Out of the door of Shengji Medicine, Meng Chuan'er was in a trance on the busy street.

That year, there was an underground RAP, and then the singer was very popular, and sang such a sentence "The world is panicked, but the picture is broken with a few taels of silver, and it is difficult to escape lying in the loess after a hundred years of Yangshou", but when you are not exhausted Yangshou, it is these few taels of broken silver, which can solve all kinds of panic in the world.

People say that they are full of warmth and then think about ***. Ideals, love, and love essentially belong to the category of ***. People who struggle to make ends meet will not understand what it means to feel wrong, and it is even more incredible that a soulmate is oppressed by hunger and poverty.

Meng Chuan'er and Yu Xiaoshan both shuttled from the bright lights, and they both experienced it. Yu Xiaoshan's past is explained more clearly, and Meng Chuan'er's spending of money in the flower field and the night club of the hundred ghosts is also a scene that ordinary people can't imagine.

She has seen the renminbi spread all over the ground, felt the fact that someone threw a sack of money for a smile, and even saw that she did not hesitate to spend hundreds of thousands of dollars to drink a bottle of Romanée Conti's red wine, and someone once chartered a whole floor of a top-floor revolving restaurant in order to chase Meng Chuan'er. ......

After experiencing it, it is qualified to say that it is tired, and too early maturity and seeing through it brings too high spiritual luxury.

When the 19-year-old Meng Chuan'er has a cabinet of platinum bags, and an unopened sea blue mystery on the dressing table, and can even enjoy the private customization of NLAB, a subsidiary of the CONSTANLY Group, but she is still not happy, she already knows to carry her own box and go out without looking back.

Who said that when she was young, she was never vain? The endless emptiness after the satisfaction of vanity made her and Yu Xiaoshan understand what a strange thing happiness is.

Talking about the sense of glory of fighting in a chaotic country and grabbing the world's exclusive success with Brother Chao and Xiao Fenglong in the cold basement, or eating a meal made by my mother with all the taste of childhood next to my parents, or sitting and watching with Yu Xiaoshan without doing anything.

These are all pleasures that money can't buy and can never buy.

Once Meng Chuan'er sat in front of the small tea table with Yu Xiaoshan without speaking, and looked at each other. Suddenly, Meng Chuan'er asked him: "Big cat, what do you say if we stare at each other like this every day, and one day we get tired of it?"

Yu Xiaoshan looked at her deeply: "It's not terrible to be tired of seeing this, don't you think it's terrible if you're not tired of it?"

Meng Chuan'er's heartbeat missed a beat, and for the sudden little love words, she had to blush and say angrily: "you." Not serious. ”

Her big cat came across the table and kissed her.

There is Yu Xiaoshan, who protects him with his life, and the good time he brings to tears, Meng Chuan'er is willing to give up his life not to carry him out of the abyss, even if he collapses and crushes himself, he will never think of half a word of regret!

But these are not the reasons, in the hearts of Meng Chuan'er and Yu Xiaoshan, there is no reason for love. When Meng Kuan'er came back from Afuhan, he asked him, "When did you fall in love with me, and what did you love me?"

Yu Xiaoshan thought seriously for a while and replied: "I can't think of why I still love with my life, it's probably the real love." ”

"Cut~ Flim tongue and rhetoric. ”

"Okay, then you say, when did you fall in love with me, and what do you love me?"

"I ......" Meng Chuan'er's mind was still blank for a long time: "The eight words I just said are to praise you for answering correctly!"

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Those pictures are vivid. On this day when one day of heaven and one day of hell experienced eight hundred human emotions, it was exceptionally clear.

Meng Chuan'er squatted next to the road and lit a cigarette, briefly said the matter of Taotao's grandmother wanting to borrow money with her voice, and then sent a long text WeChat to Yu Xiaoshan: "Big cat, I want to talk to you." From seeing your message at noon today, I still haven't fully come out in deep fear.

I've probably shed more tears today than I've ever had in my life. No matter what I have done and what I will do in the future, if you are no longer in this world, then my current struggle and efforts will be in vain, but I understand how you feel in the midst of your illness.

Big cat, you don't want to admit it yourself, but you're really sick. Sometimes it feels like you're a cute and helpless rabbit who I'm cutting meat to feed the eagle and you don't know how to run away.

Only when the rabbit really has the desire to survive, it will become the big lion of the past, and I will fight side by side with you. The prairie will become a paradise for us to reign over, not a place to be buried.

Big cat, I know that you can hold on to it every time you get sick and hide it from me, and it is not easy to hold on every time. You face a lot of broken things and fall apart because you are full of disappointments about the world, disappointments in these people, including disappointments in yourself.

And if you don't say it, I also know that every time you are on the verge of collapse, you pull yourself back, and you will think that I am still working so hard...... Now I want to say, if you are disappointed in the world and yourself, please think about people like Taotao Grandma!

She is almost a stranger to you, and she still believes in you, really believes in you and is willing to help you in the most difficult times. You are really not the meaning of simple ordinary love for me, you are where my belief lies. I'm willing to hold on when it's hardest and most breaking.

But all the people who still care about you and love you only hope that you can fight the stubbornness and resistance in your heart and go to the doctor, please don't think that your condition is mainly psychological because of the resistance in your heart.

Depression is a physiological illness that can be aggravated by psychological causes but do not play a role of more than 50 percent. As long as you can get a good night's sleep and not be so restless and depressed, everything will be fine.

Drugs for depression must be prescribed according to the symptoms and cannot be taken and stopped casually, which is different from sleeping pills. Health care is the foundation of all future and the only way we can fight together. Otherwise you will continue to self-destruct in a closed world, and you will not be able to give me love, or even feel it yourself.

You think carefully about every step after you met me, and think about it, even if you are on the verge of desperation several times, it is still you after all. Since the sky is endless, there must be a future that you don't expect. Please pass this in your heart first!

Big cat, I love you. The only hope is that you will take your body's protests against you and love yourself well. If you have to repay too many sins in your previous life, I am willing to help you share half of it in this life and go on together. ”

After this long list of WeChat posts, Meng Chuan'er felt that she was about to collapse, she actually hoped that Yu Xiaoshan could reply, but she was afraid that he would not reply at all if he couldn't see it. I've smoked a lot of cigarettes between the repeated entanglements.

After Yu Xiaoshan woke up, he had been taken back home by Xiaocheng, and when he received this WeChat, he read it carefully twice, and every word got into his heart. Looking at the wealth and wealth that were turning around at his feet, and the small town with a concerned face, he suddenly had a human fireworks in his heart that he hadn't seen for a long time.

Meng Chuan'er had a sentence that stung him deeply, that is, "You will continue to self-destruct in a closed world, you can't give me love, and you can't even feel love yourself." ”

He was suddenly stabbed with an awl, and when he looked back, he realized that he had been in a closed world for too long, and that he had lost the ability to love for too long.

He didn't dare to think about how Meng Chuan'er endured and carried it, and the bastard himself had been letting her be exiled in the dark and fighting outside alone, but he also told her that if she let her go back to her arms, she would be hurt and petted.

However, she gave up her ideals, and what was she doing? It is better to let her continue to be in the smoke of artillery fire than to poke her with a blunt knife day and night.

"Small town. I have to go to the doctor. ”

Xiao Cheng's eyes widened: "What's that?"

"It's hard for me, but I have to go to the doctor, and if it goes on like this, not only will I be ruined, but you will also be ruined. Even if I don't know if it's useful to see a doctor, I have to go. ”

Xiaocheng, a one-meter-nine gentleman, cried on the spot into a stupid B: "Brother, you finally woke up, brother......" After Xiaocheng was eighteen years old, Yu Xiaoshan saw him crying for the first time.

A handful of snot and a handful of tears, and finally cried so much that his voice was hoarse, and all his wealth and wealth were crying into the house and hiding under the bed, Yu Xiaoshan also went into the house to sleep, and Xiaocheng was still crying.