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The doctrine of yin and yang has existed since ancient times, and those who are yin and yang are famous but invisible" -- "Lingshu: Yin and Yang System Sun and Moon".
One yin and one yang is the Tao" - "Yi Chuan: Dictionaries".
Dao: refers to "truth", "law", "yin and yang, the way of heaven and earth, the outline of all things, the parents of change, the origin of life and death, and the house of the gods" -- "Su Wen: Yin and Yang should be like the Great Treatise".
Everything can be divided into yin and yang, everything that is moving, extroverted, rising, warm, and bright belongs to yang, and what is relatively static, inward, descending, cold, and dark belongs to yin.
Everything has yin and yang, "such as sunrise and sunset, spring, summer, autumn and winter, flowers bloom and fall" cycle and "endless"!
Onmyoji is a kind of Taoist priest who originated in China and mastered the theory of yin and yang, knew how to look at the stars, looked at people's faces, measured directions, knew disasters, looked for feng shui, drew talismans and chanted mantras, and performed sacrifices.
Onmyoji are now rare in China, and most of them are mainly engaged in observing feng shui and making a living from human faces.
During the Tang Dynasty, due to Japan's defeat in the Battle of the Baicun River, Japan began to send Tang envoys to China on a large scale to learn the culture of the Central Plains.
The concepts of Taoism, Onmyoism, and Taoist priests were introduced to Japan, and Onmyoji began to gradually become popular in Japan.
Its unique spell "Onmyodo" became part of Shinto in Japan. They are also well aware of the causes of the invisible powers of people, such as fate, spirits, and ghosts, and have the ability to control these things, and their fields of activity are sacrifices, divination, calendar cultivation, and ritual (auxiliary).
Onmyoji originated in China and is a school of practice that was gradually formed by the thought of the Onmyoji and the Five Elements Doctrine.
Yin-Yang is a philosophical school that prevailed from the end of the Warring States Period to the beginning of the Han Dynasty, Zou Yan of Qi is its founder, and the knowledge of Yin-Yang is called "Yin-Yang Theory", and its core content is "Yin-Yang Five Elements", and Yin-Yang Doctrine is one of the most important philosophical thinking of the Chinese nation.
Sima Qian said in the "Historical Records" that the knowledge of the Yin and Yang family "deeply looked at the news of Yin and Yang, and made a strange change." "LĂź's Spring and Autumn", "Huainanzi", and "Spring and Autumn Dew" were directly influenced by Zou Yan's theory. It is worth noting that "Zhou Yi" does not put forward the concepts of yin and yang and tai chi, and it is the "Yi Chuan" that is influenced by Taoism and yin and yang.
During the Tang Dynasty, Japan sent envoys to China to study the Yin and Yang Doctrine and the Five Elements Doctrine.
The Japanese emperor received spiritual peace and social security from the onmyoji, and the Japanese people received the comfort of a hard life from the onmyoji.
During the period of obscurantism, Onmyoji was the spiritual pillar of the entire nation.
Japan's Onmyoji originated in China, and although Japan was the representative of the prosperity of Onmyoji, and gradually declined in China, the true origin of Japanese Onmyoji came from the Chinese theory of Yin and Yang and the Five Elements.
The theory of yin and yang is a branch of ancient Chinese philosophy, which represents a concept of dividing into two, everything is two, one is the other, and the other is the law by which all things in the world can be generated.
During the Warring States Period in China, there was a school of thought that advocated the doctrine of Yin and Yang and the Five Elements called the "Yin and Yang Family", which was mainly represented by Zou Yan and Zou Zheng of Qi at that time. The "Yin and Yang Theory" regards "Yin" and "Yang" as two mutually reinforcing forces within things, and believes that they are the laws of generation that give birth to all things in heaven and earth. Note: "Source: Baidu Encyclopedia"!
Let's talk about a story today, a very ordinary story! I'm not a professional onmyoji!
Sichuan Province is located in the southwest of southern China, known as Shu in ancient times, and here is "rich in products" and has the reputation of the country of abundance since ancient times!
After a busy day, I was lying in a bed, and the man in his 30s was "tired" but he was living like "in his 40s"!
The night is unconsciously deep, every sleepless night, will be in the early morning dream, I returned to my hometown, the hot and humid summer and the "drizzle" in the sky turned into a "torrential rain"!
For example, the night rain you left! Or the heavy rain before I was born, "Mom" I watched you walk to the grave with a stretcher in many villagers, and "Mom" called you one after another! But you could never wake up again, you lay quietly on the stretcher covered in rain, I knelt in the rain and wanted to wipe the rain all over your body, "there was a thunder click"! A hundred ghosts "suddenly appeared" in the spirit sending team to see you off.
I woke up and looked at the sweat that was pouring down my body, and I don't know if it was because of the fright in my dream, or because of this "damn hot weather". I don't know how long this nightmare has haunted me! Everything seems to be "fatalized"! It wasn't until I saw the "shocking scar" on my chest that I couldn't believe that it was not a dream!
I was born in 1981 in an ordinary small mountain village in Northeast China, and when it comes to my hometown, I believe that many people "have their own unique feelings and words of praise", and my hometown is no exception. The river and the earth "surround our beautiful little village like a dragon".
My parents later said that in the summer of the year they gave birth to me, there was a lot of rain, and the day I was born at noon, it was even more pouring, and this rain seemed to be laughing at me with my unwillingness and "ill-fatedness", and it seemed to be a gift from God to give me a new life.
With a child's cry, I came into the world, according to my mother, it was my grandfather who drove the jeep of the Public Security Bureau to pick me up, that was so beautiful and obedient! Not to mention how stylish, but unfortunately I didn't see it, I'm afraid I can't see it, nonsense? No, who can see what I just gave birth to.
Or do you choose to be reincarnated once again?
Don't make a fuss, Lord Yama is very busy, and he doesn't have that much effort.
In that era when all people were riding bicycles, and even many people didn't have bicycles, what was the treatment of riding a jeep?
I'm afraid it's equivalent to, "the current first-class luxury cabin on the plane", and even "too late", according to my parents, and my grandmother, when I was born, I took the car of the Public Security Bureau when I was born, and I will definitely be able to become a big official in the future, just like a child just born and catch Zhou, what can I do in the future, who said this from his uncle?
I am still a common man, and this may be people's yearning for a beautiful new life.
If you want to talk about my grandfather, but you have to tell a story about him, if you want to talk about my grandfather, I don't really know much, I don't even know anything about him, I only met a few times when I was young.
Every time he came, he wore a black top hat, a black trench coat, and a crutch in his hand, which felt obedient!
When he came, for the first time in my memory, my father and mother asked me to call him grandpa, and I called him grandpa, and I forgot what his expression was.
I don't have any feelings and affection for him, but I am a little stranger. When I was supposed to talk about my grandfather, I only heard my grandmother and family members tell me.
My grandfather used to be "a spy investigator during the national period", and later after the founding of New China, he went to serve as the deputy director of a public security bureau in our city, obediently in the fifties, not to mention more cow x My grandmother often said that he had a crotch clip around his waist, and the Northeast dialect means other pistols in his waist and a briefcase in his crotch.
How much energy and power does the deputy director of a city's public security bureau have?
Ordinary people like me can't imagine it, people say that "it's not true that a man learns bad when he has money", and my grandfather was really "going to be windy and rainy" in that year!
There is still supreme power in his hands, so he ruined his style and got involved with other women.
Maybe there was no love in those days!
Most of them are "the orders of parents, the words of matchmakers", and the two of them got married and had children together, maybe it was because of this that my grandfather got together with other women.
Anyway, the older generation, I don't want to comment much, after all, that is my biological grandfather, although I haven't gotten any family affection and material relationship in him.
If you want to say that my grandmother, an old lady, is really not a good stubble, don't look at her as a woman from the countryside, it is really a woman who does not let her eyebrows go!
I just made a fuss about this to the police station and to the public security bureau! I said that my grandfather was engaged in leather shoes, and finally he went to the court for divorce; in that era, when the ideological style and people's traditional concepts were deeply rooted, what did it mean to engage in extramarital affairs?
Scolded by everyone pointing at the backbone!
Not to mention that the pig cage is not much better, the officials have at least been smeared in political history, not to mention that the future is not much worse.
No matter where you go, people don't say it to your face, and they will talk about how you broke your shoes with others, and later a long time later, my grandfather seemed to gradually retire from the political stage because of this reason.
I don't know what it meant for them at that time, the divorce of people in that era!
It's hard to imagine that in that era of "husbands and children, men are heaven", I often wonder where my grandmother got so much courage and determination.
My grandfather later married the woman who was good and "gave birth to a son and a daughter", while my grandmother took it, and my father and my second uncle had two children in the city, who were helpless in the city.
Every time my grandmother talked to me about this, she had pride and pride on her face, and she would say that in those years in the city, it was so difficult and it didn't stump her.
If you want to say that my grandmother, this old lady, is over 90 years old this year, and now her body is tough!
It seems that there is really nothing difficult to stump her in her life, she is such an ordinary and extraordinary woman.
She has used her strength and forbearance to give me how much warmth and wisdom and experience education in life!
And she is also someone I deserve to respect and love for the rest of my life.
According to her, in her life, when she was not short of money in her pocket, she did not let her two children in distress, that is, my father and my second uncle, their two children were sad, frozen, hungry, and wronged.
In this way, she took my father and my second uncle and two children, and lived on her own in the city for more than ten years.
Therefore, in this way, our family road has also fallen, it is really 30 years of life in Hedong, 30 years in Hexi, ups and downs! How much joy and how much sorrow.
Does it sound ridiculous that one person's wrong actions can affect the fate of generations?
However, it is true that in that "turbulent and tumultuous era", many people lost a lot of things, including my father, of course.