The ugliness of eighty-two human beings
The ugliness of human nature is greedy, and the desire for power will make us lose our true nature.
Kind people hope that they can meet kindness in return, but the reality is that good people do not necessarily have good rewards, I am willing to believe in kindness, and have always been kind to everyone, I dare not imagine all this, if it is really as I guessed, how should I face it? I dare not take the initiative to verify all this, I am afraid that my beautiful expectations of human nature will be broken, and I am afraid that I will not be able to face this real and ironic reality.
The sky darkened imperceptibly in the last "afterglow" of the sunset, I don't know how long I sat in the original shop that day, and I don't know how much wine I drank, if wine can anesthetize the nerves, wine can forget everything I would rather get drunk.
For the first time, I felt the confusion and frustration of life, people are most afraid of suddenly facing the price of growth, walking on the deserted streets, looking at the brilliant lights of the city, as if I found that there is no place I want to go, and once asked myself where I am going?
Unconsciously came to Huang Weida's villa area, looked at this luxurious villa, and thought of the ugly faces hidden behind it, I couldn't help but feel disgusted, how did I come here? I remembered that after saying goodbye to Huang Qiuyu a few months ago, there was no news, is she okay now? Is my guess just a guess! I think of her care and tenderness for me, maybe it's not a joke, some people may never see each other again in their lives, and some people may be destined to be entangled.
Shaking his head and waving away these things that he shouldn't have thought about, he said to himself that I might have drunk too much, yes! I may have drunk too much, and I was about to turn around and leave, only to hear a familiar voice coming from behind, Xiaoyu, why are you here? I heard this voice and knew that it was Sister Qiu without looking back.
I didn't know how to face her, and I didn't know how to question her, but I heard her say again, Xiaoyu, are you okay? Are you okay after seeing you for a long time? Why don't you talk to Sister Qiu, have you forgotten me? I have mixed feelings in my heart, and I thought to myself, please don't pretend to be so good to me, okay? I don't want to destroy your beautiful image in my heart.
Seeing that I didn't speak, she came over and took my hand and said, "Xiaoyu, why are you so ugly?" I was held by her hand as if an electric shock, and I remembered what Yuan Gang said to me, and I kept playing it back in my head, (I can't see the woman's face clearly, I only know that the woman's surname is Huang ~ not very old), ah~ I desperately shook off her hand and said to her don't get close to me, don't get close to me, okay?
Saying that I was about to leave, I only heard her trembling and slightly hoarse voice say: "Xiaoyu, you stop me", I don't know what happened to you, what happened! But can you trust me and be willing to talk to me? I just took a few steps, and I was attracted by her voice, she was like a powerful magnet attracting me, damn! Why am I so soft-hearted.
A woman's deadliest weapon is tears and gentleness, gentle and ruthless in the countryside to die and be a ghost, in how a heart like steel people can't stand this, I saw her eyes moist with tears, no longer powerless to escape, see me listen to the footsteps she said: "Let's go! let's find a place to talk" ~ Okay! It seems that what should be faced is still to be faced, but I didn't think to unravel her hypocritical mask in advance.
This scene may be judged in my heart, she is the mysterious woman who asked them to glasses at the beginning, our confrontation has been staged countless times, the orange light is particularly warm and emotional, I sit in this once beautiful Huang Weida villa, it seems a little strange and cramped, drink something? She smiled softly and said, you seem to have drunk a lot of wine, do you want to drink some hot water?
As she spoke, she handed me a cup of warm hot water, looked at my red eyes and said to me, "Do you have anything on your mind?" Can I trust you? I deliberately dodged her burning gaze, and she burst out laughing for a long time, and said to me, "Shouldn't you believe me?"
I struggled countless times in my heart and wanted to say not to believe her, but looking at her expectant eyes, I didn't know how to refuse her, so I would like to see how she explained it today, thinking of this, I said to her fiercely: "Sister Qiu, I have a question for you" Have you ever seen a few young people a few years ago, one is wearing glasses and looks polite, and the other is a tall and thin young man with a white and chubby face~ As soon as I said this, she suddenly interrupted me and said to me, Xiaoyu, are these really so important to you?
I didn't know how to answer her words, and I was repeating myself in my heart, is it really that important? Even if I know the truth of the matter, what can I do? Do I want to break with her? Obviously, I can't do it, maybe I shouldn't have come today, thinking of this, I stood up and said to her, I'm sorry Sister Qiu bothered you, I'm leaving, just about to turn around and leave, only to hear her mouth hoarse and say: "Maybe what you see and hear is not true" Is she hinting at admitting?
I just want to get, what I want, I never wanted to hurt you, I said angrily, in order to get what you want, can you do whatever it takes? can you hurt the people around me? She laughed self-deprecatingly and said to me, I didn't want to hurt them, have you heard the story of Aladdin's magic lamp?
Human nature is greedy, blame me for not deceiving you in the first place, and if you tell a lie, you have to use a hundred lies to hide it.
I've always wanted to tell you, but I don't have the courage, Xiaoyu, do you know? I've always liked you, saying that she hugged my waist, or the smell of perfume back then, but I pushed her away very cruelly, Sister Qiu, I call you Sister Qiu, please respect yourself, I don't know when it started, the distance between the two of us became so strange.
She looked at me and cried and laughed and said, I hope that one day when we meet, you can still remember me so "lightly and lightly", Xiaoyu, you can go! I hope that next time we are not enemies, even if it is an enemy, I will die in your arms.
I don't know how I left Huang Weida's villa, and I was secretly looking forward to it in my heart, hoping that we weren't enemies when we met, I really couldn't face being enemies with her, and if I had a choice, I'd rather none of this happened.
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