Chapter 42: Love
The changes between the two are obvious, but they are different. Zhou Bulong's brows were stretched, but he lowered them slightly, covering his eyes, and at the same time, the corners of his mouth were pursed, and his face was shrugged, but it was not a feeling of relaxation or contempt, but a sense of compassion, implicit in it.
As early as when he met Du Zou and the two in Zhizhou, Zhou Bulong expressed this kind of pity, and today, in Wang Jie's vivid and affectionate narration, his compassion couldn't help but rise, but he wouldn't show it casually, just slightly constricted his face and was silent.
Tu Fengnian was sympathetic, because he could empathize, especially after experiencing the Zhizhou incident.
Du Jiuzhu's way of telling is completely different from Wang Jie, Du Jiuzhu did not focus on emotion, but focused on explaining his own hardships, and the two were going to elope at that time, and they didn't have the leisure to render emotions and win sympathy, which can be said to be Du Jiuzhu's backbone.
Of course, it can't be said that Wang Jie has no backbone, because the situation of the two is completely different.
Wang Jie is now at the age of the beginning of love, and he doesn't understand the preciousness of this love, but Du Jiuzhu has a lot of experience, he understands that once he lets go, it will be difficult to find his sweetheart, and the women's rights in Zhizhou are not as good as in Zhongzhou and other places, Zou Rui is also different from Sun Qianya, Zou Rui wants to pursue the love in her heart, but she only has that power on the surface, in private, her father did not give her much freedom, so she can only go sideways.
Therefore, although Tu Fengnian does not like the former, it is understandable, while the latter has not yet happened, and he has not even determined his mind, so Tu Fengnian is sure of that lovesickness.
But can scholars only secretly watch the envy of the high-ranking families?
Tu Fengnian spoke slowly, and his tone was more serious: "Then what do you think, just like Miss Sun said, give up on her?"
Wang Jie's face showed a look of struggle, and he hesitated: "I don't want to! but...... But I ...... And what can you do?"
"Many people think that ordinary people are not capable of marrying women from high families, because they think that the door is not right, but you are a scholar, you have a chance to get ahead, and in Dahua, in Zhongzhou, women can also be the same as men, holding volumes and reading hard, I think Miss Sun has poetry and books in her belly, and she must have read less, right?"
"Yes, Qianya...... Miss Sun, she did study with me, and every day when she went to school, she would be praised by her husband, saying that she could be a female master in the future. As soon as Wang Jie said this, his already weakened temperament was even lower, as if it was going to be lowered to the dust.
Tu Fengnian frowned, not understanding why Wang Jie was so depressed.
At this time, Alan suddenly leaned down and said to Wang Jie, who was bowing his head, "Then do you like Sun Qianya?"
Wang Jie was suddenly startled, but his heart suddenly accelerated. In the previous narration, he used extremely obscure words to secretly express his love, but he never dared to say it clearly. So he was frightened, but his body did not become more depressed by these words, but his heart beat uncontrollably.
Alain's voice was very soft, and he added: "You like her, you like her very much, but you don't dare to say it." ”
Wang Jie's heart was like a tsunami, the mountain peaks collapsed, and he couldn't help but ask himself, do I like her?
The answer is clearly yes.
Alain continued: "The reason why you don't dare to say it is because you feel that you are not worthy of her, whether it is from family background, talent or even personal ability, you feel that you are still a little follower at that time. ”
Wang Jie's expression was like a cloth in a dyeing workshop, one would be red, the other would be white, and finally his face would be sallow. Alan is not wrong at all, Sun Qianya is like a slender and white feathered crane to him, he can swim in the sky, and he can also stop at Ozawa.
And he didn't dare to have any thoughts that he shouldn't have. However, Alan's penetrating voice reached his ears again, not because of how harsh Alan's voice was, but because of these words:
"But you still can't help but fantasize about being with her, and at the same time you're telling yourself that you can't think like this, you can't get tired of it, but Sun Qianya's recent reaction has tilted your balance to the side of fantasy, so you retreated, but now, we can help you, you don't need to run away anymore, it's useless to escape, you should face it." ”
Tu Fengnian also interjected: "Yes, don't wait until later to regret it, at that time, you will read: 'This situation can be recalled, but it was already lost at that time'." In fact, the thing is very simple, you just need to study hard and get a high enough fame. Of course, we are all outsiders, and we shouldn't be talking too much, but we can't bear to see a lover miss out on a good relationship. ”
Zhou Bulong frowned secretly, as a Buddhist family, he didn't like this kind of thing very much, and he preferred to see the clarity of the heart.
But what Wang Jie needs is not to see the mind, but a practical solution, until this moment he changed that decadent attitude, he first took a deep breath, Sun Qianya's smile appeared in his mind, only felt that the longing was strong, and the thought in his heart was even stronger: I want to marry her! At least I have to say this to her honestly! During this time, Alan and the others did not urge him, until Wang Jie straightened his body and said: "Listening to your words is better than reading for ten years." Only then did Wang realize that he had been entangled in the so-called distance before, but he didn't notice his emotions, thank you a few people, let me understand my mind. The people of my big lance are all equal, but I have never thought about the true meaning of this sentence. It turns out that I can also pursue the person I like, and it turns out that reading books can solve my problems. Thank you, why don't you come to my humble house and sit down for a while? Unfortunately, my family is poor, and I have nothing to thank you. ”
Alan and others politely declined his invitation, and hoped that he would study seriously. Zhou Bulong didn't speak until Wang Jie walked away, he still thought about what Alan said and always felt that he couldn't think clearly, but there was one thing he felt deeply, that is, love.
Du Jiuzhu and Zou Rui of Zhizhou resolutely eloped for love, and Wang Jie of Zhongzhou was willing to study hard for a few years for love, giving up ease and reining in laziness. Maybe Wang Jie may not really be able to get a good ranking and earn a high-ranking official, but that heart is very pure. Don't doubt that as a Buddhist monk, he can feel Wang Jie's true thoughts with a random mantra.
Wang Jie's heart is really sad from the previous heart, to blooming flowers and trees, which shows the magic of love.
Asking what is the situation in the world is a promise of life and death.