Chapter 19: Just a belated goodbye

In KTV, perhaps because he had drunk a lot of wine before, Xu Chan began to get high. It seems to have returned to the original heroic woman's appearance. not only happily touched the cup with everyone, but also pulled Bai Shuo to sing with him, when it was not very popular in KTV before, Xu Chan liked to let Bai Shuo play the guitar and sing with him, and now it seems to have regained the feeling of the year.

At this time, I don't know who ordered a song "Hiroshima Love" but no one sang it, Cao An asked loudly: "Who's? ”

Xu Chan suddenly shouted loudly: "Don't cut, no one sings me." As he spoke, he stood up and picked up two microphones, and then handed Bai Shuo one, "You sing with me." ”

Bai Shuo was helpless and sang again. The difference is that Bai Shuo felt that Xu Chan sang this song very devotedly, as if he was not singing, but telling a story to Bai Shuo.

M: You should have rejected me a long time ago

I shouldn't have let my pursuits go

Give me the story I crave

Leave a name that you can't get rid of

F: It's hard to turn back time

Spaces are fragile

Twenty-four hours of love

It is a beautiful memory that I will never forget in my life

M: Crossing the moral border

We walk through the forbidden zone of love

Enjoy the illusion of bliss

Misunderstanding the meaning of happiness

F: Who is so brave?

Say you like parting

Just today not tomorrow

Watch love slip through your fingers

Say goodbye too

M: I don't have enough time to love you properly

F: It's long overdue to stop playing amorous

He: I want to be abandoned by you

Even if you understand and separate

There is no answer to the ending of those who do not want to love

M: I don't have enough time to hate you

F: I finally understood that it is not easy to hate people

He: Before the love and hate disappear

Warm my face with your hands

Prove it for me

I loved you from the very heart

Male: Loved You (Female: Loved You)

Male: Loved You (Female: Loved You)

He: I have loved you

Loved you

......

After singing the song, Xu Chan is no longer as high as before, but gradually becomes quieter, and seems to have begun to change back to the calm, mature, and rational metropolis woman.

After the end, Bai Shuo sent Xu Chan back to the hotel, and because it was not far away, he accompanied her all the way. On the way, Bai Shuo saw that Xu Chan seemed a little quiet, thinking that she was uncomfortable after drinking too much wine, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Xu Chan suddenly replied: "I'm nothing, I'm doing well, I'm very happy." ”

This sentence made Bai Shuo fall into a deep consternation, if you remember it well, in the past two days, this is the third time that Xu Chan has taken the initiative to emphasize that she is doing well and is very happy. This is inherently problematic. Bai Shuo didn't ask much, and kept thinking secretly in his heart.

When she arrived at the door of the room, Xu Chan thanked Bai Shuo for sending her back, and was about to say goodbye. Bai Shuo suddenly asked, "You're not doing well, are you?" ”

Xu Chan smiled: "Why do you say that?"

"You sang the song "Hiroshima Love" very hard today. Xu Chan was stunned, and Bai Shuo continued: "But I know you didn't sing for me. ”

Xu Chan suddenly couldn't help crying, and then suddenly pounced and kissed Bai Shuo, Bai Shuo was a little overwhelmed for a while, but seemed to be a little reluctant to push Xu Chan away. After a while, Xu Chan buried his head in Bai Shuo's body, hugged her tightly with both hands, and kept sobbing.

After a long time, Bai Shuo said softly: "If you don't have a good time, it's better to come back." ”

At this time, Xu Chan left Bai Shuo's embrace, tidied up a little, and then looked at Bai Shuo and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be like this." Bai Shuo was about to say something, but Xu Chan stopped him and continued: "Are you free tomorrow?

Bai Shuo nodded: "It's not that you don't know, I'm quite free every day now." ”

"Well, come here tomorrow morning at 9 o'clock and wait for me. ”

Bai Shuo looked around, changed into a hippie smile and said, "Of course it's no problem, why bother going back and forth, in fact, I can still have breakfast with you." ”

"Have breakfast?" Xu Chan asked suspiciously.

"Uh-huh......" Bai Shuo raised his eyebrows and looked into the room

Xu Chan immediately understood, and pushed Bai Shuo away with a shy punch: "Who wants to have breakfast with you, it's almost ......"

Bai Shuole rubbed the place where Xu Chan had hit: "Hehe, okay, you can rest early, I will be on time tomorrow morning." ”

Xu Chan let out a "hmm" and slowly closed the door.

Bai Shuo walked out of the hotel and walked alone under the street lamp, after a passionate kiss with Xu Chan just now, he was now completely drunk, replaced by an inexplicable restlessness. Although most of the proposals to "eat breakfast" just now were out of jokes, if Xu Chan hadn't refused at that time, maybe he would have been really difficult to control. Thinking about it, Bai Shuo jumped up and walked alone in the night, and from time to time there was a comical singing voice on the silent highway: "Crossing the border of morality, we walked through the forbidden area of love, enjoyed the illusion of happiness, and misunderstood the meaning of happiness......"

Early the next morning, Bai Shuo deliberately dressed up and arrived at the hotel before 8:30. called Xu Chan, and it took a long time to connect. "I've arrived at the hotel, have you had breakfast? Maybe I can really have breakfast with you." ”

At this time, Xu Chan's lazy voice came from the phone: "What time is it? I drank too much wine yesterday, and I haven't gotten up yet......

"Eldest sister, it's half past eight, can you leave at nine o'clock?"

"Hey, you come up first, wait for me in a while, and I'll be fine soon." ”

After hanging up the phone, Bai Shuo suddenly made up the picture of Xu Chan getting up, and couldn't help but feel the wind under his feet, and quickly jumped into the elevator ....... Entering the room, Bai Shuo found that although Xu Chan had not finished washing and her makeup had not yet rested, she had already dressed herself. I couldn't help but ask in surprise, "Hmm! Did you get dressed first and then wash and put on makeup?"

"Well, what else, what do you want to see?" Xu Chan asked angrily while washing and cleaning up.

Bai Shuo knew that he was speechless, so he simply confessed his thoughts generously: "Well, of course I want to see if there is a picture of nosebleeds." ”

As soon as the words fell, there was a fragrant wind in front of the door, and a pink fist had already stopped less than a centimeter from the tip of the nose. "Nosebleeds are not simple, no matter how poor your mouth is, it really satisfies you. Xu Chan raised his fist at Bai Shuo with a charming smile.

"Don't make a fuss. Bai Shuo said as he took the opportunity to pout and kiss Xu Chan's fist, which made Xu Chan quickly withdraw his fist and scolded with a little shyness: "Hey, you are so timid, you didn't dare to do this when you were a child." ”

Before the words were finished, Bai Shuo suddenly approached Xu Chan, behind Xu Chan was the wall, and there was no way to retreat, so he had to watch Bai Shuo bully in front of him, until the two could feel the distance of each other's breathing.

"There are so many things that I wanted to do before but didn't dare to do, and I dare to do them now. Bai Shuo said as he ran his right hand through Xu Chan's messy and fluffy hair until he touched his ear.

Xu Chan was a little nervous, and his breathing became a little heavy: "You...... What do you want to do?"

"I want to ...... I want to ......" Bai Shuo whispered in an ambiguous tone, getting closer and closer to Xu Chan.

"Ah...... Oops......" Xu Chan's scream suddenly came from the room.

Bai Shuo, who had already jumped away, twisted a long hair in his hand, and smiled evilly: "Haha, when you were a child, you loved to bully me and pull Lao Tzu's hair, this time you finally took revenge!"

"You bastard, dare to be a good old lady. ”

"Well, yes, this tone is the Xu Chan in my memory, what are you pretending to be when you come back this time. ”

At this time, Xu Chan was already angry: "I'll pretend to be your sister and die Chang Geng, see if I don't kill you......"

The two of them made a fuss in the room for a while, and it was not until half past ten that they packed up and went out. It turned out that Xu Chan was going to handle the demolition of the house, but it was too right to find Bai Shuo for this matter, after the battle against the flood, Bai Shuo relied on his relationship with Xiao Zhen and was very familiar with all the heads and brains in the town, and the person responsible for the demolition in the town was one of the acquaintances. Xu Chan didn't care too much about how much money the house could accompany, he just wanted to handle it quickly, so the whole process was also very simple, it was completed in less than half an hour, and the follow-up matters Xu Chan also gave carte blanche to Bai Shuo. Seeing that Xu Chan didn't ask for anything and didn't ask anything, Bai Shuo couldn't help but ask why she didn't want to fight for more benefits. Xu Chan smiled and said that she was at ease with Bai Shuo, and believed that Bai Shuo would not let her suffer, and she didn't care if she could fight for more benefits, she didn't have the time to do anything nail.

After completing the formalities, Xu Chan went back to the old house to take a look, and some things from his childhood came to life again. Suddenly, Xu Chan seemed to see something, and slowly walked towards a door, only to see her bend down, gently brushed the dust off the door frame with her hand, and then stroked it repeatedly.

"What are you looking at?" Bai Shuo asked curiously. But I saw that Xu Chan's eyes were already a little ruddy.

"This was left by my dad when I was a kid. Xu Chan's voice was a little choked. Only then did Bai Shuo see that there were several notches on the door frame, which were obviously left by Xu Chan after her father measured her height when she was a child. In families at that time, many parents liked to mark their children's growing height on the door frame, and then let their children look at the marks to see how much they had grown taller after a while. Bai Shuo looked at the tallest mark, which was only about one meter two or three high, and vaguely remembered that Xu Chan's father should have died when she was less than 10 years old, thinking of this, Bai Shuo gently patted Xu Chan's shoulder.

Xu Chan stood up and said sadly: "After moving to the magic capital, many old things have been lost, and there was an accidental fire at home, and the photos left by my father were also burned. The memory of my father seems to be fading in my mind, and I haven't dreamed of my father for a long, long time. ”

Bai Shuo looked around, and suddenly brought a somewhat rusty kitchen knife and some screwdrivers and other tools from the kitchen, and in Xu Chan's puzzled gaze, Bai Shuo picked up the knife and slashed at the door frame. After a while, Bai Shuo buckled the notched piece of wood from the door frame. "Have you seen enough here? After speaking, Bai Shuo couldn't help but pull Xu Chan to a place, which turned out to be the factory where he once worked. Bai Shuo pulled Xu Chan, which attracted a lot of attention in the factory, because it was the lunch break, some old workers saw Bai Shuo return to the factory, so they gathered together, and some also quipped: "Hey, Bai Shuo, your new girlfriend is so beautiful?" No matter how Bai Shuo explained, everyone didn't want to believe it, and finally Xu Chan simply held Bai Shuo generously and let everyone joke.

Bai Shuo and everyone greeted each other all the way to a workshop, handed over the large piece of rotten wood to a worker and said a few words to him, and then took Xu Chan to find the pillar to chat. Zhu Zi learned that the two hadn't eaten lunch yet, and it happened that he hadn't eaten because he had just finished overtime, so he paid out of his own pocket to get three additional meals from the cafeteria and ate them in the office. After Bai Shuo finished eating this sumptuous meal, he picked up the pillar "China" cigarette and gave one to the pillar, Xu Chan and himself, and then said to the pillar: "It's inflated, it's inflated." I said pillar, you workshop director didn't start to corrupt not long ago. ”

In Zhuzi's surprised gaze, Bai Shuo continued: "In the past, we only ate one meat ......and one vegetable for our working meals, but now you dare to add chicken legs to three meats;

Seeing Bai Shuo pretending to be crazy there, Zhu Zi depressedly snatched the cigarette from his hand: "Lao Tzu is afraid that he will treat you two badly, what is corrupt in adding vegetables out of his own pocket, Huazi, if you can't smoke it, you will return it to me, turn left when you go out, there is a ...... selling red plums" Xu Chan saw that the two of them were making trouble with each other like when they were children, and they were also amused.

At this time, the workers brought over the rotten wood of Bai Shuo, and at this time the wood had been rested very neatly, the corners and back were polished, and the wood was varnished, which looked like a handicraft. Bai Shuo handed the thing to Xu Chan: "Here you go, I think this is the best memorial left by a father to his daughter." Xu Chan looked at the things in his hand, looking extremely excited, the notches on the wood still maintained their original appearance, and each trace seemed to tell a father's expectations for his daughter's growth...... "Can you still accompany me to a place?" Xu Chan looked at Bai Shuo excitedly, "Maybe it's not very good, but I still want someone to accompany me." ”

This time, it turned out to be in front of Xu Chan's father's grave, Bai Shuo helped Xu Chan tidy up the grave, burned some incense, candles, paper money, and stood aside, silently waiting for Xu Chan and his father to confide in some words. At first, Bai Shuo vaguely heard Xu Chan just saying something like not coming to his father's grave for many years, very unfilial, and so on, and then it seemed to be some trivial matters in the past and present, and then Xu Chan became more and more excited, and the louder he spoke, and even cried, Bai Shuo heard Xu Chan say: "Father, my daughter is useless, she has lived the most hated appearance, I don't want to do this, but I can't do it......" After hesitating for a moment, Bai Shuo still walked over and gently hugged Xu Chan, Xu Chan did not speak again, still holding tears, and leaned on Bai Shuo. After a long time, Xu Chan slowly straightened up and smiled slightly at Bai Shuo: "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”

Bai Shuo sent Xu Chan back to the hotel again, and when he arrived at the door of the room, Xu Chan looked back at Bai Shuo and said, "I'll leave early tomorrow morning, you are not allowed to send me, let me leave quietly alone." ”

Bai Shuo just wanted to speak, but Xu Chan said: "I have always known your intentions. But even if the path I chose was wrong, I had to do it without hesitation. If I go back this time, I won't come back unless I can't get it any longer, are you willing to cheer for me?"

Bai Shuo looked at Xu Chan and nodded. Rubbing Xu Chan's head: "Fool, no matter where you are, I hope you live happily, come on!"

Xu Chan smiled very happily, and suddenly hugged Bai Shuo and said, "Let's say goodbye here, promise me, you will be good in the future." ”

Bai Shuo also hugged Xu Chan tightly, and after Xu Chan finished speaking, the two did not speak, until a waiter appeared in the corridor, and the two slowly separated.

"That's it, thank you this time, go back and rest early. ”

"Well, you also rest early, bye-bye......" Bai Shuo stared at Xu Chan, and said goodbye with some reluctance.

Xu Chan also stared at Bai Shuo, smiled slightly, and then slowly closed the door. Bai Shuo knew that everyone didn't come to the last parting and explained anything, and this time it was a belated formal goodbye between the two, but this farewell may be goodbye. But is that really the case......