Chapter 335: The Past 6
Whether it is in the previous life or in this life, the 20-year-old Bai Muhan is carefree and presumptuous, and that kind of publicity is engraved into the bones, but it is also deeply imprinted on the carved face.
However, in the previous life, he lived without heart and lungs, but he was cautious.
In her previous life, she didn't have a strong family background, and she didn't have a brother who would stand out for herself if something happened, she relied on her own unconvincing trembling and step-by-step work, and everything followed the rules but wanted to break the stereotypes.
All the contradictions are put together, but it seems ridiculous that a person is mediocre, she lives on two sides, one side is as strong as a warrior who can't be defeated, no matter what happens, it seems that there will be a way to solve it in front of her, she doesn't admit defeat or fate.
On the other hand, she is actually very timid, she has her own comfort zone, she actually doesn't want to face difficulties, she also wants to live an easy and wanton life, but she is not allowed.
Therefore, every time she sees Bai Muhan on the screen, so wanton and so hard, she always feels envious, thinking that if it were herself, she probably wouldn't have such courage in her life - the courage to recognize a path at a young age, the courage to make a desperate bet.
In Feng Ran's eyes, Bai Muhan was the cold and polite inaction at the beginning, and later saw him laughing and seeing him as simple as a child, but the first time she saw him indulge was on a video of QI's annual meeting.
At that time, Bai Muhan drank some wine, and the state of the whole person was much worse than his usual low-key and shy appearance, he looked very flamboyant and talked more, but the whole person exuded brilliance on the stage, and even when he was looking for someone to drink, the whole person was full of energy.
Especially when dancing with people, the whole person seems to be full of clockwork, and all the movements are a little wilder than usual, and the eyes are red when I see the wind.
Feng Ran only knew at that time that probably in everyone's hearts, there was a child who was completely different from himself, and when he had been disguised for a long time, he would find the right time to sneak out to see the scenery outside, so as not to be too depressed and unable to stand up again.
So, from that time on, Feng Ran tried to find an opportunity, and after a not short period of time, she finally found it.
So, during the day, she ran between her home and the office building, with the eyes of Svenwen, in front of the gardener who burned her life for the students, and at night she changed her face and ran to drag racing with a group of people who were not very familiar.
In this circle, everyone doesn't know each other, some are just nicknames or pronouns, and the only thing that can see the difference in identity is the difference in the value of the car driven.
Feng Ran will blend into this circle because of one of her middle school classmates, that boy is probably a little interested in Feng Ran, but the most fundamental purpose of Feng Ran entering this circle is very simple - she is short of money.
As for the reason for the lack of money, it can probably be said that it took three days and three nights, but in a word, Fengran's lack of money is a fact, if it is said that it is a love of vanity, it is really not.
It's just that it's easy to enter this circle, and the reason why Feng Ran really has a foothold in this circle is just because she is bold and careful when she drives the car.
So at the beginning, it was really because Bai Muhan's driving skills were good and he looked cool, which made Feng Ran off the screen have the urge to play with cars.
She once had the opportunity to watch the scene of Bai Muhan's racing car once, it was a rookie race, and it was not a multi-professional race, but there were many people watching, she saw Bai Muhan's car flashing in front of her, and the dust brought up probably blinded her eyes, she only remembered that she was red-eyed at the time.
Bai Muhan's results in that game were good, the champion of the rookie group, Bai Muhan played without makeup that day, but the smiling face when he picked up the trophy was so charming.
And Feng Ran remembered that not long ago, Bai Muhan missed the trophy of that game due to a technical mistake in another competition, and his face was hidden under the helmet at that time, and his loss could be seen sadly through the helmet and the screen.
And not long after, at this moment, the boy who was like the sun told everyone who liked him in this way that as long as they worked hard, nothing was impossible.
And all the fame in the first fight is because it has been refined into steel.
It was also at that moment that Feng Ran was completely immersed in it.
As for what made Feng Ran fall deeply, whether it was the sense of accomplishment brought by the racing car, or simply the starlight in Bai Muhan's eyes when he picked up the trophy, even Feng Ran himself didn't know. The only Chinese network
But what made it difficult for Feng Ran to get out later was the reason why the mountain of many practical factors piled up on his body.
For example, money, such as the pressure of others not allowing you to quit.
Feng Ran likes cars, but she doesn't like drag racing, Feng Ran likes money, but she doesn't like to exchange her life for money.
But Feng Ran did make a name for herself in the circle – a female driver who doesn't want to die will always win some attention, whether out of curiosity or curiosity.
There will always be people who bet on you, and no one knows if their purpose is to play a game or to see you die.
In short, some people come to the field to find excitement, and some people risk their lives to fight, and everyone just takes what they need.
That's probably the difference between a real race and a black market car.
One enjoys applause in the sun, and the other rots and grows in the dark.
After all, she and Bai Muhan went to different paths, and even predictably they could never return together.
Feng Ran also met Gong Zimu and Lan Mei during that time, she flew with them and was very familiar with their way of driving, in fact, Feng Ran was familiar with the way of every opponent, except that at the beginning she entered the circle with a stupid spirit, but later Feng Ran became more and more bold, at first she was short of money, she couldn't live without money, but then she had money, she wanted to live well.
She will carefully study the condition of the car, even if she still has no understanding in the end, and she will develop tactics for all the situations of her opponents.
It was also at that time that Feng Ran learned that Lan Mei had been in a car accident before.
This matter existed in Feng Ran's life for a long time, so long that Feng Ran even felt that she was about to be schizophrenic by such a completely different life, and it was not until Feng Ran went to Belle that she completely broke off her relationship with that circle.
And it wasn't until she went to Beile, under the protection of Ouyang Fa, that Feng Ran was even more glad that she saved Ouyang Fa in the first place.
For the first time, she experienced what it was like to be sheltered – or, rather, to be sheltered.
The original strength is just because he has nothing to rely on.
And it wasn't until Feng Ran stayed in CI for a long time, that she had already gained a foothold in another circle where she could be wanton in the sun, and when she faced Bai Muhan who cooperated with CI again, Feng Ran found herself full of confidence.
She is finally no longer the little girl who can only like him silently and doesn't even dare to give a gift.
She even dared to talk to him semi-scoundrel about the puffs she couldn't buy, and she could tell him openly that he was her idol.
It turns out that being strong is not the only way.
At that time, she often thought that if she had the protection of her brother, would she be able to live a more worry-free life, she could also buy what she liked regardless of it, she could play as much as she wanted, and she could live as she wanted without caring about the eyes of others.
Then, could she have met him at that time?
But sometimes in retrospect, if they hadn't crossed paths later, would Bai Muhan still be the most dazzling star, and she would have been in the wind, if she could change Bai Muhan's peace for a lifetime, she would actually prefer to be low to the dust......