know how she spent the night, she barely fell asleep for a second, and as soon as she closed her eyes, the scout's compliment on Ban Hua's appearance and Ban Hua's reserve appeared in front of her.
When she came to school the next day, the entire classroom was packed with students from her classmates and other classes, all of whom gathered around the class flower like a moon, each looking up at the future idol with humble eyes.
Not long ago, the homeroom teacher who was still educating the No. 22 face is not important, and the important thing is to improve his inner quality, he did not get angry in the face of the chaotic class, but talked to the class flower with a smile, and even used honorifics, and said that he would lead the whole class to join the support club of the class flower.
Number 22's heart was torn apart, half of it seemed to be burned with the fire of jealousy, and the other half felt like it was pierced by the ice of disappointment.
Is this the hypocrisy of adults?
Faces don't matter?
On that day, the 22nd left early, withdrew from the laughing class, and returned home in despair.
Both parents are at work and away from home.
She threw herself into her bed, buried her face in the pillow, and never wanted to move again.
Ban Hua's face, her mind has been filled with Ban Hua's face, no one is more familiar with that face than her, after all, she is quietly observing in class every day, if a small pimple quietly appears on Ban Hua's face, she will even find it earlier than Ban Hua herself.
No. 22's mind was tumbling with Banhua's face from all angles, like countless blooming flowers, and every expression of Banhua was deeply imprinted in her mind.
Probably due to the fact that she didn't sleep all night last night, No. 22's head hurt like it was about to explode, her eyelids were jumping, the corners of her mouth were twitching, her nose was opening and closing, her ears seemed to be feverish, and all the muscles in her face were spasming unconsciously.
Countless faces of Banhua from all angles began to converge towards the center, forming a three-dimensional face, like a mask, so vivid, as if Banhua herself was smiling at her.
The face grew closer, and finally suddenly fell over 22's face, and she fell asleep on the bed with her face buried in the pillow. see
When I woke up, the sun outside the window was already setting in the west.
She slept in this position with a sore body and a stiff neck.
She opened her eyes in a daze, picked up her phone and looked at it, but there was not a single message or phone call.
Also, the whole class is carnivaling for the class flower to be promoted to idol, who would notice that she is an ordinary girl who left early today.
She sat up on the bed, her pillow was wet, presumably drooling from sleeping.
She turned the pillow over, made the bed, sat in the chair for a while, and looked at the time, it was not the usual school day.
In the end, she still picked up her schoolbag and left the house - she didn't want her parents to know that she had skipped class today, otherwise it would be another nagging, so it was better to sneak back to the classroom quietly before everyone noticed her, and if someone asked, she would say that she had a stomachache and went to the infirmary.
Walking on the way to school, a cool breeze made her sober up a little.
My head still hurts a little, but my mind is no longer filled with the face of the school girl, so I should have accepted my fate, right?
She pressed her temples as she walked, knowing that she would be good to take a painkiller before going out.
"Little girl, are you not feeling well?"
She looked up and saw a patrolman looking at her amiably on a motorcycle.
"I didn't ...... Nothing, didn't sleep well last night, my head hurts. She replied flatteredly.
"No wonder...... Are you going to school now?, would you like to give you a ride?" the patrolman patted the back seat.
"No, no, thank you, it's here......" she bowed again and again, thanking the patrol for his kindness.
"Alright, come on!"
"Thank you......"
Seeing the patrol police go away, a warm current rose in her heart, there are still many good people in the world.
"Hey!"
She walked for a while, and suddenly someone came running up to her and said, "Are you not feeling well?"
She looked up again, stunned.
In front of him is a tall and thin sunny handsome guy, who looks like a college student, and the key is that he is really handsome, like a member of a certain boy group.
She dreamed of having a handsome guy of this level to talk to her, but it was definitely not now, because she slept on her stomach for most of the day, her face must have been pressed out of strange marks, her hair was messy, and her temples were pinched out of several nail marks, and the college student accosted her, could it be a disgusting lolicon?
"No, it's okay......"
She lowered her head, ran away with a red face, and after running out of the road for a while, she quietly turned around, saw the handsome college student still watching her behind, saw her turn around, and waved to her.
How could it be...... Why did the opposite sex appear at this time?
If my face is as beautiful as a class flower, such a conversation must be commonplace.
"Miss, are you feeling unwell, do you want to come in and sit down for a while?"
Passing by a fancy café, a well-dressed waiter noticed her and came out to greet her.
"No, no need, thank you. ”
She used to have times when she was not feeling well and still had to go to school, but she was ignored all the way, and she never felt so much kindness.
She passed through the downtown area again, she knew that her current image was very poor, so she kept her head down, but even so, she still noticed that there were many people looking at her, men and women, old and young, and when she looked back, many of them were embarrassed to avoid her gaze, and some secretly took out their mobile phones to take pictures.
What's wrong? Why is everyone looking at me?
She quietly checked her uniform and skirt, which, though crumpled from sleeping, didn't seem to have any place to open the line.
It must have been my face that was crushed red and ugly when I slept, and I didn't want to sleep on my stomach if I knew it!
Passing by a boutique clothing store with a window, she stopped to fix her hair in front of the window pane to see what her face had been pressed into before reconsidering whether to go to school.
She was startled when she saw the figure reflected in the glass.
Banhua?
She was so embarrassed that she was sweating all over, she was already embarrassed enough, if this embarrassed appearance was still seen by Banhua, she would have the heart to die.
She hurriedly turned around, but there was no Banhua behind her.
Odd......
She looked at the window glass again, the person in the glass was definitely Banhua, she was too familiar with Banhua.
Ban Hua was wearing the same school uniform as hers, holding her forehead with one hand as if she had a headache, her eyebrows were slightly raised, her eyes were round, and her mouth opened in surprise.
I have to say that even though Ban Hua's hair is a little messy, Ban Hua's slightly sickly appearance looks pitiful to me on the 22nd, and I can't help but want to take care of her.
She thought about it self-deprecatingly, if she were to replace herself with a mediocre appearance, she would definitely not have this kind of pear blossom with rain and pitiful visual effects.
So...... Where is your own figure?