118: I am blind

Ning Jiaoyi was forcibly arranged by Ning Suihe to take a holiday.

Originally, the studio still had some things to deal with, but it was not urgent, Ning Suihe ordered her to have a good rest, and Ning Jiaoyi had no choice but to do it.

However, she was not idle when she was at home, but prepared the design draft for next spring and summer.

Ning Jiaoyi really loves this industry, no matter how busy she is over the years, she will output.

In fact, many designers will not have so much output after changing careers to become businessmen.

Ning Jiaoyi can be regarded as a benchmark in the industry, grasping it with both hands, and both of them are very good.

After receiving Sheng Chiyao's call, Ning Jiaoyi saved the manuscript and waited for Sheng Chiyao to come over.

.........

As the holiday season approaches, there are not so many cars on the road.

Sheng Chiyao took the high-speed and came to the city in more than 40 minutes.

At twelve o'clock, Sheng Chiyao came to the Expo House.

Ning Jiaoyi quickly opened the door for him.

Sheng Chiyao stared at Ning Jiaoyi for a few seconds, and then walked into the house.

Sheng Chiyao changed his shoes and sat down in front of the sofa, Ning Jiaoyi quickly walked to the opposite side and sat down, and the two of them sat face to face.

Ning Jiaoyi didn't take the initiative to speak, she was waiting for Sheng Chiyao to explain to her what happened back then.

And Sheng Chiyao was thinking about how much he should say-

If he told Rong Jing about it at this time, would Ning Jiaoyi believe him?

This is unknown.

Now, she was afraid that she had little trust in him.

Sheng Chiyao pondered for a long time, and finally spoke up: "The Fu family did see the monitoring back then, but the person who opened the room with me was not you. ”

"Since it's not me, why do they all say it's me?" Ning Jiaoyi was most curious about this.

"Because that person looks exactly like you. Mentioning this, Sheng Chiyao raised his hand and rubbed his eyebrows, and his voice gradually sank, "At first, I met her on the side of the road, and that day I had some wine at the party, and she was in trouble again, and I solved the trouble for her...... I went to open the house. ”

This kind of thing will happen to men, and Ning Jiaoyi is not surprised.

But what she remembers is that the other party looks the same as her, and she knows very well what Sheng Chiyao thinks about her.

So...... Sheng Chiyao used another person as her stand-in, and slept more than once.

"At that time, I didn't expect that this matter would be taken advantage of. Sheng Chiyao said, "I wasn't very sober at that time, I'm sorry." ”

"Where is that woman now?"

Ning Jiaoyi will not stand on the moral high ground to condemn Sheng Chiyao, Sheng Chiyao is quite uncomfortable to do, but this is his freedom.

She only cared about where the woman had gone now, although she didn't plan to continue with Fu Dingsi, but she also had to shut up the Fu family's group of people.

She didn't sleep with Sheng Chiyao back then, but Fu Dingsi really went on a business trip with Ning Wanwan for several months.

A man and a woman are on a business trip and live in the same hotel, if Ning Wanwan takes the initiative to seduce, can Fu Dingsi hold it?

"I don't know where she is. Sheng Chiyao sighed, "I haven't been in touch for a long time." ”

Ning Jiaoyi: "......"

"Kyaukyao, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have kept this matter from you for so long. Sheng Chiyao sincerely apologized to Ning Jiaoyi, "It's just that I really didn't know how to tell you at first, after all, I behave like this...... You should feel uncomfortable listening to it. ”

"You're hiding it from me, it's not just this. Ning Jiaoyi looked at him, "Back then, the people of the Fu family said that I was cheating, you knew it, but you never explained anything, you suddenly appeared at that time to take care of me with my brother, in fact, you just wanted to push the boat down the river and let them continue to misunderstand, right?" ”

Ning Jiaoyi recalled the past and quickly came to an inference.

She is too smart, not leaking, Sheng Chiyao has no way to refute: "......"

"At that time, seeing me being misunderstood, painfully tortured, how did you feel in your heart?" Ning Jiaoyi asked him.

Sheng Chiyao: "......"

He was so ashamed that he blamed himself so much that he couldn't do it.

Ning Jiaoyi's disappointment in him, he felt it.

He now regrets that he used that woman as a stand-in when his head was hot, and he regrets listening to Rong Jing's words and cooperating with him to break them up-

"I don't really understand what you think. Ning Jiaoyi's voice was very calm at this time, "Since you want me to break up with him, and the goal is achieved later, why didn't you tell me directly that you want to be with me?

“...... I'm sorry. ”

He doesn't know what to say now other than apologize.

He did regret it at the time, and when he knew that the child had died, he regretted it.

However, there is no room for turnaround.

At that time, Sheng Chiyao was lucky.

He thought it was possible for the child to be prematurely retained.

If the child stays, he will also take care of the child with her.

That should be when she is most vulnerable, Fu Dingsi will not show up for a long time, and she may try to accept him slowly.

It's a pity that the kid is gone, and all his luck has been broken-

One wrong step, one wrong step.

The result so far is self-inflicted.

Ning Suihe always said that he was too selfless, but in fact, he knew that he was more selfish than anyone else.

If it weren't for his inaction and connivance back then, Ning Jiaoyi would not have been hurt by Rong Jing and Fu Dingsi in such a situation.

"I've always believed in you, you should know. Ning Jiaoyi lowered her eyes and glanced at the floor, "To be honest, I don't know what to say now, and I don't know what attitude to use towards you." ”

"I've always felt like you're no different from my brother. ”

Ning Jiaoyi is not a person who can say hypocritical words.

The two of them have known each other for more than 20 years, and it is the first time that Ning Jiaoyi has said such a thing.

If it weren't for this situation, Sheng Chiyao would have been very happy.

But in a situation like this, he couldn't laugh at all.

"Kyauk-"

"My brother didn't know you had done these things, Sheng Chiyao, your acting skills are really good, I'm ashamed of myself. Ning Jiaoyi raised her head again and looked at Sheng Chiyao.

Seeing the guilt and self-blame in his eyes, Ning Jiaoyi chuckled and asked, "Shouldn't the current guilt be faked?"

"Kyaukjiao, you can hate me, you can scold me, don't do this. Sheng Chiyao would rather lose his temper with him hysterically than see her like this.

"I hate what you do, it's that I'm blind, and I can't understand anyone along the way. Ning Jiaoyi shrugged her shoulders, "Do you have anything else to tell me?"

"Yes. ”

Sheng Chiyao pondered for a moment, and finally asked her about Rongjing.

"You've been getting close to Rong Jing lately. ”

Hearing Rong Jing's name from Sheng Chiyao's mouth, Ning Jiaoyi thought a little.

Rong Jing is not from a famous city, and he should not have stayed in Shangjing for a long time, how could Sheng Chiyao know about him?

Or has Sheng Chiyao been secretly spying on her life, and even the identity of her new acquaintance has been found out?

Thinking of this possibility, a chill ran on Ning Jiaoyi's back.

Because of this thought, Ning Jiaoyi's eyes changed when she looked at Sheng Chiyao again.

Sheng Chiyao clearly sensed Ning Jiaoyi's thoughts, he rubbed his eyebrows, and explained to her: "Don't worry, I didn't find anyone to follow you, nor did I investigate the people around you. ”

Ning Jiaoyi: "Do you know Rong Jing?"

Sheng Chiyao: "He's here for you." ”

Ning Jiaoyi: "What do you mean?"

Sheng Chiyao: "The person who looked exactly like you back then was arranged by him." He deliberately let the woman appear when I was drunk, and the Fu family saw the surveillance later, and the chain reaction that followed was all in his design. ”

Sheng Chiyao's words sounded a little mysterious, and Ning Jiaoyi obviously didn't believe it.

Especially under the premise that Sheng Chiyao has deceived her for so long, she has to be even more wary of his words.

After Sheng Chiyao said this, Ning Jiaoyi didn't say anything for a long time.

There was obvious distrust in her eyes, how could Sheng Chiyao not see it?

He had already guessed such an outcome.

He had just confessed his lie, and in this case, she would not trust anything she said.

"I know you don't believe me, but that's the case, Rong Jing is not a good person, think about it carefully, why are the two of you always being photographed, why can he always meet you at the right time. ”

Whether Ning Jiao believes it or not, Sheng Chiyao has to give her a vaccination first.

"Stay away from him, I'm afraid he'll treat you—"

"You're afraid he's the second you. Ning Jiaoyi smiled and took Sheng Chiyao's words, just a few words, each word stabbed Sheng Chiyao in the heart.

She even compared him to Rongjing......

It seems that he really doesn't have any credibility in her heart.

"I remember your words, I will guard against him, after all, I have suffered a loss, it is time to polish my eyes and take a good look at the people around me. ”

Ning Jiaoyi said this sentence very calmly, and there were no ups and downs in her emotions.

She seemed to be saying something inconsequential, and the whole person was very indifferent.

This kind of indifference is more hurtful than monstrous anger.

They have known each other for more than 20 years, and Sheng Chiyao knows Ning Jiaoyi's character too well.

She only cares so much if she doesn't really care about someone.

As long as there is still a little expectation, she will not be so indifferent.

This realization made Sheng Chiyao even more sad, but he couldn't do anything.

He brought it all upon himself.

From the moment he made that decision, he was destined to get to this point.

He didn't even dare to ask for her forgiveness.

"I'm sorry, Kyauk-kyo. Sheng Chiyao got up from the sofa, "I'll go first." ”

"Hmm. Ning Jiaoyi was still very calm, and even said to him, "Be careful on the road."

Hearing these four words, Sheng Chiyao's body stiffened.

He curled the corners of his mouth in self-deprecation, and after a few seconds, he walked out of the expo house.

He knew that this turn might be a lifetime.

According to Ning Jiaoyi's character, it is difficult to forgive him anymore.

.........

Sheng Chiyao is gone.

After the sound of the door closing, Ning Jiaoyi raised her head and shifted her gaze from the floor to the security door.

She looked at the closed door, and the scenes flashed in her mind from the time she had been with Sheng Chiyao.

They have known each other for a long, long time.

Sheng Chiyao is five years older than her, and since she can remember, there has always been a person in the world.

Ning Suihe had a good relationship with Sheng Chiyao since he was a child, and Ning Jiaoyi often followed behind their two butts to play with them when she was a child.

Ning Suihe spoiled her, and Sheng Chiyao was not bad for her.

At that time, people often joked that Sheng Chiyao was better to her than her sister who was related to her family.

Ning Jiaoyi is a very emotional person, and in her world, Sheng Chiyao really has a very important position.

Regarding this matter, she had done psychological construction, but when he said it in person, she still couldn't accept it.

It was as if my strong faith had suddenly collapsed.

To destroy a person, destroying their faith is the deadliest attack.

From knowing the truth to the present, Ning Jiaoyi has only one thought in her head-

Even Sheng Chiyao will lie to her, who else in this world is worth trusting?

Has she been living in a world of lies and fabrications for the past few years?

A sharp pain came from her thigh, forcing Ning Jiaoyi to come back to her senses.

She looked down and realized that she didn't know when she had pinched her thigh with her right hand.

Maybe I was too nervous just now, so I didn't notice the pain.

Now suddenly relaxed, and the pain hit in bursts.

Ning Jiaoyi looked at her white knuckles and knew how much strength she had used.

She twitched the corners of her mouth and got off the couch, lying on the carpet on all fours.

She stared at the ceiling with emptiness, staring like this, and the pictures of her previous relationship with Sheng Chiyao flashed in her mind, and tears actually fell like this.

Ning Jiaoyi didn't care, let the tears drip from the corners of her eyes, to her sideburns, and then dye her hair.

She thought she had already experienced betrayal, she thought she was strong enough.

But if she goes through something like this again, she will be beaten back to her original form in an instant.

That's Sheng Chiyao, she trusts him like family.

When she was so desperate when she was pregnant, he was not moved at all.

If he had told her about it earlier, her children might have been able to stay.

Thinking of the child, Ning Jiaoyi sat up from the carpet as if she had been electrocuted.

She didn't even have time to put on her slippers, so she walked barefoot to the bedroom, opened the wardrobe, and hurriedly changed her clothes.

After changing her clothes, Ning Jiaoyi picked up the car keys and went out the door, heading towards the cemetery on the outskirts of the city.

On the road, Ning Jiaoyi increased the speed of the car very quickly, she looked at the front with empty eyes, and the whole person was wooden and mechanical.

Fortunately, there were no cars on the highway to the cemetery, so she passed without a hitch.

**

The temperature on the outskirts of the city was very low, and after Ning Jiaoyi got out of the car, she felt a cold wind blowing.

She tightened her clothes and quickened her pace to walk inside.

Ning Jiaoyi quickly found her daughter's tombstone, and when she got closer, she found that there was a bouquet of flowers on both sides of the tombstone.

Carnations on one side and lilies on the other.

The carnation wrapping paper, Ning Jiaoyi knows.

Sheng Chiyao would go to the same flower shop to buy flowers every time he came over, and they were all carnations.

Ning Jiaoyi squatted down and looked at the date on the card, which happened to be today.

So......

Sheng Chiyao was from the cemetery to the Expo House?

What did he come to the cemetery for?

Repentance?

Thinking of this, Ning Jiaoyi pulled the corners of her mouth again.

What's the use of repentance now...... Her child will never come back.

The bouquet of lilies next to her, Ning Jiaoyi didn't pay too much attention to it, let alone associate it with Fu Dingsi.

Ning Jiaoyi knelt in front of the tombstone, put her face on the cold tombstone, and her tears couldn't stop falling.

She hadn't cried like this in a long time.

The last time I cried like this was on the day my daughter died.

Later, although she was severely depressed, she really rarely cried.

At that time, it was mostly desperate, desperate to a certain extent, and I couldn't cry.

It is often said that tears are an outlet for venting.

It's not scary to cry, it's scary not to cry.

.........

The winds are getting stronger on the outskirts of the city.

A cold wind blew across her wet face, and bursts of pain hit her.

Ning Jiaoyi didn't care about these at all, and she didn't stop because of this.

It wasn't until it got dark that she finally calmed down.

Ning Jiaoyi raised her hand and wiped her eyes, she had been crying for so long, and the wind was blowing, her eyes were painful and astringent.

Ning Jiaoyi got up with the tombstone, and as soon as she got up, she felt a dizziness in her head.

Immediately after that, he fell like this......

**

After Fu Dingsi came out of the cemetery, he went home to pack his luggage for New York.

Ruan Xiangyu called halfway, and probably heard the news that he was not going home for the New Year from Fu Lanhuai, so he made a special trip to question him.

However, Fu Dingsi didn't talk to her deeply, but just made it clear that he would not go back, and then hung up the phone with a tough attitude.

Ruan Xiangyu was so angry because of this incident that she put all the accounts on Ning Jiaoyi's head.

Ning Jiaoyi is a scourge.

When she didn't appear, Fu Dingsi was more obedient than anyone else, and this family was unprecedentedly harmonious.

As soon as she appeared, it was a mess.

After making a phone call with Fu Dingsi, Ruan Xiangyu was so angry that she threw her phone on the sofa and complained to Fu Cheng next to her: "Look at what your son is like now, because of Ning Jiaoyi, he has to fall out with his family, right?"

Fu Cheng listened to Ruan Xiangyu complain and had a headache.

He rubbed his eyebrows and replied to her casually: "It's not the first time he's quarreled with his family for Ning Jiaoyi, haven't you gotten used to it?"

"That's different, I quarreled before because of that personality! I finally found a hypnotist to kill that personality and keep this obedient one, but now it's good, this obedient one was also drugged by her......

Ruan Xiangyu slapped her thigh angrily, "What's so good about this Ning Jiaoyi, it's worth him like this?"

"Okay, don't be angry. ”

Fu Cheng thought better than Ruan Xiangyu.

He really didn't like Ning Jiaoyi before, but Fu Dingsi insisted on being with Ning Jiaoyi, and he didn't plan to stop him.

Fu Cheng doesn't like to interfere with the decisions of his juniors, but Ruan Xiangyu is much stronger than him as the head of the family in this regard.

"If he likes it, let him go, he will weigh it himself, and if it really doesn't fit, God will separate them, which is more useful than you talk about it here endlessly. Fu Cheng and Ruan Xiangyu said, "He's not a child, don't care too much about him." ”

"What do you mean by taking care of him too much, don't I think about him, if Ning Jiaoyi is devoted to him, I won't say anything. But don't forget, Ning Jiaoyi had sex with other men behind his back, and this kind of thing has happened countless times at one time, do you want me to watch my son put a green hat on his head?"

"If this matter spreads, how should others laugh at our Fu family?"

Ruan Xiangyu has always cared most about reputation.

Recently, Ning Jiaoyi's confusing relationship with that mysterious man has aroused a lot of discussion among friends.

Every time you go out to a party, you inevitably get asked this kind of question.

Where can a good-looking person like Ruan Xiangyu stand it?

Fu Cheng knew Ruan Xiangyu too well, and when he heard her say this, Fu Cheng was helpless for a while.

He shook his head lightly and stopped debating with Ruan Xiangyu.

However, Ruan Xiangyu was still muttering to herself: "No, I have to let the two of them divorce quickly, I will go to the old man of the Ning family for the Spring Festival this year......"

**

After Fu Dingsi put away his luggage, he sat in the living room in a daze.

This sitting is more than two hours.

He didn't turn on the light, it got dark early in winter, the room was dark, and he didn't make any movement, just sat like that.

There is hardly any movement other than breathing.

It wasn't until the mobile phone rang that Fu Dingsi raised his hand.

He picked up his phone from his hand and saw Xiao Liang's name on the screen.

Fu Dingsi picked up the phone and waited for Xiao Liang to speak.

"Dingsi, are you listening?" Xiao Liang asked.

Fu Dingsi said "um", "What's the matter?"

Xiao Liang lowered his voice and said, "Your wife is hospitalized and has just been sent to the emergency department, but it didn't sound like I was in a good situation, it seems that she has a fever again, and she has a little symptoms of pneumonia." ”

Xiao Liang repeated what he heard to Fu Dingsi, and then said worriedly: "She only had a fever a few days ago, right?

This question is basically a blank question.

Without Fu Dingsi answering, Xiao Liang could guess the answer.

If Ning Jiaoyi had really rested, she would not have been in the hospital again after a few days.

"I'm going over now. Fu Dingsi was silent for almost a minute before he said these four words.

With that, he hung up the phone.

Xiao Liang stood in the corridor, listening to the busy sound coming from the earpiece, and shook his head helplessly.

It seems that the two of them are really stiff this time......

**

When Ning Jiaoyi woke up again, she was already in the ward.

When she opened her eyes, she subconsciously wanted to move her limbs, only to find that she had a needle stuck in the back of her hand.

Just as he was about to ask what was going on, he heard Ning Suihe's voice: "Don't move, you're hanging water." ”

Ning Jiaoyi had a headache when she heard the word hanging water.

Over the years, she has hung up too many times, and every time she hangs water, it means edema, and she hates this treatment very much.

Ning Jiaoyi recalled the previous events, and her memory stopped at the cemetery.

Seems to faint when you got up?

Thinking of this, Ning Jiaoyi laughed self-deprecatingly.

Her body is really weak.

"It's such a cold day, what are you doing in the cemetery?" Ning Suihe reprimanded Ning Jiaoyi angrily: "The doctor said that you have been having an intermittent fever for the past few days, and you don't feel it yourself?" Ancestor, can you take a little care of your body, just for my brother and me. ”

Ning Suihe's tone was very fierce, and the words he said were not very good, but he succeeded in making Ning Jiaoyi's eyes red.

A burst of sourness hit her eye sockets, and Ning Jiaoyi was pretentious.

She turned her head to the side and didn't speak.

Ning Suihe saw that Ning Jiaoyi's mood was not right, so he approached her and asked, "Are you in a bad mood?"